izzit somebody cursing me or what?? i having nightmare almost everyday since the 7th month came.. if is really somebody curse me.. i hope tat person will suffer in his/her entire life.. no peace for him/her... haiz.. having nightmare.. so scary man..


today.. i also have nitemare.. liew.. and is so real lo.. and the nitemare is at my hse lo.. liew.. and also morning time... i dream.. i getting rdy for me school.. den.. my mum is with me la.. she also prepare to go work.. well.. as what i have plan.. i wanted take a bath before i go school... wa liew.. den... the environment was so... eek!!! the sky so dark.. den.. before i take the bath... i was kanna scare by one lizard on the floor.. well u see.. coz i kind of scare in the dream also.. den the hero come!! my mum!!!! she give a kick to the lizard... den the lizard dun kw fly to where sia.. den i take my bath lo.. i also told my mum.. ask her to wait for me... coz i going eat at the coffee shop before i go school.. so ask her to wait for me den we go together... while i bath.. i keep talking to her.. coz very scary u kw.. den.. suddenly my mum never talk.. at this moment!!!! THIS CRITICAL MOMENT!!! i woke up.... wahahahahahahhaha... well.. my mum call me to wake up... -_- liew.. do scare me a little.. coz the room very dark.. and she off the light~ T.T scare le.. coz the dream affect me also... well... she asked me what time i go sch.. den i told her 9am.. haha.. i still at the blur blur state ma.. coz i still sleeping.. but after tat.. i can't slp at all.. den the rain so big.. i so cold.. den i hide inside my blanket.. haiz.. can't slp mean can't slp.. den i go prepare to go school.. go take a bath.. bla bla bla.. liew.. scare lo... make me so.. Yi Sheng Yi Gui.. coz i can see those thing... liew... make me soooooo scare... den i whole day like dun kw what sia..


when i in the bus.. well.. i remember i saw something on the river.. liew.. scare me also lo.. plus so cold.. T.T den in the bus.. i start to feel very unwell.. so unwell.. till wanna car sick.. T.T so... terrible man.. i tahan all the way to school.. my face gone so pale.. my lips so dry.. was so sick man.. feeling so unwell.. so giddy... coz got rain in the morning... the floor also wet.. when i on the way going to the block for my lesson... i go down the stair ma.. liew.. i slip.. T.T seem like my shoe no friction for water... liew.. i slip man.... but thankfully.. i never fall.. i really very weak and giddy... T.T haiz... :p got people behind me somemore.. lucky they never laugh.. haha.. but if i slip.. will there be anyone to help me up?? sob sob..


Fan Yi Cheng song.. so nice.. "Love Story".. u all should listen.. haha.. weeeeee...


HUNGRY!!!!!!!! i dun wan become hungry ghost.. T.T haiz... jiu ming ar... T.T


hey hey.. 12 more days to one very special day.. hehehe... mui and gail mummy planning sia.. also dun kw what they plan.. but they plan to help me celebrate on friday the 11 Aug.. den play till mid.. till my birthday.. haha.. wonder what will they do... T.T hope no sabotaging le... everytime i kanna sabo.. sure cry untill... haiz..... hope no sabo!!!! weeee... sweet 18~~~~~ wahahaha...


lol.. my school wu lu meh?? yang ching how come dun kw how to come le.. u can take 240.. or u wan 11 also can... hahaha.. 240(taxi.. coz.. cost $2.40.. but now i think become $2.50 liao rite?? i dun kw)... hehe.. 11(by leg lo.. two line.. look like leg rite?? hahaha).. but i think.. u should consider bus or mrt.. coz by 11.. u dun kw how long den reach.. hahahah... from SP(singapore poly) to NP(ngee ann poly) can take bus 74... haha.. omg.. my blog become road directory!!! gosh!! wahahah...


Countdown: 12 more days...

gosh.. i really need motivation... dun really feel like studying liao le.. haiz.. coz no motivation.. den dun have the urge to study... oh man.. that really affect me a lot!! without motivation.. i really can die.. who will ask me out to study!!! haiz.. if not i really gone case liao la..


haiz... tian ar.. so sian.. since ytd hungry till today... lucky got tat mei liang xing de xiong.. haha.. coz ytd he say one very mei liang xing de words... tat why make me so sad.. haiz... i dun believe he said tat.. well.. he go poly.. got new fren.. so many gals somemore... liew.. keep showing me the photo.. haha.. den i say... if u dare to forget me this fren.. i gonna kill u for sure.. know what he said?? "must forget.. if not cannot remember other gals liao".. wa kao.. i so sad... how could he say tat.. sob sob.. den i went offline.. haiz...


well.. tat mei liang xing de.. at least got xim... he pei wo go eat eat.. see me hungry 12 over hours... haha.. well.. i still stand a special place in his heart.. of coz.. me this cute gal.. wahahha.. his fu qi le.. haha...


13 more days.. yeah..... my birthday coming liao wor.. hahahaha.... wonder... who will remember my birthday.. but i confirm.. dear dear sure remember.. coz if he forget.. i sure wun forgive him.. T.T haha...


haiz.. wonder.. will yiyi buy me flower?? hehe.. he owe me de.. haha.. haiz... dun say flower.. if he remember my birthday.. i happy lo.. he so busy... T.T haiz... dun have time see him also.. sob sob...


haiz... so tired... yawn... how how how.. i need motivation.. who can give me.. sob sob...

hmmm.. ok.. time to write a long compo.. haha.. the 7th month come le.. and this time.. 2month long~!~! gosh.. why dun put chinese new years 2 month instead?? hahaha... oh well.. weird thing happen to me.. i wonder izzit becoz of the 7th month?? or just... dun kw le.. hahaha..


the 1st day of lunar 7th month.. when i was on the way to sch.. well.. i in the bus ma.. den will pass the river/lake/reservior.. dun kw call what.. haha.. more likely to be a river bah.. haha.. well.. dun kw why.. i was staring at the surface.. for nothing man.. den i saw something.. is so weird... so so so weird.. i saw something wanted to come up from the surface.. by seeing the surface.. the water was like.. when a submarine gonna rise up from the water.. u kw.. the way the water move.. is like a object coming up.. i not day dreaming... is so obvious lo... hmmm.. by how the water rise.. it was like a rectangular object coming up... but.. before i can see the object... it sink again... i stunt le!! what a weird thingy..


