1st day of school: rain so big... whole body wet...
2nd day of school: got flu becoz of tat stupid rain on the first day..
3rd day of school: shoe spoilt... have to barefoot walk the whole school...
4th day of school: big rain.. whole wet... slp less den 4 hrs... and late for class for 40min... 320 people looking at me while i walk inside..
5th day of school: gastric problem.. headache.. everything come a go.. make me cannot go orientation...


my 1st week of school.. like this start.. wa lao... what a start... why like that de.. why!!! i dun understand... but den... gd tat my classmate is there... when i got problem.. sure got some people will 100% be there... eg.... eddie.. alvin.. ginger.. they will be there when something happen upon me... they are such a good fren... eddie and alvin very caring over me... got anything happen.. find them wun be wrong.. alvin was like a big brother to me.. always give me advices... as for ginger.. what a nice girl.. haiz.. at least in my class.. i still can find somebody like them.. if all my project work can do with them.. den good lo.. my group was so... arghhh... totally in a mess.. wa lao eh.. how to tahan 3 years like this.. feel so stress...

dun kw why... this one week... everyday after school... i will go to VE.. everyday abt the same... and izzit becoz of this?? i being stress?? or what?? in my body.. it seem like.. everything is running everywhere.. and haven settle down yet.. and haven found a place to settle.. tat make me so.. messy and stress.. i dun even know what is running.. and what have to do first... everything seem to be so... unclear... in this state.. i will collape anytime...

in VE... starting.. life is so great.. but.. in the back.. i started to feel uneasy... feel stress... i dun kw izzit they dui wo de qi wang hen gao... everything is so different.. kenneth.. my upline.. i trust him a lot.. but... he can't followed me in any appt. haiz.. tat really make me a great fall.. den the other managers.. i feel stress in front of them... everyone except kenneth... dun kw izzit i more close to kenneth or what... when there is kenneth around.. i feel safe... coz.. i know.. whenever something happen.. he will help me out.. this make me can tell him anything... is not really easy for me to really tell anything out in front of somebody.. but.. i feel that things started to gone wrong again... now.. i feel that i become a burden to him.. and he said tat he sick.. becoz of me... oh man.. i dun kw what happen... he refuse to tell me.. i wonder.. is he taking some responsibility for me?? or what?? why he like this!!! why!!! this is making me scare... i know i still very childish.. i cannot mature.. but.. this is not under my control.. arghhh.. this make me in a terrible state now.. i keep on making wild guesses... haiz... maybe... i shouldn't... i shouldn't have tell him so much abt myself.. i think i should keep to myself again.. i dun wan to add him anymore burden.. he seem like he already got problem to be solve.. if add mine.. he will gone insane.. he was telling me to speak out.. everything speak out.. dun let everything put inside the heart.. u will get very bad.. but den.. how am i going to let out?? when i am like a burden to u?? haiz...

aiyaya... nvm.. thing will go fine de.. rite?? oh well.. whatever.. now.. what i know is.. score gd in my poly life.. and get a cert.. hmmm.. ok.. i know what i going to do le la.. first.. finish all my homework.. den set a goal.. den.. i will be fine.. once i know where i going.. i kw what to do!!! oh come on!!! yeah yeah... i am always tat happy girl wif a smile rite?? my smile will bring sunshine to everyone.. so... JIAYOU!!! yeah yeah..

hmmmm.. so many project.. haiz..

today... i really... is sure a big loser... why i didn't notice tat?? on the way walking home.. all the way from 200+ to mrt den to home.. this path of road.. may be long... but den... is the only time.. tat will keep in my memory...

this is the first time... well.. may not be the first time crying while walking back.. but is the first time.. i cry untill so badly... is was nearly midnite... i really... feel so... horrible... why am i such a loser?? such a great bad grand daughter?? why i didn't notice tat my grandma is in this state... the state tat every old grandparent will worry abt.. why!!! why am i sure a idiot... after hearing what my aunt said... i really feel tat i dun fit to be my grandma grand daughter.. and everybody is not doing their parts... i really do miss my grandma... when i see her.. i was so happy... i really wanna have a long talk wif her... i kw grandma miss me a lot.. and miss everyone... heard that she everyday... look down the window.. hope to see some familier view... the view of her son.. daughter.. and grandchildren... and even hope that will have call... call from us... but... it seem like nobody is doing tat... when i called them saying i going up and take a look at grandma.. and see them... grandma was so happy.. that she waited and waited... i know i late.. becoz... company time.. was kind of stuck or what... i know grandma is so happy to see me.. the smile on her face... is what i always wanted to see... at least.. knowing that my grandma is still alright...

