thoughts and words
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Sundays

而我知道
五月天

冰块还没融化你在看表我笑的尴尬
你说最近很忙改天聊吧
那天我在楼下想了很久想你说的话
你说爱情很窄世界很大(而我们应该长大)
就这样吧就这样吧
我想我听懂你话中的话

而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切
我全都知道我就是受不了
而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬
微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福你自由飞吧
你说温室没有灿烂的花(你总是很有想法)
就这样吧就这样吧我同意可是我泪如雨下
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it's funny how sometimes you know things will never work out
but somehow, with that little hope, we still chose to believe
and then at the end, we were hurt. very hurt.
why do we even start it when we know we will be hurt
why do we choose to believe at that little hope
when you know that, that isn't hope at all
it's call illusion...
stop me before it's too late...


woke up early today. 7am! omg. earlier than i go school. dressed, did my hair, make up, took bus to bedok for my photoshoot. on my way to bedok, saw this accident near upper changi road. apparently, the person died, and there were blood on the road. don't know why. but it reminded me of that MOS incident. the feeling is like you thought you that person or the person is someone close to you.

they said, for people to meet, it is known as fate. doesn't matter where you are. in the train, on the bus, or on the road. you may not remember his face. but probably somewhere, you two have met earlier or walked past each other. or probably years later, he becomes your boss, or someone very close to you. this is how fate works. and sometimes, i really want to applaud to what fate can do.



i've always wanted to be simple
i've always everything simple
and i failed to realised
probably i am complicated to begin with
your simplicity might find me too complicated for you

chasing my dream isn't a sin
is it?

loves from anna-res

Saturday, October 20, 2007
i need some partying!!!

i tink i have been a havoc recently. work, home, chill, work, chill.

thurs went to opss for a talk. though the kids are not reponsive but ok lah, there's this cute cute PE teacher there. :p after that, went back to school for ut. wore formal. hmm... remember the interesting people? yup. though i never went for lessons, still met them on thurs. quite cool i think. especially supplements. i think he looks good in shirts. but then i realised, there is this huge gap that is in between us. like we are worlds apart. haiz.

fri went to A*star to help michael out. it is so so fun! scoop scoop ice cream. =) and there are quite a few geeky cute guys. at night, met jj at mac. ate a bit, rot, talked and crap alot.

today went to singtel find ivan with jj. have been going out with jj alot. omg. anyway, after settling my stuff, we went makan at cuppage. kimchi ramen is good! then we went to shop shop a bit. it's quite cool going shopping with 3 guys. i think next time, i will ask them go shopping with me. they are fun. though the jj are crazy with their "pi" joke. and i realised something. i can wear pretty kids clothings for european brand. wahahah! next time i going to get the kids one liao. cheap and nice. hahaha, i tink i also almost every sat going to meet ivan. LOL. but his a levels coming soon. too bad. probably we will go chilling out after his As.


capricorns are fun people

loves from anna-res

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
super busy week

firstly, before i rant about my super busy week, got some things to say.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINLONG!!! (16 Oct 07)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN!!! (17 Oct 07)

lol. yeah. Happy birthday to the guys. =)

gosh. sat went to vivo to watch s'pore fashion week, met ian, met ivan, met jeremy. sun morning woke up early, did my 1st ever modelling photoshoot. reached there at 7am. zzz. i am a sleeping beauty ok? mon went to school. tues school. met ian, get poster, met jo and jeremy at suntec. went home at 12+am.

woke up 7.30am this morning and my hair was in a mess. by the time i settled it a bit, i was late!!! am suppose to meet jona at 9am and i am holding on to his poster. thankfully my papa sent me to school. daddykins is the best! met darling in causeway, went to buy ingredients, makan. lab. lunch. travelpac. work. and guess what? i got another photoshoot coming sun. weee. fun fun. back in yishun, met jinlong. met matthew. talk cock sing song. zzz.

