i had a dream... this dream is so heartbreaking.. is just like romeo and juliat.. Liang Shan Bo and Ju Ying Tai.... i wanna write this down so that i will not ever forget about it..


in my dream... the world i living in is kinda high tech plus with some of the current situation... i was flying and fighting with one monster.. ehhh.. not really a monster.. she is a female and is like a witch or something.. i have no idea who she is but i only know that i have to defeat her... i were flying in circle around her.. and were fighting at my block here... from carpark fly to the front garden... and somehow she told me about my partner.. that we were lover in the past... and he is going to save u... and some date were appearing there... but i was in the present world and my lover is in the past.. she said that he will make a phone call to my friend or to me to warn me about it.. i have no idea what is going on...


after a while, my fren appear running to me talking about the phone call she received earlier on... i am so surprise... my fren appear to be sok mui... she was wearing yellow colour t-shirt (just like ytd working shirt) and run to me and tell me about it.. saying that this guy call her up and warn her saying that i will be in danger in the coming satuaday which is tomorrow... i am quite shocked to hear that.. and i start to find out and search for information about it.. i totally forget about the fight with the witch already.. well.. if i rethink about it, the witch dun seem to be evil and did not fight back also..


well... when i walk away with mui, in front of the lift (which is the old lift at my block) there is this board.. something is very special about that board and only i know (the one in my dream)... there is few date writing there.. information about me and my lover..


in between i have no idea what is happening.. but what i was feeling is that me and my lover is deeply in love with each other.. and he wanted to save me from danger... he live in the past and with some sot of time travel he found me and wanted to save me..

the next things happened is that me and mui were standing on this escalator (like those at dhoby gaunt.. towards purple line... straight horitonzal escalator to aid people to walk faster).. we were standing on it to head back home.. than mui say that my lover time travel over.. and he is here.. i was there heartbreaking and crying to find him.. i was saying "where.... where.... why i cant see him...." den after a while he appear there in white shirt.. he is not wearing those old times dressing you see.. is like just moden world dressing la...


we both were like romeo and juliet... or Liang Shan Bo and Ju Ying Tai... we were force to leave each other... so u think that we will be together??? no.... u are wrong.... he got a time limit to be in my world... and that is until 10.30pm.... we were hugging and dun wan to let go... den after that we sit down on the escalator and order some food.. somehow i got this coupon and got this waiter wearing some special shoe flying around to serve people.. the food we got is some sot of burger just like subway... den i intro de burger to my lover and tell him this is the type of food i eat in this world...


in my dream, i hope to get home before 10.30pm so that we could spend some time together.... JUST the 2 of us... but... i cannot... the escalator is too slow.. and before i knew it.... the time is up... 10.30pm..... the clock tower say so..... seeing him disappear... i really cry so badly.... we both crying together and dun bear to let go.... but... the time is up... when he disappear, me and mui fainted together... and when i woke up, i am still at the escalator... but my lover??? he is gone... forever... the feeling i got, is really so painful...


after that... i went shopping with mui and a few friend... i was searching for 1 smell... the smell of him..... some sot of old brand have it.... and inside the shop, there is this computer that i can search for information... so i search for it and some how i found the brand that i wanted to find... it started with D........ter..... something like tat.. if forget the name already.. but i never hear that brand before in my whole life... den me and my fren found that brand... it is all available in those washing clothes la, and some dun kw wat use de... den i there ask, is there any powder for this brand??? and appearently there is...... i quickly open and try the smell........... but... is not the smell i want it!!!!! haiz..... i am so sad...


end up i find 1 song.. this song keep appear in my dream..... but i not sure about this song title... den i find 1 enemy (in my dream de la!!!)..... he is working there.. and he seem to be quite old already.. so i ask him about the song that maybe he will know..... he said something about seventeen... den i quickly run to the computer and search... and there is 2 results (which have no seventeen at all).. i quickly click on the result... i start with the bottom 1.... and when the song started to play.... I KNEW IT!!! is this song!!!!! well.. i have this song in my computer... this song is sang by 98 Degrees - My Everything.... and i woke up heartbreaking...