my aunt told me... grandma was so happy that i going to see her.. coz.. it seem like nobody go and see her.. grandma dote me alot!!! and tat mean really alot... i love grandma so much... but.. i hardly can see her.. when i am little.. i only can see her when my parent or my brother bring me... but now.. i am older.. i can go and see her my own!!! but... it seem like... i didn't think of grandma... aunt also told me tat grandma cry... when she think of all the stuff.. tat i dun really think i wanted to mention.. is too... too.... is very hard for me to say out... and.. her eye almost... haiz.. i dun kw is cry too much or what.. she went to the hospital not long ago i think.. and have a operation.. a small one i think.. but den.. how come i dun kw!!! how come!! why didn't anyone tell me abt it!!! grandma also mine!!! why i dun kw!!!

when i reach aunt hse... what i do is just company stuff.. and.. after hearing what my aunt told me.. i really.. full of sorry... feel that i not filial at all.. feel so guilty... i cried... at my aunt hse.. i really.. feel so bad.. i cannot control... since just now till now.. i being crying non-stop for 2hours plus... i in complete lost.. complete darkness... grandma should be thinking... thinking tat she can talk to me for a long time.. well.. we haven met for a long time.. is true tat we have a lot of stuff to say.. but.. i must do what i must do.. i cannot talk much.. coz.. (kenneth.. you should kw why bah..) miss michelle still there.. i cannot leave her there.. and u should kw why bah...

grandma waited for me for 3hours... and i feel that i let her down... coz.. i hardly got time talking to her just now.. kenneth.. one reason that.. i dun really start with my relative.. coz.. i kw.. something will sure happened.. but den.. u all making me have to.. i dun wan them to get the wrong idea.. i kw.. i kw that u all told me all abt it.. but den.. diff family.. act diff also.. and i kw that.. the bonding in my family.. is breaking apart.. and i really dun wan tat to happen.. what i can do is talk to them.. relac their mind.. well.. and end up being a doll that let ppl throw all their temper in... i kw aunt got her own reason.. and i kw.. she in a hard life also.. that why i wun mind.. but.. what she said.. really.. make me feel very bad.. all the stuff.. that i wanan do when i was little.. all came out... when i was little.. i want my grandma to be happy.. and i kw that.. when grandma saw me.. she will be happy.. but.. when i grow up.. i didn't visit her.. i regreted so much now.. sorry grandma.. sorry for not knowing how u feel.. dun worry so much.. i will be here.. always.. when u need somebody to talk to.. i will go... whenever u wanna somebody to see u.. i will go.. whenever u need something... i get for u.. just... let me do whatever i can.. when.. i still can.. i dun wanna regret my whole life...

when u on the way back... xiong msg me.. well.. i tot he already have new fren.. and put me aside.. and wun talk to again.. and... i do feel he change.. but.. he said he never.. haiz.. it seem like.. i am a very troublesome person to him already... i have this thinking.. after tat day... the way.. he reply... really hurt me... but i kw.. nothing i can do... a totally diff school... totally diff environment.. diff fren tat hang out.. of coz.. anyone will change.. the xiong that always care for me.. always help me... always help me out wif my problem... has fade away... maybe.. xiong.. maybe u wun feel this way.. but i am... "i am sick and tired of ppl telling me that............." well.. it seem like.. already got ppl tat replace me le... and when i need u.. i become a totally... new person.. but for me is not... u are the one that i can depend on... but den... everything seem to change already... just now.. u msg me.. when i was the down mood.. the worst mood i ever had.. asking me if my poly life is good.. but den.. how wish i can wan u to help me stop crying... help me to cool myself down... and dun let me be alone... but... when i think of u saying "i am sick and tired of ppl telling me that".. i really.. dun dare to tell u... coz u might think... i am just a cry baby.. a loser.. a nothing... and may end up angry wif me... is not tat i dun wan to tell u.. is just tat.. u make me can't speak up... whenever i need u.. u always there.. but this time.. i was all alone.. alone in the street... feeling so lost... dun kw what to do... no ppl i can turn to... how wish u can rush down... and let me see u... making sure tat i am not alone.. but i can't... it stop me from thinking of wanna ur help... it just wan me to be alone... alone in my life.. making me feel so horrible..

