Today went toa payoh to cut my hair..haiz..i so sad lor..have to kiss my locks goodbye le..haiz..but it's alright..i still love my new hairstyle..veri nice also..onli thing is tat it will take a longer time to grow back ba..hahaz...it make my head feel so much lighter now..more "shuang" also..heez..but i almost cried when i cut my hair lor..1 whole bunch on de floor..de lady say my hair also drop alot le..haiz i so depress..

Today bb Belle also don wan to drink milk milk also..yesterday she onli had 3 feeds lor..OMFG!! today much better le.. i change de bottle back to avent de instead of de pigeon one..and she is drinkin well from tat bottle..i guess she is used to it ba..hahaz..hope tomolo will be better ba..heez..

Was thinkin wat to blog these few days..read quite a few birth stories so I tot of writing my own one too..

On 3rd May 2010 morning i was due for my last checkup at 9am at KKH with Dr Irene Chua..I reach abt 9.10am den went in for checkup at abt 9.15am..Dr Chua wanted to check if i have dilated already anot..she check le and said 2cm..den suddenly she say WATERBAG BURST!! waaa a sudden gush a water rush out..de nurse put a pcs of paper like thing and ask me to stand on top and was like urining lor..cant control at all..at tat point of time i don feel any pain at all..Dr Chua said immediate admit to delivery suite now..she said estimated delivery time will be either tat nitez or next morning on de 4th..after come out le i called hubby and tell him i goin to gif birth le..he was like "HUH!! den how?? wat should i do now?? so suddenly de arh?? okok i work half day den come find u!!"

Went into de room and nurse ask me to change clothings and ask me to lie there to wait lor..at abt 10.30am doctors there put me on drip and oxytocin to induce birth..by 12pm plus my sis came by and pei me and paid off de hospital bill..she den went for lunch and i was like "mei, i am soooo hungry now..i hadnt had my breakfast leh.." nurse den came in and say.."u cant eat anything arh..cant drink too much water also onli can dab abit nia.." i was like OMG!! hungry sia...den my sis came back at abt 1pm like tat..den contraction pain starts to kick in..pain..i remember i was watchin cartoon network hahaz..still got de mood lor..heez..at 2pm pain was quite painful le..nurse came in and ask if i need any pain relieve..i told her i wan de gas..she den gave me, it was like almost instance relieve..but i was so high lor..like on drugs like tat..hubby came at 3.30pm and sis left for home..he brought my elephant!! hahaz so happy lor..hugged like sooo hard...my comfort toy..heez..den suddenly de gas tube was disconnected and i really felt de contraction pain le..den at 4plus i almost cant tahan de pain le..i was screamin in pain le..hubby said my face like crumpled paper like tat..sooo funny...he ask me if he could take a nap anot..and i shouted nooooo!!!! i at here pain le u still got mood to sleep..kns lor..

Abt 4.45pm i pain until really CANT TAHAN already, i press de button for de nurse..nurse came in:
nurse: "wat can i do for u??"
me: "I veri pain.."
nurse: "u pain i also cant help leh.. u wan epidural??"
me: "(hesitate a while..) ok lor..i take epidural.."
nurse: "ok i got get doc.."
2 mins later....
nurse: "sorry, de doc administering epi for another patient..u have to wait for another 30mins.."
me: "HUH!!! ( i look at hubby desperatly)"

At 5pm doc came in to administer for me..but my contraction too painful le and it's coming at 1 min 1 time..it's so hard for me to remain still lor...i keep goin "wait wait wait..pain pain pain.." hahaz...once de epi was administered..instant pain relieve man!! but my legs starts le numb le..to be honest de epi was not painful at all..after tat i fell asleep le..and woke up at abt 7pm watchin chn 8..pain starts to kick in again at 7.15pm and nurse came in to check dilation it's at abt 6-7cm le..i was so happy le..i den press de button to increase dosage for my epi..

