如果没有了云 天空会不会寂寞
如果没有了天空 云该到哪里停泊
如果没有了你 我会不会寂寞
如果没有了我 你心里会失落吗
i came a cross this... and.. i feel this pharse very touching... and.. very meaningful... LOVE... well... this thing.. i never had b4... i dun kw what is LOVE... some people said love is a wonderful and sweet thing in life... but.. some people also said tat love is cruel... well... all these... i see in my eye... from all my fren.. and.. tv... haha.. well... who dun wish their "love" is a wonderful and sweet thing?? who wish it become a cruel ending?? every ending.. will have a sweet memory... and... bad memory.. u cannot run away... as me for.. i never taste love b4... coz.. i dun kw what will happen to me.. well.. i will think of the bad ending... rather den the happy one.. coz.. i never had a relationship b4... everybody de first love... some is sweet.. some is not.. as for me.. i wish it can be a sweet one... tat why... i keep waiting for tat someone to appear.. haiz... i must be patience... hehehe... oh well... this kind of thing cannot rush or run away... if it come.. not matter how u run... it will still come... if it haven come.. no matter how hard u try... u will not get the "love" u wan... so... i still waiting for my turn... hope it come soon...
well... today.. is the 2nd day of Chinese New Year... i cycle all the way from home to my 4th aunt hse... haiz.. my leg... my knee cap.. think got problem liao... very pain.. i cannto even stand up... if i sit down den stand up, my knee cap will pain till my leg will soft den i fall down... well.. i never fall la.. but got pain till almost fall... i wondering what happen to my knee seh... maybe i need x-ray liao.... i dun wish to be the same as my brother... dun have sport, i will die!!! cannot swim, play basketball, cycle, excerise or what, my life will be meaningless... but now... i hope... my knee wun have a problem.. if not... i dun kw how am i going to continue have my life... well.. finally saw my cousin.. yiwen...... haha... guess what... they reach 4th aunt hse.. first thing said.. will be.. "
Ang Hui Ling... U So Tall!!!" haiz... 1st day of CNY also people say this... 2nd day also... wonder... how many more people wanna say le?? today.. i wear very normal sia... well.. coz.. dun really have CNY mood.. haha.. well... we play poker at there... oh well.. after so many years of winning... finally.. this year.. i lose!!! i lose $3.70... haha... lucky la.. not much... is just a small game... having fun only.. this year... winner will be yiwen.. my cousin.... haha... win quite a lot le she... i abt 6pm i go off le... coz.. i going mac ma... but.. sian lo... NO PPL!!! i cycle all the way back to mac... coz today is xiong last day... tot will have a lot ppl see him last day.. but only me... arghhh... den found out.. tml den is his last day... liew!!!!
summer hoh... also very very bad le!!! coz xiong knock off liao ma... den summer ask xiong bring my go eat eat.. arbo my gastric problem will back... but!!!not really hungry!!! erm.. maybe a bit la... haha.. coz whole day never really eat... haiz... xiong also very weird.. tat what i feel la... dun kw is true or not... first, it give me a feeling tat something do with girls... aiyo!! cannot be la!!should be store... coz... he leaving liao ma.. without him in store.. my life... will be a bit dull liao... he is my sunshine... how will u feel if ur life is in darkness?? haha... he bring me joy and all those laughter... den he go liao... really dun bear... know him so long.. finally can work with him... den he wanna go other place liao... sure very sad de ma... but... cannot sad wor.. must be happy for him.. coz.. if he dun go, he will stuck as a CL 4ever... so.. in order to get promoted, he has to leave... just like a baby bird grow up liao... have to leave mother bird and their nest... to find its own family and hse... cannot keep xiong 4ever rite?? haiz... wondering... how is his life when he work at PS?? sure very tired de... hmm.. maybe should buy some liang cha give him liao... haha.. even if he dun wan... i will just said.. "dun wan, throw away..." haha.. i dun drink liang cha also.. only ju hua cha... well.. xiong is a very nice person... hope his life at there will be very good.. since PS manager like him to work there, i think the manager wun bully him... but... still will worry abt him la...