kenneth.. i am glad that u said u wanna come and find me.. but.. is kind of far u kw.. and.. what u said.. i think i also can guess.. going to be 2am soon... i still crying.. and.. my head hurt so much... dun kw why.. this few day.. my head.. hurt so much.. having a terrible headache.. for a few days already... dun kw izzit suffer from any illness or what.. think i got take some pills... den have a short rest.. a rest less den 4 hours... den got to get up for school le.. haiz... my life.. is so painful.. is so... terrible.. why am i always alone?? who will be the one tat will always be at my side.. and go wif me for the rest of our life??

hohoho... guess what... ytd when i was in the company... got some guys come to me... and said.. which school u from?? well.. i said i from ngee ann poly.. and u kw what?? they tot i from mass communication... wa!!!! i asked them... WHAT!!! I FORM MASS COM??? i from QME la... haha... and i asked them... how come tot i from mass com le?? and they said tat when i was in the stage doing some introduction right, i speak very well... WAHAHAHAHA!!! can this proved tat my english improve?? well.. whenever i start knowing my senior.... i speak english all the while.. and... tat what i wan to... coz.. i wan to improve my english... and.. now.. my chinese when poor!!!! oh man.. when go appointment... sure speak chinese de ma... also dun kw why... become english teaching... and i speak english.... and my chinese??? lousy seh!!! die die...

went to mac work today... haiz.. my eye very weak... feel so tired.. haha.. i dream abt kenneth seh... lol... he was so lame... lol... appear in my dream also... lol... what a nice caring senior i had... oh well.. he birthday tml... i wonder what to buy for him... haiz... tml will be a long day... tml i start my school le... think i should bring a map to go along.. haha.. haiz... went to school keep lost.. T.T sob sob..

oh well... my brain is killing me le!!!! arghhhh... what am i going to buy for kenneth... haiz... what he like!! arghh... sob sob...

i dun believe it... i was so tired... and yet.. when i come home.. have to handle so much of things... i scolded my father... a very bad scolding... i scolded him for what he done... i everyday... work so hard... after school, went company... and try and do what i can... learn so much of thing there... and yet.. when i get home... all those thing... making me feel so terrible...

why??? why did my father wanna learn those stuff.. why??? why good stuff he dun learn... but learn race horse from others?? the first time he race... he won.. but den.. i scolded him... coz.. i dun wan he to touch tat.. race horse can kill one person... and i dun wish to see tat from him... and what i heard is?? he went play tat again... and lost more den 1k... tat really make me hot... i give him a big scolding... a scolding tat make me feel so terrible now.. i know tat... my dad is gonna cry like tat... he keep change topic.. in this hse.. i the only one... the one and only one that can take care of all these... my brothers is no use... my dad is jealous of my mother coz talk to one guy... mother is too weak to do anything... and as a daughter... i must solve it... and make it better... my mother and my dather dote me most... and... in this hse... what i said... make sense... and what i said... they will listen... but den.. is not a easy job u kw??? the burden very heavy..

at VE(Venture Era), my company, i learn so much things... so much thing tat kenneth, Mr Eddy, Miss Michelle, Miss Eve... and everybody... they taught me so much of thing... so much abt family... and all sot of things happening to them... and i really wanna let my parent retire early.. and let them enjoy their life... the rest of their life... happily... enjoying themself.. and me, as a daughter.. tat all i can do to repay them for taking care of me till now.. and now.. since i can take care of myself... and i even can take care of them.. i think is time to let them rest.. but... why can't they just let me do my stuff in peace?? i cannot concentrate like this... i still got study... den after school have to rush to VE and do my stuff.. after tat can can go home... i still got appointment to go de le!!! everyday... from morning till late nite.. have to study work study work... i not a robot u kw?? all these is very tired.. i still remember.. 2days ago.. i slept for less den 4 hours.. den.. orietation next day.. and still have to run the whole school macham 2.4km... if u all ask me.. am i tired??? YES!! I AM!!! but... even i sleep... i have nightmare... i started to woke up in the nite everyday... and.. i hardly sleep... have so much difficuties to slp... and even my gastric is playing trick on me... my gastric pain is back... and this time.. is really hurt... kenneth pass me something for me to drink.. will.. it do help at the start... but after tat.. i still hurt... i dun really wanna let him kw.. i dun wan anyone to worry... but... when they saw me when going home.. they was like.. shocked.. seeing me so seh seh de... it seem like i may faint anytime.. haiz..