even since the month start... i mean the7th month of coz... weird thing happening to me.. like ytd.... was super scary man.. but.. i dun feel scare at all.. haha.. well.. i bought Russel Lee newly publish book... True Singapore Ghost Stories book 14... i finish the book so fast.. less den 24hours.. haha.. maybe 12 hours?? eh.. maybe more less den that.. haha.. i love RL book.. so interesting.. haha.. oh well.. when i going to sch ytd.. i was reading the rest of the pages... i was standing in the bus ma... i was so into the book... so nice reading u kw.. den suddenly.. a spider drop on my book!! liew.. my reaction was.. shoo shoo the book.. haha.. try to get the spider away from my book.. den i stunt a while.. oh well.. after confirming that the spider not with me... den i continue to read lo.. but.. moer weird de thing happen.. something drop on my foot.. vertically down on my left foot!!! i check... is not from me.. i didn't wear ear ring.. neither got ppl stand on my left.. and it can't be dropping down from the air con right?? coz before it drop.. i sure will heard the rolling sound.. oh man.. it feel so weird.. after the "thingy" drop on my left foot.. it start to roll down to the left side.. (i was facing the rite side of the bus de window.. so my left will be the front of the bus..) den i look look see see.. but.. i cannot see is wat thingy.. but i am sure tat the thing drop on my foot is a small thingy.. just like what shawn gave me.. i put with my keys.. i check my stuff.. but i 100% sure is not from me.. den i saw this aunty in front of me.. she was sitting down ma.. den she also trying to see is what object.. but it seem like nothing can be found.. i didn't walk to the front and check it out.. coz got ppl sit ma.. but den.. i think.. when the bus make a turn.. the "thingy" should roll rite?? but no sound has being heard... creepy man!! how could it be happening when i reading a ghost story book?? haha.. i dun feel weird untill i reach school.. heartbeat gone fast man.. phew...


well.. and also.. i have super weird dream... when the month start of coz.. everyday so werid.. the dream.. ARGHH!!! super weird.. was like a continue to my other dream in the past.. coz.. i came across the dream before.. i can feel it de ma.. like today... the dream.. was like.. taking away ppl close to me.. my family and me.. was like at this.. playground.. surrounded by sea.. and there is this creature.. a sotong creature??? i dun kw.. water everywhere.. den the sotong.. is trying to get us... eat us?? i dun kw.. my brothers( wei qin , wei li) also in my dream.. den weiqin was.. standing at the edges... wa liew.. the monster can get him easily from where is stand.. is like outside the edge lo.. den i shouted.. noooo.. dun stand there... at that spot.. i have this feeling.. he bully me everytime.. but.. i concern abt him.. coz he is my bro after all.. no matter how we fight.. this relationship will be there... i worry abt him at tat spot.. den he listen to me.. get to a safe spot.. and den.. the monster.. grab both my parents down to the water.. i was shock... coz is my papa and mama.. i am so scare.. den got this bible.. den something told me to tear it and throw on the water.. maybe it will kill the sotong?? i dun kw.. den i do it as what it said.. i tear it.. and throw.. tear is and throw.. but it is not working.. i kw the sotong is trying to get me..


den i saw my brothers.. they was down... not in a water.. but land.. they ask me to jump.. den i do it... den i jump to the land.. den we start running for our live... run run run... till.. i dun kw what happen.. den was like.. another thing happen.. i find myself in this... ice place.. and what happening was... i have to try to break the ice and get the stuff.. got.. i dun kw what it is called.. hmmm.. let called it the jelly?? coz it feel like a jelly when i get.. i was told to get the stuff.. the 4 jelly and 2 keys inside the ice.. and the monster is right beside the ice i trying to break.. and i have to get the stuff before the monster break himself free... i try and break the ice.. finally.. i got the 4 jelly.. but den.. it seem like the monster is breaking himself free soon.. den i dun care the keys.. and.. i run.. den i saw one guy.. i dun kw is my brother or who.. den i run and run.. trying to get as fast as possible.. to prevent the monster to get me.. coz.. he can break free anytime.. den i have to go inside this thingy.. is like going into another place.. the thing is so small.. but.. when i wanna try to get in.. is so easy.. i just slip in.. but the guy.. is not following me.. and a voice told me.. somebody have to close the hole.. to prevent the monster from following and kw where i went.. and tat guy... somehow.. use his life.. to protect me.. and close the hole... he didn't follow behind me..


den i end up.. like in a video game.. i have to complete the last round in order to win/free... but that round is so difficult.. that the monster is getting nearer and nearer.. the game.. i lose a few time.. den at the last life.. i woke up.. i dun kw what happen.. everything is so weird.. i having super weird dream... all got life and death... it is scaring me.. but.. it teach me one thing.. who is important to me..


ytd.. shawn come and find me.. i accompany him to make a police report.. some stuff la.. those donation card his bunk mate steal or what.. coz somebody set him up.. den.. on the way to the police station.. i was walking beside him ma.. den... i accidentally wanna step on the side of the path of road.. coz me wanan faint to the side.. shawn den grab me tightly.. i can feel it.. coz he grab is hard on my hand.. den hold me tightly prevent me from falling.. i kw i am clumsy.. i am blur.. but.. at that spot.. i kw.. he treasure me so much.. he love me so much.. he dun wan to lose me.. i can feel it.. it was like.. i am so important to him.. he dun wan me to get hurt... coz i am such a super blur gal.. he take care of me more careful den himself.. he trying his very best to get to the deepest of my heart to heal it.. he kw he will get hurt when getting into my heart.. is not a easy path of road.. i told him before.. is not easy.. but he is trying his best... i am scare.. scare that just becoz the path of road is so hard to walk.. so hard to find.. tat he will give up.. mostly likely.. he will scold me baka when reading this... right?? haha.. but.. is really not easy u kw.. i am not an easy gal to deal with.. i not an easy gal to understand.. it need great effort to really get to kw me... and the key u have.. may and may not unlock the door before u can go in and heal it... the lock will change because of time.. it may change to the ideal lock of ur key..




the book is getting more and more touching u kw.. i did cry.. coz i am touch by the story.. i love the story of coz.. haha.. i hope book 15 come out soon... i can't wait u kw.. haha..




ok ok... dun kw wanna write what liao..

so boring boring boring.. haiz.. eat too much chilli crab liao la.. this few day everyday eat chilli crab.. eat till now i throat pain pain.. T.T


liew.. so sian.. so hungry.. must eat eat le!! i dun care!! wahahahaha... oh man.. i really piggy de dai yan ren liao.. T.T love to slp so much.. den everytime say hungry hungry hungry.. T.T wahahaha..


oh gosh.. i wanna drink CCCF!!! haiz.. miss the taste so much!~ T.T hungry le... haiz..


well... i today come school.. they all say i today very sporty wor~ wahaha.. i wear long pants.. and.. a long sleeves shirt.. den cover neck also.. mean.. i cover everywhere~!~!... wahahaha.. gonna hot like hell later.. i think.. T.T coz today lesson at north pole.. tat why... if normal day.. ask me to wear.. kill me bah!! sure hot like siao!!! hahaha...


