Monday, August 30, 2004
there are too many misses in life.. and you are one of them.. i'll cherish you.. i promise..
gotten myself a new hairdo.. which shown another side of me.. cute.. think can really get used to it..thou it requires more attention and care..
met anu recently.. nothin much.. just met and chat like tt.. feels quite good.. cuz been a while since we last met.. der's a lot i feel we both din talk abt.. but sumhow can feel even if we dun talk abt it.. we can feel wat's goin on.. think mayb we knew each other for too long.. can understand each other better..
EPS #4 on thurs 26th aug.. von decided to join 'THE K BOX KARAOKE CHALLENGE'.. gotta be a team of 4 members.. me and kian wee joinin w her.. we're meetin tml again to hand in e form n stuff.. cuz 31st is e last day.. goin to k box tml again.. cuz i dun hav e membership card.. need get one tml.. suppose to go beach for EPS.. jill said it'll rain so we din go.. but if we went for beach, think we wont know abt e k box challenge..
anyways.. sorry nie and von.. tt we aint meetin so often cuz i'm always not free.. sorry.. really pai seh.. also.. i din spent as much time to write on our scrapbook.. i'll make e effort to do so.. cuz i dun wan our passion for EPS to die out cuz me.. heez..
quite surprised to know tt cs actually do visit my blog.. haha.. cuz he dun really like e idea of online journal.. but he dun rem my blog add.. still gotta ask his classmate for it.. (haiz..) but he only visited once recently.. to look at my tioman pics and read a bit.. he hates readin.. cuz i wrote quite a bit.. haiz.. oh well.. nvm..
no news from UOB yet.. if they still dun call within these few days.. think i gotta find another job.. this time... mayb CITIBANK.. cuz i hav frens der...
alvin aka avin.. said tt i hav too many frens.. sumthin which he dun really like.. cuz many frens = i gotta go out often w diff ppl.. but this is wat i wan.. i wan frens ard me.. i wan to expand my social circle.. i aint tt particular of wat type of frens to befriend.. but definitely not those ppl who wan get my num from e streets or on net.. cuz avin dun hav much frens in JB.. so perhaps he dun understand..
went IKEA w avin today.. thx von for her help in givin me directions.. heez.. think IKEA v big.. n so crowded.. really dunno wat to do if i'm shoppin for furniture for myself.. argh!! disasterous sia.. so tiring!!
hav a lot to say to danuki.. but dunno how to start.. 'wat's meant to be, will be..' realised tt i'm not really e type tt u wan in a gf.. it's alright w me.. cuz ppl will change.. like u always say,' e future is unpredictable'.. i'm happy w e way i am now.. and i dun intend to change... i'm happy now.. i believe tt changin just to satisfy aint worthy.. i live for myself.. not for anyone.. i know u will understand.. but who knows how will it b in e future.. let's tk a step at a time.. i dun wanna hurt u too..
thinkin abt e song, 'dancin in e moonlight'.. cuz it's a v nice song..
really touched by avin.. he really read thru e stuff i wrote.. he knew tt sy din get to play 'pachebel canon' for me.. he wanted to play tt for me.. he was searchin thru e net for that song.. so touched.. it's v sweet of him.. and he bought me an adidas cap when he knew i wanted to get one.. i only wan adidas.. heez.. he's a v sweet guy..
n he's weird.. he kinda like me in blue.. but i think i look better in pink.. haha..
it always feel v sweet whenever you sms me and tell me 'i miss you'.. i like it when u did tt.. heez..
think i'm gettin fatter.. stupid avin.. kept eatin when i was w him.. like when we go yum cha, we'll eat.. den it'll b like 4 or 5 meals per day.. scary sia.. think shld stop goin out so often w him.. haha..
