如果没有了云，天空会不会寂寞？如果没有了天空，云该到哪里停泊？如果没有了你，我会不会寂寞？如果没有了我，你心里会失落吗？

Let me see… 2 days ago I got a perfect dream… I dream of goong tat prince.. oh man.. so sweet… ytd I got a super weird dream abt gravity??? but today le?? I have nightmare.. of devil.. liew… totally 2 different dream sia.. only one day different le.. haiz.. let me seee… the prince.. was in my dream.. man.. I just like his character so much.. maybe I into those type of character de bah… after I woke up, I keep on thinking abt him sia.. really so great lo… awwwwwww…. He is so handsome… hahaha…

And abt gravity that dream.. is kind of weird.. coz I feel the force inside my dream.. is so strong… somehow I was climbing some sot of wall??? I think is something like the rock climbing wall.. I got to climb all the way up.. I dun kw why.. but I must.. when I was abt to reach the top, I stop.. the person next to me also stop.. coz the gravity is too strong.. very very strong.. I can feel the force pulling me down.. I dun kw how high I climb.. but what I know is that I am at a very very high height… I never look down.. coz if I look down, I sure drop down.. and I sure dead for sure.. I dun have the strength to look back… so I take a rest… the gravity is too strong for me.. once and for all.. I climb up.. I overcome it.. a sense of success raise upon me.. but… is not easy.. when I go to school, while I wanna climb the stair, oh gosh.. I feel the gravity pulling me down.. and the force is very strong.. but not as strong as what I got in my dream… so weird.. oh ya.. I remembered… xiao bu bu trying to chase me.. but he can’t.. haha.. coz I walk too fast le.. well.. coz I gonna late for class liao ma.. den I walk lo.. train till walk very fast.. lol.. one day I also wan to win yiyi.. coz yiyi walk super fast u know.. anyway… I continue walk lo.. my “usual” speed.. but my usual speed is very unusual for normal human being.. lol… sok mui that time walk with me.. she has to grab my hand.. coz I walk too fast liao.. hahaha… den she have to grab me to prevent me from walking more and more further.. lol.. I cannot control u know.. lol… anyway.. I was talking abt xiao bu bu.. when I reach the blk.. see that the lift is not here yet.. so I take the stair lo.. lol.. when I reach the 3th storey, I heard something behind me.. it was xiao bu bu.. lol.. he was trying to chase after me.. den he said “u walk wun stop and rest de ar?? Walk so fast.. cannot catch up”.. LOL… I was like.. ?? huh ?? how I kw u behind me.. and.. fast meh?? That my usual speed while I am alone what.. lol… den I laugh lo… haha.. he wun call me and ask me to stop meh??? Lol.. but ok la.. late for class a little bit nia..

Den today le?? I dream of devil… haiz… in my dream… my parent wanna go adopts another child.. but… what I know is that they cannot adopts that boy.. coz he is the devil child… but no matter how I call my dad, I just can get thru his phone… den when if finally get to him.. I found out that everything is too late.. coz he is already at the door step.. I was so scare.. I dun dare to look at the child.. is so scary and eerie.. got red black and white… I dun kw what the colour stand for.. but I just got the fear inside me.. den I cannot tell my parent that he is the devil child.. but to accept it lo.. when I go into my “little bro” room, is was so scary.. is all in red colour… is like.. entering somebody stomach or what.. feel so scary… den I dun kw doing what.. but.. when I awake, I am scare.. is a very bad nightmare… but I was thinking.. even if my little bro is a devil child.. he is my bro.. if everybody is anti him.. den what will happen to him?? In order to control his evil inside him, me, as his sister.. should do something rite?? If he is the devil child.. I will accept him as the devil child.. coz he is my little bro.. even if he hurt me.. he is still my bro.. and that for real.. nothing can really change it rite?? He cannot choose.. so.. let be it.. I will love him as my bro.. no matter who he is.. a devil child or a normal human being.. I will still dote him.. so.. I think.. is not a nightmare after all. Is all depend on how ur mind is thinking.. think it in a positive way… and it will not become a nightmare…

Well.. today I got my 2min speech.. I was so scare.. my hand is shaking.. but I think I score 10.. and it should be a B grade I think… I don’t remembered le.. what I know was I very nervous.. haha.. but is all over now.. and I think I am not bad.. haha.. liew.. I am the first one sia.. sian.. everytime I first de lo. Liew…… but.. ahahaha.. dun care le.. over can liao.. lucky my voice is back perfectly.. yawn.. I so tired.. maybe I go catch some slp now.. later gonna go out play basketball at 5.30pm.. yawn… I go take a nap le..

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12:00 pm

Neoprint Day

This is me and mui~ see.. we so hardworking... weekend still study.. haha.. see ah mui so itchy mouth.. bring so much snack to class and eat.. me so hardworking.. so books.. lol.. come on is just a photo.. haha.. but our leg do feel very stress le..

This look sweet right?? but dun feel very nice sia.. haiz.. see mui like robot.. den me smile not nice.. haiz.. but is a nice memory also la.. lalala..

Haiz.. see.. i so poor thing.. let mui flood... mui trying to kill me~!~! see... that is the evidence.. maybe i can be the actress?? haha.. very cute lo this phot.. very very special.. haiz.. should have ask her be the one tat drown.. T.T

Ah ha~! tis photo is cute.. look so sweet.. very nice.. hehe.. we are the "Ang" family le.. mai siao siao wor.. hahaha.. see.. so sweet.. dun jealous us hoh.. we best sister hoh.. hahaha...

haiz.. this photo.. very ugly le.. for me only la.. mui look super nice.. know why i look so bad in this photo?? coz my leg TOO STRESS.. den i was about to fall liao.. den u know how pain~! haiz.. tat why my smile become like tat.. sob sob sob..