i love boA tat song.. so nice.. Brand New Beat.. haha.. super love the song.. but super hard to sing le.. if i wanna try learning.. sure very jialat.. *stomach calling* liew... haiz.. the wording so hard to catch.. sob sob.. T.T


oh well.. later gonna meet up yang ching wor.. hehe... sure pull her to starbucks!!! WAHAHA!!! CCCF!!! HERE I COME!!!!! yummy~


muack... love u baka..

weeeeeee.. today is my lunar birthday... lunar 7th month come le.. hehehe.. the first day of the lunar 7th month is my chinese birthday.. hehehe.. awwwwwww.. so tired.. i wanna slp.. T.T ok la.. dun feel like writing le.. so tired.. T.T see.. shortest post liao!! so!! dun say my blog very long hoh!! this one very very short!!!

haiz... having lots of weird dream this few day... making me feeling so uneasy.. monster.. advanture... haiz... when i woke up.. whole body pain like hell... neck feel like going to break soon.. haiz.... tian ar... izzit symtom of the coming lunar month?? bu ao xia wo!!! T.T


haiz.... lesson so boing.. break time more boring.. hahaha.. someobody make me cry.. kw who?? waahahhaahhahaha.. dun wan to say la.. u all should it right.. haiz.. so tired.. T.T wo yao slp slp..


hahahahahahaha... evil laugh.. hahahahahahahahaha.. my hair all stand liao.. hahahahahahaha.. liew.. i wan to slp.... nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.......... gonna suffer for 2 month.... nooooooooooooooooooooo.......... T.T


sian.. dun kw write what liao la.. haiz... sian...

i ask ban ban.. why do guys hide stuff to girls?? well.. he said that coz they dun wan them to worry abt them.. but does the guys ever know?? when the gal kw something happen to the guy.. but the guy refuse to say what happen and only kw how to say dun worry abt them.. does they kw that it will only make the gal more worry??


i am worry abt him... i am very worry... i kw something is wrong.. i kw what will happen.. but why can't him be true.. i understand... if i dun understand.. i will just keep u at ur hse.. and dun allow u to go.. but why i let u go.. coz i understand.. but do u kw how worry am i?? i wun cry... but... hear u were laughing at the other end of the phone.. i can't hold on any longer.. what make me cry is tat.. u chose to hide the pain in urself.. and chose to laugh.... "i'm fine..." that what u kw how to say dun u?? do u think i can't feel?? i was like.. a sin... i dun wan to become a person that affect u... now i thinking.. what ur grandpa trying to hint u?? what he trying to say... over all these years... now i really dun understand.. when u said abt facing death and so.. i really cannot take it anymore.. i dun wish to cry... i kw u dun wan me to cry.. but i just can't control... i dun hate u... i just... wan u to tell me the true.. tat all.. i dun wan u to die like tat.. all those blood... and laughing u said??? do u kw how much it hurt me??? am i ur loved one?? or a treat to u??? what if someday.. somebody take me as treat to u?? what will happen to u?? i dun wan to see anyone die in front of me.. i thinking.. who am i??? am i a good or bad person??? to u??? am i someone special??? am i someone tat will bring harm to u??? am i someone that cause u in a very difficult position??? am i someone that will cause u to make a wrong decision somehow?? am i a devil??? or am i an angle??? am i someone that will change ur life??? change it to good or even worst??? who am i to u??? u said i am important to u... but... are u as important to me too??? i dun kw.. i really dun kw.. it seem like i am somebody that cause u great pain... i dun wan to hurt u... i kw.. certain thing.. u wun wan me to touch... or dun wan me to be part of it.. coz u kw.. it will somehow hurt me... but... i dun wan to be a burden to u... i wan u to be happy.. seeing u so stress.. do u think i bear to see it??? i really dun understand...


i dun kw wat to do... haiz

oh gosh.. i am so tired today... i woke up in the middle of the night and saw some msg wor... dear dear msg me.. haha. well.. den i went off to bed again.. hehe.. den i woke up in the morning.. oh gosh.. how wish the time would stop.. coz i really very tired.. how wish i can sleep a little more longer.. haha.. well.. i go prepare for school after tat.. give a morning call to dear dear too... to wake him up from his sleep.. haha..


well.. when i on the way walking to bus stop.. haiz.. i trip sia!!! and i really almost bang to the wall.. and bang really hard... stupid carpark floor... the floor is very uneven... made me kick the edge and den Ping Pong Piang... lucky i got good skills WAHAHAHAH!!! and i never fall wor!!! see... i am such a clever girl.. lalala... dun jealous hoh reader... weeee....


hmm.. saw robin in the bus... well.. as usual i give him tat smile.. wahaha.. everytime see him i sure smile.. in a sense that it is so funny.. but i dun kw what is the thing tat make me feel so funny le.. wahahaha... oh well.. we didn't talk at all.. but just gave some eye contact... only when reach school, den we start talking.. haha.. but only a few words nia.. nth much... lalala...


eh eh eh... i so tired... 4 hours break now... and today.. whole day.. 5 hours break... den now 4 hours break in a go... so tiring!!!!!!!!! T.T really can fall a sleep anytime... and now.. i using tony de lappy.. haha.. at least can let me write my little bloggy... lalala...


hmmmm.. later gonna go wath movie.. watch "Boo"... i wonder how the show will be like.. hehe.. but hope the air con in the cinema wun be so cold.. haiz... i didn't bring my jacket along with me to school today.. luck i still can manage.. my skin very thin de le.. unlike got people de skin so thick untill 4ever wun cold de.. weeeeee.... so cold~!~!~! but... i am strong.. wahahahhaa... my body resistance will be good de... can overcome all the coldness... but... lalala... i still scare of cold la.. hahaha... lucky later dear dear will bring his jacket.. and his warm warm temperature.. he is my heater u kw!! haha.. so... dun steal my heater away~!~! if not i will freeze...


eh eh.. ytd dear dear bully me wor.. haiz.. make me cry 3 time.. the 1st time i cry, is becoz he sound fierce and making me scare.. the 2nd time i cry, is i very very worried abt him.. coz he dun feeling good.. haiz.. the 3rd time i cry is.. combination of the 1st 2.. haha.. both worry and fear... coz he told me he saw tat Mr Black... oh gosh.. and he still saying he smile at him!!!! oh man... i fear sia... fear tat wun bale to see him again.. so.. Mr Black man.. pls dun take him away... haha.. anyway, it seem like it is a must go path for the Mr Black to bring the "friend" to their world... tat why dear dear saw him.. and everytime he told me he saw Mr Black, i very scare.. coz.. he saw Mr Black, mean somebody in this world have left us... haiz... or maybe.. the Mr Black is going to start his mission.. and i very scare.. scare that the mission of that Mr Black is dear dear.. haiz.. oh well... just finish having a short hat with dear dear.. he is fine.. gd gd.. later i must give him a big big big hug... coz i cherish him.. i treasure him.. he is the warrior, and he is trying to complete his misson... he have the key.. i have a lock.. but.. will the key able to unlock the door?? i dun kw.. someday, i hope it will.. he is precious to me..