At 8pm nurse say will come in to check on me at 9pm again but she came in at 8.30pm..and i was fully dilated already..SOOO HAPPY!! den say i can start pushin le..i tell her i don noe how to push leh..by 8.45pm Dr Chua came in and helped me and ask me to hold my breath and hold for 10secs...but i cant hold lor..always until 7sec like tat i already start to change breath le..and i vomitted i guess due to de effect of epi amd i didnt eat de whole day..hubby pass me a plastic bag and juz left it on my neck there lor..hmm so bad nv hold for me..Dr Chua see tat i cant push due to my epi she called another lady doc in and help me..she used her hands and push my tummy so hard..after a while Dr Chua say "head come out already!!" i was like relieve le..but actually bb was not out yet..hahaz..den i take in another breath and when i was abt to change de doc tat was pushin my tummy push bb Belle out at 9.03pm..wow wat a relieve!! i was so happy..no pain at all!! heez..hubby was like all over bb Belle and like forgetting me totally le..Dr Chua den stitch me up..thankfully i didnt feel any pain at all..thanks to de epi..

Nurse den bring me to my ward..and i felt giddy and i was still vomitting at 12am lor..drink milo vomit milo..felt so bad..my onli meal den came in at 7am de next morning..i was starving already..heez..

It was a wonderful feelin afterall..all de pain was worthwhile when u see ur little one in ur arms..
LOVE BABY ANNABELLE TO DE MAXXXX!!! <3

Today bb Belle is soooo cranky lor..i really wan to slap her backside hard hard leh!! she keep cryin don wan to sleep leh..aiyo..headache!!! whole day watch HK series..haiz...tomolo sat le..aiyo a day nearer and nearer to start work le..so shag leh..sianz..i don wan to go to work.. i wan to stay home and nua lor..hmmmmm.....

bb Belle wake up le..so sianz..she cry le..i so shag le..darlin still not back yet..haiz..i wan to cry le..

Long time nv update my blog le..been busy this few days..yesterday bring bb Belle for her 5 in 1 jab..den doc ask me if i got any problems anot..so i told him abt de feeding problem lor..den he said i am overfeeding bb Belle wor..i feed her 180ml every 4hrs leh..so now i have to reduce her feed to 130ml every 3hrs..hahaz..she drink tat amt i think also not use to it..everytime de bottle is empty le she cry like not enough like tat..hahaz..funny lor..

Yesterday went to taka bb fair to buy things..bought a total of $143 lor..buy so 4 sets of clothes, pigeon milk bottle, pacifer, milk powder container, detergent, nipple wash and many things..omg..money juz fly away like tat..no choice..all for bb Belle..heez..

On de 16 Aug bb Belle gg to her babysitter place already..which is my aunt place..hahaz..abit seh bu de leh..but no choice..got to leave her there while i go to work leh..hahaz..this comin 24 Aug gg back to work liao le...sianz~

This 23Aug is darlin de bdae leh..i really don noe wat to do to gif him a surprise leh..haiz..anyone any idea??spending his first bdae together wif me as my hubby..heez..hmm let me think ba..........

hahaz...some faker has juz made my day..damn funny..hahaz..thinks he is de MR-KNOW-IT-ALL..and he claims tat he has got 100% knowledge on babies..wat a joke man!! doctors can even explain some illnesses like Colic already..even a doc wont says he noes 100% on babies..but he claims tat he does..make me laugh so hard man...i say he can write a book on babies unknown illnesses and i can expect his books in Kinokuniya soon..hahaz..always ask ppl to google on stuff as if we are idiots..as if we don noe how to make use of de internet..hahaz..damn stupid sia..he still say i got a small circle of frenz..hahaz..having 234 of frenz..he says i lacks networking..hahaz..as if he got 1058 of frenz he will noe every single one of them??i can say everyone in my list even it's 234, they are my true frenz..not juz hi-bye frenz..kindergardern to primary skool to secondary skool to ite to colleagues to young mummies..hahaz..damn him man..it's not easy to noe every single ppl in ur frenz list thou, but i do make de effort..anyway he still says hope bb Belle doesnt grow up to be like me..hahaz..another joke sia..she don grow like me den grow like who??him arh??crazy..hahaz..LMFAO...damn him..aho aho aho...

Today bring bb Belle for her first swim at Plaza Singapura.. I was like so excited den her lor..hahaz..went Ajisen to have lunch wif mummy first..had my favourite volcano ramen!! loves...

After lunch bring bb Belle for her first swim..hahaz..and she shitted before she even went down de water..have to wipe her clean..put her in de first time she started cryin..so we bring her up and tot tat she might wan her milk milk..but she still don wan..and she urine again..lucky not when i am carrying her..hahaz..den we put in her de second time..she enjoy onli like 5mins nia and started crying again..i think she is juz too tired lor..den we bring her up and dry her and clothe her..she was cryin until like so fierce like tat..even de aunty there also say she veri fierce next time i need to "ran" her "san fen"..hahaz..she veri stubborn also..in my arms a while den she sleep le..hahaz..so i think next time den i bring her go again..hope she wont cry and cry again liao..though today abit disappointed tat bb Belle didnt swim tat long..but i still manage to take a few cute cute de photo..heez..