Hey.. let peace.. lol... we so happy sia.. i die die pull her inside and take the photo de.. lol.. this photo she decorate de.. but i also got edit edit a bit la.. lalala...

well.. got 2 more photo.. we wan de.. but maxi only can choose 6.. aiyo.. plus we not enough time to choose.. den we anyhow take lo.. haiz.. sian.. the 2 photo very nice de le.. one is we fighting... another one i forgot le.. the fighting one is super nice lo.. i even put a chopper on mui head.. haha.. is a very fun day.. anyway.. we took it on the 25.. and tat is the day i go subscribe internet.. haha.. and also do great shopping.. gosh.. gonna think of what to buy for christmas for everyon liao.. think le den buy.. plan properly first.. lol...

today slp untill so shiok.. i love monday school.. coz can slp untill late late.. haha.. well.. later after school gonna go to zhili hse to fax the parent concern form... haiz.. these few day... my hand very jialat.. tat day go shopping, i cut my hand by the plastic cup cover.. den today?? my whole hand go buang the wall.. den now my left hand de middle finger blue black liao.. sob sob.. painful sia.. think i can go be batman liao.. coz batman is "Bian Fu Xia" = "painful sia"... muahahhaahaha... dun feel so cold hoh..

liew.... very very suey le... after my hand hit the wall... after my C++ lesson.. i come out the class.. i bang the wall...... liew.. HOW COULD I HAVE BUANG THE WALL~!~! haiz.. still got le.. in the wall.. my head kanna elbow by one uncle.. T.T liew... i so tall also will kanna elbow?? very right?? coz i sitting down ma.. haiz.. den i wan wear my bag.. den ji tao kanna elbow.. liew.. so many bird flying around.. maybe can call big bird to keep his family... haiz.. car sick on the way home.. feel so er xin.. T.T

anyway, i going chek jawa soon liao.. muahahahahha...

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4:34 pm

Hmmmm… early morning saw eric msg… oh man.. he crazy… he midnight 3plus den go home… gosh.. work till so late??? He is really crazy… holala… early morning till nearly 11am den wan to wake up… coz wan toilet.. bo bian… hahaha…

Hmmmm… I wanna subscribe new internet… guess what… after zhili tell me abt all the different internet connection, finally… I choose pacific internet…. Hehehe.. only $45 per month.. I got the 512… so ok la.. last time I use singnet… cost me $70 plus.. wa liew.. think pacific better.. lol…

I bought so much stuff today lo.. I went to bugis and have some shopping.. I bought… a jacket, a t-shirt, earring, neoprint, and 3 present… one is for sam.. coz his birthday coming.. haha.. another 2 present.. is for yiyi and xiong.. their Christmas present.. maybe is a bit too early.. but u kw.. the present.. very limited.. coz only left those nia.. den I buy the last 2nd one… hehehe… but den.. the present very interesting.. I so wanted to see what is on their face when they saw it.. well.. for yiyi.. touching feeling?? Lol.. den xiong.. MUAHAHAHHAHA… we will know.. lol.. those tat know what I buy.. DUN TELL ANYONE…

Hmmmmmm… my coughing still very bad… haiz.. and also.. my voice.. is getting better.. got voice liao.. but den still very jialat la.. but is better den ytd… liew.. when I take a deep breathe, I really have to cough sia.. I dun kw why.. haiz so bad sia.. just now after finish all my shopping, I went to mac.. yiyi and boss working.. liew liew liew.. yiyi say my voice… haiz.. ask me dun talk.. say I lost my voice.. den hear liao.. LIEW~! He so bad.. haiz… well.. I at counter disturb hui ting ma.. haha.. den yiyi come to counter.. den say… we look more like couple liao hoh.. lol… even our watch is the same liao.. well.. after thatm hui ting told me that at first she really tot me and yiyi is couple… lol… well.. me and yiyi… the most can be sister and brother nia.. hahaha.. mui told me something today.. those that know very long, cannot be couple.. lol… I think, sometime quite true la… but, I still wanna find my Mr Right soon.. but den.. I now still dan sheng zhu yi… haha.. remain single.. is good… at least.. to a certain extent, no one can fan me..

Oh gosh.. I am so hungry… haiz.. sian… nth to eat liao sia.. liew liew… can’t slp sia.. sian… anyway, I still coughing like siao.. haiz.. think I go take medicine later bah.. now tv dun kw show what.. maybe ghost de?? Hahaha…

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11:50 pm

i edit my post on 22nd de... hehe.. coz tat day is a special day... u all must take a good look at the last part hoh... weee...

hmmmm... today is the 24th november 2006... is a sunny day now.. but i think later maybe rain... hahaha... ok let me see... today, my voice still not back yet... today when i woke up, i drunk the whole bottle of ju hua cha... woah.. den my tummy react a bit weird le.. maybe the drink too cold or so bah.. hahaha... well... ytd i take some coughing medicine.. hmmm... my cough seem to b recovering soon.. but, my throat still not very good la.. hahaha..

later i got compro(c programming) test.. lol.. small cake rite?? but i think i need to take a look at the book for a while.. just in case u all kw... hehe.. cannot over confident... coz over confident will confirm make mistake... hoalala...

haiz... by next thursday.. my voice MUST come back.. or else my REAL de presentation gone case... so i must really take good care of my throat now.. wonder when my voice will come back lo.. haiz.. sad thing sia...

oh ya.. now i with my gang of ppl.. hehe.. aidi, xiao bu bu, loo loo, zhu zhu... lol... the nickname we gave... den me?? lol.. xiao bu bu give me a name call xiao lubi.. lol.. anyway.. let me write a story abt them bah....

Gang Of Ruby In Np...

once upon a time.. there got these few people.. during break time.. they hide at this place at blk 31... let me introduce them to u all...

This is ruby... she is one of the most clever girl among them.. and also a teacher of them.. this is at blk 31... where everyone is at here doing some thing.. as for ruby.. she play her computer... writing her blog and play game with her frens..