as for yiyi le... he also get promoted wor.. his 1st day of work is on the 2nd of Feb... xiong is 1st of Feb... well.. yiyi first day... i got work!!! hehe... i work fm 6pm to 11pm... well.. will wait for yiyi den go home together... hmmm... i think... wun have the chance to go home with yiyi and xiong together liao.. 3 of us... since xiong work in PS, where will got time?? haiz.. wondering if he will 4get me.. haha... me so noisy.. he sure wish to 4get as fast as possible... but... i kw he wun... coz.. I AM RUBY!!! lol... rubbish!!!! haha.. dun kw why.. i like to day "rubbish" this word le.. hmmm.... dun kw when o lvl release!!! i so scare... haiz... i fat liao also... arghh!!! my target 65kg!!! now... further and further... coz.. CNY!!!! eat too much goodies liao... haiz.. tml... think will go yiwen hse... hehe.. maybe can maple at her hse!! maple... haiz... xiong only kw maple... so bad!!! T.T kidding la!!! haiz.. just now.. my hp.. drop on the floor... arghhh!!my heart break liao sia!!! lucky nth happen to my phone... if not.. have to send to nokia care.... i dun have my phone!! i will die!!! coz i will feel very uneasy all over... too many important things in my phone liao... ARGHHHH!!! i wan jian fei!!!!!! and i will jian fei!!!!! JIAYOU!!! RUBY!!!! 你可以的!!! 加油!!!
爱情往往在你不知不觉的时候出现, 所以叫做 Fall In Love~
Yiyi Scare Of Bat
hohoho.... tat day... go out eat supper... coz.. is the very last supper.. b4 yiyi and xiong get promoted... well.. me xiong yiyi and ping pin ggo eat eat... hahah... make me laugh till siao de hoh.. is yiyi le... coz i saw bats flying after out supper.. den i said... is a bat... but... the bat fly very fast... den they keep cannot see... den we stand at that spot.. wait for the bat to appear.. finally... he believe it a bat... and den!!! yiyi hold onto xiong... "oh xiong... wo pa pa" hehe.. it give me this feeling lo... hahaha... yiyi scare of bat wor!!! den i wondering.. how come yiyi msn still put bats le... hahahaha!!! really very funny le...
Yiyi Writing CNY Card
well... go work in the afternoon... so... i meet yiyi for lunch lo... we went to northpoint... i ate my favourite japanese food.. salmon furai... haha.. i love eating this food.. so nice.. lol.. coz i love to eat fishy... hehe.. well.. do saw you ming... haha... i see him.. mean i will say something... if u same class with me.. u sure will kw.. i walk up to him.. and stand beside him and said "u guess what i going to say" haha.. he kw sia.. well.. is my vcd.. borrow for 3years liao.. still dun wan return me.. arghhh... oh well... after lunch... me and yiyi went to popular.. but 2 things... pen and cards.. well.. i just wanna buy one pen.. for my work.. haha.. coz i need a pen.. den 4got to bring.. den i go buy lo... yiyi also bought one pen.. one black pen... mine is pink... den he bought one card... for his godmother.. well.. very cute le.. we went to her godmother hse downstair write the card... well... we sit down there... think what to write.. lol!!!! also very funny... lucky got my phone with me... coz can check dictionary... hahaha!!! i will laugh till siao seh... haha... i dun wan to say... coz.. very funny... haha..
Happy Chinese New Year 2006
hohoho... went movie first at mid... with xiong... yiyi.. and stanley.. we go watch "Huo Yuan Jia" well.. Jet Li last movie liao ma... well... quite nice.. coz.. can learn a lot of things... i do learn a lot of things.. abt fren... family.. everything.. haha... we watch at cwp... arghhh... no enough slp... tat why when watching the movie.. keep yawning... T.T but.. ok la.. never slp.. only very cold nia.. lucky stanley lend me his jacket... hehe... coz i 4got to bring mine.. i get rdy liao lo... den.. too rush... put at home... haha... well.. after movie.. GOT MRT WOR!!!! i dun believe lo.. well.. maybe due to CNY tat why so late still got mrt.. me xiong and yiyi went to mac and eat eat a bit... coz hungry... den we went back home lo... hoho.. when we seperate.. i turn back and see.. lol!! xiong wanan fall down sia...
