left us on 8th June... sudden by peacefully

Deeply missed by children and grandchildren....

A song from corrinne may - fly away

"when will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
we both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
she's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
as a child, she was my world
and now to let me go, i know she bleeds
and yet she says to me
you can fly so high
keep your gaze upon the sky
i'll be praying every step along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be far apart
i love you too much to make you stay
baby fly away
autumn leaves fell into spring time and silver-painted hair
daddy called one evening saying
"we need you. please come back"

when i saw her laying in her bed
fragile as a child
pale just like an angel taking flight
i held her as i cried
you can fly so high
keep your gaze upon the sky
i'll be praying every step step along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be far apart
i love you too much to make you stay
baby fly away

those miserable days
11:20 PM

CONGRATS CONGRATS!!

恭喜淳佳入圍金曲獎最佳國語女歌手! YeaH!

those miserable days
10:18 PM

星期二又發高燒lu!!!! 今天see doctor and~~~~~~~在clinic...暈倒了!!!

沒事~沒事~

Some people feels that i'm not taking proper care of myself. but i suppose, most of you know that i control my diet too. I stay at home to sleep whenever i get the chance. i dont party overnight anymore.

兩個月內....病了4次...每次發燒最短3天最長6天. 兩個月是大概60天而我最少發燒了15天...每次也一定有39度

去醫院也驗不出甚麼.. Only saying "white blood cells abit high.. infection somewhere but we cant find where"

Anyways, i had to get someone to send me home. after i left the clinic, i found some place to sit down..it's was horrible.. the moment i stood up..i feel like fainting. i dont want to faint in the middle of orchard road..seriously speaking. so the poor sick me, sat on some steps and made a call to my friend and asked him to come save me~ haha. well, luckily there's someone not working.. if not, i'll just rot there until i feel better. so while waiting, i cant held but feel like crying. i feel like a lost kid... i really want to go home.

But no worries everyone! one of my close friend used to call me tough ant.. small yet tough. HEH!

i do hope i get better.. u wont believe it.. i rest alot..i take medicine..but the fever is still there. the only reason i dont wanna go hospital is... it's expensive.

those miserable days
11:52 PM

Hee! It's been a while since i updated. Firstly, there's nothing much i could update on. Secondly, i'm just too lazy to update.

Back from Hong Kong for quite some time already. Well, i certainly miss the concert and all the fun we had. But it was bad to fall sick during my first week there. Everynight, i especially enjoyed the dance medley..i thought it was great. i couldnt get enough of it.. here's bit of it i found from youtube. You should really watch it! Filled with Power..Energy.. it's just amazing!







She started the concert with one of my fav song.. she kinda did some songs that was unplugged. And of course, i loved the music arrangement of this song.. basically, all the songs were great. 


Well, i really feel this concert was great.. not bias comment! During one of the nights, eason came up on the stage and had some fun. He is an amazingly singer..



I felt sad during the 8th night.. with the concert coming to an end soon.. and all these nights, we were there when she's cried.. we were there when she almost tripped and fell..*phew*..we were there when she sweat. we were there to witness whatever happened on stage that few nights. It was upsetting to know that good things come to an end!

So for now... i can only wait for the DVD to come out! and while waiting for the DVD, i can only continue to enjoy clips from youtube..

Love concerts....!!!!

yeah.. i am still collecting photos from everyone~~

those miserable days
8:52 PM

我的累...會有人了解嗎？

those miserable days
10:39 PM

Normally, when you start living your dreams... you realize it's abit different from what you expected it to be.. it's always far from the perfect picture.

但就因為難，所以先會令我們有所成長，才能令你日後可以飛得更高更遠，才可以給自己看到遠方的彩虹。

所以，千萬不可以因為這樣而令自己洩氣
真的，失去任何東西都不重要，
身邊一切都會隨住歲月離我們而去
唯有心中那團火，
那份信念，那份愛，
永遠會陪住我們。

http://anigerq.blogspot.com/2006/08/u-may-sayim-dreamer.html

those miserable days
12:33 AM

I'm going china on 12dec and coming back 21dec~

anyone wanna celebrate christmas with me?

those miserable days
5:49 PM

走過我們曾走過的地方
喝著你曾喝過的杯
吃著你喜歡吃的糖
坐在我們經常坐的沙發


想念....

those miserable days
1:15 AM

曾经想过以后会有机会跟莫个人站在红馆的台上

其实，如果要真的回想。。。

也已经成真了

我的确跟她在10月时，一同站在那舞台上

dreams come true in the strangest way... ^.^



Okay! i'm back in singapore once again...

and i truely enjoy Singapore Airline! yeah~ haha!

cannot be compared one~ ok la.. comparing to cathay pacific and china airline business class... SQ is still the best~

those miserable days
2:08 AM

I'm back in singapore once again...

let's recall my journey~

5 sep: SG to TW

25 sep: TW to SG

30 sep: SG to TW

5 oct: TW to HK

10 oct: HK to TW

15 oct: TW to SG

18 oct: SG to TW

Plane rides are really tiring~ really~ really really tiring..

But i truely enjoy the HK trip cuz firstly, i get to work in a new environment where i can put my cantonese to use though it's not excellent but at least it's understandable. Of course, second will be seeing miss yung.. it's been a few months since i saw her. and the feeling is mutual that we are glad to see each other again and this time round in her territory. We have our little secret which she promised to keep for me.. and i seriously hope she rem to keep! *pray hard* miss yung ar~ dont be blur ar. this secret is really a secret~ dont blur blur than start saying everything out~

And oh well, during my stay there. something happened. I have question...but i dont wish for an answer.

*sigh*

those miserable days
2:45 AM