[ Leen in Leeds ]

My long waited parcel of nestum and milo from melaka has finally arrived...whee~!! yeah i admit i live like a nomad. haha since when i was in kl :P

We are having our 1 month Easter break right now and Ee Leen came to visit me on tuesday. And her visit was my 3 round of bday present. haha. Although it didnt turn out as how she planned it to be but GAL, THANK U ! I really appreciate wat u did for me. haha.

When I went to pick her up from the train station, I saw she was carrying a few bags but didnt bother asking why. Then on the way home in the bus, I saw her hugging a plastic bag so dearly so I ask her wat is it? why must she hug that plastic bag. I saw a box in the plastic bag and she wud't let me see it. So I ask her is it something she wana give me? HAHA. ( not i perasan ok...but she make it too obvious that it was something she wana give me later )

Then I ask her dont tell me u bought me a cake? and she started laughing non stop...HAHA...so i guess dat wud be my 3rd '22 b-day cake' this year :P ( leen, I'm sorry to say this but u r not a good actress...haha and dun defend urself by saying dats why u r not studying law. we law students study law not drama/ acting :P ) Da minute she reach home, she stop me from goin to the kitchen. HAHA...I confirm the box was a cake box...but I was so excited and happy. Then later she ask me go in to the kitchen and I saw a beautiful cake! ( Althu the suprised was ruin, but somehow it was still a suprised cuz it was a fresh cream cake...i nvr expect her to buy me that cake. seldom see those fresh cream cake over here)

That nite I brought her to red chilli for dinner, dinner was ok althu the service was really bad. I noticed that nite that each time I went to red chilli I am sure there is one wrong order. I dont undastand wat is wrong with their staffs [ lazy to talk abt how bad is their service ] = (

On the second day, I brought her to Tong Palace for Dim Sum. Hehe...Ee Leen fell in love with their Fried Custard Buns. Their menu was in mandarin so both of us couldnt read wats on the menu. We just ordered wat we felt like eating. The next day we went there for dim sum again as Ee Leen was carving for their custard buns. haha...Two of their workers recognised us and ask if we are singaporeans..haha. We assumed they think we are singaporeans because we speak cantonese very badly. Apparently one of them is from Seremban and Ee Leen started to crave for seremban siew pau after hearing him mention abt Seremban....haha...he told Ee Leen too bad, u cant get Seremban siew pau here.LOL.

On wednesday nite, we tried making sushi...hehehe.....and it turn out yummy & kinda pretty for first timers

[ craving for burgers ]

I've been craving for BURGER KING for like a WEEK and I was so HAPPY & EXCITED that I'm gona have burger king for lunch today!!!! But guess what, when we walk there, I realised the shop was CLOSED! It shifted somewhere else I guess, and I didnt know where is da other burger king shop in the city besides the one in train station, so yeah in the end I didn't get my burger king again. was kinda dissapointed though :(

But hehe on the brighter side I had burger for lunch too...went to McD instead...( the closest substitute to my cravings already) hehe. I really miss burgers so so so so so much. I remember back in Malaysia I eat burgers at least 2-3 times a week ( eat in, delivery, drive thru) or probably even more till at times I get so sick of eating burgers. HAHAHA! But this is like my 3rd time having burger ever since I step my foot in Leeds. sad rite :( although McD here doesn't taste as nice as back home but I'm still happy I get to eat burger for lunch today. Justin and I went to watch a disney cartoon (Horton) after lunch. Its a really funny movie I would recommend everyone...although Justin thinks it kinda boring and yawn so many times thru out the movie. but trust me...its a movie worth watching ! : )

Today, Justin gave me 2nd round of b-day present . hehe. THANK U so much!!!! Although I cant fit into the top today, I will kam fei to wear it one day...hehe. dun worry it wont go to a waste! I believe I will lose weight one fine day..hahaha... HOPEFULLY I will be able to wear it by summer la :P

[ Tagged by Lynn @ President of HOPOS ]

For those who are being tagged, you need to answer 20 questions (choose any 19 questions from the one who has tagged you, and add 1 question of your own).

1. Favourite chocolate? (created by me)
Dark chocolate 70% dark chocolates are the best!

2. You prefer rainy day or sunny day? and why?
Depends on my mood….when I’m going out I prefer it to be sunny esp now in UK when its so cold all the time. But when I’m home, I like rain…hahaha :P cuz its so nice to sleep when its raining.