yawn... so tired... early morning.. kanan call up by mother... haiz.. so tired... well... after i woke up.. my aunt came... aiyo!!! i brushing my teeth... den she come.. haha... well.. she gave me an Ang Bao... haha.. hmm.. play maple till 97% haiz.. den my brothers keep ask me go get rdy to go out.. arghhh... cannot level!!! yawn... so tired now.. but have to write finish my blog!!! let me see... i missed my grandma... when i reached... oh... sian.. so little people... but... very happy to see my ah ma... but!! ah ma FA FU le... well.. she told me tat she missed me a lot!!! oh... so touched... well.. stay at that hse... sit down... do nothing... sian.. coz yiwen not there.. everybody got age gap with me sia... i am the youngest there... those small de.. all gone to other place liao... den nest youngest de... older den me 9years old!! haiz.. well... see my cousin... i cfm one thing.. marvin sure eat a lot!! haha... and.. i am correct.... lol... we all keep eat eat eat.. coz nth to do... den watch tv... haiz... i so sleepy at there... feel like sleeping.. but den... my big aunty said... among everybody!! i change the most.. coz.. they say i become gal liao.. arghhh!!! last year i also wer skirt what!!! she said last time i tom boy de... well.. i agree... den marvin said... got 2 bro at home.. dun tom boy also hard... haha.. marvin is my cousin... and!! yesh!! i won!!! last year.. he said i shorter den him... now!!! i taller den him liao!! wahaha!! i am the tallest among all the cousin... waahahha... but den.. i dun find it a good thing to be happy with le... tall.. where gd!!!
well.. when go home... at bus stop... i damn du lan with my brother... i tahan till... i cnanot tahan... den i said.. i walk home my own la!!! liew.. my dad shouted me asked me to go back... but i chose to ignore... well... i walk till.. my leg qi pao liao le.. so painful... coz new shoe ma... haiz... i so tired liao... still walk home... who wun die le??? when my parents and thsoe stupid brothers reached home.. i still walking... haiz... why!!! the way home so far!!! why no ppl pei wo walk?? well.. my dad called me a few time... ask me take bus home... take taxi home.. but i refused to!!! coz... save money ma... haha...
well.. at grandma hse... xiong appear in my mind... feel like msg him.. but den.. he at malaysia..
den never msg... wondering how is his butt liao... hahah... den!!! he said.. "see for urself".. lol!!! i shock sia.. well.. is a misunderstanding.. coz... "see for urself" is he bullying the dog.. he send me a video clip tat he took today... he was bullying a dog... Dog year bully dog.. haha... well... i asked him help me level in maple.. coz i 97% liao.. but.. he dun wan!!! arghhh... how wish i can level by today... but.. i very tired now le... but... i keep have a feeling that xiong will help me level up... wondering... will he?? is my feeling true?? well.. who knows... HOHOHO!!! yesh!! my feeling is true!! xiong do help me level up!!! well.. look like... my feeling is really true... haha.. xiong is the best....
yawn!!!!!!!!!!! really very tired... tml.. will be another day... CNY 2nd day... and.. is a special day wor... coz.. tml... is xiong last day working is CPCC mac.. haiz... how wish he dun need to go... but... he have to... well.. no choice... hope he will have a wonderful day tml.. hehe.. maybe go disturb him a bit tml.. haha.. finally!! i finish my blog!!! FINALLY!! hey xiao michael.. see me so tired.. u got heartbreak?? haha.. hope so... how wish i can see u... arghhh... i sure fat this time... so many CNY goody eat... how!!! oh well.. gonna chiong excerise!!! not tml!! coz.. i wanna rest... have to go grandma hse again tml.. arghh.. sian.. dun kw what to wear... anyhow wear bah... normal clothes will do.. coz.. go there sit sit nia... haha.. k la!!! rest le!!! over working today.. haha...
today... at work... arghhh... so many injury again... my left hand... coz i go freezer.... den... my hand... kanna the handle... my skin came off... arghh... blood come out... i just change the plaster... wow... still bleeding... haiz... den... i also burn my hand... well.. too hot ma... when doing the hashbrown... and the dun kw call what de... haiz... so painful... hurt so many place... haiz... should learn to be careful liao...
