wow~ bloggee~ today i had my GCE O level chinese examination~ haha~ i court court~ paper 2 i think i can get an A2~ paper 1 le~ get an A also~ overrall i aim an A2~ haha~ if can get A1 best~

after exam le~ i had my luch with aunt they all~ at KFC~ haha~ after that hoh~ me and zhi xiong go buy ear piece~ haha~ he help his brother buy de~ well, he helped my carried my bicycle to the bicycle shop to repair~ it cost $10 le~ haha~ quite cheap~ but den~ i still need to save up~ $70 to change other part of the bicycle~

haiz~ my leg gonna soft like jelly liao~ cycle for 4hours plus non-stop~ from yishun to lower seletar back to yishun den to sambawang park den back to yishun~ oh man~ all the hills.... oh man~ i now hand very red and pain~ QI PAO LE LEH!!!! very very very red~ very pain~ hmm~ my stamina can say improve??? can tahan so long~ haha~

haiz~ hand too pain le~ dun wanna type too much~ hehe~ see u next time bloggee~ muackz~

It Doesn't Take Much To Be Someone's Hero. Just Do What You Always Do.

hmm~ 4 more days wor~ O Level Examination in 4 days time.. haiz~ tian ar~ i was memorising my social studies~ haiz~ Book 4 chapter 1~ one paragraph can kill me le!! hmm~ let see.. today got math but i never go~ coz very sleepy~ cannot wake up~ i 4am den slp~ bo bian~ i slp till 4pm today~ wow~ my phone tio flood by missed call and sms~ got so many missed call~ haiz~

TIAN AR!!!! i gonna stress out~ so much pressure~ dun kw why.. whenever my phone ring.. i feel so much pressure~ ton and ton of pressure~ haiz~ TIAN AR!!!!! i suffer so much~

hmm~ today hoh~ tat EVL call me go study~ haiz~ but my papa dun allow~ ke lian de wor~ thunder strike me!!!! haiz~ dun kw why le~ this few day never go study with EVL.. haha~ coz when i resting day he call me... arbo when i very very tired day he call me.. haiz~ the time is not right wor~

EVL: see when u can tio jackpot~


today at home... so angry!!! was shouting at my brother for dun kw how many time.. almost go kitchen get a knife and pok them~ i was throwing things all around the hse~ haha~ got one is tat hoh~ i throw one thing... headshot!!! kanna both of them... den kanna one of them head~ haha~ nice ar~ lucky i didn't tio beaten up by them~ but den... wat they said when EVL call me.. really freak me out~ they say till i very wat lo~ damn angry~ haha~ but den~ got aunt cool me down~ aunt is really a very very cooling water~ can cool everything down~ well.. 3 days never write my blog~ kind of sad~ but no choice~ dun have the time~ bloggee~ must forgive me ok?? forgive and forget~ haha~ it is easy to say~ but den~ very hard to do rite??

yawn~ tml gonna reach school at 9am~ ask Miss Latika abt geography~ 9am to 12.30pm~ hmm~ wat geo thing should i ask le?? maybe all~ every single thing~ haiz~ i failed my geo all the way de~ now a bit scare le~ o level standard~ dun kw is how~ haiz~ please!! god!!! please!! let me pass all~ please let me get a 15point~ tian ar!! wo qiu qiu ni!!! *pray hard*

haiz~ gonna continue memorise my social studies liao~ oops!! my shirt is dirty!! gonna change~ haha~ cya~ see u tml or wat bah~ muack~

i got nothing to say about it~ all my fault~ bloggee~ i am a totally useless person~ no matter wat i do... no ppl will think i correct~ no people will stay by my side~ no body~ i give up~ i totally give up~ i need no ppl~ i am myself~ i dun need others to trust me~ i dun need others to help me~ i kw i didn't do anything wrong.. i trust myself.. i help myself.. Zhi Yao Wo Wen Xin Wu Kui Jiu Ke Yi Le~ Wo Mei Zhuo Cuo~ i kw wat i am doing~ i need no help!!! i kw i can do it alone~ i dun need others trust in me~ coz i trust myself~