i was somehow stuck in my dream... who is that guy???? is kinda blur... but den... i think i kw who he is... ^^ got some feeling about it... ^^ like i keep listening to the song..... well.. after i while.. i check my phone..... OH GREAT!!!!! i got A for my IAP!!!!!! hurray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is another tired day at work.. working so hard and yet got some unreasonable people... I am totally piss off and break down all thank to this Mediacorp Reporter, he claim..


this patient appointment time do not telly with what the system indicate.. therefore i inform the front counter abt it.. i have to walk out all the way to the counter and inform the receptionist as the phones is occupied by the nurses.. to prevent the patient/relative to walk extra, i inform the receptionist when the relative is still there.. the appointment slip wrote 11am.. but the system wrote 12.30pm.. so, i have to let the receptionist know so that they could change the timing.. But the relative said that the patient is feeling unwell.. so by doing them a favour, i tell the receptionist not to change the timing and stick to 11am as it is.. I did check with the scheduler and find out what is the problem.. I saw that the timing is actually at 11am but because patients have to see doctor, that why the timing changes... after that, I went back to my counter and do my stuffs after that.. Is very busy in the early afternoon..


Somehow, this group of peoples came in.. I have no idea what is happening but one of the guy seem to be talkin quite loud.. I have ASOLUTELY NO IDEA what is happening there.. that guy appear to the the patient son.. he with his father and brother came in.. i have totally no idea what is their intention.. what happened next was that this guy pointed at me and ask me to go over.. well.. i go over as he ask for.. and he start to verbal-ly insult me and threaten me... the moment i went over, he started scolding me (which i totally dun understand why!!)... he said that what..



He talk in a VERY harsh tone:

"Don't take my father as a fool..."
"That nures wearing the white one (pointing his clothes), you her friend right!" (I have totally no idea who he refering to as all the nurses wearing white.. and i show him a puzzle face..)
"Don't try to cheat my father.."

- Some of the nurses were there and trying to sot things out.. somehow i think it is regarding the appointment time matters.. -

"Come.. you explain to me.. i hear you explain.."

Well, i am in complete shocked.. but i still explain to him.. i said that the patient have to see doctor at 10.45am (as shown in the system) and therefore the scheduler have to change the appointment time.. den he immediately shouted at me..

"WHERE!! SHOW ME THE EVIDENCE!!"

I have no idea how to deal with it.. the nurses just keep ask him to cool down.. well.. since he wan the evidence, i told him that the system indicate that patient have see doctor.. but whether a not patient got go see, i have no idea.. i just do based on what the system had said.. I done my job well, I do what I suppose to do... but than.... he continue...

"WHAT YOUR NAME!! YOU KNOW WHERE I WORK!!! I AM A MEDIACORP REPORTER!!! WHAT YOUR NAME!!! I AM GOING TO REPORT YOU!!!!!"

"QUIT YOUR JOB LAH!!!"

i am totally in shocked!!!! i have done NOTHING but standing there and listening him SCOLDING me for don't know what reason.. and he said that he wanted to report me... well.. of coz i did not tell him my name... i was in shock and have no idea what is happening.. i only see he keep scolding me and threaten that he wanted to report me... and me?? i just stand there let him scold... that Mediacorp Reporter was so angry that he act as if he wanted to hit me... the nurses were there to act as a wall to protect me... i walked away and ignore that person.. (I got a lot of stuff need to do!!!! i cannot be standing there let him scold and don't do my work right!!!) than he keep shouting...

"WHAT IS HER NAME!!! WHAT HER NAME!! JUST TELL ME WHAT HER NAME!!!"

and somehow the nurses told him... den he continue shout..


"RUBY ANG.... I AM GOING TO REPORT YOU..."


well.. his brother seem nice and keep asking him to chill as well.. as for his father, i need heard him saying what "uncle understanding.............." i also not sure.. but that Mediacorp Reporter keep shouting at me.. I walk away and end up crying.. I was so badly insult by him!!!