SO DU LAN!!! damn du lan a girl... a malay girl... call what rahayu de... haiz... she work before me abt... 1 month bah... 1 month le!! still dun kw how to do her work properly... do lobby... all macham never do... sweep floor, equal never sweep... morning doing breakfast... so many people... den at abt 3pm plus.. i go do lobby... i still found morning de little... those butter de paper... well... this mean tat she never clean... den see her mop floor... i also see liao du lan.. mop macham never mop also!!! here one patch... there one patch... people start from big door.. she start from side door... den when mop... never mop all.. only mop little bit... in the end... is till have to mop it... den table le!!! i clean all.... she also dun kw got clean a not lo.. whole day at lobby... still so dirty... table dirty till.... morning de honey still at there... make me so hard to clean off... den outside also never clean... i clean till i wan to die... den counter le... down tray... wa liew... den i found out.. she put all the tray inside the sink there... DAMN LOT LO!!! all she never wash... dun even say clean lo... she still come and tell me.. tray not need to wash de... bla bla bla.. why need to wash.. bla bla bla... wa liew.. hygiene le... mac one of the most important thing is hygiene... even drop a spoon also cannot lo!!! i hear liao damn du lan... den counter down tray till left 1 or 2 per counter... den she go break... i wash till... the tray was abt my mouth level... i first time see so many tray... den service in.. how am i going to clean the tray??? i ask her to help... den when i wash the rest of the tray... she just walk back to crew room and continue enjoy her break.. wa liew.. no ppl help me... i damn du lan... service in... xiong also not free.. den i one person clean all the tray... my face damn black liao... when she finish her break.. do lobby... she was like standing there waiting for national day sia... if she wanan take her own sweet time... please... dun left all the mess to me... i not ur cleaner and clean all ur mess... damn hate take over her lobby..... sure very die one... coz everything.. do 1/2 way... arghhhh.... wondering who taught her lobby de... haiz.... i have no right to said... coz... she came in before me... but... since she came in before me... she must be more experience den me lo... must be more fast... more good den me lo... but le... wat i see is all those mess... if i complaint.... people will said... she came in 1 month before u.. u got the right to say her ma??? wtf.... if somebody really say this to me... i sure scold back... go see her how she do la... the way she do... who wun complain??? even others complain abt her... people told me she lazy... she this... she that... arghhhh... even me also wan to complain!!!! i really tahan till.... i one day... sure scold her in front of everybody till she jialat jialat... even if people say she more senior den me... i also dun care liao... i only kw... own work... must do till nice nice.... if not... everybody will not happy... just do finish own work... and ownself happy.. can liao....
oh well... when i cleaning the tray... xiong got come find me talk... but i really too du lan liao.. den i didn't reply him... haiz... paiseh la xiong.. coz i very bad mood ma... of all those thing happen on top... if u kw these... i think u will understand me... haiz... but u choose to say "humph... dun talk to u liao"... haiz... sad... u so bad... people bad mood ma... den like this say... haiz... punch out also never tell people... suddenly gone missing... haiz...
well... i promised myself tat i will sure write this de... and this... xiong... wahahahhaa.... make me laugh till siao... he took a empty box... den sit on it... hahaha... but... uh oh!!! PONG!!! i hurt one big sound... den.. after tat.. i saw something wor... xiong was sitting on the floor... wahaha.. the box.. flat!!! and spoilt sia!!! den xiong was like... very ma lu lo!!! face red... haha... den... can see tat he damn paiseh lo.. keep saying dun laugh... hahaha... was so funny... wondering if ur butt still hurt le... hahaha....
If You Are Happy In Doing Something, You Will Do Till The Best....wow... guess what... xiong delicate song to me!!! i wait whole nite.. den at 2am.... the very last msg... haha... yeah... i in the top of the list... i am the first one!!! hahaha... well... if never read out... i sure very sad... and... tired..
i went shopping today... buy my new year clothes... haiz.... cost me so big big big!!!!!! $100 plus... i bought 2 top... 1 bottom... 2 earring... one of the earring... i buy... coz... it look like the earring in maple!!! look the same le!!! den i buy... haha... both of the earring... very heavy!!!! arghhh...
i went to mac later on at nite... haha... xiong wanna go dye hair... but... too late... haha.. he wanna dye black... hmm... i wondering... since his hair is growing... why dun wait till later den dye??? like tat.. hair will look more darker... den maybe can save up the dye hair money... hahaha....
well.... sze peh pass me a hamster.... oh well... xiao michael!!! dun mind rite??? hmmm... i wonder what i going to name it... da michael??? hahaha... well... maybe i call... xiao michael no. 2... coz... i see xiao michael in this new hamster... coz.. all very active... T.T oh xiao michael... i miss u so much.....
sian ar~ tml work morning!!!!!! arghhh.... first time work morning de... sure kanna lobby lo... coz... never learn morning de ma... haiz.... so tired man!! work 8am to 2pm tml... T.T
i wan jian fei!!!!!!!!! monday and tuesday i off... i going gym on one of the day... hahaha... go train train a bit... coz long time never go liao... hahaha... who interest??? lol!!! ARGHH!!! sunday i work 7.5hours!!!!!!! help!!!!!! so tired!!!!