My Motto: i wun get defeated unless i give up~

well... i totally defeated~ coz i give up~ i give up hope in everyone~ but i didn't lose hope in myself~ Jiu Suan Mei Ren Li Wo, Wo Ye Bu Hui Fang Qi~

"someone": dun worry~ anything happen, i handle myself... i dun believe i so weak~

i tell myself tat i wun cry for tat "ABC" anymore~ but den... i lost my control ytd nite~ well.. even a fuse may blow when the current exceed its rating~ even a thing can lost control~ me?? of coz cannot control~ i listen to "because of you" the whole nite~ i do ask myself.. why... why i in this state? why?? why i must handle this kind of thing~ why? why? why? dun kw why~ i got so many why tat need an answer~ who will give me an answer??

rongwei ask me to heck care~ give up~ but den~ i already gave up lo~ is just tat~ those in direct attack... make me hurt more and more~ even if i gave up~ "ABC" will give up so easily?? nah~ she wun~ i kw~ i kw i can heck care~ i kw i can do it~ just give me more time~ i need a lot more time~ time is running out so fast~ so fast till i can't even plan wat to do next~ haiz~

dun kw why~ every msg i received.. i feel so much of pressure~ i dun kw who will be the one sending me the msg~ but... the feeling... is pressure~ it make me can't breath~ haiz~ till now.. i still feel the pressure~ dun kw who will msg me~ haiz~

so hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna eat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haven eat for whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yawn~ so tired~ hungry~ oh man~

Positive People Don't Put Others Down

haiz~ i really cannot take it anymore~ why people keep thinking i the one that is in the wrong side~ why everytime tat "ABC" act innocent, people believe her~ why when tat "ABC" cry and told "someone" she will return his money back, and den "someone" come ask me did i done anything~ WHY!!!!!!! i trusted "someone" so much~ i tot he wun side anyone~ tot he wun hurt me~ in the end, wat i see in my msg... is full of untrusted feeling~ when when she cry, "someone" trust her?? cry mean win??? come on~ i the one tat is suffering~ i the one tat is the victim~ and yet, "someone" ask me "did you do anything to "ABC"?? oh man~ i cried~ i cried~ all becoz he say this thing~ i cried~ he dun trust me~ he think i do thing toward "ABC"~ he think tat i the one tat is in the wrong side~ wat i get in the end?? scolding from him~ someday, i hope i just be gone in this world~ someday, i wish i wun have to suffer~

she dun deserved a A1 for CCA~ she is uniform group.. she the leader~ yet, she is not honest at all~ she take the money~ tell teacher she lost it!!! this kind of ppl, how can get a A1 where others try so hard for CCA, get a B3 instead??

tat day, jieyi wanna ask "ABC" for her money back~ yet, she say she next day den return~ but den, they fight la~ well, none of my business~ jieyi ask me to follow but i dun wan lo~ i walk pass them~ den i sat in the bus stop with sok mui~ after tat jieyi come find me~ we ask her wat they talking~ jieyi told me tat she told her to return her money back~ den hoh~ jieyi told her stop hurting people~ many people was hurt~ and wat "ABC" said??? "I DUN KW LA~ I DUN KW LA" all reply i dun kw~ jieyi told her tat she kw wat she done... den tat "ABC" keep reply i dun kw la i dun kw la~ does this proved tat she xin xu(feel guilty)?? i saw her walk not so far away... den i shouted: bu yao act innocent la (dun act innocent)~ i confirm she heard tat~ i still cannot forgive her~ coz of wat she done to me and my fren~ she is such a b*t*h~ i dun call ppl b*t*h~ people kw me well, should kw i wun anyhow call ppl tat~

how much i cry??? no ppl kw~ i told zhixiong "she cry she win la~ who will understand me?? all the while no ppl understand me~ she cry she win~ how can like tat?? why u all keep thinking i am the one in the wrong~ i the one suffering.. who will kw how much i cry?? not a single one~ how much icry.. u wun kw... how much i suffer.. u wun kw.. u all only kw tat i am the one in the wrong~ u kw how much i hurt??" i really very xin ku(feel very terrible)~ i dun kw how long i still can take it~ why she can like tat treat me~ even if we were fren for so long... wat she done?? for me to kw, is up for u to find out~

