Tuesday, March 16, 2010
STPM?!
tadi aku ke maybank sg.buloh. nak setelkan hal maybank2u aku yg dok lekat je tak leh nk akses. saket otak jap. pastu smpi je kt kaunter, aku tny la kt officer situ. pasal masalah aku nie la. pastu saje kot dy nak borak2. dy pun tny la. umo awak brape. tersipu2 aku cakap umo da 20+++ ni. haha malu kot umo da tue. kakak tu n pakgad tu terkejut. "laa ingt kan baru pas STPM"... errrrr aku sepatutnye, hepi, bangge, ke sedih haa?
Thursday, March 11, 2010
grateful!
i got an email from Maybank2u officer due to my inquiry last day. i cant access my online account. i tried a lot of time and failed. my cellphone number is also out of service which means all further transaction is not allowed (but i still can accept money from others). so i read carefully. it doesnt help anyway because i didnt give my full details and data that needed. but yet, the email really comforting me. as i scroll down my track ball, i can see the officer name. at the glance, i was thinking that the email wasnt from the officer, but they have the format to reply for every inquiry. but then, i think that they made an effort to reply to make people satisfy (and also because their own duty), so why not i thank them (i still believe the team wrote those, not the officer). people give their gratitude not only when they satisfied enough, but when they've been touch by others that concern with us. eventhough i just receive an email and didnt see the person, i still appreciate the willingness to help although i knew it's one of their duty and job. so i did replied, and say some appreciatiton for what they did. and at the bottom of the email, i stated as:
Regards,
Dr. Siti Aishah Md. Radzi.
am not a qualified doctor yet, but about to receive my medical degree in 4 months time. and then, i can put the title legally. but who cares, am going to be a doctor anyway. and when i read it once again, i felt the adrenaline pumped to the whole body. i just cant believe that am going to be a doctor. after 6 years of study, after 72 months of being far away from home, after 288 weeks of survival with lots of problems and after 2016 days of getting new experiences, i cant land my wings. i didnt fly to far or to high, but i have to land to get new experiences. then, i can fly again
to places that i love and touch the sky once again!
p/s: have to accept the reality that i am not into medicine. but i promise to keep the title, use the knowledge for the sake of human being. i took the responsibilities, and those are still mine. i didnt choose the path by my own decision, but i am on the track and have to keep on walking. i dont know what will happen to me if i took the road not taken, but i do realise i pick a good one. a real good one. and am grateful for it.
Regards,
Dr. Siti Aishah Md. Radzi.
am not a qualified doctor yet, but about to receive my medical degree in 4 months time. and then, i can put the title legally. but who cares, am going to be a doctor anyway. and when i read it once again, i felt the adrenaline pumped to the whole body. i just cant believe that am going to be a doctor. after 6 years of study, after 72 months of being far away from home, after 288 weeks of survival with lots of problems and after 2016 days of getting new experiences, i cant land my wings. i didnt fly to far or to high, but i have to land to get new experiences. then, i can fly again
to places that i love and touch the sky once again!p/s: have to accept the reality that i am not into medicine. but i promise to keep the title, use the knowledge for the sake of human being. i took the responsibilities, and those are still mine. i didnt choose the path by my own decision, but i am on the track and have to keep on walking. i dont know what will happen to me if i took the road not taken, but i do realise i pick a good one. a real good one. and am grateful for it.
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
ergh~
aku rase da banyak kali kot aku cakap aku agak nyesal amek medik. hurm, agak yek? actually am not into medik sgt la. tp.. hurm takpe la. ade 4 bulan je blaja lagi. then, serve the goverment pastu cari another job. eh bukan. i wanna do things dat i love! ni nak cite cket kejadian hari nie. dlu2 aku cam suke forensik pasal banyak sgt terpengaruh ngan cite katun Conan. pastu cite2 menyiasat laen la. tak saba aku nk masuk departemen forensik. so smalam aku masuk la forensik untuk 4 minggu ke depan. sbb ade prob dgn admin (birokrasi..huhu cmne la) so kitorang masuk lambat. jadi tak dpt tgk ape yg berlaku hari tu. tp memula masuk je pintu luar, da bau busukkkkkkk sgttttttttt. bile da time balik, baru si kawan cite ade mayat drowning baru kuakan. hari ahad br masuk. oh alaaaaah!
