work is...

I'm not enjoying work anymore. I'm not happy here anymore.

Ok, Maybe just maybe I am over reacting because I'm tired and I'm lazy.

I really think I need to get pregnant soon (gosh! like it is that easy.) I really miss being pregnant and being pampered by everyone. Okay, I know I sound like a brat but hey, Its nice to bring a child in the world.

What i love the most about being pregnant is when the child comes out and only wants you. Just like how Caleb is now. All he wants is just to be with me and Helbe. Whenever he sees us he does not want to be with his maid anymore. This is what makes me feel like I did something right. THANK GOD!

I miss my son. He is now in KB with my in-laws. I think its good that he gets to spend time with both our families. My side and his. He gets two different cultures at the same time. But now I wonder when he grows up which culture will he want to follow. Which principles will he want. The Filipino or the Dusun. All I want is for him to know both. But then after a while, I'm thinking what if when he grows up he will have mixed feelings towards the cultures. OMG! I know I am thinking ahead.

I miss being a housewife, where I will cook, clean and be loving to my husband and my son. I miss just staying at home.

*This is a random post. Do not mind me. I am ranting*

so long ago

I know I have not been blogging.

To be honest, I think I will shut this down for a while.

I will see... :)

Oh happy birthday mommy. Hope u had a good time yesterday!

typing away at tks restaurant

I'm now currently trying on helbes phone to type this blog. I'm still not used to typing on his tiny phone...fun though...now I'm thinking if getting a phone like this....soon soon...

Oo got to go..leaving tks now

not today...

I'm feeling so bleugh today. Its not my day. I forgot my muti vitamins before leaving for work after lunch. Early morning at work was stressful also.

I know stress is good for me 'cos at least I know I am actually doing some work. However, Too much stress is not good...

*forgive*

crap *edited*

Its a Sunday night and I'm all alone at home with no car. Crap. I hate not having a car for myself.

There are so many things that I'd like to do. there are so many things I have to do but as always I'm procrastinating.

I'm not feeling well.

crap.

I so did not have a good weekend.

work

Last night, while having dinner, a friend asked me "So, How is work?"

My answer.

"I still like it...for now"

But to be honest, I like what I do, I like where I am, I'm just not feeling the people at work. I don't mind the bosses, I mind the other people who are hating other people because they have control over them.

I have no one to talk to because I am in a different department. A department that only my boss and I are in. Which sucks ass because I cannot seem to ask anyone how or what am I supposed to do except my boss.

Oh well.

However, I think I will stay in this one for now. I am somehow still happy here.

*Question, why do locals dislike foreigners? Why do they discriminate? Can someone please help me answer that? Thanks.

seriously??

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

I got that from someones site..and decided to give it a go. Why not?

I think Im partially whatever that says.. (=

I've been busy as of late. Work is like work. Tiring but I can't complain, yet. I've been getting more job offers. I hate it when I've already gotten a job that I actually like, there are so many other temptations out there. Hmm...help??

I miss people.

Oh, I saw this picture at my hubbys computer.




I just thought I'd share some pictures.