oh man... still got so long... lesson den start... haiz.. take a nap?? nah!! i going to continue my story... hehe..

arghhh... eyes so painful.. dun think is because of my lenses... haiz.. wonder why... oh well.. today come school.. is a wednesday!! do u kw what it mean?? it mean... NORTH POLE!!! haha.. early in the morning.. come to Blk52... haiz.. so cold inside.. even with my jacket on... think i should buy those thick thick jacket meant for winter season de.. hahaha.. coz i scare of the cold so much... weeeeeeee....


oh... dear dear i miss u so much... haha.. dun fly over the moon wor... lalalala... yawn... now i so tired.. haha.. just now have a long long chat with dear dear wor.. i bet his bill come.. sure.. big blow!~!~! aiyo.. talk so long.. of coz will blow la... haha.. even me... haiz.. sure die... msg too much le.. gonna get killed by my mum or even my dad too... lalala...


just now... at north pole.. that test.. sure die.. haiz... sure fail lo... dun even kw what pipi it saying.. well.. coz i didn't study.. i dun give a dame on tat subject... so boring.. will fall a sleep anytime de lo.. haiz...


later i got another test.. EG1.. another words.. math la.. haha.. say it simple... later... test... hope come out all those i kw de... like tat i can score well.. hahahaha... well.. better take a quick look before i go for classes... hehehehe... shiok ar!!!


hmmmmmm... sat gonna work le!!! wahahahhahaaha... hardly sia.... gonna do orange bowl.. at my primary school wor!!! hehehe... yeah.. yipee!!!! long time never go back le... so.... can see see how.. hope wun see any teacher i kw.. hahaha... hmmmmmmmmm.... wonder what event they got..


weeee... have a boyfriend.. english A1... really very good sia... can learn new word each day.. wahahaha... learn quite a lot le... but... i still will stick to my own style.. broken style.. hahaha.. coz use to it le.. maybe.. slowly slowly den change bah.. well.. my blog is a place to release my feeling.. and not a place for me to test my english.. correct?? hahaha.. so... lalala.. english.. who care.. not in my blog.. tat what i kw.. haha..


yesh!! my birthday coming soon... so happy... lalala... 24 mroe days wor... weeeeeeee... wonder what will happen on that day.. hope no more sabotaging... haiz.. everyday.. kanna sabo untill super jialat... like last year.. cake all over me... make my face oil for 2 days... coz.. the cake is creamy de ma.. haha.. i wan eat the cake de le... but end up become like this... sob sob... this year.. gonna make full use of it wor... i will spend all my time...... WAHAHAHA!!! having lot of friends is good also.. weeeee... unlike somebody.. only will take ppl for granted.. well.. i not gonna say who.. lalala...


oh yeah!!! gonna go for classes lo...


Daisuki kusanagi kaede... baka!! hahaha... lalala... muack~


Countdown: 24 more days...

ok.. gonna keep this post very very short le... i got a very bad nightmare.. end up crying... hahaha.. oh well.. lucky.. is just a dream.. but it seem so real man.. wahahaha.. anyway... no need to worry after all.. coz i have my dear dear with me all the while.. weeeeeee....


well.. coz of tata stupid nitemare... coz my neck to ache.. arghhh.. but dear dear help me ma-sa-ji... weeeeee... nice nice.. haha... seee... such a wonderful boyfriend.. where to find sia.. wahahha... hmm.. went to dear dear hse today.. hahaha.. have a wonderful day.. and.. very very shock day too... haha.. coz i didn't kw... his hse.. also got fou-tang.. hahaa... very very shock wor.. but.. i think he more shock knowing tat i also kw abt it... hahaha... oh well.. we do the puzzle.. hahaha.. know what?? the puzzle.. i got one.. totally the same at home.. weeeee.. mean.. i do the 2nd puzzle totally same de wor.. hahaha... so easy.. but.. end up.. i do alone only.. haha.. coz he sick sick liao.. now his turn.. lol.. keep on sneezing... wahahahahahahaha!!! but... recover le.. see.. got me here.. sure recover de... and hoh!! he really can eat sia... unlike me sia.. hahaha... eat so little..


my tummy still.. cramp.. haiz.. wondering.. does tat medicine.. really works?? the fever one works for me.. but not for the gastric and tummy le.. coz still hurt.. haiz...


hmmmm... sit in dear dear de parent de car wor.. weeee... go some place la.. jurong... police station... lol... (see... i go police station.... ask them catch dear dear... weeeee... kidding la).. WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! know what i laugh untill like this?? WAHAHAHHAA.. super funny lo... wahahahhahaha...


Police: what ur hse number??

Dear: 08******

Police: huh?? ur hse number start with 08 de ar???

Dear: yaya...


WAHAHHA!!! den i go ask dear dear.. huh??? ur hse number start with 08?? lol... den he said.. "nononono!! is 68 bla bla bla... LOL!!! the police also laugh lo.. wahaha.. den kw what??? he hoh.. 6, he say 0... 0, he say 6... what a blur guy... wahahah... anata hontoni baka desu!!!! waahahhaa..

this morning.. i woke up at 7.05am... i auto wake up de wor.. den give a morning call to shawn.. since he said to wake him up.. but seem like he already wake up when i called him... haha.. oh well.. den i went back to sleep..


the dream.. was so!!! surprised!!! i dream of shawn and xiong wor.. what a dream.. give me a big shock.. haha..


eh.. i sick le... in the morning.. 9am like tat... my tummy.. cramp like siao.. keep on cramp till 11plus... den i kw.. i cannot lie down anymore.. haiz.. den i go take my temperature lo.. ytd in school.. my temperature 34.9... and now?? when i woke up.. i measure.. 36.67.. den keep on rise.. within 30min... rise till 37.74... haiz.. i keep on dropping my tears... automatic de.. haha.. everytime i sick.. tears auto de.. cannot help it.. hmmmm.. i really feeling super terrible.. my eye like tap water.. wun stop le... den i called my dad... he was in great shock when hear me crying talkin to him.. well.. den he rush back home.. he told my mother.. tat he take taxi rush back home.. oh.. what a great dad...


