Currently in the bus… I going home now lo.. really too long never write my blog leh.. everytime feel so lazy to update my blog.. coz very tired la.. haha.. now I am kinda sleepy u see.. haiz.. waiting for my phone to ring now.. ^^ wonder will it ring a not sia.. haiz.. so hungry today.. my tummy suffer so much today.. awwww.. now I feel like car sick.. dun really feel like writing my blog anyway.. lazy la.. T.T


Today, can dun need to go sch de.. but.. need do project.. so go school lo.. T.T rain super big today wor.. from CC badminton court there walk to mac, I already wet leh.. liew.. can imagine how big de rain is?? Ping ping was on shift just now.. den also saw yiyi there.. ^^ guess.. yiyi also wet leh.. ^^ hmmm.. yiyi very good wor.. already late for sch.. but.. he say tat he will send me over to de bus stop.. coz rain very heavily outside.. he got bring umbrella ma.. so.. he wait for me to eat finish my meal.. coz very hungry.. haven eat.. so I rush my food la.. rush until my tummy dun feel gd.. ping ping and yiyi ask me to put on my wind breaker.. coz I wear white shirt today.. ehh.. hehe.. maybe can see thru bah..


Well.. so yiyi send me over to bus stop.. woahhh.. yiyi bus come first.. T.T den I wait there lo.. stupid leh!! The bus super long.. den I play with de rain a bit with my shoe. Hehe.. den when in the bus.. WOOAH!! So cold.. T.T but u wun kw.. worst is behind.. when I reach pending LRT there, de bus stop I mean, WOAH!!! RAIN STORM!!!!! The wind blow so hard tat I can become ice immediately.. and also.. those ppl standing at the bus stop de umbrella also almost fly away.. I really cold until cannot take it!! Also wait very long for de bus to come la.. haiz.. when in the bus… very jialat also.. also very cold.. (gosh.. feel headache now..) also.. got accident.. not my bus.. other bus.. rain ma.. sure got accident de la.. haha.. but lucky never affect for long..


Oh well.. at least finish 1 project.. but need show teacher first before doing anything else.. hehe.. I keep stare de moon now.. ohhh moon~ hope somebody can call me now~ ^^

my head super pain.. never have this pain before.. T.T feel so weak..

having a terrible day.. guess what happen this afternoon when i took bus home?? the bus driver drive wrong route wor.. instead of heading mandai road.. he.. did not turn... end up.. at woodland checkpoint.. what the fuck.. den.. he sudden brake.. turn behind and ask "did i drive wrong route??" gosh.. where like this kind of driver?? den.. become the passenger teach him how to drive.. haiz.. he should just from woodland drive to yishun interchange liao lo.. dun kw how la!! end up at kranji mrt station.. so fuck up.. den.. me and dora just get our butt of tat damn bus.. think tat driver sure kanna complaint..


i told my dad.. ji tao he shout "171.. mandai.. did u take wrong bus a not.." hell.. i also got think whether i got take wrong bus a not lo!!!! but!!!! I NEVER!!! haiz.. at home.. stupid lo.. is the driver fault.. end up i get scold by dad.. say what i never tell the driver.. wtf la.. how to tell.. haiz..


i so vexed now.. SO VEXED!! i am jealous.. so jealous.. i dun kw why!! but i just dun feel very gd.. i only can keep silent.. haiz...

hmmm.. what is the meaning of life?? wonder have i found mine?? hahaha.. hmmmm.. i have no found one yet.. oh ya.. before i write my blog for the day, NOW IS SUNDAY!!! HAPPY MUMMY DAY!!! =x happy mummy day to my dear mummy.. ^^ raise me up for so many years leh.. is time for me to repay leh!! but.. i still need some time la.. haha.. den.. also happy mummy day to my dear ah ma.. ^^ ah ma!! JIAYOU!! dun give up easily wor!! hehehe..


ok.. let start my blog bah...


time is not enough for me.. wonder when i will just faint sick... my body getting weaker.. and that is true.. haiz.. not enough rest sia.. wonder will how.. T.T u all must prepare to save me hoh!!! hahaha.. ok.. what is the meaning of life.. i dun kw sia.. i now still dun kw.. dun really have much plan for it now.. hmmm.. tat day in class.. my classmate ask me something.. kind of shock to hear this kind of question.. "how u get so slim ar??" haha.. hey!! i slim meh?? well.. compare to my secondary school time.. I AM!!! =x but recently put on weight leh.. 2kg!!! woahhhh.. die liao la.. hahaha.. hmmmm.. change a lot wor.. today saw my relative.. they almsot cannot recognise me.. haha.. saw i grow taller..... HAIZ!!! standard phrase that i most hard to hear.. T.T but they really long time no see me leh la.. no wonder dun recognise me.. haha... haiz.. did grow taller.. liew.. dun kw la!! sob sob.. can i stop growing!!! ROAR!!!


hmmmm.. after i settle all my stuff.. gonna have one makeover wor!! hahaha.. let those ppl regret!! muahahaha.. getting pretty leh wor.. lol... so happy when hear this.. haha.. gonna need to do something abt me dressing wor.. HOHOHO!! must dress nice nice liao.. haiz.. but i dun like ppl stare at me.. everytime go inside mrt or bus.. all ppl stare me de.. I SUPER SCARE LA!!! i not monster or got 3 eyes right!! just a bit taller nia... cannot meh!! ROAR!!!!


