just 1 more paper to go!
yes, finally its ending.. 1 more paper, 2 more days! jiayou!
ok so im here to blog about what? i dunno.. forgot.. overly distracted by msn i guess..but shall just blog freely as usual.. so if anyone gets confused, im sry.. coz im seriously just typing wat comes on mind..
so shall tok abt my msn topics..
topic1: my friend told me this lightbulb joke tt actually is a series.. it's just talking abt the jcs in singapore.. ok not all.. but q a handful tt ppl will most prob rmb.. but cant put it here coz it'll be rather offending for many.. its super generalising n of course not accurate depiction. n shall put e part on jj here since its obvious why lar.
Q: How many jjc students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None......Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.....
this one is rly not good enuff.. the ones on other schs are more effective.. this one, i rly dunno why its so.. our physics rly tt bad rep meh? n its too detailed le.. others are like "they prefer it darker" n "they are still using oil lamps".. some are rly q mean lar, while some is well, the reputation of the sch. yep.
ok, topic2: as my fren's nick says " break up season " oh well, its rather true. ive noticed.. everyone's having their own 'l' problems..ok not all.. but majority who has to deal wif such ard me has tt.. while some are in their bliss n sweetness(: anyway, yea, not just jj ppl, even sec de, or other jcs de, etc etc.. sigh.. there was once i was so troubled for all of them.. i mean while u r listening to another tell u his or her prob, u rmb the rest.. den get all troubled thinking of all of them. its probably the 'breakup season' coz its like end of the yr? ppl start early this yr or mid of this yr den err as time goes on, decide No. but not applicable to all lehs.. still.. ya, not rly my business lar.. just concerned..
ok, aft all e msn convos.. generally, recently have been catching up with some 'old' friends.. my closer sec frens.. even now. hah.. yep yep.. missing them.. though i dun really want to go bck to my secondary yrs.. unless i can relive them and make a difference.. but if i rly do so, im gonna change my life.. coz i wud moz prob not be in where i am now.. and not going thru this understanding of oneself.. den i wonder how my life would be.. would it be as my old ideal used to be? or would i end up preferring my jj life? but no matter wat, im v happy tt im in jj so i dun rly mind not changing my past.. although i may lose out on an impt part of my life right now as compared to others who had gd sec yrs, but im gonna have a brighter present (ie brighter on another part of my life) to fill up all e lost part of life. ok think ive repeated this idea many times.. yepyep.. but its wat i strive towards from now on.. my lifelong resolution i guess.. or at least for my 2 yrs in jj. (hopefully its not gonna become 3 yrs =X)
ok shud end here.. go slp tml study physics.. ^^ oh ya.. waiting for 'gong'!! come come!!! n OH YA! wish list! err, lazy do template.. so wish here lar.. MiLuBinG! (superband cd), 256 memory stick (of course i would love a 512, but 256 is seriously more than enuff for me.. zhi zu n shen qian^_^ ) , cd+radio player! (coz my beloved one spoil leT.T),... i think tts abt it.. cant rmb any other at e moment.. gong vcd? hah.. tts nt rly needed lar..hmm, any others? wish for everyone to have nice solutions in life bah(: n oh ya, all j2s to do well for A's, j1s to be able to promote^^ tts all. yes, go slp. its already 1.=.=
ending it
like what many have said, after today's econs, it seemed like we r into holidays already. yet, the irony is tt econs is not of utmost importance. we have seriously not done any of our h2 subs.. but im rly feeling holiday-ish. as in all relieved after today's paper. but somewhere at the back of my mind, i myself noe it tt i still have a lot to catch up with my maths, chem n physics. but just cant get dwn to do it, much as i forced it on myself a little.
anyway, while i was rebelling against myself in studying, ive cleared some thoughts. its time to put a stop to any miseries. hopefully. *.* haha. okok. no lar. at least on one side throw a safety net below me, and on another, build a fence. which reminds of of rivalry n excludability. sheesh. okok, econs over. ^^
so we are left with maths, chem, then physics. which reminds me, nobody answered my prev phy que! hah..mabbe its just coz i have only tt 'faithful blog reader' of mine. eh, sQuiD, why dont u answer my phy que then? heh.. okok, im being lame. probably too tired for having slept late for the whole wk. its time i rest as early as 11. but its already 1244. aiya, i missed my early slp timing again. sigh.. okok. stop crapping, finish the entry n slp.
so i asked myself some questions. n i tot, i noe i can stop. if i can stop it once, i can stop it twice, thrice.... the list goes on. im tired of avoiding. im tired of 'praying'. im so done with all that. by at least pausing, i can continue with the route i set out in jj n maybe up ahead.
going CrAzY!
promos is like one day away but the nearer i am to it, the more im not studying.. SHEESH! how? help.. partly coz i nv study wif my usual study grp bah.. =X jiamin, huiying, suwen, aiting, tommy, weihao, xiangyu, n sumtimes eric n yvonne.. where are uall?! arhh!! my only productive times are when im with all of u!
but my fault lar.. these few days nv sit wif uall oso.. sry.. neway, i wonder how many of u will actually see this.. but still, ya im sry.. felt lyk i ps-ed uall.. but isnt e canteen a nice place to study? (just tt it wun be complete w/o uall!) ok, first time im being so mushy..
so
Y AM I NOT STUDYING? feeling
restless. i do n think everything else but my studies. n im looking at my phone. playing game. fiddling when i have nothing better to do w it.
im
stressed. coz its nearing. when im stressed, i shun my work.. think n do everything else. n end up eating alot too T.T aiya.. tts abt it.. mabbe aft e exams, i'll be released from all this distractions.. even if im not, i'll have enuff energy n time to face them i hope. yepyyep.. we shall see how..
neway, no matter wat, im looking forward to go get
SUPERBAND CD aft promos! hopefully it'll be good.. ^^ but still, even if i get e cd, no use! i cant play it since my darling
Cd PlaYeR spoil le.. T.T T.T T.T
still,
MILUBING 4EVA!
