i'm happier.

anyway, pe today was fun and funny, as usual. soccer was fine. but no one managed to score a single goal. thus, we changed the game to HANDBALL! boy it was madness. our team defenders permanently camped in front of the goal and formed a tight wall whenever the opponents tried to score. so in the end, everyone started crowding around the goal and tried to squeeze the ball in. damn amusing sight! and our team always scored with style. hahaha.

i realised bus 13 is always crowded with sa people. haha i made a new friend today! (: she lives near aitong. she's really friendly and i like friendly people.

yeah today was good cos i've got to talk to different people today. even the councillors at the SC counter were really nice. someone once said that sa people are rather fake. i quite disagree. it's an over-generalisation. and moreover, how exactly do we determine whether a person is fake or not? i know a sincere and true friend when i see one.

oh and i realised something. i've been going for band quite often this week! and i'm starting to know more about the alto sax. which is really good cos i always have this mentality that i should make friends with my instrument first before i can bond with the band. and eunice! gosh both of us must jiayou okay? yes we can do it.

carram at the SC just now was A BLAST alright! i think we got quite high leh. i formed an alliance with abbas, against kel ruth and david. at first when we finished the game, both sides had 11 cards. so we had a tie-breaker. AND WE WON! woohoo! yeah then after my individuals all of us plus eunice went macs to eat. i really had fun. never had so much fun in days already.

okay so now you know why i'm happier. goodnight! (:


there she goes
10:45 PM



i left school feeling like shit today. i was feeling so down that i didn't look up at the sky as i'd have normally done. but thanks to leqi, eunice and ruth, i felt much better after that. FOOLing around in the playground, drinking bubble tea and singing "it's a happy day" really cheered me up. thanks you guys.

it's a happy day
and i praise God for the weather
it's a happy day
and i'm living it for my Lord
it's a happy day
and things are gonna get better
living each day by the promises in God's words

instead of wallowing in self-pity, i'm really handing everything to God. i believe He'll bring me through this period of frustration and worry. suddenly the song "running the race" speaks out loud and clear to me.

.. i know i need to pray
to ease the pain in my way
give me the strength to face all trials each day
in running the race.

anyway, boy am i glad i've finally completed my art project. (even though that probably means fewer visits to the esplanade in the future) filling in the black A2 board somewhat reminds me of coursework last year. the smell of the fixative is still fresh in my mind.

and speaking of coursework, my goodness! my work's gonna be exhibited at suntec next month! will tell the details some other time but please go and support okay! (: my word this is so unbelievable. i'll have to wear the sa blazer, which doesn't make sense cos coursework was done when i was still a nanyang girl.

and speaking of the blazer, i'm wearing the sa uniform to school tmr. you gotta agree with me that almost everyone looks good in it, provided that the tie is worn, especially at the correct length. am i excited or am i excited? i'm so gonna stay far far away from potassium manganate tmr.


there she goes
9:55 PM



floorball yesterday was sooo goood. i prefer it to hockey, even though hockey's really fun too. (:

anyway, it was good cos the whole class got to participate in one way or another and we had loads of fun. other than playing the game, i spent most of the time either screaming for fun or laughing at funny people. we found an excellent interceptor in sophie! pro-ness. and our team kept shifting the goal. LOL. our pe teacher rocks man.

i'll be so sad if our CG's separating after 2nd intake. the range of our L1R5 is quite wide i realised.

i'll miss OG13 too, cos many are not staying. today was steph's last day in school! first it was clara, now her. ahhhh. did you hear my heart breaking? i gave her my big hug today. SO SAD. all the best in poly k?


there she goes
4:29 PM



my heart hurts.
sometimes i really hate this system.
you meet really great people and you've grown to love them alot.

but now some of them are leaving you one by one.
they're going their own separate ways.
whether the bonds forged will be unbroken, i seriously have no idea.
and soon, everything will just be a memory.
a part of your brain.
nothing else.


there she goes
9:09 PM



sometimes i just feel so helpless and useless.

i see my friends crying but i am unable to make them feel better. instead, my mood gets affected and i get sad too. i'll then realise it's beyond my abilities to make them happier.

why are my moods so topsy-turvy?
why do i care so much?


there she goes
11:27 PM



the grass always seems greener on the other side.

and i'm the fickle cow.


there she goes
9:57 PM



today, life is good. this is due to a few reasons as listed below.

1) i saw a rainbow from school early this morning (:

2) i went to one of my favourite places in singapore just now

3) the evening sky was so magnificent it took my breath away! (as usual)

i miss my nj sky.


there she goes
10:57 PM



GAY-SHAS!


there she goes
9:23 PM