sian ar!!! maple!! sop hard to lvl!!! sob sob... oh well.. PLS GIVE ME MORE ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!
very very sad.... coz... xiao michael die... xiao michael is my beloved hamster.... 17 Jan 2005... he left me.... i bought him on 22 Nov 2005.... 8 weeks... he with me for 8 weeks.... and... he left me just like tat... i hate myself... becoz.. i dun get the chance to see him for the very last time... when i finish work... i heard my phone keep ringing... well.. 4 missed called fm my family... when i called back... my brother told me tat xiao michael is dead... i dun believe... den... my dad told me... he really die... on tat very spot... inside the crew room... i cry out... my tear flowing out... i dun believe it!!! Shahila just beside me... after i hang up the phone... she asked me what happened... well... i can't said tat word out... my tear keep coming out... i only can walk out of crew room... and get some tissue.... yiyi saw me crying.... he look happy when xiao michael die sia... haiz... i so sad... boss see me like tat also a bit shock... oh well... i do msg xiong telling him abt it... but.... the reply he gave me was "buy a new one la"... haiz... sad.... very very very sad.... dun believe he do said tat out... when i reach home... i dun feel like talking... den my brother keep disturbing me said tat xiao michael had die... i really very sad liao.. den he still like tat said... well.. i whack him... i use my hp chain and whack him... my mother also scolded him... i didn't talk since i reached home... except my mother, telling her to wash my work uniform... other den tat... my mouth not open at all...
i look at xiao michael cage... i look at xiao michael photo in my phone... i cry whole nite again... why i dun get the chance to see him for the last??? my dad told me tat... when xiao michael die... he standing and lie on the door... i do angry tat my dad throw away without telling me first... but... he said tat he scare for virus or what... haiz... den he throw away... he said tat xiao michael become hard hard de... why!!! why he die??? izzit tat he wish to see me b4 he go??? everytime i reached home... he will stand by his cage and wait for me... den i will feed him... i didn't had the chance!!! why!! why he never wait for me?? den he gone!!! when i look at his photo in my phone when i lie on my bed... i cry out... xiao michael got meaning for me de... the very first pet of my own... buy with xiong and yiyi de... when think of xiao michael... feel like crying... den.. when saw xiong.... will remember of xiao michael... well... name xiao michael after xiong de ma...
today go work... dun really have the mood... well.. got yiyi cheer me up ma... at least can make me get away the tot of xiao michael... but when saw xiong... arghhh... feel sad again... no mood... xiao michael.... hope u rest in peace....
today work... kanna extended for 1 hour... coa yati wanan go home early... oh well... i become multi-purpose crew seh... do everything... lobby... kitchen... back up... everything... sian.. i really can die!!! i keep waiting for tml de!!! coz.. if my off day... liew... just now ping ping add in my name... sian!!! have to wait till friday... MY OFF!!! gone!! fly away... with xiao michael... xiao michael... u will be in my memory 4ever~ and... hope u can be with me.... oh xiao michael... from today onwards... i named my blog as xiao michael...
xiao michael!!! i so tired!!! tot of playing with u... now cannot... only can talk to u in here... haiz... i had a very very bad dream... a dream tat i always scare of... and.. it happen in my dream... i hope in real life wun happen... coz... i dun wish it to happen... if can opposite of my dream.... i will be the most happy gal in the world... hope!!! is will be opposite!!! pls!!! xiao michael... u must make sure the opposite of my tat dream will come true wor... depend on u liao!!!
arghhh... xiong so bad!!! bad!!! when i go home... he said tat.. i long time ago wish u go home.. wa liew... sad.... sad.... sad.... stupid!!! stupi xiong!! arghh!! xiao michael... ask his hamster go bite him!!! use ur hamster language... haha... sian... so many things happen.. but... no time to write in my blog.. sob sob... oh well.. hope i can update my blog everyday!!! arghh... tml working... 12.30pm le!!! sian.... xiao michael ar.... give me some energy!!!