td time kitorg sebok2 brgosip, bace magazine, tbe2 dokter panggil. cakap mayat semalam da siap untuk di autopsy. errrrrkkkkk. bukak je pintu bilik ktorg, bau semerbak. so ktorg masuk la ruangan autopsy. speechless. aku tataw cmne nk gambarkan bau dy. ade sorang brader ni siap muntah. aku mule start psiko kan diri cakap "tahan anje.. ni bkan bau busuk.. busuk pun tak sangat.. ko still bole tahan.. jangan muntah..." al hasil, aku berjaye kawal emosi. pastu jap2 dok bau kopi. tapi kopi tu pun da bau mayat! aduyaaaaai!
aku rase nyilu, ngeri kot mase tgk sme proses autopsy tu. taknak cite la sb tanak ingat. tp paling buat aku tak lalu makan, mase dy gunting otak pastu mengalir keluar macam bubur. belum lagi time da bukak costa, dy tarek sgale organ vital. hurm. nak describe, tapi tanak la. nnt aku termimpi2. makan kue teow td pun aku terbayang otak jadi bubur. urgh. pastu, hasil autopsy dpt la jumpe trauma tumpul. ditandai adenye darah beku kat selaput otak. pastu sebelum otak dy mengalir, memang ade jumpe darah clotting. dan tak dijumpai adenye tanda2 drowning. maksudnye bukan la air yg menyebabkan kematian dy. tp si mayat mati kne pukul kat pale, baru di tenggelamkan.
aku rase tu je kot. baju aku abes sme bau. melekat. tanak hilang. waktu spnjg autopsy tu aku tak abes2 nyesal nape la aku amek medik. haha.
p/s: semoga Allah mengampunkan segala dosa si mati tidak kira agama dan bangsa. cara mati dah menyayat hati, nama pun masih Mr. X sebab identiti blum berjaya di kenal pasti. to people out there, jagalah ahli keluarga saudara mara dan sahabat handai kite baek2. laporkan cepat2 klu ade yang hilang. dan jangan sampai di autopsy. sian kt jenazah. dan semoga Allah memberkati segala usaha doktor dan ahli medis dlm bidang berkaitan (forensik) sebab dorg da bantu jenazah utk mendapat ape yang menjadi hak milik mereka, iaitu kebenaran tentang kematian. dan semoga Allah menjauhkan kita dari segala yang buruk. dengan izin-Nya, segala sesuatu itu adalah pasti.
td time kitorg sebok2 brgosip, bace magazine, tbe2 dokter panggil. cakap mayat semalam da siap untuk di autopsy. errrrrkkkkk. bukak je pintu bilik ktorg, bau semerbak. so ktorg masuk la ruangan autopsy. speechless. aku tataw cmne nk gambarkan bau dy. ade sorang brader ni siap muntah. aku mule start psiko kan diri cakap "tahan anje.. ni bkan bau busuk.. busuk pun tak sangat.. ko still bole tahan.. jangan muntah..." al hasil, aku berjaye kawal emosi. pastu jap2 dok bau kopi. tapi kopi tu pun da bau mayat! aduyaaaaai!
aku rase nyilu, ngeri kot mase tgk sme proses autopsy tu. taknak cite la sb tanak ingat. tp paling buat aku tak lalu makan, mase dy gunting otak pastu mengalir keluar macam bubur. belum lagi time da bukak costa, dy tarek sgale organ vital. hurm. nak describe, tapi tanak la. nnt aku termimpi2. makan kue teow td pun aku terbayang otak jadi bubur. urgh. pastu, hasil autopsy dpt la jumpe trauma tumpul. ditandai adenye darah beku kat selaput otak. pastu sebelum otak dy mengalir, memang ade jumpe darah clotting. dan tak dijumpai adenye tanda2 drowning. maksudnye bukan la air yg menyebabkan kematian dy. tp si mayat mati kne pukul kat pale, baru di tenggelamkan.
aku rase tu je kot. baju aku abes sme bau. melekat. tanak hilang. waktu spnjg autopsy tu aku tak abes2 nyesal nape la aku amek medik. haha.
p/s: semoga Allah mengampunkan segala dosa si mati tidak kira agama dan bangsa. cara mati dah menyayat hati, nama pun masih Mr. X sebab identiti blum berjaya di kenal pasti. to people out there, jagalah ahli keluarga saudara mara dan sahabat handai kite baek2. laporkan cepat2 klu ade yang hilang. dan jangan sampai di autopsy. sian kt jenazah. dan semoga Allah memberkati segala usaha doktor dan ahli medis dlm bidang berkaitan (forensik) sebab dorg da bantu jenazah utk mendapat ape yang menjadi hak milik mereka, iaitu kebenaran tentang kematian. dan semoga Allah menjauhkan kita dari segala yang buruk. dengan izin-Nya, segala sesuatu itu adalah pasti.