3. What colour do you like most?
Generally green & teal colour.

4. What is the last thing you would tell a person you love?
That I don’t love him/her or I love someone else :S


5. Which place in the earth do you want to go the most?
Eygpt! I’m dying to see those pyramids!!! I hope one day I can visit the pyramids with my loved ones.

6. What would you do when you are in deep sadness?
Cry for hours. I cant sleep when I cry and I cant sleep when I am worried or thinking. althu when i am really sad I wish to avoid the sadness by going to sleep and pretend like it had nvr happen before.

7. What do you scare to lose in your life?
My family, my friends, my eyesight, my voice, my hearing, my body parts….hahaha

8. If you ever meet someone that you love, what would you do to her/him?
Pray deep down in my heart dat the person will notice me ??? haha I duno know but definitely I wont confess to him unless he confess to me 1st. haha. Yes my thinking is still very traditional, I am an old fashioned girl when it comes to expressing feelings.

9. List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.
Lynn who is a hot girl , kind & understanding friend, and not materialistic gal…
To all guys, who wanna know her better, msg me I’ll provide u with more info :P

10. Until now, what is the moment that you regret most?
For not studying hard enough for my SPM. But wat to do, that's history..so blah forget abt it. now I am already abt to graduate.

11. Which type of person you hate most?
Self centered, arrogant, people who love to boast, irritating people.

12. What is your ambition?
To be a successful someone. Haha. To make my parents proud of me. :P I'm still quite undecided what i wana be in future...one day i hope i am a florist, one day i hope i'm in the marketing and advertising industry, one day i want to be a lawyer, one day i hope i can be a good housewife...haha ...

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
Isn’t this question sort of the same as question no.11???

14. If a genie appeared in front of you, what would you ask for?
Happiness, good health, wealth too. :D and pls dont let me die in a terrible way. i want a peaceful death. :P

15. Christmas is coming, who would you like to celebrate with?
My family…I miss them so much. Btw, xmas is not coming soon. Its only march. Another 9 months to go before next Xmas.

16. What is the most important thing in your life?
Family and Friends

17. When do you wish to settle down?
When my other half and I ready to start a family. Hehe.
I am single now..so I don’t think it will be anytime soon…hopefully 5 to 8 years time. Haha.

18. Outer attractiveness or inner attractiveness, which one do you prefer?
Both ! hahaha........why alwiz survey ask to choose these type of question…
Inner attractiveness more important definitely.

19. If you ever want to let go something in your life, what would it be?
Sad memories that keep haunting me.

20. Love and Money, which one do you prefer?
I love both…muahaha…..both are equally important
The combination of both brings happiness…call me shallow but its true. (hard reality of life)

I tag:
Tyger, Shelby, Ee Leen, Sook Yee, Elaine, Pei Nee

[ post mortem of my 22nd birthday ]

• 11 MARCH 2008

On the eve of my b-day, justin came down from sheffield to celebrate with me.
We went to a Malaysian restaurant in the city centre called "Georgetown" for dinner.

Although the hainanese chicken rice doesn't taste like hainanese chicken rice, but it was really yummy! I regret not ordering it :(

I ordered some claypot rice thingy. its not bad but just not as nice as the chicken rice. then we ordered ice cream for desserts. ( i forgot to take pic of the ice cream) Althu we both cant figure out wat flavour is the ice cream but it is definitely yummy n special, not any common flavour ice cream..and it had cherry on the ice cream which made me super happy! i love cherries!

After dinner we came home and we webcam with soo chee and shelby to countdown to my birthday! hehe. then justin suprised me with my favourite cake, carrot cake! I love it so much that i ate half the cake that nite itself. haha. i have a big appetite when it comes to food i love <^v^>