i really cannot take it... when ppl keep coming to me asking wat happen this wat happen tat~ i really very irritated~ i really very dulan lo~ why everything ask me~ she done those thing~ should ask her~ why ask me~ she done all the thing~ why dun dare to say out??? come talk in front of me la~ dun dare izzit!!! keep acting in front of ppl~ keep making ppl feel pity for u~ in the end?? ppl all come to me... hey u guys?? does u all kw how i felt?? does u all kw how i take all this trouble?? i not tat feel to handle everything for her~ she done those thing, dun expect others to help her say wat happen~ she knew it~ yet, dun dare to say out~ wat does this kind of ppl call??? u all say le??

bloggee!!! i raelly cannot take it anymore~ i already dun wanna cry for her~ yet i cannot control~ today, i tot of fighting with her~ but den, she didn't dare to come school.. why?? very simple~ coz she dun wanan pay up the money~ tat the reason~ dun ever let me see her...

i heard fm EVL... he msg me.. said she go find "ABC".. said tat "if u wanna come, come find me"~ omg~ wat happen? wat the hell is happening around here?? EVL never tell me~ haiz~ got this kind of fren~ i kind of happy~ but den.... how come he go find her without letting me know in the 1st place?? haiz~ now, she confirm go cry cry cry telling ppl tat i find ppl go scold her~ believe a not??? "someone" or wat confirm be the 1st one asking me thing again~ she sure cry cry cry making ppl pity her~ den in the end, i the one get scolding again~ haiz~ in-direct attack me~ tat wat somepeople told me~ haiz~ i started to lose faith in u, "someone"~ why u choose to trust her?? why u choose to listen to one side and den without finding the true, started to scold me~ why dun u find out wat u heard is true or not den find me?? why dun u ask her wat happen den find me?? why she dun wanna tell u anything further and in the end find me again~ why.... why... why... why i always the 2nd one ppl ask... why she is the 1st one ppl ask.. why.. why ppl always think i the one causing all the trouble?? why when she act innocent, ppl all believe her... why... i got so many why waiting for u all to give me an answer... but, wat i get is hurt and more hurt.. my heart already got alot of scar.. scar tat cannot be heal... and u all are carving more scar in my heart... izzit when i die den u all can let me off?? izzit when i die.. den u all will stop making me sad?? izzit when i die, i will not feel any sadness.. izzit when i die, thing den can be solve?? izzit die.. den i can be free?? die is not the only way out.. i kw... i always say this to others.. i kw how to console others.. but.. when i need consolation fm u all... where were u?? where were all my fren.. no ppl kw how i really really felt~ i kw i am different from others.. since i was born.. i feel i was different from other.. not physically.. but emotionally.. my emotion is very very different from others.. i take every single emotional thing very seriously.. and ppl keep attacking this weakness.. this weakness is not wat to change.. i born this way.. i born to have this kind of weakness to let ppl attack~ no ppl can change the way i am... nobody~

where den can i find a little bit of light?? i am totally under the deep blue sea~ without any bit of light from the sun~ i can't see... i can't see the light~ does tat mean tat i have no hope?? or izzit nite time.. and the sun is not up yet... but.. even if the sun is up... can it shine on me?? can it bring me out of the deep blue sea?? when den i can find the light.. a little bit will do.. it doesn't matter if it is just 1sec... at least let me see that there is hope~ when den i can see tat bit of light?? i started crying again~ i pity myself being so useless.. i look down myself being so weak~ why can't i help myself?? if no light come to me... i will find it myself.. maybe.. if i swim up a little more.. i can see the light.. but it feel like i am being chain up by lot of thick chain.. tat prevent me from swimming upward.. when den i can find the key to unlock the chain pulling me down?? where is the key?? can i find it?? the ocean is so big... the chain prevent me to find the key.. maybe.. this is my fate.. it is plan b4 i was born... is all the end for me.... haiz~

He Who Asks Maybe A Fool For 5 Minutes.. But He Who Doesn't Is A Fool Forever~

aiyo!! guess wat~ today can said tat is my coldest day ever~ coz today go EVL hse study ma~ haiz~ i wan study he dun let me!!! he pig seh!! (uh oh!! gonna get kill by somebody) haha~ he very tired la~ bo bian~ haiz~ den me cannot slp seh~ i feel so terrible~ coz... VERY COLD!! i cold till shiver like hell~ can said tat today is the 2nd time at his hse ton study~ and also the 2nd time i cold till shiver~ dun kw why le~ today i very very very cold~ even i wear jacket.. a even thick jacket.. also very cold~ well, all becoz i wear short~ tat why cold~ dun even dare to move also~ haiz~ stay at the same position for a few hour~ very hard to slp~ how wish morning faster come~ so tat i can get out of the COLD like ICE room~ really very cold le!!!