'you and I both'.. like this song..
think this comin week will b quite busy too.. hope can get some day and slack at hm.. been so long since i rot at hm.. miss those times.. haha.. think i'm nuts!!
miss my jane.. i love you girl.. miss jill.. (she's just online on msn.. so qiao..) meetin von and nie tml.. heez.. k box again!!
gotta watch 'new police story'.. dun really wanna watch in e 1st place.. but just watched e trailer on channel 8.. chio sia! daniel wu.. nicholas tse.. and e cutie from twins.. think hav sam also.. e story line aint bad.. cuz i think jackie chan lost all his brothers and friends in e end.. even his family.. i think so la.. dun u realise? jackie chan likes to 'weep' in his movies.. think back his past movies..
Monday, August 23, 2004
blackie vin!! haha.. only blackie has thick lips like him.. haha..
i'm back..
tioman was fun.. thou tired.. keep overslpin and let e rest of e guys waitin for me.. b4 i board e bus on fri morning.. went ktv w turtle, simon and ben.. sang a lot of songs.. den kena drunk cuz simon keep gettin me drinkin.. went hm and bathe and immediately gotta board e bus le.. threw up on e way to e harbour.. not on e bus.. luckily, e bus stopped to rest..
snorkellin on e 2nd day was fun.. thou alvin threw up on e boat.. heez.. gotta write this down.. haha.. e fish 'attacked' me!! argh!!! they were 'kissin' ard me.. guess i'm still as sweet under e sea.. heez..
a lot of kids were der too.. damn fun w e kids ard.. heez.. they werent friendly to me e 1st day.. but e 2nd and last day was fun.. they will stick to me and fightin to get attention from me.. hilarious.. one of e kids look like crayon shin.. muz really look at e pics later.. heez..
btw.. e mosquitoes der was damn nice to us.. they showed great hospitality.. and showed no hesitation to keep us company at night.. they fear we might get too lonely.. they were great!!!muz go back visit them some time..
2 hrs bus ride to mersing.. 2hrs ferry ride.. wow!! took damn long sia.. but e beach was nice.. lots of ang moh.. heez.. like e pool der.. hav a pool bar.. den e beach was damn nice.. clean fine sand.. clear blue water.. unlike e water at singapore river and JB.. it's like mud water.. haha..
cs wanted to meet me today.. wan me to go in spore find him when i get back.. but din know e group wanted to eat lunch and den dinner.. we went steamboat for dinner.. den in e end.. get hm ard 8 plus.. cs angry w me.. i din know wat to do.. know he wan to meet me lots..i wan to.. but i cant.. his class starts at 2 tml.. intend to wake up early and meet him b4 he go sch.. but dun think he wants.. aiya.. dunno wat to do lo.. cuz tml noon i need to go do my hair also ma.. also.. last nite.. he mad at me cuz i keep drinkin.. went drinkin also when i was at tioman.. he scared i will do him wrong if i get drunk..
haiz.. sianz.. get back den quarrelled w him.. kinda quarrelled la..
wanna cut my hair and colour my hair tml.. heez..
e ferry back home.. der's a fishin boat ahead.. heez..
another cute baby.. heez.. youngest sister of fion and crayon shin.. heez.. all siblings look so cute..
crayon shin!! alvin's carryin him..he look so cute!!!
still baby yuzhe.. zhang yu + zhang xin zhe= yu zhe.. haha.. btw.. he's a xmas baby.. last yr.. damn cubby..
me n crayon shin.. haha.. his name is johao chai.. 3 yrs old.. so cute!! talk a lot and v guai..
baby yu zhe.. just 8mths only.. haha.. so cute!! he wont shun strangers.. will come to you so long u wan to carry him.. so cute!!!
me n a 6 yrs old girl called fion chai.. she's v cute and lively.. always jumpin ard.. heez..
young kids now.. atrocious!! haha.. playin cards at such a young age.. and still squat on e grd wor!! haha.. funny pic..
beach game.. e kids had a lots of fun.. heez..
my feet.. together w vin's foot.. he likes to play sand a lot.. siao lo.. not scared kena cut..
kinda scary.. cuz u cant really see any island near tioman.. borderless.. but still serene..
i tied vin vin's hair.. haha.. liked it when he let me bully him lo.. haha..
cute side of vin vin.. heez..
heez.. enjoyin e sea breeze..
same earrings.. heez.. love his cap.. wanna get a cap myself..
vin vin my silly boy.. notice e earring on his ear.. it's mine.. all e followin pics can show him wearin my earrin.. cuz he lost a game of pool to me.. hahah.. I WON!!!
mountain mountain mountain.. wat's tt word?? erm.. erm.. magnificent!!
at mersing harbour.. waitin to board e ferry.. damn ulu and old place..
me n alvin.. finally a pic which can clearly see him.. looks quite blur thou.. heez..