~ THANK U SO MUCH OX ! ~

• 12 MARCH 2008

MY DEAREST FRIENDS planned a suprise bday party for me at BRIO ( a restaurant which I have been bugging soo chee to go with me since few months back). Thank u so much to soo chee, shelby, justin, shi wen, lilian, jenni and zi xian. Thank u so much for the suprise! Although it didnt turn out to to be as how u guys had planned but it was still a suprise to me. Thank u for coming down all the way to leeds from manchester n sheffield. I know u guys are very busy this week yet u managed to squeese ur timetable to come down all the way. I'm really touched by all of ur effort! ( lying to me all along, spending so much $$$ to travel here, presents, cards, cake n the dinner) and I am sorry that u all got drenched in the rain just to make me happy!!!!! and soo chee i know i still owe u an umbrella. hahaha.. will buy u a big umbrella for u as ur bday present k. hehehe. thank u for the cake, those candles are omg...so so so so so cute!!! feels so sad to see them burning away :(

many thanks to soo chee, shelby, shi wen, lilian, jenni, zi xian, justin, fufu and tze thon for celebrating for me my bday this year. hehe.

I love all of ur presents... Special thanks to :

Tyger & Lynn : for the card and lotion gift set...wait till u smell me...mmmmm :P

Soo chee & Shelby : for both the super cute b-day hats and most of all the mushroomy card!

Soo chee & Shelby & Shi wen : for the lovely guardian angel necklace

Jenni & Zi Xian : for the card, hair straightener, and chocolates (i cant stop eating them :S)

Shi Wen: for the customise card and poppadoms

Lilian : for the cute home sandals *really bu she de to wear it*

Shiau Sang : for the sweet candy

Lentty : for the duckies

Because of u guys, my bday this year was BEYOND AWESOME!!!!! Although I didnt cry, but I feel so touched that I dont know wat else I can say to all of u but A VERY BIG THANK YOU!

Last but not least,

Soo Hui, thank u so so so much for the suprise dress n card! I received the parcel this evening. I'll wear the dress and take pic and send it to u k. = )

Leen & Nee, thank u for your cards too! hehe.

thank u to all of u who send ur wishes to me!!

~Hugggsssss ~

[ <0__0> ]

-WOUNDS HEAL BUT SCARS ARE FOREVER-

why is it so difficult to walk out of this shadow? i hate myself for feeling this way.

i hate this feeling. why must i torture myself with this feeling?

will i be able to walk out of it? its an answer i'm eagerly waiting to know.

i hope i will. i know i must. and i must have confidence in myself that i will.

yup, i guess time will heal everything.

yes, it will.

as for the scars, i shud be able to save enough of money to go for plastic surgery to get rid of them...LOL. ( i know this is lame :P )

[ OX ]

While I was doing the survey the other day , I forced Justin to do the survey as well. since he was free at that time. haha. so well, I decided to post up his survey here since he doesnt have a blog.
here is his survey .
Ox, u better thank me for promoting u on my blog ~! I'll give u a 10% student discount for the advertising fees.

What is your current relationship status?
Bachelor for the last 6 months

What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life?
I like funny people, people with a personality.

What traits turn you off?
Lack of hygiene, a boring personality, a vocabulary that consists of swearing only and impossibly annoying people who can't mind their own business

Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
I've never dated 2 ppl at the same time, so I guess the latter category

Are you afraid to ask people out on dates?
No.. asking girls out is the fun part

What are the positive points about being single?
The freedom to fool around and stare at hot girls, while getting to spend more time with ur guy friends

What are the negative points about being single?
As I usually say.... "I feel unloveddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd"

When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship?
Who doesn't? We always think the grass is greener on the other side

Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you?
Only lazy people will think the latter. If you don't make an effort for it, why should it drop on your lap?

What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?
2 years, which was a total waste of time thinking back

Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
They should only spend a large amount of time together if they're both no-lifers with no friends.

Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment?
No.

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
I have balls

Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married?
o.0

How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility?
LOL at this question. I don't even believe in religion myself

In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you?
I hate dumb girls

In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you?
I hate dry/boring girls. They are worse than dumb girls

What was your first kiss like?
Crap. I bit her on the lips too hard.

How important are the looks of a mate's face to you?
Anyone who says they don't care bout looks is a lying hypocrite

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with?
No.

Were you single at the time?
........

If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot?
Yes

Do you plan on having children someday?
2 boys 1 girl

Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?
That only applies to wimps

Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up?
Yes

Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or don't you?
My past experience tells me if you break up, getting back after that is doomed to fail.

Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward?
Yes.

Have you ever longed to get back together with someone?
No.