i wanna slp le. bad mood. lost specs.

loves from anna-res

Friday, October 12, 2007
hmmm...

not very recently, i got to know a group of guys. hmmm... let's call them the vitamin A, amino acids(AA), supplements and vitamin B. how should i start? i find that they are an interesting bunch of people. i shouldn't say that they are very good looking bunch of people but decent, pleasant looking ones. and they have brains.

so... i got to know of their existence when i was in the same class as 2 of them for different modules. as usual, long time ago, one fine day, i was in class, waiting for that cz to come and me chatting with AA cause he was in my group and he was waiting for his mates. hmmm... i should say then, i noticed all of them when they came to "pick" AA up. they are nothing. really. and i didn't know the other one of them was also in my class.

weeks after weeks, they come in and out of the class. begin to notice them more.

new semester starts. and my biggest surprise. the other 2 who were not same as me before, were now in my class and my team! ok. it's nothing really. they aren't fantastic. just interesting. and worst is, i realised my "twin" had noticed that i was noticing them and she is also noticing them. OMG. chaos!!!

and so yup. the story is like this. what i have been doing in school recently. somehow, this bunch of guys were like motivation to go school and classes. not because i have a crush on them or i like them, but yes, i do like them. i enjoy being their friend. it's like, not having to think so much. it's a very relax feeling. they are simple. not complicated... as yet. i love simple stuff. and simple friends.

so, yup. they are an interesting bunch of people. and i love observing them with my evil twin.

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Feelings... What's that?

Don't ask me what are feelings. I don't think i am able to answer you about that. Perhaps i am way far too out into my own world...

ask yourself this:

have you tried, falling down, getting a huge ugly wound on your leg. you struggled to get up and walk again. yet some mean guys were beside you, pushing you down or were practically rubbing salt into your wound. The pain is so intense. Intensed until you don't know what's pain anymore. cause you are already numbed...

don't blame me for being cold hearted. i just don't know what are feelings. my heart is hard as a stone. i can smile at everything now. nothing hurts me anymore. nothing touches me anymore.

loves from anna-res

Sunday, October 07, 2007
looking forward

perhaps because i always looking behind when i walked. i have never realised anything that is in front of me. probably only occasionally looking at sides. but never the front. from today onwards, i will be looking forward and no more behind.

yesterday evening, met marilyn for shopping. help her choose a bag and a jacket. wa. saw loads of shuai ge there. and i saw this damn cute guy, i really really felt like going up to him to say hi. too bad he was with another friend. LOL. we shop, eat, buy until legs wanna come out le. hehe. fun fun! alan called, too bad you never asked me out earlier. hehe. :p

went back to yishun, met jona and jl at mac. they two really loads to talk cock. blah. then cz called around 1+, 2. say he emo so asked him over. then we went to drink a bit, walked over to nee soon east cc. laid at the basketball court talk cock until 5am then went home. wa. shag ok? LOL. but was fun.

loves from anna-res

Saturday, October 06, 2007
updates

it has been long since i last updated. had been very busy with my work, school and my dearest pillow recently. kinda routine, the things i do. travelpac, dotbox, RP, lab, bed. LOL.

today went out with the yahui and huiling. so long never go out with them. and they are still as blur as ever. =p and we went to geylang serai to walk walk. not bad. i went to get a henna tattoo. they both got one on their ankle. i wear sneakers, so not practical to get one on ankle. LOL.

i have realised something and i feel very very blessed. i am lucky to have today. though i still miss the past, but i still have to admit. i have a very good father and brother. though we are almost strangers, yet they can give the warmth that many longed for. heard a song from the past today. Big big girl by emma, if i'm not wrong. haven't realised time passed so fast. haven't realised i am now a big girl. i still miss her... ALOT.

and i am blessed with my good buddies that loves me like angie, jona, marilyn, cz, darling. =) best frens forever ppl.

loves from anna-res

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