This is aidi.. real name call eddie hui seng wai.. haha.. look very scary rite?? he love to act beng sia.. anyway.. eddie is a very good person.. love to bully ruby a lot.. hmmmmm... he is one of ruby student.. ruby taught him a lot.. dun kw why ruby taught him so much yet he still bully ruby so much.. good question rite?

This is xiao bu bu... real name call tan cheng boon... also call him ah boon.. but.. "ah boon" this 2 word come out form zhu zhu mouth.. become "ah bu".. lol.. he become our mama liao sia.. he also my papa.. lol.. coz tat time call him i call wrong i call him papa.. lol.. den i call him papa lo.. he got a lot of nickname from me sia... in the whole class.. only 2 guys taller den me.. he is one of them.. he taller den me by a LITTLE bit only la.. hmmm... handsome hoh??? he Si Nai Sha Shou leh... tat time go inside the printing room, the aunty saw him.. she say" Xiao Di.. Ni Hen Shuai Leh".. which mean.. "Boy.. u very handsome leh".. LOL.. the few of us went laughing like siao.. maybe we can get discount rite?? lol...

The one of orange.. is zhu zhu... real name call zhu cheng.. he come from china.. the photo look very not like him la.. coz when he never notice i took de.. so not very nice.. zhu cheng le.. very good at math.. i lose him.. arghhhhhh... but nevermind.. i win him in other subject can le.. lalala.. zhu zhu is a very nice person.. well.. everyone is nice.. the one beside him is loo loo.. real name call loo tiam jin... lol.. he is the oldest here.. one thing i dun like abt them is that they always play dota.. arghhhhhhh.. i dun kw how to play dota... sad... they everytime play lo.. even now.. they still playing.. study la boys~!

see... xiao bu bu playing dota.. only aidi most guai(only tat time) never play dota... aiyoyoyo... see that smile on xiao bu bu face.. sure mean he winning la.. wa lao.. sian 1/2.. dun kw what so fun sia..

see.. even aidi cannot take it... they keep dota.. till sian liao.. lol.. see eddie so stress... sleeping time.. lol... good dream.. anyway... i think tat xiao bu bu siao liao.. he lose also laugh like dun kw what sia.. lol... crazy fellow...

weee... link back to me.. haiz.. hope my voice come back soon.. or else i gonna let them disturb forever.. MUAHAHAHAHA...

woah... continue 2nd part of my blog today... well.. just now in the bus.. really scare the hell out of me sia.. oh man.. the bus sudden break.. i almost roll down the bus.. aiyoyoy.. anyway.. come to mac.. saw somebody.. xiong lo.. wa lao... stupid sia.. say my voice so SEXY... sian... idiot lo.. i no voice liao till say my voice so like tat.. haiz.. so bad...

today de compro de test.. wa lao.. so angry.. score not good for my mcq.. i score 58/75 nia.. ARGHHH... but den.. the 2 prgramming.. i get both 100/100.. wahahaha.. so think should be ok ba.. i am the first one to complete... when i complete... the rest some still only send the 1st question to mark nia.. lalala.. well.. since i first to finish.. i get to go first lo.. haiz.. bus stop so many ppl... haiz.. waited super long den my bus come.. but i only board the 2nd time.. coz bus full u kw.. aiyoyoyoyo... and hoh~! tat eric... my IS class de eric.. well.. also from my group de la.. he so bad sia.. bully me.. T.T haha.. well.. poor thing that he got to work...

liew... tat xiong peek at my blog.. i give a slap on his face.. wahahaha.. so shiok.. liew.. no voice.. cannot shout at him.. nvm.. YONG XING DONG~! hahahaha... liew.. he serving customer.. so ku ku... tat ku ku face... lol... CAN LAUGH LIAO~! MUAHAHAHAHA... haiz.. papa got cook.. got to go home eat le.. lol... i secretly eat ice cream wor.. die liao la.. but.. long time no eat sia.. very.. lol.. lalala...

xiong wan smoke sia.. get beaten by me... muahahahaha.... must beat him den he kw.. stupid xiong... bleah...

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9:39 am

gosh.. my voice aren't coming back... lucky today is not the real presentation... phew.. aiya.. with this voice.. i cannot even talk properly... haiz.. wan shout at my brothers also cannot.. aiyoyoyoyo...

aiyoyoyo... play sudoku so fun... keep winning.. lol... stupid yang ching.. see my blog till laugh.. aiyoyoyo.. got tat funny meh?? aiyo.. but is a funny ghost la.. lol... weirdo... aiya...... very very very jialat la.. keep on coughing.. cannot stop... JIU MING AR... how wish i can shout.. sob sob... i drunk so much water... now dun kw is too heaty.. or too cooling...

wa lao eh... NO VOICE AR... let ppl bully liao.. sob sob.. haiz.. sad la..

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8:20 am

i lost my voice liao.. man.. my voice is getting from bad to worst.. almost completely lsot my voice.. soon i think... haiz... when will my voice come back.. i can't shout.. feel so terrible.. my throat so pain.. pain till i can't have any good nite slp.. haiz.. man.. i cannot talk nicely le.. how sia.. this voice.. SO MAN~! liew..

anyway.. i got this dream today.. i very different one.. haiz.. scare?? romantic?? i dun kw... i was like.. back to my childhood like tat.. playing block catching.. but den.. suddenly.. it was like.. if kanna catch, you will DIE.. den i almost get caught.. den dun kw why.. the catcher give me 3 chance.. den i start to jump here and there.. den i managed to get away.. den.. i run to other block.. i dun kw why.. but i just did that.. den got this little girl.. sabotage me.. she go tell the catcher.. is not fair lo... haiz.. den i run away.. hide at other places..