EVL: bo bian~ i very weak~ haha~

when morning finally come, i went to school with daniel(bigbird). haha~ we go mac 1st~ den meet zhi xiong.. aunt.. den go school together~ haha~ almost cannot get to school by the side gate~ dun kw why school side gate getting close ealier and ealier~

Saw tat "ABC" while i go take the daily management book~ me monitoress ma~ bo bian~ have to take~ tat "ABC" dun even dare to look at me~ today is her birthday~ can say tat no ppl wanna celebrate with her~ even jie yi also run away from her~ haiz~

just before physics lesson, i throw up in the toilet seh!! haiz~ my gastric problem again~ starting of the year already suffer a lot liao~ eat wat vomit wat~ now le~ becoz never eat.. throw up~ haiz~ i hate the feeling seh~ coz it hurt my stomach!! haiz~ all the while feel so sleepy~ but den never slp la~ during physics lesson, teacher go thru practical~ i the 1st to do finish and den rest a while~ didn't really feel like talking~ coz dun really feeling good~ i never talk for tat whole 2 period ++. during recess time, jie yi come and told me something~ haiz~ abt $$$ and "ABC" de~ see~ money again~ i do tell myself.. if i really fight with "ABC" hoh, i must get back all the money for my fren~ Yang Ching $100~ Jie Yi $10~ and still got my 2 mummy de~ sok mui de~ even mine de.. but i dun care mine de~ but den yang ching de, is not a small amount le!!! and "ABC" is not tat poor lo~ she seem so rich lo~ everyday like got so much money~ everyday eat so much during recess.. if she can just save up and return to yang ching and guys~

jie yi ask me again~ the same question.. can "ABC" and me He Hao Ru Chu?? den i told them wat EVL told me~ the story abt the wood and nails thing~ is very meaningful le~ they also understand the story~ and never force me to He Hao Ru Chu with tat "ABC" again~ haha~ hope so!!!

coz whole day never eat~ after school, i went to northpoint and get a bite~ i went to popular buy something den i go foodcourt buy my lunch~ coz i very tired liao~ den i take away~ saw EVL at northpoint wor~ wa seh!! the world so small wor~ denise also there~ coz not feeling good, so didn't have the mood to join them~ haiz~ PAISEH WOR!!! bo bian~ i too weak ma~

yawn~ so tired!!!! tml got mock exam~ den o lvl practical in 2 days time~ oh man~ i feel so tired~ feel so stress~ haiz~ parent reach home lo~ ask me drink wat Pao Sheng~ dun kw wat the hell is tat~ my dad said tat is to Bu Wo De Jing Sheng~ ar!! but i think is KU DE!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it!!! i dun wan to drink~ time to run~ *can start shooting Pao Ba Hai Zhi 2*

Life --> Failing Doesn't Make You A Failure.. Giving Up Does..

i feel so tired now bloggee!!! haiz~ ytd hoh~ haiz~ STUPID CHENG GUAN!!!!!! while watching movie hoh, keep scaring me!! scare me till i cry le~ i cry abt 3 time le!!! haiz~ next time dun wan watch horror movie with him liao la!!! sure dun have a good ending de~ whole cinema only i shout u kw~ very paiseh lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

study till 2plus in the morning le~ den cannot tahan liao~ so i come back home~ i play game while lying on my bed lo~ haha~ i play till i fall asleep sia~ i play till 3plus~ den i slp all the way lo~

early in the afternoon!! phone kept ringing!! i hate people calling when i am a sleep!!! so noisy!! yao qi called my hp~ i gave a call back to her~ she came to my hse and play~ haha~ ok ok la~ not bad~ Aunt Ah Ho also come my hse le~ pass me something tat have to give to my mum~ i asked yao qi accompany me to eat eat coz very very hungry~ after having my lunch, we went to photocopy the geography note i get from Mr Chia yesterday~ oh man!! very thick le!!! cost me $6.50 after discount~ haiz~ i now feel so sleepy~ yawn~ good nite bloggee~

Just Because Something Is Difficult.. Doesn't Mean You Shouldn't Try.. It Mean You Should Just Try Harder..

WAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! bloggee~ i going crazy!! i just now heard tat i get 4th in class!!! i won tat "ABC"~ she get 11th seh~ so big jump~ since mid-year till now~ hahaha~ i improved so much~ not i bhb hoh~ is really improved le!! heard tat tat "ABC" hoh, face turn when i win her so much~ wahaha~ so happy~ so wish to see how her face look~

i am the devil ruby!! haha~ see~ i so bad now liao~ all let tat "ABC" train de~ who care~ i said already~ if she wan find ppl find me trouble, better kill me~ or else she gonna get it from me~

haiz~ guess wat~! i this week~ 3 days never go school liao le!! monday.. wednesday and today~ haiz~ tml have to go school!! haha~ arbo sure let teacher scold~ haha~

haiz~ just now saw eric like tat hoh, quite worried abt him~ he never pick up my call or reply my sms~ haiz~ dun kw tml will he go school a not ma le~ dun kw how he go thru today liao~

haiz~ today let xue juan and mr asean bully till... haiz~ lucky never cry out~ but hoh, really very angry lo~ feel like pack my thing den go back home~ mr asean so xiao qi~ xiao qi gui!!! haiz~ dun wish to talk abt it liao~

RESPECT - You Have To Give It In Order To Have It~

wahahahaha~!~! bloggee!!! i so happy~ and not happy~ mixed feeling~ haiz~ well, let say the happy thing bah~ i reach my goal!!!!!!!! my 1st goal i make!! well, my goal is to win "ABC" in the prelim result!! and i won!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!! well, my L1R4 i got 61.4% as for "ABC" she got L1R4 55.8% and L1R5 55.2% wahahahaha!!! well, if i got take POA hoh, i get a 30/100 rite, i still win her~ i so happy!!!! L1R4 i win her by 5.6%~ wahahaha~ the feeling is so............. GOOD!!! i win her all by myself~ i use my own strength to win her!!! hurray!!! can have a celebration liao~

Another happy thing is tat hoh, i feel tat my chemistry improved a lot le!!!! today teacher give de prelim paper hoh, MCQ question i gt only 2wrong~ normally i get all wrong and 2 correct~ now!! I IMPROVED!!! i just finished the paper~ well, not bad la~ still can manage~ better den last time~ but last part have to use note!!! haha~

sad thing is tat hoh, haiz~ jie yi sms me~ haiz~ ask me abt her and yao qi thing again~ well, dun really kw how to solve also~ haha~ den i just told her to concentrate in study~ dun let all these thing affect her~ exam more important!! well, she told me tat she dun wan to lose 3years frenship with yao qi~ but den i take me and "ABC" thing in also~ i kw jie yi is "ABC" messager~ but den, i still told her something la~ who care~ wrong is not in me, so i dun scare to let everybody kw!!! haha!! i told jie yi tat hoh... "go tell tat "ABC", if she wanna find ppl find me trouble, better kill me~ if i alive, she gonna get it from me~" wahahha~ i not scare~ well, maybe~ i born to be timid~ but, if i scare, mean i weak~ i will not get defeated!!! i am strong!!! correct Mr ASEAN?? haha~ i must have u all de support le!! u too bloggee!!!

today in class hoh, i go take medicine from eric~ haha~ coz i flu ma~ running nose la~ bla bla bla~ den take a pill from him~ ok la~ now feel better liao~ but den, just now ate chocolate~ think "hot" again~ haiz~ must drink more more water liao~ after school hoh, gail mummy called me!!! haha~ she, aunt, zhi xiong and me go eat together~ we go Chong Pang Market eat~ after tat i went home lo~ so tired in school~ can tahan so long already very pro!! reach home liao le, use computer a while, den i go to bed~ very very very tired!!! should have help Mr ASEAN in physics today de~ but coz today unfit to teach!! haha~ sorry le brother~ =p me me sick sick~ no choice~ i kw i weak ok!!! if anyone like me like tat study, sure drop death de!!