well.. my dad bring me to the nearest clinic.. at blk 110 there ma... hmm... on the way down.. from my hse.. less den 5min lo... but.. on the way there.. my tummy cramp abt 3 - 4 time.. liew.. so pain.. i almost wanted to stay there and dun wanna walk.. coz really very pain.. when i in the clinic.. also cramp... my tears keep on dropping... haiz... lucky very little people.. 2 people in front of me.. well.. wait a while only.. when i get in... is a male doctor.. hmm.. den i told him my sickness la.. i saying... morning 9plus tummy keep cramp.. den having fever.. den he ask me.. my pms over le ma?? haha.. den i answer him lo.. i wun say tat in here.. very paiseh de u kw.. haha.. hmmm.. den.. he help me take my temperature.. 37.7 degree.. oh gosh.. fever... haiz.. den he measure my blood pressure.. last time in secondary school.. they say my blood pressure got a little bit high.. den now?? he said my blood pressure is perfectly normal.. weeee~ dark chocolate did help.. haha... ok.. not abt the chocolate.. den the doctor ask me to lie on the bed... den he ask his nurse in.. he help me check my stomach.. haiz... den he give me 2 days mc.. and said... "if the part i press just now(right side of the gastric) in great pain and still fever.. u maybe suffer from appendictis(man chang yan)" liew... heard like.. scare sia.. coz have to go hospital and cure.. haiz.. liew.. now i measure my temperature.. 38.07.. really high fever le.. haiz.. i ate my medicine already... still drop 2 pills on the floor.. haiz.. so stupid sia me.. haiz..


think have to go rest a bit... if not... later yiyi scold me.. coz he asking me to go lie down on my bed.. haiz.. think got to go rest.. if not.. later how to do project.. haiz..

one day.. dun come to me and beg me for forgiven.. i forgive one time after another.. and now.. if i forgive u, i will not forgive myself.. i should have let u die instead.. after i did so much? end up getting this for repay?? just take it as i dun have u this fren b4.. now i ask myself.. why i help u in the past?? if i know i get this.. i rather let u go suicide... wan die how many time.. go ahead.. i dun give a damn.. but i didn't... coz i kw.. u still got hope.. end up?? u are trying to destroy my hope.. how evil are u?? who are u?? what u trying to do?? making everyone suffer?? how much u wanna do den enough?? izzit tat happy to see ppl being hurt?? dun be like a devil.. wanna let the whole world suffer thru what u being b4.. why can't u just be an angle instead?? forget abt the past.. and bring happiness to everyone?? why can't u grow up?? who is the one being naive?? who is the one being childish?? who is the one only kw how to hurt people.. is YOU!! stop being so stupid wun u?? how long u wanna stay like this den u happy?? not everyone can tolerate u.. and now?? i had enough.. all the time i spend on u.. all the effort i spend on u.. all the stuff i did to help u.. all throw into the sea.. just take it as a lesson.. now i kw.. being helpful is not a good thing after all.. helping people like u, will cause a bit mistake in my entire life..


u can dun believe love.. u can dun believe other people.. u can dun believe urself.. u can dun believe everything.. but u cannot believe ur heart.. the more u wanted to run away from it, the more u will suffer.. the more u will gone wrong.. follow ur heart.. and it will bring u somewhere special.. my heart bought me to a place of wonder.. a place of surprise.. but u?? pity of u.. now ur heart is being lock.. will only bring u to a darkness forest.. no light... no star.. no moon.. dun have the day.. only the night.. u cannot win urself.. u cannot overcome it.. tat why u chose to run away from it.. who care if u were the best runner during school time??? no matter how good u run.. how strong u are.. u will still chose to run away from ur heart.. u just scare of being hurt... what the point of running away?? can't u just walk out of the forest.. to find some bright light?? but i think u wun.. devil like u?? where will chose to go someway peaceful and nice?? u will just stay there.. and continue to hurt people.. i just being so silly become ur target machine...


from today onwards, ur name is deleted in my life.. everything is only a memory.. ur blog will be gone from my computer.. i will take this as an experience.. an experience on how bad one person can cause another.. how evil can one person be... instead of understanding others... putting ownself to other people shoes, sorry.. u fail the test.. what a failure u are.. no matter how good ur result were.. not matter how happy u can act.. u still cannnot pass this test.. ur heart fail u instantly.. this is a life time test.. till the day u die.. but if u continue to lock urself up in tat dark forest.. no ppl can help u.. i give up on u le.. give up a fren... is not because of love tat make me do it.. is because of u.. u chose this path.. since u chose this path.. dun regret it.. u make the decision.. so.. let be it.. no point of being jealous over it.. i am happy with my bf.. and stop blaming love... love is just a name.. no use blaming it... love can be positive and negative.. and i am at the positive side.. tat day u wish for.. wun come.. u urself dun end up crying over it.. coz tat day.. i will be the one laughing at u... oh well.. since u make the decision.. i shall move on my life.. i being stopping for u for nearly 1 year now.. is time for me to move on.. without u... no matter how i pull u, u just refuse to come out of tat forest.. instead of letting u happily cursing me... i will let u live in a world of darkness.. even tat day u regret.. dun worry.. i will be heartless... i wun look back at u.. even the whole world... only one person can hear u calling for help.. i wun go help u.. coz this is what u chose... since u chose it.. dun regret.. coz i will be here laughing at u... i wun go visit ur blog anymore.. so.. stop visiting mine... no point peeking other ppl blog when u dun kw tat person.. u live in ur dark forest.. i live at my peaceful land.. ur problem is ur problem.. not mine... i wun care anymore.. till the day u die.. u wun see me.. even if accidentally saw u somewhere, i will just take u as transparent.. so tat it..


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tat is wat u call bless??? more like keep on hurting me..... torn with every word... can't u just spare a tot of others?? how much u wanna hurt others den u happy?? u really so like to see people suffer?? but too bad... i found the one i cherish.. i found the one tat love me.. u can dun believe love.. but u cannot change the way i think.. so just stop whatever u are doing now.. and stop hurting people like me wun u?? stop putting all ur thinking into me... u dun believe is ur problem.. i just hate it... hate u being like this.. u just getting more and more in ur "own" world.. all along i tot u will give me the bless.. end up?? hahaha.. i was wrong.. u just another one trying to make me going another depression... so this call what u say best friend??? someone tat trying to make me in trouble and giving tat kind of "BLESS"... i am so disappointed... oh well.. since i found my love.. no matter what u said.. is useless... save ur energy to get more good result.. rather den wasting on all this jealousy..


oh well.. i will just save my tears... the tears i drop is useless... so great got shawn with me... he is such a wonderful boyfriend... love got its sweetness and painfulness... i gonna make sure.. this is the sweetness one ever... even if it got pain.. but.. is just the stage of falling in love.. wahahaha... shawn is a very nice person.. showing all the love and care i wanted... our thinking the same... and we can understand each other better... haha... love him so lot... weeeee....