[ Out Of Boredom <^o^> ]

Last thurday nite , I was really bored although I have tons of work waiting for me to do.
Being the lazy pig as usual, I choose to escape from my workload and continue lazing around.
I saw this survey on Sook Yee's blog and decided to do it and post up on my blog. hehe.

What is your current relationship status?
single n available ..unlike some ppl...single but unavailable cuz he got too many flings in bristol :P (u shud know who i mean)

What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life?
Those who like reading, watching movie..homely person i would say...althu not homely till the extend where all he wana do is hide in the house.

What traits turn you off?
snobbish, arrogant, loves to brag, liar, self centered

Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
Never tried multi dating before..so obviously the latter option

Are you afraid to ask people out on dates?
Of course, I am even shy to invite my frenz out for lunch or dinner at times, wat more to say invite a person out for a date....asking someone out on a date is equivalent to shoflifting for me. i'm not exaggerating.

What are the positive points about being single?
more freedom, more time to hang out with frenz, more love to go around for greater happiness for the greater number of ppl (utilitarian concept :P), not broke during valentine’s day, less chance of having an argument, less tears wasting session...haha..wtf am i talking abt :P i’m just being honest.

What are the negative points about being single?
no one to hug when u r sad, no one to hold hand with when u r cold & scared, no one to lean on a shoulder when u cry, no one to argue with, no one to buy u dinner when u r broke. Haha. Wtf....my answers damn lame

When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship?
it would be a lie to say no. Of course there are times u want someone to be with u.

Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you?
Dumb question! Both have to work simultaneously of course. If love find u but u dont find for love how would u know that love has found u, doink! If u find love but love dont find u then thats unrequited love ..sobs!

What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?
my last relationship lasted abt 5 years

Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
Too much or too little of something is harmful. Thus, moderation is the key everything in life or afterlife too.

Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment?
I am a commitment phobic. Commitment = stress :P

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
never ever n probably will never will too
Unless he confess to me ...hahaha

Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married?
I wouldnt confidently say no...but i;ll try not to. Haha
No one would wana choose the path/life of a “Hu Li Jing” if they have a choice

How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility?
erm not really big i guess..but it plays a part..but i am i stressed I AM NOT RACIST

In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you?
needless to say, of course its very important..haha
Who would fall for someone with 0 IQ level. No intellegence is kind of equivalent to boring person

In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you?
very important too of course. I wouldnt wana be in a monotonous relationship

What was your first kiss like?
...rather not think abt it.

How important are the looks of a mate's face to you?
not my 1st criteria but of course it plays a part.

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with?
nope. I am loyal.hahaha

Were you single at the time?
-n/a-

If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot?
i hope i will...i do not want to be left on the shelf till pass expiry date..haha

Do you plan on having children someday?
i guess so...if my marriage is stable and we are financially stable enough to support children

Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?
once few years back i fell into depression and i know its so stupid of me. but those days were just history....

Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up?
yup.

Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or don't you?
there’s hope but doesnt mean getting back is always a good thing, although moving on is difficult, but more often than not be a better solution

Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward?
yup yup yup : )

Have you ever longed to get back together with someone?
nope

[ randomness ]

this is a random post.


feelings are INEXPLICABLE = its true everything happens for a reason
but not everytime u can explain or get an explanation

probably this is why humans are unique in way.....their feelings......

happy memories sad memories bring back random feelings.haha

gnites everyone : )

[ my FIRST time ]

there is always a first time in everything...

well for me, this is my first time blogging =) hehe.

I dont know if its a good time to start blogging as I am not in a good mood rite now.

but blah, this is my blog so i'm entitled to scribble wateva i want on it, isn't it? haha.

what makes me wana blog? I never ever thought that I would blog. On monday nite, after i received an email stating that my BVC application was successful and my offer pack is on its way, da 1st thing that came to my mind was why I don't have a blog!!!! I wana scream out loud my happiness and excitement.

"WWWWWHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!"
haha, this is how i wana describe my feelings.

Dedications:
->gal, thank u for your suprise. I cant wait to receive it. thank u so much my dear! *muaks* hugss*
->eugene, thank u for your lovely card as well. Its so cute. It really made my day when I received it!

should i go and do some groceries shopping tmr? I am running out of food. Shud or shudnt? I hate contemplation! :(