Today is yao sheng de birthday wor~ yao sheng is my junior~ haha~ same school 3years~but den, didn't saw him in school for tat 3 years~ haha~ how i met him le?? in SPI forum lo~ in forum we talking abt our school haunted thing ma~ den we kw each other lo~ in school saw hm so far 2 times~ but den, 2 times he also dun recognise me!!! haiz~ today i sit just rite in front of him... he still dun kw is me!!! haiz~ should i say he blur??? YES!! i should!!! he so good never get sabo!!! haiz~ i gal also get sabo like........ haiz~ dun wanna say liao~ recall also is a very sad thing!!! totally a mess!! haiz~

When Is Time To Let Go, Let Go Bah~ Dun Hurt Urself!! Tell Yourself That You Can Do It~ Believe In Yourself~

oh man~ bloggee~ i fall sick liao~ the nite is so long~ i 1am slp~ but den i feel like a few years when morning comes~ i feel so terrible!! i hate beings sick~ coz it weaken me!! izzit my resistance drop?? or izzit just because i study too much?? den my health is punishing me?? haiz~ who ask me keep study overnite~ i cannot burn midnight oil de!! coz burn midnight oil sure fall sick~ see~ now sick liao~ but it come a bit late!! haiz~ now sick also good la~ mean tat i wun sick at least till o lvl~ haiz~ i worry most is sick~ i try b4~ tat time i high fever~ den exam period~ i totally cannot study~ den just pass the exam only~!

i feel so terrible!!!!!!!!! i feel so weak all over~ so hungry!! should i cook?? haiz~ go find something bah~ if got thing to cook i cook~ if nth~ den i like tat die lo~ haiz~

Love is friction rubbing peoples heart with painless

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aiyo!! this cheng guan hoh~ say me till like wat seh~ say me a devil!!! haiz~ next time i Tou Gong Jian Liao~ hahahaha!!! haiz~ my mind still blank le!! how ar!! o lvl coming le~ haiz~ anyway, bloggee~ i heard tat hoh florence her birthday hoh, got invite "ABC" haiz~ but den hoh~ her birthday on the 31st~ well, she celebrate on the 30th nad 31st~ well, "ABC" they all go 30th~! den i go 31st~ haha~ well, i heard a gd news tat florence won in the Australian Math thing~ our school only her won~ den she only can call 2 ppl go~ 1 is teacher~ another 1 she call me go seh~ oh man!!! she call me le!!! haha~ does tat mean i become a a important part in her life?? haha~ very happy also~ well, at least i go on the 31st~ and the rest go on the 30th~ hahaha~

haiz~ math hoh~ think ok liao~ chemistry finish doing note~ but haven do tys~ coz see liao wan to slp~ coz no ppl help me with tat!! wat can i do?? haiz~ well, must to start my humanities le!! arbo i die le!!! must get at least a B3 for my humanities!! I CAN DO IT DE!!

There are only two ways to live your life.. One is as though nothing is a miracle.. The other is an though everything is a miracle..

oh man~ suddenly feel so sleepy~ maybe slp too long le ba~ later i going to study~ at CPCC mac~ haha~ with aunt~ ahahaha~ well~ jason and chenguan also got come~ i think~ hahaa~ yawn!! hope i can tahan whole day!!! yawn~

guess wat~ jie yi sms me seh~ dun kw got motive a not ma~ haha~ dun care la~ no i must be a gd gal~ coz i getting evil~ haha~ where is my angel??? aunt ar!! u must help me le!!! if not i become bad gal gal~ haha~ sian le~ whole day play computer~ hmm~ feel like playing guitar~ but lazy le!! how!!! sob sob~ oh well~ must chiong study liao~ no time to waste~ haha~ wish me gd luck wor bloggee~

