Thursday, September 30, 2010

well well.. i have such a irresponsible boss.. so be it lah.. top 2 reasons why crews and managers left the company.. Management conflict and ill treatment.. i got both of that.. and that is part of the reason why i gonna leave the company.. bosses dun understand what we are thinking.. always think abt figure and money.. haiz.. but.. in class they always talk about people.. how important people is.. but.. i dun feel value at all.. what is the point of teaching so much when people is not following?? haha.. sigh~

well well.. month end today.. the bosses simply not doing their job.. i really had enough of them already.. arghhhhhhhhhhh.. oh well.. only left half a month in store... so many things i had to get it done.. time is not enough.. but on 2nd thought.. should i be doing these much?!?! will there be anyone appreciating it?? *sigh* i think i should do more for the crews den the management team bah.. since only the crews treasure me.. haha..

#01: get the monopoly incentive DONE!!! since i will not be ard when the incentive start.. i gonna make sure they execute it well.. T.T

#02: train as much as possible for cheng wei, cai xia, shahila..

#03: pass down wat i know to han xiong, jason and jaspreet before i go..

#04: pass down my inventory and incentive tasks to Janice.. ahh.. i am worrying about her..

#05: sleep..............................


Y....to be continueY
3:44 pm
Wednesday, September 29, 2010

it has being a while.. haiz.. i cried again today.. finally, i tender my resignation to shida.. like wat i read from the book.. i am the author of my own story, my own life.. i wan to write my life as a intesteresting wan..

I am heading to Wendy's.. by the end of next month~ i will be officially out of mac.. but.. by 16th i will be out of CPCC #131.. haiz.. everything tat i am holding right now, have to pass down to Janice.. i wonder how she gonna take it..

within the next 15days in CPCC.. i have to do a lot of things.. everything is so rush.. i have to pass down all i can to others.. i still need to groom Jespreet.. Jason.. Han Xiong.. how about the CL under me?!?! haiz.. there is so many things yet so little times.. so guys.. u have all to grab me to get trained under me.. or else u all will not have the chance anymore..

haiz.. i have shed enough tears.. is time for me to move on =D


Y....to be continueY
10:47 pm
Thursday, September 09, 2010

well well.. becoming panda leh~ Andy, Din, and Me.. we are the Panda Group of CPCC.. who else wan to join in?! lol.. haiz.. torture torture lo~ work become more and more stressful and challenging.. haiz.. every month.. i see my schedule.. i really have the urge to tender my resignation letter.. i am so damn piss off abt it.. i am not treated human in the store.. consider myself suey?? kanna a bad boss this time..

Daniel told me.. u work with a good boss before.. now u work with a bad one.. now u should kw how to handle them already right?? haha.. i dun think so?? but... i had truely become a heartless person.. all thank to that witch.. train me into a totally heartless person.. ppl around me all turning me into a evil gem..

i always respect ppl.. respect ppl elder den me.. respect ppl tat is close to me.. but now?? some ppl simply show me tat they dun deserve my respect at all.. i really work the hell out of me.. lost the meaning at work.. really dun kw wat is going on in me.. wat is left to keep me is the crews.. if the crews also give me problems.. think i will tender without doubt... i have done my best.. if at CPCC nobody appreciate, i will go somewere else.. somewhere where ppl will appreciate me..

i help all tat i can.. i try all i can.. but?? is still up to u.. 1 fine line different.. the result will be different.. wat will be my outcome?? i dun dare to think...


Y....to be continueY
12:18 am
Thursday, September 02, 2010

haiz.... i need a break.... i wan to run away from home... i really dun wan to stay at this useless home anymore... one wave after another.. work now finally get stable a little bit.. now my family giving me lots of problems again..

you promise me again and again.. "i wun gamble anymore..." who knows u still gamble a not?!?! but wat i know is that u never learn ur lesson.. HOW MANY TIME YOU WAN TO DISAPPOINT ME THAN YOU WILL LEARN YOUR LESSON?!?!?! i am so piss off again and again.. cry alone in my room again and again.. i really dun know u anymore..

just not long ago.. ur ex-gf help u... she loan you money.. to pay all ur 6 credit card loan.. 30k-40k... who can earth can help you pay ur debt!!! and now?!?! after u promise to change over a new leaf.. another 4 more credit card letter appear in our letterbox.. i really had enough of all this.. i am really very tired already...

previously.. because of all ur debt.. all because of money... you wan to divorce mom.. because of money.. you threaten to kill me.. because of money.. you throw all the furniture away.. because of money.. you dun wan ur family.. because of money.. u ruin the whole family.. because of money.. u make mom cry everyday.. because of money.. u no longer a dad to ur daughter.. because of money.. you can sacrifice everything.. because of money... you dun wan ur family... ALL BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN FUCKING MONEY!!!!

i dun trust u anymore.. all because of wat u did.. i really.. cannot make myself to trust u anymore.. i bet u already forget wat happen just few months back.. ya.. i called police to catch my own father.. he threaten to throw me down the flat.. he is insane.. all because of money.. the police give him warning.. if he ever go insane again.. the police will arrest him.. all this?!?! he forgot?!?!

i scold.. i cry.. i beg.. i do all i can.. i do everything that i can do.. just hope that he will become my dad again.. but he... just break my heart every single time.. i shed enough tears just for him.. i really very very tired.. somebody.. pls tell me wat to do.. why must i born here to go thru this stage.. why must him do this to the whole family.. wtf he wan!!! is gambling so important to him?!?! if he is not gambling.. DEN WHY IS HE TAKING LOAN FROM THE BANK!?!?!?! 4 credit card!!! imagine 1 card can loan 6k... 4 card is already 24k!!! wat he really wan!!!!! ARGHHH!!!

a leopard cannot change its spot!!!! he wun change right?? no matter how hard i try.. he will never change right?? i cry.. also no use right?? but why... i dun understand.. T.T i feeling so miserable.. i really dun know wat to do anymore.. how long more can i still handle this!?!?! i scare i will go insane when i am at my limit.. T.T


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*19* Steve 2nd singing songs

20* Learn how to protect myself

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*25* Manage to send a parcel to Australia

*26* Clear my Common Test (RPS, MT&NDT)

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*34* Knit new scarf pattern

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*36* Break new record for bowling - score > 159

*37* Know how to spin the bowling ball

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*39* Knit my 4th scarf for Hui Ling =DD

*40* Get red colour yard for me =DD

*41* Knit my 5th scarf for Violet

*42* Knit my 6th scarf for myself

*43* Earn my first $1 million

*44* Clean up my room stars

*45* Steve 3rd singing songs =DD

*46* Steve 4th singing songs

*47* Steve make one song just for me =DD

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*49* Celebrate my 20th birthday

*50* Hair grow back longer

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*52* Get a PSP

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*54* Master Toccata for drummania

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*55* 8GB memory card for my psp

*56* Steve 7th singing Songs!!

*57* Rebond my hair

*58* Pass my IAP successfully

*59* Quit my current job!!

*60* To go Holiday with Charlton

*61* Get a new Lappy

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