PULAU TIOMAN!!
Friday, August 20, 2004
upload too many pics at a go.. opps!
my stupid sis accidentally off e power of my com.. all gone! written stuff on e blog.. argh!!
actually pretty tired.. write finish le den slp bay...
alvin played me several songs on his guitar.. 'more than words', think also, 'tears in heaven'.. like it a lot.. cuz 1st time sumone played 'live' on guitar for me and wasnt out of tune, unlike mike.. (heez..) and just me only.. touched.. but i'm waitin for sumone to play me 'pachebel canon'.. cuz i know sy wanted to learn n play tt for me on guitar.. but he din managed to.. *miss him lots*
some guys rather spend money on food dan drinkin.. but still they will critcise girls who spend lots on clothes.. come on! no matter how tasty e food is, it all comes out e same.. but clothes are diff.. it brings out wat's within.. n define each individual w style and personality.. it indirectly affects e ppl ard.. am i right girls?
wanna get myself a boyfriend who is a hairstylist.. den i can do my hair for free!! heez.. a dream thou.. heez..
i found my bro's calculator.. but also no batt.. den i bought batt.. changed to his calculator.. den i tot can return nie's back to her.. din know my bro wanted to use e calculator when he went work last sun.. den kena lost.. together w my discman.. thou e discman was a 'stolen' one.. still mine.. been w me thru my study times.. but luckily.. i still hav my ear phones.. thou spoilt.. sy bought for me.. meant a lot to me.. (abt e discman, someone left it unattended, den i just took.. while at YJC.. )
stuff i need:
-mp3 player
-'provocative woman' by Elizabeth Arden
-ZA mascara 'violet' and 'black'\
-carin, lovin boyfriend.. (opps!)
-more office suits
-trip to e beach.. wanna get tanned..
-new hairstyle.. new hair colour..
playin : MLTR --> take me to your heart.. (repeat mode..)
TWINS!!!
my twin sister.. JANE LEE.. separated at birth.. raised in diff families.. yet FATE brought us back together at Qihua Primary School in 1991.. little did we realise, we were so near yet so far.. as we only knew abt each other existence in 1996.. Bukit Panjang Government High School was our next destined spot, where we spent 5 years studyin and learnin more abt each other.. alike in looks we mayb, diff in character we are.. one serious, one playful.. one hardworkin, one slacky.. one obedient, one rebellious.. one loud, one soft-spoken.. one crazy, one follows.. one sociable, one shy.. (if u know both of us long enuff, u'll know who is who.. )
we're like yin yang yet not tt distant.. we enjoy each other's company and nv leave each other's side.. talked on e phone for ages and just sing whenever we feel like it.. sumtimes we quarrelled.. (which is damn long ago.. ) but we still stick together.. 'sorry' is e word we nv ever mentioned of.. cuz sisters need not say sorry.. it's an understandable thing between the two of us.. like any other twins, we can feel each other when e other party is in pain.. as in emotionally.. so der's no escapin from it..
to jane from peggy:
i love you dearly.. no one understands me like you do.. and no one understands you like i do.. we're destined to be sisters forever.. no escapin from tt.. share happiness and woe together.. you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang.. need not say more.. cuz i know u can feel me.. always.. nv will i leave your side.. promise!
my silly guy.. mr. hong leong bank.. alvin chai.. so cute.. so silly.. cant really see his face.. but will tk a clearer pic next time.. heez..
simon wong.. another citibanker.. all v nice guy.. heez..
ben soh.. heez.. citibanker..
cute pic of cutie MYRON!! xiao xiong.. heez.. so cute wor.. think he looks cuter in reality.. heez..