原点 by 5566
another nice song! but shall not put e lyrics.. was more attracted to e tune than the lyrics.. though tink its q well-done too.. tink e tune is nicer than lixiangqingren in some way mabbe coz of e addition of e waves.. but lixiang. is a light song while this one's heavy lar.. different so its unfair to compare them anyway.. but another reason why i started lyking this song is coz of TFKC.. or ge dou tian wang (the show) love it!!
dunno y but somehow (to quote emily) "got the feel" for it.. the show somehow can relate to me v well, although it has not rly alot of common things w me.. its just somehow lar.. probably coz i lyk e female lead alot.. (sweetie de)
i mean a presently 18 yr-old, then mabbe 16/17? n her acting skills is lyk superb! i mean she's better than both wang ren fu n sun xie zhi lar.. (no offense but theirs wun rly real nor effective as compared to hers) yep yep.. so 原点 rox n so does TFKC the show X)
理想情人 by Rainie <3
穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了
金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的 100 分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准不要让我一直等
always loved rainie.. but havent rly noticed this song while it was totally popular.. only until recently did i realise tt this song is so beautiful n rather sweet n meaningful.. (better if w/o e intro tune though =X) anyway, still love it alot! such tt i deleted 2 files of themes, 3 songs i tink, just to fit this 10 MB song in my hp juz now -.- (:
i dont count tt a tuition
went to tutor zy on tue. ps my pw leh. -.- n he attitude me summore. summore late. to tink i left hurrily-.- den when he reach, attitude me again.. wah.. want to whack him liao.. den at library attitude me again.. say y only u cum. get ernest here leh.. say what more topic to talk to him..wat more fun.. when all along i was talking to him-.- and we were supposed to be having a 'study session' lar.. zZz.. but aiya, dunno y i so nice let him bully me lar.. muz be coz i tink treating him e way i treat my 3 gays is e correct way le.. but of course its wrong.. n i personally tink i treat e 3 of em even better than zy.. mabbe coz im closer to em already bah ^^ or mabbe is coz they super sweet, unlike this ungrateful guy..-.-
go there supposed to help him in his chinese n a little of hist.. in e end, we reach, he throw me his chi hw, ask me do. WAH, im ur maid arh? -.- so of course i refuse do for him lar -.- den he kip attituding me.. cannot stand it man. but since he always do tt to me, i nthing to say lar.. he just like to be mean to me, but inside, i tink is nice de lar.. Den right, he kip bugging me to get ernest to come.. den oso ask for alex..ask him call em himself, he dun wan.. zZz so i sms lo.. halfway thru e sms convo, he decided, aiya dunnid le.. zZZZZz wah, i almost want to kill him lar..but dunno y im still so nice to him leh.. muz be the virgo privilege.. shitty.. hah..
neway, he at first suggested tml still wan.. but i rly dunno leh, if its gonna be liddat, i see no point lar..
n oso i v troubled by other stuff now.. den aiya, i dunno lar.. i mite not be free le too.. n he oso.. ya lor.. so moz prob dun hav.. gd oso lar, den can study mah
troublesome troubles trouble troubled.
-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-oh well, just had alot of troubles today, n even more troubled aft chatting w my frens. everybody 's having their own troubles, their own problems. Me n my curiosity killed myself i would say. hah, and for why i say my curiosity killed me, look at the title again. tink its self-explanatory.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! fan fan fan fan fan! haha.. hmm, while im so troubled by all those problems on my mind, im still haha-ing. but i noe sth's different. my mind's heavy wif everyone's troubles! almoz all e frens ard me. SIGH. my heart bleeds out for all of em, n for myself oso.
how i wish i can actually get rid of all the problems. rewind n not be concerned for these fellow mates. but i know tt wouldnt happen. coz history will repeat itself. coz tts my personality. since my first cry. ppl will say ba gua. but bleah, wateva~ u cant deny im concerned for em oso.. not as if i will spread the news all ard..
anyway, so i think of one person's problem, be it myself or not, i'll link it on. and the link goes on n on. to at least 5 ppl. n den i jump back. n den i link. aiya, it just goes on n on. get tt heavy-ness out of me!-.- and the thing is they are all troubled over similar troubles. although i can catergorise all of em separately, but still similar lar.. can link.. or mabbe its my linking skills. sumtimes im rly gd at tt.. sth ppl see no link, i link em real way. but anyway, argh troubled.
if i blogged yesterday, i would have say YAY! im free finally! no more pw. no more troubles. but aft today, im stuck again.. by other stuff.. tt probably has no end. zZz.. aiya, trouble trouble troubled!
SYSW