everything seem so hard... Mr Eddy said "dun take everything as a problem.. but take everything as a challenge"... a test... a step further away... a step higher... i will try... i learn so much thing... and so... i will do it!!! I WILL NOT DEFEATED UNLESS I GIVE UP!!! tat my motto...

hmmmmm.... well, i met up with my lao senior kenneth.. haiz.. he was so blur tat he dun kw tat is me.. haiz... call him "lao" is true indeed... oh man... kenneth de english pro le... infact, everybody de english is so pro... only mine.. so lousy.. haiz..

well.. met with a lot of new friend.. or should i say my tong shi... haha... arghhh... the company so... make me so blur.. haiz.. starting was so blur... and making me meo blur.. plus air con so cold... arghhh... stupid.. so many ppl also.. and make me feel so odd.. arghhh... but den.. kenneth is so... joker... and other ppl la.. but kenneth very funny... funny till.. he bang his head... lol!!! so funny...

hmmmmm.... tml will have to go to NP le... coz today never go.. haha... have to go take my ezlink card... after tat meet kenneth up den go company have lesson.. T.T why... start to feel stress... oh man...

whole day never eat... den meet up evl for dinner.. or can be said my breakfast.. T.T i never eat le!!! sob sob... b4 meeting evl up for dinner.. what i had was just a packet of ice lemon tea.. tat all.. T.T

oh well.. nvm... better slp early today.. tml i going to YSS take my o lvl cert.. must early wake up liao.. T.T sian.. sure cannot eat breakfast de lo.. sob sob... HELP AR!!!

anyway... i do found something interesting there in the company.. gain some knowledge also le.. hehe.. well.. also found 2 cards on the wall.. very meaningful le.. maybe i go copy down tml.. hehe...

CHIONG AR!!! I NEED ENERGY!!! WHO CAN GIVE ME!!!!!!

well.. today i went back working... hmmm.. time pass so slow... heavy rain too.. how i wish, when the time i go back... the rain continue to be so big... like tat i can wet wet go home.. long time dun have whole body wet wet liao... haiz... other den swimming... haha... i was so hot today... well.. after it rain, it was not hot liao la... haha..

after i work... very surprised to see tat xiong is there... haha.. well.. his motive not come and wait for me to knock off de la.. haiz.. oh well.. i think he just walk pass.. tat why come inside sit sit... well.. den so coincident tat i knock off.. correct??? haiz... hao si wang....

well.. he bought a new phone... and.. i got a free ear piece.. haha.. so good...

aiyoyoyo... well.. got one LAO senior of mine.. haha.. he study NP de... but now he graduate le... he invite me to a interview at his company for a job as the Marketing Exec. omg... what is that??? well.. i ask ter ter lo... but den... very blur le... i dun kw... haiz... lao senior... but den... r u sure ma??? haiz... but what u said sound like my boss le... aiyoyo... haiz...

-tell mi that u are a diligent worker.
-pretty much responsible
-able to handle situations
-given a task, u'd gladly do it
-be it smth difficult or simple
-u always take it as a challenge
-u take tings very positively

this is what he said abt me.. aiyoyo.. his instinct?? like this... oh man... but.. the last parts.. i dun agree... coz.. i dun take things really positively.. haha... omg!! he tml wan to see me!!! siao la!! haiz.. company doing business diversification... wat is tat?? arghhhh....

oh well.. tml i will pull somebody along with me go find him... me alone.. very scare.. hahaha... yang ching!! will be my target~!! hohoho... let see what will be happening...

well... everybody start school le... except me.. haiz.. so boring at home.. play games alone... everything alone... haiz... my brother as usual disturb me... haiz... nothing will change..

my thoat hurt so much!!! since ytd.. i have no idea how come it so hurt.. it seem like it got a cut inside or what.. it hurt so much... i think i am sure tat it is a cut.. i drank water, ate my food, and it hurt me so much!!! haiz... it make me have no idea should i drink or eat liao... eat also pain... drink also pain.. but i still force myself drink a lot of water.. but.. it still hurt now~ aw.... so painful... haiz.. dun feel like talking liao... coz talk also hurt.. haiz.. more worst when i shout at my brother.. haiz...