aiyo... today work... will die seh... keep on service in... so many people.... wun stop... will die le!!! today.. b4 going to work... i play maple a while... hahaha... den saw xiong... oh well... he still haven recover... den i go buy liang cha for him... he dun wan sia... but.. no choice.... must let him recover... den... keep push liang cha to him.. den he say he dun wan... wahaha... still have to take.. den i said.. if wan u drink it.. if not... throw it away... wahaha... well... just now go supper... i asked him.. got drink ma... well.. he said he throw away.... haiz... dun kw real a not... but... he was smiling le... oh well... dun kw got a not le... haiz.... when he said he throw away... liew... sad sia... but.. his face... showing tat he got drink... hohoho!!! i asked him again... he got drink seh!!! hmm.. not bad... hope he recover as fast as possible... hope i wun get sick... hehe... he so poor thing le... keep on running nose.. his running nose.. can win the race seh... he also very gu zhi.... keep dun wan eat medicine... if he continue like tat... i sure buy dozen of pill... ask him eat it!!! den see he will recover a not... haha... sound evil hoh?? lol!!!
sitting at the coffee shop.. chatting with summer.. for 3hours plus bah... den wait till xiong come.. lol... coz he finish work ma.. den ask him come also... oh well... he never bring his bike home... haha... i think because of me bah... if never call him come... he would have cycle home... dun need to walk home... haha.. he look so tired... yiyi also... he late for work seh... den he look very tired sia... hmm... hope he can tahan till 6am... coz.. now still service in seh!!! he sure very tired de... haiz...
sian... me tml 2pm work.. or should i said.. today 2pm work.. arghhh... cannot play maple... sob sob... when work just now... my gastric back again seh... feel so weak all over... arghhh... den so many ppl... work till like cow... haiz... run here and there... damn tired... hope my gastric dun pain!!! haiz...
sian ar.. my maple... no messo liao la!!! sian... xiong earn think got million liao le.... me le... the most... is each 100k.. now le... no money liao le... den gonna buy 60k thing fm boss... arghhh.... no money liao le... die die die... haiz... play maple till so si bai.... tian ar!!! haiz...
haiz... today.... is mine 6th days of working... haven rest yet le.. coz... previous 2 off days, let stanley called down for work... sob sob... finally... tml i got rest!!! gonna pray hard!!! coz... dun wan to work tml ma... haha... if work.. mean... 7 days liao le... continue de... hahaha..
T.T oh dear... i just now hurt my hand when doing fillet sia... coz the stupid thing cannot come out... den i use my bare hand... touch the metal.. haiz... so pain... i never cry ok... haha... haiz... nth big also... just hurt nia... and hoh... my rite hand.... 4th finger.... blue black sia.. i think... i hold the thing too much le.. den maybe not properly... tat why a bit blue black... haha... just now... very pain seh... but now.. not pain le... hahaha...
hmm.. ytd... haiz... work closing ma... kanna bully by xiong... liew.. almost cry out... he know i hate soda.. still give me... haiz... he bully me... still say i xiao qi gui!!! arghhh.... if i really angry.... i wun bother to talk to him... haiz.. never angry... say me xiao qi gui... wa liew... WHY!!!!! I HATE SODA!!!!! arghhh!!!
oh well.. today morning woke up... very sleepy.. but den... can get up.. haha... haiz... got flu this morning... i think due to the rain these few days bah... but.. when work dun have flu la.. haha.. maybe too cold liao wor... hahaha... oh well.. now i in mac... write this post.. lol!!!! k la!! i go play maple le... see u...
HoHoHo... guess what... yiyi got read my blog de wor... when in mac... using stanley de laptop... haha... not bad not bad... yiyi got take note of me sia... wahaha... one way to know me is thru my blog wor... lalala... very happy tat yiyi is getting better now... haha... wee... yiyi got show his care for me wor... happy~ haha.. at least this show me tat yiyi never cold me... haha... wee...
