It's been a while since I last post something.. I was having some free time at work and I took this opportunity to read up my past posts.. Seriously, I post quite a lot of negative things on my blog.. I believe it become a place to vent all my unhappiness and stress.. While reading, I realise that my English standard was pretty bad.. It help me recall events that happened in the past, the kind of puppy love I once had, as well as the interaction with my friends and classmate.. I am 30th this year and lots of the memories had already buried somewhere back there..
When I was young, I am a girl with no confident.. Looking back, actually I am not that bad looking.. I just lack of the confident.. If I have the strength and confident back than, I would not have so much regret.. I tend to keep a lot of things in myself back then and looking back, I actually have a lot of good friends around me keeping me strong whenever I am down.
Recently I watched Metero Garden 2018.. I am watching it twice actually.. In the show, there is this term call 一期一会.. In my 30th years of life so far, how many 一期一会 have I go through? I believe every person you meet, there is a reason behind.. Once the time is up, it is all over.. Looking back in times, there are quite a lot of 一期一会 that I went through.. Friends that used to be so close is no longer in contact.. Friends that I know so well deep down, no longer talk much any more.. Friends that are so close for that few months in your life, Friends that reunion and gone, Friends that betray you and you can't gather the courage to forgive her or Friends that you love but you have no courage to confess your feeling.. I guess this is the process of growing up..
Going through life with so much obstacles and problems, you learn to resolve problem and move on.. I am glad I have my husband Charlton to be by my side.. =)