msg xiong.. with no reply.. and find out.. he didn't recieved it... 2 time!!! 2 time i send... never recieved... haiz... what if got emergency?? find him?? if never recieved how?? haiz.. was wondering how his school today.. haiz.. waited his msg and no reply... it do make me feel very bad..

ask for yiyi le... i msg him... and!!! he already got homework.. omg!!! and he was working just now.. how he going to concentrate now?? haiz.. kind of worry abt him.. hope he will be fine handling everything peacefully... hehe..

as for evl... log in msn when he was in school.. haha.. heard that he got a presentation... at the first day of school... omg... that what my cousin always do when she have lesson.. presentation and more presentation... haha.. well.. since evl mouth is so best.. and fully train, i think he will be very fine presenting his work... the training he got come from his work lo... tat sure make his english pro!!! haha... but for me?? die die die... not long ago still got ppl say tat.. i must speak more english.. well.. i kw... haiz.. the only time i speak english is when i work lo.. tat the time i speak english.. other den tat.. nah.. all chinese.. haiz..

hmmm... working tml.. oh... pass 12am le.. should be today.. haha.. working at 12pm... oh well... how am i going to work with my thoat like this?? sob sob.. oh well.. nvm... maybe tml i will get better... or.. even worst.. is i lost my voice... tat is best.. like tat i can dun talk... hehe..

this whole week i will be extreme busy.. so... hope nobody will find me go out of what.. coz i gonna busy with my school stuff.. haiz... SO!!!! SIAN AR!!!! busy busy and busy.. scary scary and scary.. haiz...

well... ytd nite... was so stress and being pressure... haiz.. everybody say bring pride to our store.. liew.. was so scare.. well.. msg xiong and ask for solution lo... really very Wu Tou Xu.... haiz.... well... he was telling me.. dun need to worry.. dun need to think so much.. but.. i can't kept myself stop thinking... well.. all these.. make me cannot sleep well lo.. haiz... dun have enough sleep.. make me so... tired...

well... i went to store before i have my NSRS.. well.. have a last minute work lo... revise a bit... haha... but have to thank addison a lot.. coz... addison told me abt... one question.... "if a customer use a $2 KFC coupon... what would u do??"... lucky he tell me!!! and kw what?? the first question he asked is THIS!!! oh man.. i was so lucky... hehe...

well... when i was on the way going to northpoint... my heart pump so hard... and it seem like got high blood pressure like tat lo... my head is spinning!! arghhh... i too nervious!!!! so nervious till i dun kw what to do but msg xiong and xiao ming.. well.. xiao ming didn't reply on time... well.. xiong do reply.. but... i still nervious... it help a little... but.. not much!!! but den.. when i reach there.. well... cool down liao lo.. lsyon was there.. haha.. i work with him b4.. so there wun be a problem... everyone is so kind.. keep giving me hint!!! and telling me to keep in mind...

but den.. also very suay... coz.. he ask me one.. and i dun kw the answer... and tat is.. "how heavy is the mcflurry"... oh man... I DUN KNOW!!! nobody told me before..... and i didn't even heard before!!!! T.T haiz...

xiong work at 2pm... hehe.. i test on 1pm.. well.. saw him ma.. good tat he is there.. he keep on remind me to smile.. hehe.. well.. he help me a lot sia... helping me... hehe.. SO GOOD... whenever i work.. got xiong.. sure can on liao... coz i kw.. he will be there when i need help... everything went so peacefully...

well.. after i finish.. i went back store.. i msg xiong!! i ask him to check see if i passed the test.. and.. I PASSED!!! yeah... was so happy.. hehe... but den.. one problem!!! when i open my wallet... haiz.. my Ez-link card not inside.. den i remembered... when i go northpoint just now... lyson take my Ez-link card.. and put inside his pocket!!!! lol.... when i told june they all.. they said.. they just need to check the name tat all.. no need take the card away... haha... i dun kw at first ma... well.. in the end.. i called up xiong.. tell him to take back my card.. haha... without my Ez-link... i can die le!!! hahaha...

went back northpoint after tat later in the afternoon.. i went northpoint with june... we went there shopping and playing.. hehe.. well.. also go take my card from xiong... hehe.. feel very weird without my card.. lalala.... hmmm... after all these i was so tired... totally wore out lo.. den evl msg me.. ask me go northpoint with him.... liew.. i was inside the bus liao le... haiz.. if he said it earlier... i will be inside northpoint lo... hahaha...

