greeting the new year with a horrible fever & swollen lymph node.

something really cool happened at 2am just now.
i woke up to take my medication & was groping around in the dark when this bug just flew right at me.
the heat radiating from my body seemed to have attracted it.
but when i switched on the light, it disappeared.

the way insects are so sensitive to heat in the dark just struck me.
that instinct for survival in this world.
God's wonderful creation indeed.

have a blessed 2009. (:


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11:05 AM



圣诞节的真缔就是主进入你心

have a blessed Christmas. (:


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2:29 PM



esther once said,
"sometimes i wished God would come down & tell me what to do."

i can so empathise with that statement right now.

i'm stumped.
i don't know what i should do now.
what is right in Your eyes.
because both ways seem so right; but yet so wrong.

i've been escaping from the root of the issue all this time.
it's causing me to sin.
perhaps it's time for me to meet it face-on.

but how?


every breath that i take,
every moment i'm awake,
Lord have Your way in me.

would You please show me the way?


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2:39 PM



banner design's hanging my laptop upside down, rightside left & inside out.
i really hate it when that happens.

*

had a class gathering at amy & raymond laoshi's house on sunday after service.

we finally had a taste of sab's driving.
sk said my sense of direction's better than the GPS!
haha.
but i can't multi-task.
so i was rather amazed by how sab can drive/listen to me give directions/chat with us.
if it was me,
i would just, well, drive.
am i a girl or not!

had a whole load of informal sharing/crapping in laoshi's house.
ike was telling us the amusing story behind his name.
those attached were sharing about their relationship stories. (:
was quite surprised when minghao bravely shared with us about his "failed" relationship.
but it's really great,
cos it shows how comfortable he's getting to feel around us.

and the amount of food present was.. yum. heh.
dorcas & i kinda finished half of amylaoshi's box of dark chocolate balls.
all the while i was taking in those soothing hymns & christmas carols being played.
what homey & christmassy atmosphere.

dorcas, zy & i proceeded to SAM to check out the japan media arts fest after that.
damn fun.
i had the song 拥戴我主为王 stuck in my head, so i kept humming it.
soon enough, the both of them started singing along with me. lol.
loved all that wii-ing once again!
dorcas was super funny during her boxing match!
at the end tired alr so she anyhow box.

great food, great music, great company, great God.
what more can i ask for?
i still remember how i used to worry about how not-close our class used to be years back.
but the situation has changed so much over the years.
and i really want to give thanks to the Lord for that.
of course, i'm also thankful that both teachers arranged this gathering, so that our class was able to establish better rapport for next year's 门徒!

looking forward to the following 9 months of spiritual growth alongside my brothers and sisters. (:


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8:12 PM




















logo design courtesy of elena.

off to camp.
say hello to natural hair-drying & spiritual refreshening.


there she goes
11:40 PM

sometimes i'll still look back and smile.


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11:35 PM

























today,
i realised that quieter people tend to be better listeners.
even though you don't read this,
but thank you friend.
i'd have told you what that last drawer meant to me if there was a chance.


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10:53 PM