yawn... eating my dinner le.. gonna have a chat with shawn later on.. haha.. just hang up the phone not long ago... but now.. eating time.. lalala... hungry...

weeee... one more month... den my special day is here... hmmmmmmmm.... i wonder how to celebrate... hehehe...


hmmmmmmm... ytd was a super duper tired and totally wore out day... but yet touching... well... ytd.. sch start at 9am.. 7am i wake up le.. who ask my school so FAR away from my hse.. arghhh... well.. didn't really get enough sleep as well.. oh well.. nvm... (oh dear.. my memory getting so poor) ehh.... my sch suppose to end at 4pm.. but teacher wanna extent to 5pm.. wa kao.. 1pm to 4pm.. 3 hours lesson.. he wanan extent somemore... liew... haiz..... suan le... but den... suey suey... got ppl book the place.. so cannot entent... wahahaha.... den went to do my CATs project... everyday late for 1 hour... can u imagine.. sitting alone inside a room of 10people... was like having meeting with Hao Xiong Di lo... liew... so scary... haiz... den i at there blast the room with my song.... wahhaa.. since is a room.. the sound block should be very good.. wahahahhaa... den i listen to my song lo.. wahahhahaa...


eh...... do till 8.30pm like tat... haiz.. spend my time in school so much... even more den my sleep lo.. haiz.. den still got 2 project got to rush.. den exam coming some more.... den i still have to self-study.. but.. i dun have the time man... my time management getting so jialat lo... haiz.. how how how.. i dun have enough sleep... i do what also die.. haiz... whatever...


weeeee... shawn come fetch me home today... he even gave me a present... a puzzle.. weeee.... a picure of the doggy.... so happy.... hehehe... when i saw him... one thing come to my mind.... haiz.. he is so tired.. i can sense it.. and even see it so clearly lo.. but he keep using promise haiz... saying cannot break promise.. say wanna come fetch me mean must come.. liew.. i kw promise is very important... but den.. next time if u so tired.. and u come fetch me.. i make sure i chase u home... wahahaha... got such a FRIENDLY de girlfriend not bad hoh... wahahaha... understand hoh??? dun wan u to be so tired.... weeeee... oh well.. he send me all the way to yishun... and we went to northpoint.. STARBUCK!!! wahahaha.. drink my favourite drink... CCCF!!!! i buy the smallest one.. but somehow.. he make wrong bah i think.. end up he give me the big de.. hohoho... ZHUAN DAO!!! waahaha.... hmmmmmm.. time is so short.. not good... haiz... he gonna go book in.. tat why cannot stay long... but everytime... when he about to go... i just miss him so much.. dun wish to let him go... haiz....... sob sob.... well.. he sure got a great day... (right?? wahaha)


am i going to fall sick?? or izzit the weather is getting super bad??? haiz.. so cold... i start to freeze so much... at home... in sch... everywhere... T.T sob sob...


i am the chocolate girl... wahahahahahahaha....... but eat too much chocolate le.. so i gonna stop eating le.. wahahaha.... liew.. now i so tired.. dun really feel like coming to school de lo.. coz have to travel so far.. haiz.. bo bian.. cannot miss lesson... so.. like tat lo.. today lesson 3pm end... so.... MUST HAVE A GOOD SLEEP!!! wahahaha.. but.. xiong coming over.. liew............................ scan his project stuff.. haiz........

haiz.. getting more and more slack liao.. die liao lo... i cannot slack de.. once i slack.. mean tat it.. gone case... haiz... getting so lazy nowaday... i dun wish to admit.. but i really dun look like me liao lo... haiz.. my study... liew.. dun kw what happen liao... got test.. i 4got... got homework i also 4got... haiz.. how i can so blur.. even important stuff also 4get to bring.. liew... if continue to like this.. i die liao... really gone case... haiz... in secondary school.. got mui keep on inform me what going on.. what happen.. why must bring.. coz she kw i very blur.. sure 4got de lo... haiz...


oh man... this few day so tired... hmmmm.. keep on so sleepy.. whenever i with shawn... liew.. i keep on yawning lo.. make him so........ hahaha.. so irritating.. but bo bian le.. dun kw why... haiz.. now i so cold.. lucky i bring my jacket along.. if not.. sure very very jialat.. i very scare of cold nowaday... haiz... wonder izzit tat i wanna sick liao?? tat why keep on like this.. haiz... but was very happy to have a so good de boyfriend like shawn.. haha.. hey u!! dun fly over the moon... hahaha...


was so xin fu wor.. ppl come fetch me from school sia.. so good.. haha... with a home girl like me as a girlfriend.. he sure suffer... hahaha... ppl so noob.. haiz.. bo bian... (SO COLD LE MY CLASS!!!) weeeee.... anyway... seem like thing already spread out le.. ppl know about it le.. so.. nvm la.. let it be bah... lalala.. nothing to be afraid of... must GAN GAN!!! dun run away from it.. wahaha.. (somebody sure very proud of me saying this de rite?? lalala)


haiz... teacher come in class le... haiz... cannot write much liao.. sob sob... after this... got to do project... till 9pm sia... den shawn coming over my school to fetch me home.. so good.. weeee... hao xin fu ar... dun jealous wor~ lalala...


haiz.. at night xiong gonna come over my hse and scan his project stuff.. haiz... sure cannot sleep early liao.. sob sob.. oh man.. my hand is freezing cold.. help!~! haiz...

oh man.. so fast... weekends gonna end... haiz.. i haven touch my homework yet... haiz.. stressful school... so boring de school... haiz... yawn...


oh man... today... so sian... wahaha.. play pangya.. i chip in 78.18yards... so happy... plus powerspin.. wahhaa.. earn pang like siao.. (pang is the money inside the game).. hahaha....


liew.... my mind so empty le... like a blank paper.. no colour.. no words.. all blank... hahaha... gonna wake up!!! hahaha...


sian le... my mind so blank till dun kw what to write.. arghhh...


xiong kanna molest!!! wahahaha... so funny lo.. i laugh like siao.. haha.. touch everywhere sia!!! he still go touch back!! tian ar... xiong ar xiong.... dun become gay!!!!! oh man.... u ar... *faint*

wahahaha... today.. i went to teach ying ying, qi wen and yi ting math.. but.. i dun think i did a good job.. i teach untill so badly... haiz.. oh well.. when i reach mac.. qi wen say.. i thin a lot sia.. almost dun kw is me.. lol... really tat much ma??? haiz.. i think is my gastric problem tat is causing all these problem bah... hmm.. feel kind of pain now.. hehe.. very hungry also.. but.. i think i should go to bed instead of eating.. time is 6.16am.. haha..


well... i got home.. at 12mid plus.. yiyi send me home.. hahaha.. well.. since i stay at mac.. must well wait for him to knock off lo.. (*^-^*) yiyi zui teng wo le.. well.. he go supper with me~! weee~ but i didn't finish the food.. coz.. very full and feel kind of er xin also.. haha.. maybe the taste too strong le bah.. supper.. better dun take too strong taste de food.. haha.. not very good.. i think.. lalala..