Monday, March 08, 2010
mommies!
hurmmm.. last post aku ade cakap nk ltak pix hasil godekan aku..tp tbe2 usb external aku menyembunyikan diri. so tak leh la aku uplod pix yg menggamit memori tersebut. aduyaiii..
so takpelah. nanti aku da kemas2 bilik mesti jumpe balik kot. hehe.
so kat entry kali ni aku nk cite pasal movie yang aku tengok smlm. "Motherhood", Uma Thurman yang blakon. tgk cover dy macam lawak jenaka. so aku pun tertarek la nk membeli. so smpi umah, aku pun layan la cite nie. cite dy sgt la slowwww, tp aku tak mengantok pasal ak dah terpuas tido malam sebelumnye, pagi sebelumnye da siang sebelumnye. hehe. so tadah je la mate kan?
papepun, byk scene yg aku rase best dan menyentuh perasaan(haha aku rase sme movie aku tgk pn pasti tersentuh hati kecik ku ini). dan bile melayan menonton, maken membuat aku rase nak having my own kids. hahaha. mcm gile plak. tapi nk rase all the experinces. but yet, macam takut je nk jadi mak orang nie. diri sndiri pn blum terurus kot. badan pun maken kurus. aduyai.
tp aku dapat byk moral values dari cite nie. banyak pengorbanan yang dilakukan oleh parents for their kids. they have their own dreams, tapi terpakse lupekan demi anak2. aku teringat, mende nie pnah di quote kan oleh sorang guest kat Oprah Winfrey Show season bape tah. mase tu aku rase sgt terharu. mase tu je la. skang da ilang di bawa angen bayu. haha. papepun, kite akan melangkah ke dunia baru pas da ada anak. sebab tu kena sentiasa belajar dan banyak membaca. how to be a good parents, how to deal with kids' emotions, jow to hold your angriness towards kids and so on la. and im going to add some more year to my actual birth date this becoming May, so aku pun da kne start membaa la kot! haha. and aku pun akan dealing dgn kids kat hospital nnt, sambil2 tu belajar cmane nk ade anak sendiri plak. so, to mommies out there, well done for your good jobs of having kids, being a wife and also having real jobs. happy woman's day, and am really appreciate you!
so takpelah. nanti aku da kemas2 bilik mesti jumpe balik kot. hehe.
so kat entry kali ni aku nk cite pasal movie yang aku tengok smlm. "Motherhood", Uma Thurman yang blakon. tgk cover dy macam lawak jenaka. so aku pun tertarek la nk membeli. so smpi umah, aku pun layan la cite nie. cite dy sgt la slowwww, tp aku tak mengantok pasal ak dah terpuas tido malam sebelumnye, pagi sebelumnye da siang sebelumnye. hehe. so tadah je la mate kan?
papepun, byk scene yg aku rase best dan menyentuh perasaan(haha aku rase sme movie aku tgk pn pasti tersentuh hati kecik ku ini). dan bile melayan menonton, maken membuat aku rase nak having my own kids. hahaha. mcm gile plak. tapi nk rase all the experinces. but yet, macam takut je nk jadi mak orang nie. diri sndiri pn blum terurus kot. badan pun maken kurus. aduyai.
tp aku dapat byk moral values dari cite nie. banyak pengorbanan yang dilakukan oleh parents for their kids. they have their own dreams, tapi terpakse lupekan demi anak2. aku teringat, mende nie pnah di quote kan oleh sorang guest kat Oprah Winfrey Show season bape tah. mase tu aku rase sgt terharu. mase tu je la. skang da ilang di bawa angen bayu. haha. papepun, kite akan melangkah ke dunia baru pas da ada anak. sebab tu kena sentiasa belajar dan banyak membaca. how to be a good parents, how to deal with kids' emotions, jow to hold your angriness towards kids and so on la. and im going to add some more year to my actual birth date this becoming May, so aku pun da kne start membaa la kot! haha. and aku pun akan dealing dgn kids kat hospital nnt, sambil2 tu belajar cmane nk ade anak sendiri plak. so, to mommies out there, well done for your good jobs of having kids, being a wife and also having real jobs. happy woman's day, and am really appreciate you!
p/s: i was at the boarding school throughout my teenage years. i missed all the things. i missed chit chatting with mommy. i missed girls talking with her. i missed gossiping together. i owed her stories about guys i liked most. i owed her stories about my puberty. i owed her times of beeing by her side when she needed the most. i owed her my shoulders when she need someone to turn into. i owed her bunch of thankfull of being a good mommy, a good advicer, a good companion, a good friend, a good listener. and i'll make sure im coming home this august and we have a lot to catch up, mama! i love you the most. mwah!
