[ trust ]

• dissappointed
• angry
• betrayed
• dissappointed
• stupid

*it takes weeks,months or years to build up trust but it takes only seconds for that trust to be broken*

[ sick & emotional ]

I need to start revising for exams
and yet i feel so lost I duno where to start
and of all time to fall sick, i'm falling sick now :(

Feeling very emotional these few days...and this song keep playing on my mind
*flashback of memories*

• Jordin Sparks - Tattoo

No matter what you say about love

I keep coming back for more

Keep my hand in the fire

Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life

I learn every time I bleed

The truth is a stranger

Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I’m wrong

and then change my mind

Sorry but I have to move on

and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment

I realized nothings broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back got a new direction

I loved you once needed protection

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

*I'm* Sick of playing all of these games

It’s not about taking sides

When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver

It hurt enough to think that I could stop

Admit that I’m wrong

and then change my mind

Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong

and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothings broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back got a new direction

I loved you once needed protection

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment

Won’t change any moment

Still a part of me in you

I will never regret you

Still the memory of you

Marks everything I do

I can’t waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothings broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back got a new direction (don't look back)

I loved you once needed protection (no, no)

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

I can’t waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)

I realized nothings broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done (no need to worry)

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)

I loved you once needed protection

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I’ll always have you

[ accepted ]

I am now officially a student member of Lincoln's Inn :D

haha..just got my ID today *excited* although da pic on the ID looks ugly. hehe.

Earlier today , I went to submit my dissertation which is due today and my EU Law asgmt.
*fingers crossed* hope all goes well

Each step I take, takes me closer to the working life. well, there's up and down to it so not gona complain abt that.

Easter Break

Thank u vivien for the cake~ I finish it in 1 day! haha. fatty me :S
Thank you lentty for the balloon. hehe super love it! it still in shape till today :D

Easter holiday is coming to an end.
Last 5 days of holidays :(

For the next few weeks, I should and will be as busy as a bee.
Dissertation due - 21st April

EU asgmt due - 23rd April

Finals - 16 May - 23 May

So much to do, so little time, yet wat am i doing now (blogging) instead of working on my asgmt or revising. sigh. *can someone give me a magic cure to my laziness* Of all time to fall sick, now I fall sick. started with dry cough to sore throat to flu. starting coughing even before I went bristol till today. the flu and cough medic doesn't seem to be effective at all. i'm still coughing and sneezing. as for my voice, I still sound like a toad. bleah. :( feels so moody. when i'm moody, things I bake taste moody as well. tried baking bread and butter pudding on sunday. was craving for it. Forgot to add sugar and it was too soft. When i put it to bake longer I came in my room to call home and ended up talking to my mum till I forgot abt it. So, blah. got a burnt bread and butter pudding.

Feeling homesick again. *sobs*sobs*sobs*

I miss those times at home and when I was in KL. memories make my eyes teary :_(
feeling lonely and stress. Yet I am procastinating. sigh :(

Since ee leen's housemate cook for us carbonara, I always wanted to try doing it myself. I finally tried making my own carbonara. Turns out OK :D hehe. Better than I expected I would say.

Well, sadness apart. I travel down south this holiday.

23 to 26 March - went down to bristol with Justin to look for Lynn & Tyger.

-> the train journey down from leeds was 4 hour 41 mins. we were sooooooo tired.

-> lynn & tyger brought us for supper at mayflower. their beef hor fun is simply delicious!

-> had kfc for the 1st time in UK. super happy :D and then went to cribbs causeway (shopping mall in bristol)



-> dinner at HK Diner. their sam siu min is wow wow wow! kuih dadar as well ! had ABC hehe



-> lunch at BeefEater before visiting clifton suspension bridge. breaded mushroom, pork chop and caramel apple crumble..my stomach cudnt be any happier :D best meal in bristol :D




-> went for asian flavour pizza at Zero Degrees for dinner. had peking duck and mango tandoori pizza. it was not as good as I expected.

-> played monopoly at lynn's place. hahaha....it was so fun......pics not to be posted up..haha :D

27 March - went to birmingham for a daytrip with Justin, Lynn, Soo Chee before coming back to leeds. went to Cadbury World with Lynn. got the chance to taste one cup of fresh cadbury milk chocolate..heavenly~! we went to a malaysian restaurant in birmingham for dinner. Dinner was great! had kangkung belacan, fish head noodle, claypot chicken rice, hokkien mee, prawn mee, char keow teow. some even taste better than back in msia. haha. i think.

28-30 March - Lynn and Justin came to Leeds. gave lynn a small suprise on her bday. brought the two singing machine to d-fusion to sing their heart out but unfortunately they only managed to sing few songs that nite. oh ya. we went to Akbars for dinner one nite and lynn got a complimentary ice cream for her b-day. so nice of tandoori* haha* inside joke*

29 March : Happy Birthday LYNN @ PRESIDENT OF HOPOS , VP OF BABIFIED

-> we cook BAK KUT TEH, made our own yu char kueh and POKER SESSION.



31 March - Happy Birthday Ms.LIANG SOO CHEE, may our PIGSHIP grows stronger as we grow older :P hehe. we went down to manchester to celeb soo chee's bday at Podium and Cloud 23 (Manchester's version of KL's Skybar)