When on de way back, bought alot of things to eat wor..beard papa bread, auntie anne, DDM sausages, bubble tea..and mummy frenz gave her 1 box of cheese cake from Hyatt Hotel..it was like wow..so pretty lor..got alot of strawberries on top..so "bu seh de" to eat..heez..tomolo morning take as breakfast ba..

Next week wednesday bringing bb Belle for her jab again..den will be visiting 5e-po..den start to bring pampers and milk powder over there le..haiz..next mth onwards there will extra expenses le..haiz..quite tight..and hard to make ends meet..

Yesterday nitez me and darlin had a small quarrel..I am so heart-broken..he like doesnt understand wat i wan at all..disappointed sia..he wanted to take up another part-time job..he wanted to take up job at pubs and KTVs..I already say i don like him to take up jobs there..there de ppl "bu san bu si"..i don wan him to be like ppl there..not say i am bias against ppl workin there or wat..is juz tat i feel tat he is now a family man..i don wan to everyday bcos of small small thing or misunderstandin den keep quarreling..it will onli place my marriage on de rocks..i don wan to take de risk..i am afraid of losing my small happy family..i wan to maintain de peace i am having now..and if he works in those places, he will come back late..when he reaches home, i will be asleep le..morining he wakes up earlier den me and leave for work..so again i wont be able to see him let say to even talk to him face to face..i don wan things to turn out this way..and if he doesnt get enough sleep he wont be able to concentrate well in his day job..if any accident is to happen to him, wat will happen to me??i am not ready to take up de responsibilties yet..haiz..but he doesnt seems to understand my stand..he feels tat i am restraining him on many things..don let him do this don let him do tat..i juz wanted him to do something more down to earth..there is many different types of job in this society..but why onli pubs and KTVs??i juz don like it..i understand tat he wans to settle all debts and make ends meet but there is many ways of doin it..it doesnt necessary need to take our marriage as a gamble..i don ask for much..i don need branded stuffs, i don need hundreds of dollars in my wallet everytime i go out..i juz ask for a warm and loving family..but he nv bother to ask me..he onli ASSUME.."making a ASS out of U and ME!!" haiz..but i hope tat he will understands me 1day..now de onli thing is to make use of de days we have together..I really do love u dearly..muackz..

Below will be pics from bb Belle's first swim..

Yesterday went to attend a Soka Association meeting wif felicia and her mum..quite interesting..hahaz..den bb Belle was was home alone wif hubby..hahaz..he den later went out wif bb Belle to citysquare mall for shoppin..

After de Soka meeting we went Vivo city to find mummy and waited for her to finish work.. Felicia and her mum left went mummy finish work..den darlin and bb Belle joined us..we went Aoba for dinner..after tat i saw so many dessert shops lor..sweets and sweets and sweets..ahhhh....iloveit!!

We de went Giant and buy pampers for bb Belle..cheap!! 2 packs for $22.35..den i also bought new formula milk powder..Similac..last nitez bb Belle's last feed, OMG she was so much better..it was like instant relieve and she doesnt have to cry and cry le..hahaz..so happy lor..but also cant say too fast leh..don noe she suitable for her anot..

Today bring bb Belle to her physio and checkup at KKH.. de physio say her neck is recovering well and have to do lots of exercise and playtime.. bb Belle's weight gain is at a suitable range..happy for her..heez..in 2 mths time there is another physio session and 3 mths time another checkup session wif her doc..heez..

Baby Belle plays wif her bb elephant..so cute..but in de end de whole elephant full of her saliva..hahaz..wan to pinch her face leh..

Today weather so good..really shiok..slept through de whole afternoon together wif bb Belle..so cooling..she slept at 1.45 and woke up at 6.30 for her milk..so shiok..how i wish i was her sometimes..sleep wakeup drink and sleep again..hahaz..juz make her sleep again after her wash up..so good..hope tonitez de weather also good ba..heez..

Tomolo bringing bb Belle for her first swim at PS..hahaz excited leh..don noe she will cry ma or will she enjoy..cant wait..tomolo den upload her pics..heez....