Friday, February 26, 2010
hulalala~
kemaren aku menggodek2 laptop aku yg usienya berzaman nie. pastu aku bersua muka dgn koleksi album sepanjang zaman yg sangat membangkitkan emosi. aku go tru sme pix, aku gelak sorg2. klu aku tgk ramai2 ngan membe2, mesti ktorg gelak same2. nnt la aku upload lg yeh. sb hr nie aku da isytiharkan hr cuti utk sebarang kegiatan kecuali makan. aku nk tidur je. n aktvt tmbhn seperti mandi sb nk kua cr makan. aku nk berusehe tdo lg wpun rasenye da berbelas jam aku tido. org tamak selalu untung. aku tamak halobe dlm bab tdo. yg penting dpt tdo. sekian, aku nk smbg tdo. hulalala~
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
LORONG ITU
lorong itu,
kecil, sempit dan suram.
dindingnya penuh kulapuk.
tanahnya becek, paritnya tersumbat.
hawanya pengap, aromanya hapak.
lorong itu,
lipas, lipan dan tikus.
berteman, berlarian mencari makanan.
sampah sarap memenuhi tanahnya yang senantiasa lembab.
kotoran haiwan dan manusia di mana-mana.
lorong sekecil itu,
lorong sesempit itu,
lorong sesuram itu,
lorong sehapak itu,
di huni oleh seorang ibu dan tiga anaknya.
berteman bersama serangga.
berkongsi makanan bersama haiwan.
bertumpang teduh dari panas dan hujan.
di balik dinding yang berkulapuk dan parit yang tersumbat.
si bawah atap genting, di bawah atap zink.
kita duduk menonton televisyen.
kita makan hidangan yang enak.
kita berbaring di atas tilam yang empuk.
kita berteman bersama kucing yang comel dan jinak.
kita masih di bumi yang sama.
bumi Tuhan yang hijau dengan pohon dan dedaunan.
bumi Tuhan yang biru dangan lautan.
bumi Tuhan yang putih dengan langit dan awan.
kita masih manusia.
punya sepasang kaki dan tangan.
punya wajah yang membezakan laki-laki dan perempuan.
punya rambut yang menjadikan kita ras dan keturunan.
hulurkan tangan, ringankan beban.
bantuan kita amat diperlukan.
seorang ibu dan 3 anaknya masih tetap di lorong itu....
p/s: tangan yang memberi lebih baik dari yang menerima. hidup ibarat putaran roda. ikhlaskan hati, sucikan diri. kita masih sama2 manusia.
kecil, sempit dan suram.
dindingnya penuh kulapuk.
tanahnya becek, paritnya tersumbat.
hawanya pengap, aromanya hapak.
lorong itu,
lipas, lipan dan tikus.
berteman, berlarian mencari makanan.
sampah sarap memenuhi tanahnya yang senantiasa lembab.
kotoran haiwan dan manusia di mana-mana.
lorong sekecil itu,
lorong sesempit itu,
lorong sesuram itu,
lorong sehapak itu,
di huni oleh seorang ibu dan tiga anaknya.
berteman bersama serangga.
berkongsi makanan bersama haiwan.
bertumpang teduh dari panas dan hujan.
di balik dinding yang berkulapuk dan parit yang tersumbat.
si bawah atap genting, di bawah atap zink.
kita duduk menonton televisyen.
kita makan hidangan yang enak.
kita berbaring di atas tilam yang empuk.
kita berteman bersama kucing yang comel dan jinak.
kita masih di bumi yang sama.
bumi Tuhan yang hijau dengan pohon dan dedaunan.
bumi Tuhan yang biru dangan lautan.
bumi Tuhan yang putih dengan langit dan awan.
kita masih manusia.
punya sepasang kaki dan tangan.
punya wajah yang membezakan laki-laki dan perempuan.
punya rambut yang menjadikan kita ras dan keturunan.
hulurkan tangan, ringankan beban.
bantuan kita amat diperlukan.
seorang ibu dan 3 anaknya masih tetap di lorong itu....
p/s: tangan yang memberi lebih baik dari yang menerima. hidup ibarat putaran roda. ikhlaskan hati, sucikan diri. kita masih sama2 manusia.
aR. aI. eN. Dee. Yu. !!!
rindu mata kamu yg redup macam pokok getah.
rindu senyuman kamu yg manis macam white coklat extra sugar.
rindu kamu sgt!
p/s: buat mase ni tu je yg di rindui. pasni nk rindu mende laen pulak!
rindu senyuman kamu yg manis macam white coklat extra sugar.
rindu kamu sgt!
p/s: buat mase ni tu je yg di rindui. pasni nk rindu mende laen pulak!