den i end up at this place.. i dun know is what place.. is surrounded by renovating building.. and it seem like i at a quite high place.. and is somehow like HDB building place.. i dun kw where i am.. as i was walking.. i saw this lift.. den i think of taking it.. well.. i saw some people there also.. well.. they acting kind of weird u see.. they get into the lift... and there isn't any space for me to get in.. well.. so i began wait for another one beside it.. den got this 3 person... they come talk to me.. and guess what.. they aren't human at all.. they are ghost.. real ghost... den they told me.. those people i saw earlier on.. aren't human also.. but.. these 3 "people" is good one.. they never hurt me.. when the lift come, they get in with me.. den i saw 2 people outside... maybe they also wan to take the lift.. den as i going to keep the door open, one of them pull me aside and they quickly close the door.. well.. the 2 people outside also not human.. liew...

den they hold me tightly.. coz i will get killed.. they keep me away from the door.. and the side of the lift.. den got this force trying to pull me up to the lift.. i start to fly... the 3 good ghost inside.. pull me down.. one of them.. quite tall.. i dun kw how they look like.. i only kw.. the one that is the tallest.. hold me tightly.. he hold me to his chest.. den as the lift go down... the temperature... was like.. getting lower and lower.. till 3-4 degree.. i was so cold.. den the guy hug me tight tight.. somehow.. i did feel warm.. ghost is not tat scary... they protect me.. from being killed by.. by dun kw what thingy... den... i was save... when i back home.. somehow... i got this feeling like.. i wan to save them.. den got this potion like "revive" them... and i wan to give it to them..

well.. i dun kw what i am dreaming after all.. is so weird.. at least.. i feel save.. haiz... i was being wake by.. the noise my brothers make.. SO NOISY EARLY IN THE MORNING.. i wan slp also cannot lo.. so idiot lo them... den i can't shout.. i cannot even talk using my normal voice.. haiz.. coz my voice is getting bad to worst.. till now.. cannot even talk properly.. going to lost them soon.. lost my voice.. T.T my throat is in terrible pain.. haiz.. i drunk SO MUCH of water already.. still.. no use.. haiz..

tml IS... got presentation sia.. liew.. 2 min presentation.. man... how am i suppose to talk sia.. lol.. nvm la.. hack care. anyhow talk only what.. using now my voice.. talk = never talk.. dun know what i talking also.. lalala...

haiz.. let it be..

today is the day i buy xiao michael... haiz... he die so long... still remember... tat day i and xiong go buy hamster... den i buy xiao michael.. name it after xiong... haiz... i miss u so much xiao michael.. where are u?? Are u in heaven watching over me?? i miss u so much...

mY dEarsT hAmStEr... xIaO micHaEl... hE pAsSeD oN LeH...

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10:40 am

izzit becoz of that day?? too big blow.. burden for me too heavy.. den i fall ill again.. i fall sick... my flu came back.. and i start to cough a bit.. well.. also got high fever... nobody at home.. no one take care of me.. i was so sick.. no one to talk to... haiz.. poor thing.. fever burn up to nearly 39 degree.. whole day burning high... never stop... i think.. till evening den stop burning bah... haiz.. think no one ever know... well... what for telling people that u are sick anyway.. what u wan is just concern.. haiz.. aiya.. hack care la.. numb already..

when i am sick.. i really.. totally lonely sia.. izzit maybe no one take care of me?? my mum is at home.. but when i start burning really high, she is not there for me.. T.T haiz.. burn till my brain wan to melt le..

my head hurts.... even now.. my head still hurt.. my body is very very very heaty.. no matter how much water i drank.. my body still very heaty.. T.T haiz.. my body still very weak.. really feel like fainting.. when i walk the stair, i feel like i got to roll down any time.. haiz.. so sad...

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3:16 pm

oh come on... what the hell is happening.. when somebody lie for the first time.. i forgive.. when somebody lie for the second time.. i start to take precaution.. but when someone continue lying without knowing what they are doin, sorry, i will just end it.. this is how i end my relationship.. izzit fair?? u ask me.. izzit fair to u.. but.. did u know?? izzit fair to me?? forgive and forget.. i did.. i did forgive u.. but.. the more u like this.. the more u make me wanna run as far away from u as possible.. i cannot take this anymore.. i feel very terrible.. i cry while i on the way home.. u said u at the bus stop.. but i didn't saw u.. that make me feel even wors..

when u said that u at np.. i was so scare.. i fear of u.. i fear of dun kw what i am fearing about.. i dun kw what to do.. my hand is shaking.. my leg gone soft.. i dun dare to face u.. is too scary.. this is me.. i run away.. becoz i scare.. the thing i cannot over come is fear.. i dun kw why.. i just can't overcome.. is just simply impossible for me to over come.. i dun wish to see u.. is hard for me to take everything as normal.. i cry in the bus.. i dun kw what to do.. i try to control.. but i can't..

the worst part is.. i can't think of anyone to talk to.. yiyi.. xiong.. but yiyi is working.. he sure have no time to talk to me.. but xiong?? haiz... think that he wun reply already can kill me.. i also start to dun dare to talk to him.. coz he began to become like a stranger to me.. everything change so much.. i feel more hurt.. no matter how i cry.. no one know.. so.. i msg eddie.. haiz.. but talk to him.. instead of some concern, what i get is some stupid answer.. T.T i already feel so terrible.. haiz.. but nvm la.. is non of his problem also.. is ok la.. i no angry.. i just too pity of myself.. being so lonely.. being like a cry baby.. haiz.. what can i do to help it??

wen jie is late again.. everytime i meet him.. everytime he late.. a least he not tat late today.. haiz.. mood is really down.. who really know i did cry?? haiz.. i so poor thing.. enough is enough.. i can get over it.. rite?? hahahahahaha.. haiz.. i dun kw if i will continue cry later.. i scare i cannot control.. what to do.. save me.. someone save me from all this.. i cannot take i any longer.. i dun kw.. i dun kw what to do.. help..

Sometime, there is something no matter what u do, it wun change...