hmmm.. tml everybody start school le.. sian le!!!!! only me... ONLY ME NOT!!! stupid le... wa lao.. sian ar...

arghhh... really feel so terrible.. haiz... STUPID NSRS!! i hate it!!! must well quit it all... what stanley told me is sunday... which is tml... but... ping ping called me early in the afternoon tat is today... oh man.. i was so shock... what the hell is happening... what i know and heard is tat the test is tml.. SUNDAY!!!! how come become today??? i was so shock man... stupid lo... everytime like this.. the first thing i kw is tat.. die... sure fail... never 100% prepare yet lo... sure fail de lo... but den... ping ping say dun need to rush down liao... arghhh.. such a big blow.... how to take it... plus.... no ppl help me le... haiz... how to pass the test like this?? if fail, sure kanna blame like hell de lo... why fail?? why this why tat... arghhhh.... making me wanna go crazy liao...

even poly also making me siao... still got camping.... so many thing.. arghhhh... how... somebody tell me how... haiz... becoz of that stupid orietation.. i spend huge man!!! ytd i spend $108 le.... arghhhh... gonna faint.. haiz... gonna go find a lot of help for NSRS liao...

ARGHHH!!! STUPID LA!!! haiz...

oh well.. also dun kw what happen to tat evl liao... haiz... Shou Wei Jiang Shan Yi Gai... Ben Xin Nan Yi... also dun kw he is really truly decided to change to a positive thinker or just stay at tat state... he hoh... MUST LEARN TO THINK!!!! cannot get beaten so easily de le.. since u can overcome the problem a few month ago... mean u already improved.. but if ur thinker dun wish to move on... hard to help urself le... "thinking" is the main course of everything... everybody die because of thinking... if they kw the correct way of thinking... wun cost their life lo... haiz...

aiyoyoyo... really very long never write liao le.. haiz.. coz.. got too many photo tat i wanna put up.. but... lazy sia.. all becoz of the photo.. make me dun feel like writing anything liao.. haha... another reason is... play pangya~ well.. pangya is a new game.. abt golf.. haha.. i like the game le.. well.. it may look bored... but... if u can 100% handle the combo.. den tat call pro... till now.. i haven even 100% master powerspin... haiz... but i like tat game le.. it look fun.. haha.. i like golf game also.. tat why i wun get sick and tired or the game.. hehe...

well.. today.. i went working le.. coz boss ask me go work ma.. haha.. well.. today.. really.. very hard le!!! my speed.. and everything.. all so slow.. haiz.... now make me.. super worry about my NSRS... coz heard tat got new stuff coming up.. arghhhh... now i super scare liao la.. if i fail how?? how!!! haiz... who can help me~ sob sob...

hmmm... xiong and yiyi tml got orientation.... haiz.. me le?? i should also have orientation camp tml de... but... coz i 4got to sign up... den cannot liao lo... haiz... oh well... 19th have to go school take Ez-link card... 21st got school de orientation... den 24th start school liao le... hmmm... wonder what will it look like le??? i sure very lonely de lo... xiong and yiyi all different school from me... all the travelling all different.. haiz.. i am all alone... i think whole sec 5.. i the only one get into Ngee Ann Poly lo... ke lian de wo... haiz... oh well.. nvm!!!

hmmmm... after work, me and yiyi go northpoint.. LOL!!! we bought something.. WAHAHAHA!! really!!! make me laught till siao... i dun believe yiyi will but that le!!! but... at least i got the chance to carry all the way.. hehe.. coz... very nice to hug... haha... hmmm.. xiong den meet us... well.. we went to timezone.. they play all the game.. and!!! i took one photo!! hohoho.. dun kw why le.. i like to take photo of xiong and yiyi together... but.. this photo is backview... coz front view sure... hp fly away... hehe.. yiyi... picture sure super hard to take.. but xiong de easy... coz if i wan to take.. xiong cannot do anything abt it... hehe... well.. end up.. me and xiong go eat dinner... the place... is the time.... we eat dinner.. just the two of us.. 2nd time... haha... well... he pay for me!!! liew!!! well.. end up!! order what thing.. I FIRST TO GIVE MONEY!!! coz.... i dun wan him to use the money on me ma.... haiz.. he earn de money... so hard to earn.... everyday work untill like this... i where bear to use his money??? hmmmm... den... xiong go cut hair!!! hahaha.. i tag along... wan see see ma.. hehe.. but den!!! the hair dresser... make us... so paiseh... (*>.<*) aiyo... hehehe... but.. it seem sensible le.. what the hair dresser say... haha...