Monday, February 22, 2010
glad!
i was totally fully occupied with work for the last 2 weeks. i don't have enough time to be spend with friends, i skipped my meals, i cut my sleeping hours and exhausted of keeping my daily routine done.
but i learned a lot. i learned from my patients. the learning issue that u can't get from the text book. the moral value that u can't surf on the net. the privillages of having family members. family that always be there for u no matter what.
mr.S had been amputated. he lost his limbs. both of them. and the wounds are still fresh. i can see the flesh, the bones and the arteries. because of the electrical burned, he was lying on the bad. and has to do so for the rest of his life. there, his wife was stand still. with a lot of hopes. she knew his husband cannot has his feet back, but she was praying he will survive. love had widened my eyes. love made me feel full.
miss.B got a tumor on her femur. she was so charming. i talked to her a day before she went to the operation room. to save her life, the team of doctors had decided to remove the tumor. pity her, a technical problem had occur during the process. an artery had been mistaken cut by the doctor. she lost a lot of blood. she was really pale and the blood pressure was drastically decreased. she needs blood. and hers was B. only 6% of human race got that. and the blood bank was out of stock. her family members gathered. each of them gave a pack of blood. but it wasn't enough. she needs more. so they kept on searching for others. and they succeeded. miss.B got enough blood, and her spirit will make her wake up from the comatous.
they have their own family members. i got mine too. and i spend the last weekends with my everdearest parents and my loving siblings. it was worth to spend a little time with them, and it pays all the tiredness for the whole month. i just can't wait to rejoin the family after 5 years away of staying in a boarding school, a year of matriculation, and 6 years of living abroad all my self alone completing my degree. and i still counting for the days to come....
but i learned a lot. i learned from my patients. the learning issue that u can't get from the text book. the moral value that u can't surf on the net. the privillages of having family members. family that always be there for u no matter what.
mr.S had been amputated. he lost his limbs. both of them. and the wounds are still fresh. i can see the flesh, the bones and the arteries. because of the electrical burned, he was lying on the bad. and has to do so for the rest of his life. there, his wife was stand still. with a lot of hopes. she knew his husband cannot has his feet back, but she was praying he will survive. love had widened my eyes. love made me feel full.
miss.B got a tumor on her femur. she was so charming. i talked to her a day before she went to the operation room. to save her life, the team of doctors had decided to remove the tumor. pity her, a technical problem had occur during the process. an artery had been mistaken cut by the doctor. she lost a lot of blood. she was really pale and the blood pressure was drastically decreased. she needs blood. and hers was B. only 6% of human race got that. and the blood bank was out of stock. her family members gathered. each of them gave a pack of blood. but it wasn't enough. she needs more. so they kept on searching for others. and they succeeded. miss.B got enough blood, and her spirit will make her wake up from the comatous.
they have their own family members. i got mine too. and i spend the last weekends with my everdearest parents and my loving siblings. it was worth to spend a little time with them, and it pays all the tiredness for the whole month. i just can't wait to rejoin the family after 5 years away of staying in a boarding school, a year of matriculation, and 6 years of living abroad all my self alone completing my degree. and i still counting for the days to come....
p/s: i was not o close with the fam during my teenage age. but as a grown up, i knew fam is the most important thing in life. u don't like your fam, it means u hate your life. believe me, they complete you!
Monday, February 08, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
sehat dan sakit!
yellowww~
mak aih, da berzaman ak meninggalkan blog ak nie. da ade pelbagai jenis kulapuk, cendawan dan pokok tembikai. rasenye stiap hari ad je cite baru nk buat entry, tp memandangkan segale assignment ak pn tak terbuat, takkan la nk type blog plak kn.. huhu. last assignment yg ak wat pn upah org sb terlampau melampau sgt penat pas lik dr spital. otak, mata, jari jemari dan kaki tgn sme pn cramp. so ak anto je kedai mntak type. skali kua resit, mak aih! nyosal tak hengat den! bole mkn kt thai express! patu bole plk membe ak ckp afsal ko tak ckp, ak ley tlg type.. sob sob.. beras telah bertukar menjadi nasik! tggl makan je laa!