well.. after working.... so tired man.... so far... i had work for 4 days le.. should be 3days de... but... stanley last minute ask me go work... T.T haiz... closing... so hard to do sia.... i do till... wanna die seh!!! haha.... coz first time ma... den do very slow... 2 manager... 2 crew leader help me sia... aiyo!!! so paiseh!!!! haha... haiz... counter..... i very scare sia... coz... when i speak.. my voice will jam... den i talk.. will not clear... arghh.. so scare... coz... i learn so many thing in a go... den very fast.... aiyo!!! chi bu xiao le!!! yiyi learn counter... 2 weeks... 100marks... aiyo!!! i dun kw can get 100marks also ma le... scare... coz... yiyi teach me counter... if i never do well... sure dui bu qi ta!!!! the most scare de is counter le... very very scare... arghhh... i wish i wun do counter... haiz... very scare le!!!! aiyo!!! i am such a scaredycat!!!! T.T
YIYI!!!! I WILL TRY MY BEST!!! I WUN DUI BU QI NI!!!! arghh.... scare!!!!! pa pa de le!!! T.T
oh well.. 1/2 of my day... sleeping... den another 1/2 in mac.... 1/4 of it working... another 1/4 playing.... oh well.. not slp... den is work... not at home... den is mac... oh well.. i got no where to go liao sia... haiz.... oh well.. at mac.. only stanley shift... i dare to play a fool... other den tat... dun dare!!!! coz.. stanley more kw urs bah... hmm... i most scare de shift.. should be ping ping de... arghh!!! scare le!!!
haiz.... guess what... i making note seh!!! notes on what i learn in mac... what i have to take note!!! arghh... must collect information liao!!! if wan do something.. i wanna make sure things i do is good... coz nothing can be perfect... so... as good as possible can le... arghh.... sian~ continue do notes bah.... hehe~
hmmm... xiong hurt his finger le.... when doing some stuff... and cut his finger!! aiyo!!! why not careful le!! aiyo!!! haiz.... he like always hurt his finger.... everytime see him... sure got hurt somewhere... haiz~ must kw how to take care ma~ hoh bloggiee??? haha...
wahaha... now i at mac... so worry today.. coz... yiyi hurt his back head... haiz... i bring him go hospital... coz.... no ppl can bring him go... coz.. all working... no time... oh well.. xiong called me... using stanley hp... den heard
tat yiyi wanna die liao!!! wa liew... i so worry... den i rush out of the hse... faster go mac... i run all the way down... almost out of my breath... oh well... when i saw yiyi... i shock le... coz... he look so sick and weak... den i go hospital with him lo... we went to TTS hospital... we take taxi down... well... $70 le!!! so expensive... but... lucky nothing happen... he go take x-ray... haha... and the doctor said... dun have crack... wow.. we so happy.. but... the doctor said.. "but.... ur head too small"... wahaha.... was so funny seh... the doctor very funny... starting when check up, i keep laughing at there... coz... i feel very funny lo.. the doctor yiyi ma.. and the way he check.. very funny lo... hahaha...well... now he is very fine.. coz he just sit beside me.. playing cards~ haha... as for xiong... he inside washing... den me... play stanley laptop... wahahaha.... today i first day of work le... learn so many things... 5 hours of work.... 3 hours at lobby.... 2 hours at kitchen... haiz.. think i am the first one... 1st day of work start kitchen... today xiao ming is my shifu... he taught me a lot of thing sia... but... i also got do wrong thing... but is inside kitchen... lobby got nothing wrong... in kitchen... i learn fillet today... haiz... feel very sry le... coz do wrong thing... sry le ming sheng... xiao ming look damn stress seh... oh well... at least i mangage to survive... haha... tml...nonono... should be today... later 10.30am... have to take bursary... sian... cannot slp liao... sob sob... maybe... after i write my blog... rest a while.... hehe... or.. play maple??? lol.. dun kw le.. haiz... 5pm got to work again... work till 10pm... arghhh.... working... make my back so pain... my leg too... when doing lobby... my head go bang the thing sia... den.... my fingle hurt also... haiz.... hope... later.... wun have anything happen... but... energy low le... sob sob... kambateh yo!!!!!!!!!!!! ruby!!! u can do it de!!! HOHOHO!!!wahahaha!!!! i 11.49pm send Yes933 sms.... delicate song... den guess what.... at 12.15am it read out.... i delicate to xiong and yiyi... haha... dun kw yiyi got listen a not... but i sure xiong got listen... den..... i tot xiong will find me in msn... but... he sms me sia... wahaha... he was so touched!!!! yeah!!!! his first time... give me liao.... hey hey... dun anyhow think... is first time delicate song to him.... and i got the first time!!! well... second... third... all will be me... well... is only wheather u got listen a not nia... if u got listen... more den tat lo~ *wink*
i have the best dream ever... haha... cannot tell u all the detail... coz... i wanna keep it in my heart... oh.... so sweet... dun kw is furture de thing or wat... coz.. it happen on 27th jan... hmm.. hope it is true.... oh.... i wish i never got up sia... stay in tat dream.... so wonderful... hehehe.... well... tat is just a dream... not real de... but... i wish it will come true...
but not this part.... this part... is xiao michael... become very very very very big... macham monster... aiyo!!! scary!!! oh well... at least now xiao michael is peacefully sleeping in his cage... haha... and... not tat big.... phew... scare me sia...
hehe~ tml start working loh~ 9am to 2pm... very scare scare seh.... arghhh..... why is a sat??? if is a weekday better... haha... oh well... cannot too late slp... but.... i 4++ den woke up... how to slp at nite??? haiz... who ask me morning 6am den slp.... die die die... arghh!!! how!!!
