Suddenly realise that i have not update my blog for so long.. time now is 11:31pm.. 29min till my lunar birthday.. this year i am turning 28th.. what have i achieve?? I am happily married.. no kids yet.. maybe should start to plan for one.. oh well, let nature take its course..
Have being swimming for the past 1 month.. well, only once a week.. but really it really make my body feel better.. gonna cut away all those fats so that i can eat more when i go taiwan next year..
Being playing Magic Rush for like 8 months, i guess? Know so many new friends and i really enjoyed playing with them.. from foes become friends.. from team mate become brothers.. people from all around the world gather together and focus on the same goal.. i find that i cant stay away from my phone anymore..
When i first started playing, i joined an alliance call League of Heros.. since i am such a talketive person, i get along well with all of them.. soon, i become an elder of the alliance.. not knowing what had happen, i just go with it.. going thru some up and down, people joined and people left.. somehow i just become the leader of LoH.. and i got my elders close to me.. Saitama Hero (Harry aka hairy), Lord Batek, Serenity (Ivan) and Orderly Kent (Hussein).. we basically have a chatgroup and talk basically everything under the sun.. Hairy is from India, Batek from Polland, Ivan from Russia and Hussein from warzone.. always cant remember the name of the country..
This group of friends is really close with me.. but after months goes by, LoH cant survive anymore.. things happened and we all went to Warlord.. i wasnt happy at there cause it doesnt feel home.. and so, i found an excuse to go for a vacation at other kingdom.. this is where i joined The one..
大佬 and man 哥 brought me over and seriously!!!! I am so much happier here.. but i become more busy than what i have being doing in LoH.. i get to know a whole bunch of wonderful people.. my intention was to relax in the alliance.. however, i just couldnt hide myself.. end up? Within a week, i become the leader of The one.. and they created a secone alliance call The two.. and guess what.. i am the leader as well.. this make me even more tired.. more things to do.. more things to plan.. but important thing is, i am happy here.. i know so many great people.. 联谊哥 and 联昇哥.. treat me like a little sister.. and yesh!! They gonna treat me ice cream!!!! Haha!!
Well.. after all, is still virtual world.. i seem to like virtual world more than real world.. perhaps is just me - current situation.. i guess stress level is raising tremedeously.. i even missed my period for 3 months already.. i really dont know what is wrong with my body.. i dont know what is wrong with my life.. i really feel so stress out.. my work life is in a mess.. i have being fire fighting every single day.. my work load is getting heavier and more heavier.. i really dont know what am i suppose to do anymore..
Putting up a smile everyday.. but who actually know i am crying deep down inside?? Chasing dateline, everything need to be done.. with only one pair of hand, how much can i do?? i really lost.. this amout of stress..
12.11am.. yeah.. happy lunar birthday to me.. and yet.. i am crying here.. 夀桃弟 really break my heart.. i know his intention and i know exactly why he react this way.. coz this is how i am when i was younger.. but damn, i feeling more and more stress.. i am tired.. really tired of this life.. i cant even bring myself to look forward for the vacation trip in september.. i need some sign.. i need strength.. i need whatever i need to pull thru this.. ahhhh.. KURWA!!!