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7:11 pm

haiz.. ytd was so sick.. coz of the stupid flu lo.. in the night.. too cold le.. maybe that is when i caught a cold.. T.T den still have to go school lo.. i still ok de.. but.. when time pass.. getting worst.. T.T i keep on sneezing.. cannot stop le.. feel so terrible.. lucky school only 2 hours.. phew.. if not i sure die.. anyway.. i still stay back after school to do some work.. well.. i should stay back and help eddie in his c programming de.. but den.. i too sick le.. after finish my customer service stuff, i give up.. really too weak and too sick to continue studying le.. so.. i headed back home.. haiz..

i didn't really go back home u see.. i went to mac.. well.. by then i feel a little better... den i do my c programming there.. i think i should re-do the mini project thingy.. so i re-do lo.. well.. is so simple till i finish it in no time.. hmmm.. den i ate some stuff there.. den tat stupid stanley.. bully me le.. he give me a empty box of nugget.. wa liew.. stupid le.. den sze peh still help him also.. help him bluff me.. arghhhhh... when i found out is empty, i shouted "STANLEY"... liew.. den see them laughing so fun.. haiz.. well.. is ok with me la.. i never angry.. liew.. so bad le them.. play me.. so bad.. haha.. nvm la..

oh ya.. the ah seng also there.. lol.. i keep shoot him le.. till so shiok.. well.. saw him doing some school work.. FIRST TIME WOR.. an ah beng do school work.. lol.. will laugh lo.. he do some sot like physics stuff.. under electric.. just like my EL tech, but his is more simple.. more like secondary school learn de lo.. hehehe.. well.. first time i keep shoot him.. MUAHAHA.. i also got guts sia.. dare to shoot him.. but he kw i play play de la.. i think.. hahaha.. if not i sure die.. is not a very gd thing to de zui ah beng wor.. (*^-^*) den i help stanley to do his audition stuff.. lol.. stanley play audition?? wonder how he play sia.. so funny... hmmmmmm.. i help him re-create another asiasoft account.. coz he forgot his.. den he still wan to play his maple.. so.. re-create one is better la.. den get his audition account.. everything go so fine.. hehe.. den.. tat ah seng use my lappy.. T.T till no batt sia.. so bad... hehe.. i get to charge my lappy inside store coz stanley wanna use my lappy.. but.. audition cannot play sia.. T.T coz need patching.. den u know hoh.. mac de speed.. is super duper ultra slow.. den.. too bad lo.. cannot play.. hehe..

yiyi also came to store... well.. he wanna do some painting.. coz the BC is coming.. hmmm.. i tag along with yiyi and stanley to go and buy some brushes at the nearby shop.. oh ya.. i also saw 2 car crash together.. while i in the bus on the way to mac.. oh man.. crush untill so bad.. dun kw so ppl hurt a not le.. i think maybe dun have bah.. i took down the car plate number.. hehe.. i give it to stanley and ah seng.. they going to buy i think.. but.. i never give my papa.. coz i kw he sure buy very big.. den will blame me.. liew.. den i rather dun tell him the number.. MUAHAHAHAHA.. ok.. back to story... after buying, xiong reach also.. coz yiyi called him ma.. den come down help help paint also.. haha.. saw him.. i really so angry lo.. coz he tell everyone that he FAILED for his driving basic test but only me.. he never tell.. wa lao.. not fair lo.. he told everyone.. even called to mac.. and tell ping ping.. BUT NEVER CALL ME AND TELL ME!!!! liew.. he really so bad.. am i so NOT IMPORTANT in his heart?? haiz..

when outside wanna paint.. i forgot what this idiot say.. i only kw i give a big kick at his butt.. MUAHAHAHA.. that teach him a lesson that if he dare to bully me.. he die.. plus.. tat kick.. vexed me off the anger i have in him.. the anger for not telling me that he failed his driving basic theory test.. really... haiz.. nvm.. he disappoint me so much.. the more he dun wan to disappoint me and try to avoid me getting hurt, the more he disappoint and hurt me.. only if he can fingure this out.. but with his pig brain.. dun think will la hoh.. stupid xiong..

everyone paint till so happy.. haha.. having lots of fun.. i think.. but not that part where ants all run out from the wall.. T.T aiya.. continue next time... going lesson le..

lol.. is time to continue my blog.. let me see.. after painting.. we go buy liang cha.. have a difficult time to get xiong to drink the stupid liang cha.. yiyi buy de le.. he dun drink.. i force him take... haha.. i buy de he so steady drink finish.. lol.. he too xing fu liao la.. so many ppl buy liang cha for him.. see.. now take for granted liao.. lol.. he must be careful liao.. need to control his attitude.. coz this period.. he can become a bad person.. SINCE THE DAY HE START TO SMOKE.. arghhhh..

eh eh... i slept for 11 hours.. yet still not enough.. den let sam say i pig.. he so bad.. haiz.. anyway.. today in school.. not so bad la.. but den.. my phone no batt.. weird le.. this morning i charge le.. full le.. now no batt.. think my hp de batt de life span die le.. haiz.. oh man.. T.T

should i take private or school le??? haiz.. i wanted to take driving too.. lalala.. headache.. dun kw how sia..

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12:47 pm

Play Drum Day

This is xiong.. see he play the drum?? wow.. so pro wor...

See how high he is... He tot he is the real drumer.. CHIONG AR...

Oh yeah.. song finishing soon.. GIVE THE BEST SHOT~!~!

Grade D.. LOL.. So poor thing..

Well.. not only xiong one person play the drum... ping ping, stanley and me also got play wor.. muahaha.. well.. i didn't took picture of ping ping.. but.. i did took stanley picture... Below~!~!~! STANLEY THE DRUMER~!