oh, ade 1 cite nk di storykan. waktu ak oncall laztweek, cm beasek, ak pn blk umh jap ms lunch. errr actualy lame. siap bermandi manda + nk amek buku utk stadi laa kononye. pstu tbe2 ak dpt kol dr membe. dy cakap kwn ak ag sorg nie dmam panas gle smp kejang! ak duty same ng dy, so ak rase sgt serba slh. hati ak x tenang. panas tp x berpeluh, duduk tp x terase pn kt bontot... pendek kate serba x kena la. pehtu ak pn gtw membe ag 1, so ktowg bergegas g spital.
dlm perjalanan tu hati, otak, jantung dan segale organ vital ak x tenang. sb ak teringatkan kt kwn nie. dy slalu ad ms ak susa. tym ak saket pn dy ad. dy la slalu memberikan pertolongan. tp tym dy susa ak plak takde. ish ish buku melupakan kulit buku betul ak nie. smp je kt spital, ak jln dgn kecepatan max mcm x cukup tanah. ye lah sb jln tu da kne tar n pastu ad semen. sb tu x ckup tanah. hehe.
pehtu smp je kt ward ak, tbe2 kecoh. kwn ak da kne sorong nk bwk ke igd (instalasi gawat darurat) atau kt mesia unit kecemasan la. dy tgh kejang tym tuh. ms tu ak da rase jantung ak berdetak dgn laju smp melanggar lampu merah. ak tergamam. ak terpempan melihat kwn ak smp cmtu. kire da serius la sp kejang. ak taw dy ad demam da 3 hari, tp siyesly x sangke bole teruk da.
pastu da smp igd. bdn dy panas. letak baju, hilang kedut taw. tp kaki dy sejuk. cramp2 kebas kejang cmtu. sempat la tgk kwn ak tu kejang lama gak sb kt sni, klu takde ubat (kit x beli) so x ley wat pape. so ak pn bli la iv drips, diazepam n sgale mcm. less than a min kwn ak da x kejang pas diazepam dimasukkan. lega cket dok ad laaa.
then ak pn tensi la kwn ak. cek ap2 yg ptt. ktorg smpt diskus2 myb dy kne denggi. oke kengkwn, demam ni bole mcm2 sbb ye. bkan bole maen sng2 je diagnose. kne tgk simptom dlu. kne ad uji lab dlu. br bole ks diagnosa. so nnt jgn ingt ktorg wt keje lmbt la, x pndai la sb xtaw diagnose la, oke? smenye ad prosedure taw.
tp ktorg agak sangsi sb cmne ley smp kejang. tp hipotesis di buat sb dy pns sgt 39.9 degree tuh! maw x nye bole kejang! klu di biar lagi, ishhhhh tahla. so ak pn buat fizikal diagnose. kt kaki ad nmpk bintik2 merah. tp takde rase nk wt rumpel leed. ak pn da bajet denggi, sb kt spital tu mmg adalah ladang ternakan nyamuk yg berjaye. tp pas result darah kluar, sme pn normal. trombosit pn normal. so diagnosa da salah. adoi, da kne potong markah nie. hehe. tp tgn dy pn takde bintik2 merah, juzt pimples je naek kt muka. so bole jd gk denggi sb ad stgh org simptom dy naek cm rash + pimples kt muka. pastu ktorg mntk widal test. nak taw typhoid ke tak. lame la plak br nk dpt result. kwn ak mntk discharge utk di admit ke spital len. sb spital tu mmg x bgs. ktorg pn x sggp nk serahkan dy kt situ. huhu. ms dy tgh kejang, ak mmg gamam gumam. speechless. rase sayu. nak nanges. panik betul! byk je fenomena cmtu da tgk hari2, tp ble kena kt org yg kite rapat n syg, perasaan dy jd laen. sgale ilmu di dade (haha mcm adeee jeee) pn da tak terpakai. kelam kabot xtw nk wt pe. nk kontek sape. ape nk kne wat. huh....
mlm tu dy msk spital swasta. besoknye ktorg postest!!! plan asal nk culik je dy dr spital n bw g ujian, tp cm beasek la prosedur spital. kne tu la kne ni laa. dokter x kasi kua ng pelbagai la alasan. so dy tak ikut ujian....huhuhuhu cdey! cian gle aw! selama seploh minggu kt dept o&g, tbe2 hr ujian sakit! x ke haru? ikut rules spital tu, kne ngulang sminggu br bley re-sit for ujian, tp ktorg rayu + atas keprihatinan + kebaekhatian dr. CT, dy x perlu ngulang. alhamdulillah!