Can a Mediacorp Reporter abuse his own authority?? I don't believe that Mediacorp actually have such person.. Threatening me and almost resorted to violent.. If i did not leave the scene, i think i might be ending up at the hospital... So what if he is a reporter?? Can he verbal-ly abuse me??? Without knowing what is happening there, i end up getting scolded and being threaten... So even if he is a Mediacorp Reporter, can he anyhow use his authority and threaten me just because he is a Mediacorp Reporter?? For such cases, should i sue him for abusing and threatening me?? He shouted at me so loudly that everyone is looking at me.. He cause me to be emotionally unstable.. So does it mean that so long one person is a Mediacorp Reporter, he/she can anyhow scold and threaten people for no reason??? and for your information, i am just a TEMPORARY CLERK working there as part time.. for godness sake, with such attitude, i think Mediacorp should think twice before hiring people as a reporter... I don't wish more people to be abuse like me..


after having a talk with my manager... this kind of people already lost respect from others.. i no need to think so much about it.. sue?? forget it.. but if he really write a report on it, i gonna make sure i fight back.. =)

well.. bad luck is still with me.. why izzit so???? my 2nd elder brother was admitted to the hospital today.. dad call the ambulance and he was send to TTSH.. if he was send to SGH, den i can visit him easily since i at NCC... oh well.. my brother was in great pain at his throat area and lead his both hand to feel numb.. and he also down with fever.. dad tag along with the ambulance while i took a cab with my eldest brother down.. oh well.. guess what happened to us???


i tot the both of us gonna admit to the hospital as well... why??? BECAUSE THE DRIVER SLEEP WHILE DRIVING!!!! we almost kanna accident for few time.... hmmm.. that uncle know that i already realise he is sleep driving.. well.. i did not complain him since my mood is not tat bad... while i was talking on the phone, i purposely to talk very loud to keep him awake.. but the driver since to be doze off.. den i clear my throat loudly to wake him up.. haiz.. he almost buang into the white car next to us.. well, the car horn him of coz... den he kinda wake up... haiz... the whole cab was like... left to right, left to right... haiz... the uncle did talk to me saying that "the whether very hot, make ppl so sleepy.." i was like smiling there saying haha.. ya.. haiz.. wat to do.. was in expressway.. cannot get down also lo.. haiz.. was praying so hard that we dun buang.. but den.. we reach TTSH safely la.. haiz..


when reach the A&E department, me and my brother cannot enter as only 1 person can enter and that is my dad.... den we was waiting outside for few hours.. and make some money from the vending machine.. lol.. that vending machine eat ppl money.. giving us so much problems.. oh well... hahaha... get my favourite drink, CCCF from starbucks.. den go Kopitiam and get some food to eat... den after that dad say that my brother got to be hospitalise.. den he go and arrange all the stuff lo.. den after that, we were told to go back home.. my brother gone thru 2 x-ray and somehow full body check up or wat.. den just now dad called me up and say that my brother got to go thru an operation.. hmmmmm... tml den can visit him again.. haha.. let see how bah..

BAD LUCK!!!!!!


oh man!! i am down with bad luck???? can somebody pray for me???? haiz.. got injured myself almost everyday... at work, cut my finger... the skin came off lo!!! even bleed till the plaster got blood.. haiz.. den?? see the photo below lo.....



mama cut vege till the knife drop and hit my leg.. haiz... got one cut there.. not a big scar, but still bleed... haiz.... pain u kw!!! when the knife drop... at that moment~ AHHHHHHH~ cannot siam fast enough... haiz...


well.. den ytd... i met with an accident... was on Charlton bike after work... well??? raining half way in the expressway... den due to heavy traffic, he decided to change path... den ride ride ride.... I SAW A RAINBOW!!! Awwwwwwww.. so pretty!!!! i saw the whole process of it from a little bit to the WHOLE big patch!!!! really pretty...

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well.. met with an accident lo~~ well.... due to the rain, the floor very slippery... he was slowing down and wanna turn to the left ma... while slowing down, the tyre lose grab and den skid lo.... i was there seeing rainbow and than the next minute, the bike skid~~ ahhhhhhhhh~ =DD but i am alright la... lucky he now not ride big bike.... phew..... i managed to stand on my feet while the bike skid... but den, the metal part of the bike still hit my leg la... den skin came off and blue black lo..... den a bit baluku lo.... lucky i wear jeans..... phew~~~ =DDD or else sure bleed till jialat jialat...


hmmmmmmm.. last friday just attend my graduation prom night =DDD well.. think some other day i will talk abt it bah....


at work place... also another #$%^&* place.. all thank to 1 person~~~~~~~ =.=!