(eh... gastric kind of painful le... T.T) hmmmm.... yiyi owe me flower~! weee... but.. so funny lo.. he dun kw.. ju hua.. is mainly for ppl tat pass away... T.T haiz... yiyi very very good to me de... in sec sch... he draw flower give me.. till now i still keep it... hehe.. yiyi this kind of person will hands on do stuff give ppl.. first time le!! and hardly can get de!! tat why i cherish it.. i paste on the wall.. haha.. den everyday sure see... (well.. name a bit... haha.. coz tat time he error a bit ar.. den the name.. haha..) glow in he dark.. but very very little nia.. haha.. den.. he got re-draw one.. but till now haven give me le.. wonder when... den i told him.. next month.. must buy for me wor.. (*^-^*) but dun kw what flower le.. well... flower??? i dun really kw much abt it.. but so long is yiyi give de.. i all OK!!! haha...


(my nose spoil?? or i smell sour sour) (*^-^*) hehe.. nvm.. u understand de hoh?? weeee~


hmmmm.... today talk abt ghost story... now.. a lot of ghost story sia.. so scary.. lucky got yiyi there... haha.. yiyi send me home... den.. on the way home.. got ppl call me.. but i dun kw is who sia.. coz very very dark le.. den basketball court no light.. but got ppl call me.. yiyi also heard it.. but dun kw is who... hmmmm... i wonder is who...


after playing pangya... i went play gunbound.. haha.. coz zhi xian playing.. den i not sleepy.. so go play lo.. weeeee... so fun... so zun also.. hahaha... not bad not bad.. finally got one game.. i win zhi xian!!! wahahahaha!!! (oh dear.... my stomach calling... RING RING...)


oh well.. almost tears out a bit... but now... i 4got liao sia... why i wanna tears le??? is becoz of tat baka!! haha.. we have a small little error between us... (izzit people cursing?? i sure kill tat person.. so evil...) hahaha.. but is just a small little tiny thing la.. people is so serious abt u... gosh... what are u thinking anyway ruby??? no more excuse understand??? ur dictionary much add more stuff liao wor... excuse is not allow... remember to add tat in.. haha.. *act blur* huh?? what thing.. :x


weeeeeee.... du zhi hao er... *faint*


weeee... beeee.... very scary le u... saying abt the another you... scare me sia... so many thing scare me.. later i got heart failure le!!!! today ghost story already very scary liao... haha.. anyway... very glad u kw what is tat feeling tat i hate of... the feeling tat somebody always give me... the stressful-ness... really hope tat this feeling wun come from u... i was so... worried... when u say tat somebody chase after u taking those stuff... haiz... u keep saying i dun trust u... (hey!!! i did ok!!!! only.. a little tiny bit of uncertain) hahaha... "u have to try"... i know la.. i will TRY... u just remember to put tat tiny little star inside u... dun 4get.. tat one is to light ur road in u life.. maybe it is not tat bright and shiny.. but.. at least it can bring u some light to brighten ur day... (oh dear.. i say this kind of stuff??? i dun believe it) hahahaha... u saying i didn't add u stress... but... i sure cause u tat tiny little stress tat u never notice... haiz.. but u also very very bad lo... sick liao still go out.. den still kanna chase... after tat come home... still play game till so EARLY... haiz.. pro...


hmmmmmm... maybe.... i will add "jerk" this word to my dictionary... haha... eh... hungry till.. T.T 6.36am now.. both parent already out to work... brothers sleeping... beee also sleeping... everybody all sleeping... left me alone awake in the "morning" haha... the dawn is here... my star is going to bed too.. T.T haiz... piggy also go slp slp liao... haha.. going 7am soon... i still got lots of homework to rush.. EM, FQM, 2 projects... arghhh.. still got... T.T tian ar... 24hours a day really not enough la!! liew... i pig lai de le.. not enough sleep.. i will... haiz.. cannot say tat word.. somebody stop me from saying tat word... T.T oh well.. nvm... slp slp time...


Bee: get well soon wor... dun make me so worry... if u dun take good care of yourself... i take chopper chase after u!!! hehehe... when u alright le... tell me wor... let u think first bah... just like me... need to sleep!! haha.. nite nite... eh... nono.. is.. morning morning... the sky brighten up le.. no more night liao... haha... sweet dream... take goood care of ur injury... dun let it get infection... understand!!!!




You Wun Know The Important Of Somebody Untill You Lose Them... So Cherish Now Before It Is Too Late... Or You Will Regret For Life... There Is No Turning Back Once You Lose Them... Be Happy For Life Or Regret For Life... Is Your Decision... Make Your Choice Before The Time Run Out...

enough is enough... what the point of hurting me??? what the hell are u thinking.. if u wan.. pls.. just come and kill me once and for all.. stop hurting me bit by bit.. so what if i am naive... u think i dun kw who u saying?? stop insult all the girls... if u wan.. just aim me.. i dun believe it... u become like this.. now i wondering.. all of what i done in the past.. izzit worth it?? or is just worthless... do u think all the time i spend, is just free time??


u the one saying me naive.. saying me childish... saying me never grow up.. but do u kw.. look urself in the mirror.. who is the one naive.. childish.. never grow up... congrate to u.. ur goal have reach.. tat what u always wanted right?? seeing people suffer... let people kw how much u suffer?? sry... this wun work on me.. so what if i got someone who hold my heart?? so what if i got someone special in my heart?? are u jealous?? or what?? there is somebody in this world cherish me.. somebody in this world notice i am exist.. somebody in this world see the important of me.. and i found him.. and i tot u will be the one tat bless me.. and now?? what have u done?? can u just wake up and take a good look at urself.. what have u become?? now u just like a baby without anybody care... come on.. WAKE UP.. stop urself from suffering.. i dun care how u hurt me... i dun care what u said.. just wake up wun u?? how many time u wanna make me cry and sufer den u happy?? TELL ME!!


dun make me regret having a friend like u.. dun make me regret for doing so much for u... take a look of the outside world instead of ur own world.. stop ma zui urself in ur world.. it wun work.. now... somebody walk to my world.. i walk to somebody else world.. and i kw.. tat world.. will bring me happiness.. stop saying thing to ruin my world..