Don't see stanley like so toot hoh.. he play more well den tat action guy xiong.. he got B~! lol...

hehe.. we went to marina south eat steamboat mah... is a thursday... well.. i help out in school.. the book prize thingy.. woah.. do a lot of stuff le.. hehe.. teacher also say i'm a gd helper.. holala.. well.. i rush to marina after that.. but.. very idiot le.. the bus very very long still haven come... arghhh.. den we take cab down.. holala.. coz of me.. i have to treat everyone drink.. T.T who ask me ask them wait for me.. liew.. becoz of tat 10min.. they miss the bus.. den i have to treat them lo.. haiz.. nvm.. wun cost much.. but.. really expensive le.. $8 plus... T.T so expensive.. hehe.. i eat a lot tat day.. dun kw why.. but is good to see that i can eat so much.. yeah yeah... gd ar.. den we went to the arcade there and play.. MUAHAHAHA.. at there.. i am the best drumer.. i got combo 200+?? lol.. i got a grade S back.. lol... so happy.. so fun also.. kind of addicted le.. holala... shiok ar.. i wan play some more.. hehe.. so fun.. next time.. i sure play a lot.. but den.. $2 le.. T.T izzit expensive?? dun kw le.. see lo...

My Beloved Hamster

This is my hammy~ took it while he eat his carrot.. so yummy hoh...

weee.. another picture.. see he eat untill so happily...

hehe.. my hamster.. i still got a lot of photo that show his cutest part of his own life.. well.. i will show it next time.. be prepared.. muahahahahaha.. he is so cute lo.. i buy new stuff for his recently.. something like cotton stuff.. when i put inside his cage.. he keep on biting.. den make himself a warm hse.. muahahaha.. so clever.. just like me.. stupid eddie.. keep say my hamter tu tou.. so bad le him.. when i say like hamster, like master... liew.. he say i will tu tou.. WA LAO~!~! stupid eddie.. dun wan teach him liao la.. so bad to me this teacher de.. so bad.. arghhhhh...

Out Shopping At Vivo City

This photo took using yiyi de phone.. can u see the merlion?? is on the right side.. Vivo city is just opposite of sentosa.. hehe.. is also at the cruise centre..

This is another picture la.. haiz.. too far le.. phone cannot take.. but is also nice.. u all should go down and take a look.. is a perfect place for dating.. cozx the environment is super nice and good...

hehe.. i went to vivo city with yiyi.. well.. it happened ytd la.. we not going for a dating ok.. we just go out to buy bag.. hmmmm... the first place we went to is.. the shop at borders there.. after that we went to.. Far East Plaza.. den after Far Ease Plaza... we headed to PS at Dhoby Ghout.. well.. on the way there.. my gastric act up again.. well.. not really gastric la.. coz i ate something just b4 we headed to PS.. arghhh.. den walk too fast u kw.. den hoh.. pain lo.. so difficult to walk.. den we rest a while at the road side.. den we see the smal little kids play drum.. hehe.. den my tummy getting better le.. den we go off lo.. well.. we both donated $2 each to the people there.. they really so pityful lo.. see le also sad ar.. yiyi donate to the little kids tat play drum.. but den.. is i go put de... liew.. he paiseh ar.. too many ppl.. muahahhaa.. den send me go give.. liew.. he also scare paiseh.. totally look like yiyi lo.. muahahaha... yiyi very gd le.. long time never go out with him le.. so fun going out with him..

anyway, at PS, yiyi go eat eat.. haha... we went to the what what Jr there eat.. haha.. dun kw how to spell le.. my cousin bf is working there le.. den go disturb him.. lol.. yiyi buy.. got discount sia.. manager discount somemore.. $1 discount.. lol.. haha.. darren saw me ji tao dun kw what to do sia.. coz he say he saw me mean saw yiwen.. well.. coz let him think of yiwen ma.. muahahahhahaha... den disturb till so fun... muahahhaa.. gd la.. long time never saw him also.. if he ill treat my cousin.. i kill him for sure.. WAHAHAHA.. wei wei wei.. i am a angle le.. mai siao siao..

oh ya.. after that we went to vivo city.. HOLALA.. SUPER BIG LE~!~!.. so big untill i will get lost if i go alone.. haha.. lucky yiyi went there 2 time b4 le.. so is ok.. ^^ so fun.. hmmm.. after shop for dun kw how long.. we finally bought one bag.. we bought the same bag.. at Adidas shop.. woah.. cost us $69 each.. oh man.. i wan pock liao la.. so expensive.. T.T but we have a wonderful time together outside shopping.. weee.. so fun go out with yiyi.. hope there will be more of it.. hehehe.. WEEEE~ so fun...

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6:55 pm

oh man.. getting more and more tired.. haiz.. so so so so so tired and sian.. i getting more and more lazy liao la.. T.T but den.. everyday living in the same way.. really will die le.. really too sian le.. every morning.. wake up... prepare.. den go take bus to school.. everyday bus so pack.. bag so heavy.. haiz.. now my left shoulder super pain.. the muscle injured le.. haiz.. jialat liao la.. now my left shoulder cannot take heavy stuff.. even light stuff also will pain le.. T.T how sia..

haiz... now rain so big.. cold le.. forgot to bring my jacket out some more.. die lo.. rain really very big.. dun think can go home also.. haiz.. anyway.. staying in school.. to do more of my sch work.. plus helping eddie lo.. haha.. eh eh.. eddie name seem like keep on appearing in my blog wor.. haha.. dun any how think.. especially YC.. hahaha.. he kind of stressful.. i can see.. haiz.. got to help him more in his work le.. haha.. from sch start.. i always help him in his study.. end up he more pro den me le~!~!~! aiyo.. ming shi chu gao tu.. haha.. but this time.. dun think tat smooth.. coz i also got a lot of problem in my study now.. haiz.. problem as in i dun kw how to do.. haha..

haiz... T.T SUPER COLD.. T.T anyway.. i cannot really move my shoulder le.. T.T coz really very very pain.. T.T can u imagine every monday and friday carry super heavy stuff.. can equal to 3 POA textbook.. haiz.. heavy hoh?? plus somemore lappy.. haiz.. tian ar.. why like tat punish me.. i always a good girl le.. T.T

haiz.. let me see.. haiz... still need to do powerpoint slide.. 10 slide le.. den a full page of words.. bla bla bla.. so much stuff.. but all is e-learning.. but de.. i cannot start doing.. coz dun kw the character inside the story is guy or gal.. coz infront use "he" den behind put "she".. haiz.. i send an email to teacher le.. wonder when he reply.. coz if he never reply.. i cannot start doing lo.. aiyoyo.. FASTER REPLY~!~! haiz..