YoZ!!!! haha... many days never come write... coz... no time... coz... playing maple all the while... hahaha... yawn.... this few days... really can die... today i slept at 6am plus.... ytd at 5am plus... die ar~ if continue like this.... dun kw when working... will sleep ma.... haha.. well... tat time so scare of injection... CHEY!!! not pain at all... not a single feeling.. i still ask the doctor... finish jab liao ar??? lol.... all the while..... scare for nothing sia... haha... well... i be working on saturday le... wondering... how will it be??? hope will be nice... still a bit fear... coz is the first job ma... haha...
play maplw with yiyi... hehe... i party him... we go pig beach kill pig!!!! liew... i killed nearly 2k pig tat day... now.... i killed abt 3k pig.... in a day la.... aiyo!!!! den le... my level still so low.... ytd do a lot of note sia.... a lot of note on assassin.... haha... den continue play... coz yiyi playing... if alone play... i rather not playing... xiong.... keep doing pq(party quest), den never chat sia... oh well... at least when he log out... he with me... haha... know why?? coz i wanna pass him things ma... den hoh!! he show me all the earring!!!! but!!! WHY NO RUBY!!!!! sob sob... i think ruby is the next one bah... haha.... hope to see it.... but... he wun give me de la... haiz.. if he will give... i sure..... happy till siao... haha....
yawn.... got to go down mac liao le... take uniform.... haiz.. ytd.... console stanley sia... coz... he a bit down.... well... we change topic in the end... den... he become happy... i can sense tat la.. haha.. hope he wun think too much... hahaha.... oh well... dun feel like wearing contact lenses today... haha... i go wash up a bit... den go down liao... haha... cya bloggiee....
hmm... new year... again... haha... at mac celebrate... but not really celebrate.. coz... no countdown... haiz~ sian~ if think rite.. will found out tat... celebration day always with xiong, yiyi, stanley...... haha.... well... was at mac waiting for boss.... wait for him for 4hours plus... den he come.. haha.. well.. i be working at mac liao.. hehe... boss said i skip OJE seh.. mean i no need work 4hours try try... can just start work.. haha... wondering wat will happen seh... scare scare.. have to take injection.... buy shoe... buy sock... haha... oh well... xiong cannot pei wo go sia.. sob sob... he working.... haiz... he gonna wore out le.. if like this continue... he cut his finger also!!!! aiyo... worry seh... lucky not very deep cut... but... very pain... i think... saw his finger at mac... aiyo... see liao.. sad sad.. haiz... starting go mac... dun wanna talk to him de... but den... see him like so sad... hehe~ cannot like this liao... trying to cheer him up... well.. lucky.. in the end.... tat smile is back... yeah.... haha~ he at lan shop playing with blur boy... blur boy is qi feng.. hehe.. coz he really very blur... oh well...
hmmm.... sian.... dun kw wat will happen sia... now watch tv... so kan jiong!!! but.. in the end.. sure end at the important part... den have to wait for next week... haiz.. show is like tat!! haha... haiz... dun kw wat to write for today blog le.. coz nothing relaly happen today... only in maple keep playing... yesh~ i level liao~ now is 27~ hehe.. today.. boss son... deryl and donovan... they bring me inside dungeon... very very very deep... see so many monster... tat i cannot kill... but den... at least i saw a lot of thing... a lot of monster... and know wat to do.. when i high level in the furture.. haha... oh man... once i started work in mac.. think wun have the time liao... haha.. hmm... i got to buy a lot of thing tml... sian... money sure use a lot... sob sob..
aiyo!!! xiao michael drop down!!!!! high high drop down!!! watch tv 1/2 way... saw something move.. sia la!!! is a mouse!!! is xiao michael!!!! alamak!!! lucky i bring him back.... arbo if i lost him.. i sure cry like hell... haiz... k la.. dun kw write wat le.. tata..
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