oh man!!! bloggee~ i feel tat i become a bad gal liao le!!! i dun kw wat i am thining~ wat i am doing le!!!! haiz~ why tat person can influence me!!! haiz~ i heard tat hoh, tat "ABC" wanna find her bf and find me trouble~ but den~ i dun care lo~ she is the one in the wrong~ why should i scare~ he wanna play these, i wun scare~ coz i kw i didn't do wrong~ she is the 1 tat Du Bu Qi Wo~

well, today hoh, mixed feeling le~ angry also got~ happy also got~ gd tat got wen hao(aunt) haha~ he will cheer me up everytime i sad or wat~ we just now go play pool le!! hahaha~ well, we go woodland civic centre de library study ma~ after tat we go eat dinner at cwp foodcourt~ den we go play pool~ yan ni(ni ni), daniel(big bird), aunt and me got play~ well, each person at the end pay $2.90~ haha~ well, i do have lot of fun~ haha~ anyway, i kw wat is my aim now~ tat is pass my o lvl!! my L1R4 get 21point for my prelim~ now!! no ppl can Dong Yao Wo De Xin!!! ahahaha~

There are only two forces in the world, the sword and the spirit.. In the long run the sword will always be conquered by the spirit..

yeah!!! bloggee!!! my chemistry passed!!! hahahah!!!!i got 34/65 hehehe~ for chemistry i got 45/80 (50%) hahaha~ so happy~ i never study also can passed!!! but when i study i never passed le!!! haiz~ dun kw why~ oh man!! i feel so tired!! haiz~ later have to go swimming again~ haha~ 7pm~ lalala~ aiyo~ but i feel so sleepy~ haiz~ my chemistry must win le!!! arbo "somebody" sure talk talk talk~ haha~ I MUST WIN TAT "ABC"!!!! i will not get defeated unless i give up~ hahaha!! now my goal is to get less den 20point for my o lvl~ KAMBATEH!!!!

Life filled with sadness and happiness.. If not for this, there wun be a world tat is so heartless..

TIAN AR!!!!!!! MY RESULT SO BAD!!!!!!!!! haiz~ but den... ok la~ math improved... chinese not improved~ english always the same~ social studies improved~ hehehe~ let me see~ Math i got A1(expected) hehe~ i do a lot of hardwork de le!!! if not cannot get this result de~ well, i get 79/100 overrall~ haiz~ dun really like this result~ coz didn't reach 80!!! always wan to reach 80!! haiz~ as for my english~ i got overrall 48/100 HAIZ!!!! EVERYTIME 2marks to pass de le!!! class test also like this!!! see liao very pek chek~ but a D7 also not bad la~ put a little more effort can liao~ my social studies!!!! hahaha~ well, very happy with it la~ 33/50 i always get just pass arbo failed de~ hehehe~ now getx a B3 for it, very happy~ but den, dun kw geography marks.. but den, can say tat i confirm failed by overrall~ my geography very very weak~ haha~ as for chinese le!!! my result drop seh!! i drop by 4.5marks~ overrall i ge 65/100 haiz~ damn it~ i also dun kw why my paper 2 done so bad!!! must put more effort to get an A1~ if not i sure bang wall!! haiz~ go school sure let teacher say liao~ must be mentally and physically prepare.. can run sure run!!! if cannot run, must kw how to reply back~ hehehe~ my chemistry practical hoh~ hehe~ i never tot i will get this marks~ i got a 11/15 le~ hehehehe!!! happy!!!

well, just now i was studying @ cpcc mac again~ haha~ i doing chemistry~ hmm~ ok la~ not bad~ but den, when going home, big rain seh~ haiz~ tot of being wet... but den, when i want to go home, rain stop... ke lian de wo~ no rain for me again~

guess wat!! Mr ASEAN kop my pharse le!! haha~ but i dun mind~ tat show tat he got visit my blog!! hey Mr ASEAN, sometime, dun make urself so bad~ i see liao will sad de le!! haiz~ nowaday hardly find u... but den dun 4get me le! got problem must come find me~ but den, see u so happy tat time... think should have no problem~

There are only two ways to live your life.. One is as though nothing is a miracle.. The other is as though everything is a miracle..

PS: i think i will have a though everything is a miracle!! coz I BELIEVE!!!