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5:46 pm

haiz.. i just dislike group work.. i rather do everything by myself.. haiz.. sad ar.. sian ar.. i hate it ar... hmmmmmmmm... i wish to group alone le.. but den will let others suffer le.. aiyoyoyo.. die ar... haiz... tat why i hate GROUP WORK~!~!

who should i team with?? gd question.. i have no answer for that.. coz normally for group work.. i hate even number.. i like odd number better.. can say it in a more easy way... coz normally i hang out with fren.. is all odd number... den i always be the one tat is odd.. haiz.. hate being the odd one.. coz more or less will be left out by people.. sob sob.. ARGHHHH.. TAO YAN AR~!~!

ARGHHHHHH~! so hate it ar.. why must there be group work in this world leh... so tao yan.. T.T so vexed... so idiot... so vexed... SO TAO YAN~!~! aiyo... eddie so scary... SO SCARY... like monster... TIAN AR... JIU JIU WO AR... gastric acting up again.. ever since i back from the marathon... ytd nite also very jialat.. i even have nightmare abt the stupid cab.. arghhh.. i hate to take cab liao la..

liew... JIU MING AR... who can save me... save me... from this world... T.T so bad bad bad bad... LFIE IS SO BAD.. WO HAO FAN AR... SO VEXED... T.T who can save me sia.. T.T so noisy.. feel like shouting out loud... how can i release all the stress inside me.. SOB SOB... JIU MING AR...

STUPID LAP TOP~!~! STUPID TEACHER.. STUPID GROUP WORK~!~! CAN I DO MYSELF~!~!~! T.T

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4:36 pm

awwww... my head so painful.. T.T having a bad headache.. haha.. i dun believe tat i slept for so long.. i slept till 7plus den wake up.. gosh.. slp for abt 11hours... omg.. really tat long le.. i tot i afternoon will wake up le..

movie marathon... watch 6movie.. Just My Luck, The Butterfly Effect, Silent Hill, The Poseidon, Omen, She's The Man... this 6movie.. haha.. i like just my luck, the poseidon and she's the man.. i like these 3 most.. poseidon make me so kang jiong from start to ending... just my luck i love the story... den for She's the man.. SHE ROCK... haha.. oh man.. i just love the romance.. hehehe... Omen.. liew.. got one thing i can laugh abt.. got one part.. a woman suddenly hop onto the guy.. wanna prevent him to take away the devil child.. WAHAHA... infront de... ALL SHOUT SIA... guy voice super loud.. lol... so funny... well.. i also heard a lot of noise from beside of me.. one is eddie.. another one is xiao bu bu.. lol.. cheng boon la.. ytd we give him the new name.. haha.. xiao bu bu.. so cute~! well.. as what i said, got noise rite.. haha.. the 2 of them take turn to snore.. like musical show sia.. i at there laugh lo.. liew.. all of them all drop dead.. only left me never slp.. but den.. i got lie down.. know why?? because my gastric SUPER pain... pain till i really cannot tahan... well.. after the 4th show i think, i ask zhu cheng help me get some hot drink.. haiz.. that smooth my tummy.. but not for long.. hmmmmm... let me see... i getting more and more energetic sia.. after the show.. den we went to canteen 1 and eat la.. eat some stuff... hmmmmm... den went back home lo.. haha..

OH YA~! never forgetting.. the 2 idiot eddie and xiao bu bu.. arghhhhh.. when watch silent hill.. they 2 keep wan to scare me.. when kang jiong part, xiao bu bu head will come near me.. WA LIEW... lucky every move caught my eye.. den never kanna scare... eddie also la.. liew.. suddenly one hand come... arbo comebody hit my table.. haiz.. but all never kanna me.. MUAHAHA.. but... if i not wrong.. got one show.. i 4got which one.. i think is omen.. if not silent hill.. coz i kw is horror show... liew.. den i bend forward.. somehow forcusing la... den the scene.. make me beng backwards.. liew.. den tat xiao bu bu keep on laughing.. LIEW~! got tat funny meh??? arghhhhhh... tao yan la.. make me so ma lu.. haiz.. anyway.. slp the most de.. is eddie.. hahaha... he ar.. today.. LOL.. hmm.. think i said b4 le.. he late for sch.. i flood him so much.. hmmmmmm.. no wonder he keep on slp.. hahaha...

haiz.. watch finish.. my mind is blank de sia.. but den... gd la.. like tat i wun scare... haha.. eh eh.. now i so hungry.. headache.. gastric pain.. haiz.. die la.. like tat cannot live liao la.. T.T

today morning.. 8 plus den reach home.. hmmm.. mine bus come first... den me and xiao bu bu got up first lo... haha.. i in the bus doze off.. T.T haha.. after i alight.. waiting for another bus... but... muahahaha... i take cab... haiz... so expensive.. reach my hse need $9.20... liew.. so expensive.. haiz... liew.. i slp in the cab sia... liew.. SO MA LU~! some more.. aiya.. dun say liao la.. too ma lu... T.T haiz.. HUNGRY... when will my parent come back home.. T.T

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8:54 pm

woah.. ytd... while i walking to bus stop... i see who is the manager on shift... after i found out it was fadhilah, i continue walk to bus stop la.. but.. when i turn my head to the front(while i continue walking), i STOP.. phew... lucky i stop.. if not i will bang to the lamp pose... T.T haiz.. lucky no ppl saw me.. hahaha..