hmmmmm... so boring le.... my eye start to hurt this few day le... dun kw izzit becoz my contact lenses... haiz... tian ar!!!! i wonder!!! what am i going to wear le... haiz.. have to buy super many clothes liao lo... for the stupid poly.. arghhhh... haiz.. gonna think till i hair white white liao.. T.T

hmmm... the taste... very... different!! coz.. feel different!!! hahaha...

this one super nice to eat wor!!! this one is the smoke goose meat... hmmm.. dun really remember the full name of this one... hahahah... but.. it taste so delicious... very very nice le!! oyishi~~~~~~ hahaha... maybe u all can try eat this... well.. i had it at causeway point...

well... see... we finish it all... hahaha... can u imagine how nice the food is????

see.... winson finish all his food!!!! hahaha...

well.. today evl ask me out and walk walk lo... winson also coming... we go causeway eat eat.. eat so much... really pig le!! evl really pig!!! hahaha... he can really eat.. no wonder he look fatter le... only a few day never see him... den... look so... different!!! haha... i think he cannot wear polo-tee... coz look fatter!!! hahaha...

wee... take a few photo... but not nice le.. haiz.. den take this one.. hmmm.. should be ok bah.. hahaha... hmm.. look like my baby fat!!!! is so... fat.. haiz...

well... after we eat eat.. we went shop shop lo... haiz.. causeway also very sian.. nothing to shop de... so boring... hmmm... reallly got nothing to do sia.. oh i remember... today... i dream tat i was chase by monster... haiz... i wonder.. why i always kanna chase by monster de??? haiz.... what a stupid dream... making me run and worry... ok nvm... hmmm.. after shopping we went to safra... was going to partyworld de... but den... was too expensive le.. tat why never go.. we end up going bowling...

yeah... this is safra... at yishun de wor.. well.. we went here play bownling.. hahaha... well.. the first round i won them... but the second round.. i was totally dun kw what the hell i am doing.. every 2 shot... got 1 shot is go down the drain... haiz.. maybe dun have a suitable ball... and.. wasn't in a good mood playing bah...

hohoho... this is winson throwing the ball.. haha.. well... he got 65 for the first round... and 80 for the second round... haha.. he was a good player le... well better den me.. haiz...

this is evl.. haha.. back view only.. i think he wun angry la.. even he is angry.. i also wun remove this picture!!! hahaha.. so.. dun ever think of asking me remove it hoh... well.. he got 55 in the first round... and 93 in the second round wor... he hoh!! play so good!!!! haiz.. den i was so lousy seh...

ok.. this is me.. look so weird.. haiz.. well.. i was the winner for the first round.. but.. a super great loser at the second round... i got 76 in the first round.. but... 55 in the second round... oh man... dun kw what happen in the second round seh... score untill like tat.. normally i can score 100 plus de le.. haiz.. sad... oh well.. nvm.. but den.. spend so much today... sad... haiz





hey hey.. can u see it??? is a frog wor!!! i saw it when i was on the way home... hehe... hardly can see de le!!! hohoho... wat a picture... hahaha... oh well.. finally finish all the photo stuff le!! oh.. what a april fool day... yang ching was the first one i cheated.. and... the only one.. haha.. well.. she angry le!!! but lucky... now she never angry le... well.. we know for 15years like tat liao le.. haha.. lalala... and!! i was trying to cheat xiong too.. but... haiz.. can't.. he know tat i wanna cheat him.. haiz... well.. was trying to cheer him up... i feel tat he was so sad... haiz... but... he dun seem to be happy at all.. no matter how i try... he not happy... how wish the happy cheerful xiong will come back... i miss tat xiong so much... why do ppl change when they get promoted??? haiz.. they seem so stress.. and more tired den ever... haiz...

yawn.. so tiring.. tml dun kw wannna go see evl play basketball a not le.. have to support him... but i so tired.. haiz... oh well... have to go!!! haiz.. ok la.. have to sleep liao.. arbo tml will become panda... hahaha... nite nite.... or... should say.. morning... time is nearly 3am liao... haiz...