pas abes ujian, ktorg berjemaah visit kt spital. cdey taw tgk kwn saket. rase mcm nk mkn vitamin byk2 agar tetap sehat. tp ms tu diagnosa dy stil xtaw pe. cian taw. ps abes visit, ktorg g airport anta membe nk lik mesia. mlm tu ak smpt rest jam b4 ade kwn yg laen ajk g visit lg. penat x abes lg, tp demi kwn ak g jgk. klu bole nk temankn kt spital tp ak da stat selesema + batuk. kang tmbah saket plak si kwn. so mlm tu ak blk, trus telan obat + sepanjang hr ahad ak terkapar kt blk! hehe.
hr senin ktorg msk dept baru. ms tu jupe sorg membe ni. dy a ckp si kwn kne measles! ayoyo. sebek laaa. self-limiting desease tuh! x lame sembuh laaa. hr senin tu br naek rash. oke kwn2, demam campak mmg dimulai oleh DEMAM dahulu! pstu timbul bebintik okeh! blajaa lagi blajaa! ilmu x ckop ag nie! ( kataku di dlm hati).
kepade kwn yg ak syg, smoge ko cepat sembuh! serius ak syg kt ko, tp ak x pndi nk tunjuk. ak care kt ko, tp ak pn x pndi nk tunjuk. sooo mntak maaf ak takde kt sisi ko mase ko saket!... huhuhu =( ak mmg sgt menyesal!
to all, take a very good care of ourself. boost up ur imun system. an apple a day, takes the doctor away. tp jgn la smp tanam pokok apel depan umah. nnt kang ktorg dokter da takde keje + pasient! hehe.
mak aih, da berzaman ak meninggalkan blog ak nie. da ade pelbagai jenis kulapuk, cendawan dan pokok tembikai. rasenye stiap hari ad je cite baru nk buat entry, tp memandangkan segale assignment ak pn tak terbuat, takkan la nk type blog plak kn.. huhu. last assignment yg ak wat pn upah org sb terlampau melampau sgt penat pas lik dr spital. otak, mata, jari jemari dan kaki tgn sme pn cramp. so ak anto je kedai mntak type. skali kua resit, mak aih! nyosal tak hengat den! bole mkn kt thai express! patu bole plk membe ak ckp afsal ko tak ckp, ak ley tlg type.. sob sob.. beras telah bertukar menjadi nasik! tggl makan je laa!
oh, ade 1 cite nk di storykan. waktu ak oncall laztweek, cm beasek, ak pn blk umh jap ms lunch. errr actualy lame. siap bermandi manda + nk amek buku utk stadi laa kononye. pstu tbe2 ak dpt kol dr membe. dy cakap kwn ak ag sorg nie dmam panas gle smp kejang! ak duty same ng dy, so ak rase sgt serba slh. hati ak x tenang. panas tp x berpeluh, duduk tp x terase pn kt bontot... pendek kate serba x kena la. pehtu ak pn gtw membe ag 1, so ktowg bergegas g spital.
dlm perjalanan tu hati, otak, jantung dan segale organ vital ak x tenang. sb ak teringatkan kt kwn nie. dy slalu ad ms ak susa. tym ak saket pn dy ad. dy la slalu memberikan pertolongan. tp tym dy susa ak plak takde. ish ish buku melupakan kulit buku betul ak nie. smp je kt spital, ak jln dgn kecepatan max mcm x cukup tanah. ye lah sb jln tu da kne tar n pastu ad semen. sb tu x ckup tanah. hehe.
pehtu smp je kt ward ak, tbe2 kecoh. kwn ak da kne sorong nk bwk ke igd (instalasi gawat darurat) atau kt mesia unit kecemasan la. dy tgh kejang tym tuh. ms tu ak da rase jantung ak berdetak dgn laju smp melanggar lampu merah. ak tergamam. ak terpempan melihat kwn ak smp cmtu. kire da serius la sp kejang. ak taw dy ad demam da 3 hari, tp siyesly x sangke bole teruk da.
pastu da smp igd. bdn dy panas. letak baju, hilang kedut taw. tp kaki dy sejuk. cramp2 kebas kejang cmtu. sempat la tgk kwn ak tu kejang lama gak sb kt sni, klu takde ubat (kit x beli) so x ley wat pape. so ak pn bli la iv drips, diazepam n sgale mcm. less than a min kwn ak da x kejang pas diazepam dimasukkan. lega cket dok ad laaa.