*clear spider web* aiyooooo.. so dusty my blog.. haha.. dun really have time to write my blog recently.. really kinda busy!! got a tutorial to finish too.. woah.. tired ar.... haiz... gastric problem back liao la.. tummy feel so crammy this few day.. den today appetite finally get worst!! haiz... try to force myself to eat lo.. no choice.. HAIZ!!! think today.. dun have 5am.. i can't sleep bah.. T.T tml still got work.. ohhhh!! today i mean.. since pass 12am leh.. hahaha.. haiz.. cannot really laugh liao la.. so tired..


sian.. what can i do sia.. life is so dull.. dun even kw what i am doing.. haiz.. wat is correct and wat is wrong?? really feel like taking a break somehow... away from everyone.. so that can relax... T.T dream bah.... haiz.... so many thing got to do... everything do halfway nia.. haiz.. how sia.. i have no time to revise my work as well.. sian.. hope my result wun drop lo.. coz i like... never touch my school work leh!! haiz.. horrible day for me la.. how wish there is a shoulder beside me.. at least.. let me rest or take a small break.. so beat.. really beat.. motivation??? help?? dun kw leh.. i got no where to go.. dun kw what i am doing.. where am i heading to?? who can lead me?? sometime.. really hope i can just... find someone true.. den.. have a happy life.. but is not easy sia.. haiz.. maybe think too much leh la.. need to get things right!!! ROAR!!!!! ruby ar ruby!! izzit becoz u everyday kanna kok by the handle inside the bus untill u now sot sot liao?? get ur things straight!!!! JUST DO IT!!! if there's a will, there will be a way to it!! u just need to SMILE BIG BIG to start ur day!! just leave everything aside.. god may be unfair to u... but one day!! god will give u something that u will like it.. there will be up and down.. ^^ so.. just smile~ hehe.. give ur sunshine smile ^^v


u always smile~ ya.. becoz of smiling.. let ppl say siao.. tat robin la!! everytime saw him in bus.. smile to him.. den everytime scold me siao.. liew!!!! smile also siao.. haiz.. den dun smile ppl say sad... LIEW!! dun kw how sia.. hahahaha.. aiya!!!!! ouch!!!! pain!!!! my chest bone pain!! haiz... better end my blog and start doing my tutorial!! very tired liao.. ROAR!!! CHIONG AR!!!!!

wat a holiday.. one full day of waiting.. seem like i wait for nothing wor.. try to kill my time for the whole day.. haiz.. just to hope he can faster come back home.. he wun be home for this week.. he busy working outside wor.. today labor day.. somehow he like go out with his fren.. say will be back by night!! haiz.. oh well.. end up.. wait for nothing leh.. dun kw tat time pass so slow today.. waited and waited.. just to hope tat he can be back home.. end up say.. back by midnight.. haiz.. seem like.. wun have the chance to talk to him leh.. knowing this whole week hardly will have chance talk to him... den today is labor day.. a holiday... but.. well.. nvm.. since he hardly got chance go out with his fren.. let him go enjoy bah..


waiting only ma.. no matter how much wanna hear his voice.. wanna talk to him.. wait lo.. 1 day only ma.. the most.. wait one more day lo.. wait tml night lo.. if only.. got so easy.. if the waiting time.. can just zoom.. haiz.. i being sitting here since afternoon.. unless i go toilet.. i never move.. keep staring the screen just to hope to see him online.. waiting for my phone.. hope to hear from him.. hope he will say tat he is on his way home.. oh well.. nvm..


today.. is a horrible day.. nothing turn out right.. buy chocolate, end up chocolate full of ants.. because the wrapper was not properly wrap.. den.. ask dad and brother buy ice cream.. all buy wrong.. like a stone stare at my lappy screen.. now.. 10.26pm.. i still staring at my screen.. staring at my phone.. i so cold now.. tears rolling down my cheek.. why i feel so heartache.. wat is this feeling.. wat is he thinking?? wat is he doing?? i dun kw wor.. haiz.. ask dorrie pei wo go downstair now.. she cannot.. ya.. she is right.. not everyone is like me.. not everyone can go out when they wanted to.. whenever i want, i can just go out.. even midnight.. i can also go out.. haiz.. i so sad.. really feel so sad.. feel like going out now.. ask my di.. he tml stat sch.. cannot let him come out pei wo.. tml i also got sch.. but.. dun kw la..


everything just dun turn out right today.. slp early?? do u think i can slp?? haiz.. maybe.. after this.. maybe i go to playground and enjoy one drink bah.. miss the swing too.. maybe i can just swing the sadness away.. hope i wun vomit this time.. tat time coz i drink and swing.. end up vomiting.. haiz.. dun kw la.. sian.. or should i buy and drink in my room?? dun kw leh.. T.T sad..