Thank For Hurting Me.. You Reached Your Goal.. Congrate.. Time For You To Party..

wow.... i just woke up... yesh!!! energy is going back.. (i think) hahaha... today go sch... oh gosh... i tot my life will gone like tat... ytd and today.. i almost have an accident... ytd.. is when i on the way to mac... den... 4get to see one side on the road.. den the car just... ZOOM!!! but heng la.. never hit me.. haha... (i bet ah ma see this.. wanna kill me...)


eh.... but tat not all u kw??? (ah ma.. dun worry!! i still alive...) just now.. in the morning... tat one.. den really call ALMOST accident... the sky become so dark... so scary.. den suddenly.. rain pour down so big... i was in the bus 171... i was at the highway den... the rain is really so big... i feel a sudden cold... i didn't bring my jacket along coz today is sport.. tat why i think i wun be cold.. tat why i never bring.. the traffic was not very good at that time... den... suddenly... the van infront of the bus i sat.. sudden brake... den coz the bus to sudden brake too.. almost crash into each other... the brake tat the bus made, almost cost me to knock my head on the Ez-link card machine... coz i just sit behind the machine... gosh... i dun wan to die so early.. i still wanna spend more time to someone special...


haiz... oh well.. wet... so wet.... coz of tat rain.. make me so wet... when i up bus 184... i shiver... very very cold... haiz.. suddenly miss someone warmness.. T.T really so cold...


well... next weekdays... i totally not free... maybe continue for 2 weeks?? so many project to rush... *faint*


oh well.. got woke up form my sleep... i bring my lappy to my room... on the song while i was sleeping.. yawn... i slept for 3hours plus.. i tot i will sleep till 8pm.. coz i put my alarm at 8pm ma.. haha..


oh gosh!!!!!!!!! got homework!!! and i 4got abt it!!!!!!!! gonna rush it out...

wow... so tired... dun kw write what... i only kw that... the chocolate.. is so sweet!!!!!!!!!!! haha... hmmm... maybe tml or what den i write bah.. very tired.. hehe... have a very enjoyable nite... with somebody special... haha...


wei wei!!! ah ma... yang ching... jie yi... zhili... wan flood.... flood bah... haha.. dun be like tat zhili.. flood the same thing over again and again... hahaha... dun anyhow anyhow talk talk ar... hehe...

arghhh... now i so sleepy.. again~ hahaha.. i always so sleepy nowadays.. dun have enough slp.. sob sob... ytd... somebody come and fetch me home~ weeee~ hehe.. feel so happy with somebody coming to fetch me home.. hehe... was so sleepy.. but there will always be somebody beside me and prevent me from falling.. hehe..


ytd... haiz.. was so suey... in the bus.. almost fall to the ground(lucky my foot strong enough).... den... somebody step on my foot!! and yet never say sorry!!! haiz... and.. i fall when i walking the stair up.. lucky i never fall the the ground... phew.... i tot my luck is getting better... haha.. inside the bus... everytime will fall down.. but on the way home.. got people protect me.. hehe... and i wun fall... (*^-^*)


was having a great time ytd... kind of wish time would just stop... but time pass so fast.. haiz... haha... the sky is not very clear... but still can see a couple of stars and the moon... hmmmmm..... love the sky so much.. hehe.. how wish i can fly to the space.. and see the stars... but.. it will only happen in my dream.. hehehe...


i am so tired now... T.T the bus.. just now jam outside my school for 10min.. haiz.. make me late for my class.. but lucky.. everybody is late.. hohoho.. weee...


was so surprised to see my tagboard being flood!!! haha.. so happy.. i hate green tea.... but i love my ah ma... haha... i love yang ching too... weeeee.... and somebody i will love too... who will it be le?? hehe.. u will kw... hoh??? haha... Ski Desu... haha..


found out that.. i cannot listen japansese.. haiz.. coz.. they talk so fast.. i can't catch the word... hahaha.... except one word.. "baka" hahahaha....


today is qiu ping birthday~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!~! hehehehe... old lo old lo old lo.. lalalala...

currently.... i can fall a asleep any minute.. dun feel like studying le... haiz.. not really feeling very gd... my meal just now??? haiz.. i only finish 10% of the food.. really feel like vomiting... gastric is playing trick on me... i am so tired... really really tired....


well.. i tot i gonna late for school today... lucky i didn't... i have such a nice sleep.. but 10min b4 my phone ring.. i woke up... i really sleepy.. but yet cannot slp... coz have to go school... haiz... tired... was sleeping inside the bus standing... gosh.. i think in no time.. i can master the skill of standing up when sleeping.. haha... but hope it will not change to sleep walking...


hmmmmmmmm... i got a nice day ytd... was happily watching movie... haha.. but.. was so tired... tired till.... haiz.. hmmm.. watch silent hill.. well.. first time in my life.. watching horror movie not tat scare... but.. just dun like the bloody scene... haha.. end up... ppl cover my face.. cover my eye.. haha.. liew.. what make me shock is... NC16 movie.. i still kanna check... liew!!!!! hahaha... nvm... bought present le... haiz.. trying to be more creative on the present.. wonder how.. time very litmited... haiz... sian...


SO TIRED~!~! haiz.... so warm.... i still... ac... haha.. AHHH CHUUU!! get it?? hahaha... sian.. phone low batt le.. cannot talk long with kusanagi... he seem so stress... haiz... paiseh la... understand de rite?? hehe.. i kw u will.. thx for showing the love and care u give me ytd.. really found what i long lost wanted.... hehe..


gosh!! GREEN TEA!!! i hate it!!!! i dun drink green tea de... haiz.. but my fren go buy tat for me.. sob sob... so er xin... haiz... so unlucky... phone completely flat... lap top also no batt.. haiz.. sian..

idiot!!! my brother take my wallet and see... wa kao... anyhow see my stuff... so angry...


oh well... i slept for 7hours today... dun kw why.. sleep so little... well... wake up.... first thing... sms somebody... Anata no koto wo kangaeteiru.... waited for 2hours plus i think... den he reply... hehe.. really really mizu him a lot..


hmmmm.... gastric ma... ytd vomited the acid out... the acid inside my body lo.. haiz... the taste.. so terrible... T.T well... now i kw... cannot take milk stuff.. i all the while tot can le... haiz...


i found my key.... the only key.... the key tat i wishing for... i wanted... thx for being my key... arigato... (*^-^*) see u tml... dun try to scare me ar...

i feeling so bad... i dun kw why i feel this way... my heart is crying... this feeling.... is so lost... i feel like crying... but i cannot... coz he say so... i kw he will be sad if i sad... but... the feeling... i dun kw how to describe... i dun kw if u can sense it... but.. is really very bad... i am sorry to play like this... i really feel so bad u kw??


nobody is like this toward me before... u treasure me??? or am i thinking too much... i kw u feel bad... i feel it too... am i important??? to u????