then ak pn tensi la kwn ak. cek ap2 yg ptt. ktorg smpt diskus2 myb dy kne denggi. oke kengkwn, demam ni bole mcm2 sbb ye. bkan bole maen sng2 je diagnose. kne tgk simptom dlu. kne ad uji lab dlu. br bole ks diagnosa. so nnt jgn ingt ktorg wt keje lmbt la, x pndai la sb xtaw diagnose la, oke? smenye ad prosedure taw.
tp ktorg agak sangsi sb cmne ley smp kejang. tp hipotesis di buat sb dy pns sgt 39.9 degree tuh! maw x nye bole kejang! klu di biar lagi, ishhhhh tahla. so ak pn buat fizikal diagnose. kt kaki ad nmpk bintik2 merah. tp takde rase nk wt rumpel leed. ak pn da bajet denggi, sb kt spital tu mmg adalah ladang ternakan nyamuk yg berjaye. tp pas result darah kluar, sme pn normal. trombosit pn normal. so diagnosa da salah. adoi, da kne potong markah nie. hehe. tp tgn dy pn takde bintik2 merah, juzt pimples je naek kt muka. so bole jd gk denggi sb ad stgh org simptom dy naek cm rash + pimples kt muka. pastu ktorg mntk widal test. nak taw typhoid ke tak. lame la plak br nk dpt result. kwn ak mntk discharge utk di admit ke spital len. sb spital tu mmg x bgs. ktorg pn x sggp nk serahkan dy kt situ. huhu. ms dy tgh kejang, ak mmg gamam gumam. speechless. rase sayu. nak nanges. panik betul! byk je fenomena cmtu da tgk hari2, tp ble kena kt org yg kite rapat n syg, perasaan dy jd laen. sgale ilmu di dade (haha mcm adeee jeee) pn da tak terpakai. kelam kabot xtw nk wt pe. nk kontek sape. ape nk kne wat. huh....
mlm tu dy msk spital swasta. besoknye ktorg postest!!! plan asal nk culik je dy dr spital n bw g ujian, tp cm beasek la prosedur spital. kne tu la kne ni laa. dokter x kasi kua ng pelbagai la alasan. so dy tak ikut ujian....huhuhuhu cdey! cian gle aw! selama seploh minggu kt dept o&g, tbe2 hr ujian sakit! x ke haru? ikut rules spital tu, kne ngulang sminggu br bley re-sit for ujian, tp ktorg rayu + atas keprihatinan + kebaekhatian dr. CT, dy x perlu ngulang. alhamdulillah!
pas abes ujian, ktorg berjemaah visit kt spital. cdey taw tgk kwn saket. rase mcm nk mkn vitamin byk2 agar tetap sehat. tp ms tu diagnosa dy stil xtaw pe. cian taw. ps abes visit, ktorg g airport anta membe nk lik mesia. mlm tu ak smpt rest jam b4 ade kwn yg laen ajk g visit lg. penat x abes lg, tp demi kwn ak g jgk. klu bole nk temankn kt spital tp ak da stat selesema + batuk. kang tmbah saket plak si kwn. so mlm tu ak blk, trus telan obat + sepanjang hr ahad ak terkapar kt blk! hehe.
hr senin ktorg msk dept baru. ms tu jupe sorg membe ni. dy a ckp si kwn kne measles! ayoyo. sebek laaa. self-limiting desease tuh! x lame sembuh laaa. hr senin tu br naek rash. oke kwn2, demam campak mmg dimulai oleh DEMAM dahulu! pstu timbul bebintik okeh! blajaa lagi blajaa! ilmu x ckop ag nie! ( kataku di dlm hati).
kepade kwn yg ak syg, smoge ko cepat sembuh! serius ak syg kt ko, tp ak x pndi nk tunjuk. ak care kt ko, tp ak pn x pndi nk tunjuk. sooo mntak maaf ak takde kt sisi ko mase ko saket!... huhuhu =( ak mmg sgt menyesal!
to all, take a very good care of ourself. boost up ur imun system. an apple a day, takes the doctor away. tp jgn la smp tanam pokok apel depan umah. nnt kang ktorg dokter da takde keje + pasient! hehe.
p/s: teringat kate2 dr.house dlm season 4 ke 5 tah.. dy ckp kt no.13 "there's a myth dat a doctor will not get sick. becoz they think there are doctors n they know everything". yup, kite manusie beasek. saket dan sehat bergantung pd care kite hidup. tp cmne pn, kite tak bole menolak saket. menghindarkan boleh. tp segalanya tetap pd keinginan Yang Maha Esa. sakit adlh suatu ujian. dan Ar-Rahman tidak akan membebani umatnye dgn bebanan yg tidak dpt mereka tanggungi. sesungguhnya Dia adalah Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang!
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