hmmmmm... ytd.. lesson 2 hours only.. 8am to 10am.. haiz.. i msg to my teamate saying tat dun late for class wor.. end up.. i late for class.. haiz.. lucky la.. not tat late.. hehe.. i wore my new shoes wor.. 1.5 inch le.. liew.. is abt 4cm... gosh.. i wore tat to school.. den was like.. gosh.. why all the guys suddenly so short.. haiz.. i abit too tall le.. how sia.. i wore a short skirt... den was like.. hmmmm.. i dun suit short skirt sia.. dun suit with tat high heel.. haiz..

well.. after my lesson, i went back to mac lo.. coz gonna teach june math.. but before i headed to mac, i aks june over to the bus stop den we go eat eat at the coffee shop... everytime eat mac very what sia.. fat liao la.. haiz.. june already eaten at mac.. so end up i myself eat only.. nvm la.. hmmm.. i teach june math till i wan slp sia.. very sleepy.. i wonder why.. every thursday.. i always so sleepy de.. haiz.. i went to the toilet and wash up my face abit la.. haha.. haiz.. leg so pain sia.. new shoe ma.. bo bian... haiz... teach her till i end up playing my hp de game.. pokemon.. lol.. i finally caught one pokemon.. i mean.. the legendary pokemon.. FINALLY... haha.. still got one more for me to go before going to catch the last one.. hehe..

later i got movie marathon wor.. gonna stay in school overnight till tml morning 6am.. will watch 6movie today.. haha.. wonder got what show sia.. i only kw 2 of the movie.. wonder the rest of the movie is what le.. haiz.. i hope i can tahan till 6am.. i got full energy.. but... i scare cold le.. later i freeze to dead inside.. T.T eeek...

man.. i now having 4hours break.. T.T sian ar.. MUAHAHA... so funny today.. well.. i in bus.. Mr Loo(Tiam Jin).. msg me.. asking me today lesson what where.. den i tot he and eddie still haven start their journey to school.. end up.. after i ask, REALLY.. they still at tpy.. but den... eddie is not there.. den he told me that he had waited for eddie for 30min le.. but den he still cannot contact him.. i call up eddie den... he got on his phone.. but no one pick up.. den i ask Mr Loo to come to school first.. eddie that side i settle.. well.. i also ask tiam jin to flood eddie phone also.. hehe.. den i also flood la.. i keep calling and calling and calling.. untill i reach school.. after climbing up the HIGH hill, cross the road.. pass one block.. well.. and also keep on continue to call eddie.. and~! FINALLY... eddie pick up the phone.. well.. the sound of eddie at the other line was like.. half dead... he still haven wake up.. i told him that do he know that Mr Loo waited for him at the usual place for 30min?? he went "OH SHIT... ya hoh..." hahah.. den he rush to school lo... lol.. i call Mr Loo after that.. saying that i found eddie.. at last.. lol... well.. teacher late for class for 5min.. arghhhhhhh... coz he over slept.. hahaha.. hmmmmmmm.... today eg2... which is my math in simple term... haiz.. my tutorial seem like got "some" error sia.. haiz.. sad ar.. nvm.. i chiong lo.. den MOL(Math Online).. haiz.. i must see the example in order to do sia.. coz i really dun like the way the teacher teach lo.. really cannot understand.. haiz..

haha.. eddie came to class at abt 8.30am.. teacher never mark him as late sia.. somemore.. for ppl more late den him.. well.. he take cab.. that why so fast.. if he take bus.. i think 9am den can reach lo.. hahaha... i saw daphne.. the singapore idol last year... haha.. she really.. SO SKINNY.. man.. so thin.... aiyayaya.. tummyache... T.T dun kw why so pain wor.. i not having my period... never eat wrong thing.. but pain le... I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING TOILET ALSO... hahaha.. maybe gastric not gd bah.. haiz.. 4hours break.. wonder what to do sia.. later 2pm den start lesson.. T.T haiz.. chiong my MOL bah.. or CHIONG anything.. finish as much work as possible bah.. T.T got a lot of self-study i got to do.. if not my this sem die liao.. math.. my best sub.. now become my weakest sub.. T.T what to do sia..

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11:01 am

holala.. ytd i met yao qi after school.. we met up so that we can go home together.. well.. early in the morning i msg her... we have a short chat thru sms... guess what.. when i finally met her at clementi mrt.. she said something to me.. tat make me laugh like crazy in the mrt.. when we was sms-ing, she ask me one question.. "u alone?" den i reply like what i always reply.. "den the rest of the passager not human ar??" guess what?? yao qi laugh very LOUD inside the mrt... all the ppl inside the mrt turn and look at her.. she dun kw how loud she laugh.. coz she was listening to her mp4... wahahahha.. she so toot...

well.. we went for a small walk at northpoint after we reach yishun.. we went to eat some foods... and went to the comic shop to see got what thing interesting tat can attract me.. but too bad dun have... haha.. i wanan buy new vcd.. T.T i remember when i am a small little tiny girl, me and my cousin love to watch this show call "乱马1/2" the shop got... but is only rent... dun have this show for sale anymore.. that what the sale girl told me.. haiz.. sad case... if not i really wanted to buy sia..

hmmmm... after me and yao qi have our "dinner", we met up sok mui.. coz she wanna pass me my birthday present which is from ivy and jasper.. mui ar... dun kw how to to pass me the present as fast as possible.. well.. u all should kw the reason... for those who dun kw.. too bad... haha... hmmmmmm.. ivy present still at my hse le.. how to pass to her le.. hmmmm...

when i reach mac, yiyi and jasper is there.. i wanna call jasper to come over my hse and take the present.. but becoz he got tuition, he cannot go... haiz.. i thinking of waiting for sze peh to finish work.. but... haha.. my mum come to mac and find me.. den i go back with her lo.. she bought 2 shoes for me~ WAHAHAHAH... $50 fly away... lol... the shoes really very nice.. but a little high le... haiz.. nvm... so long is nice... can le.. very hard to find my size of shoes le.. tat size is 10.. wow.. i dun believe it.. so big... T.T i have such a big foot.. T.T

hmmmmmmmm... gonna do my school work le.. hahahha.. haiz.. T.T yawn...

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10:04 am