Hooray!! JCT is over. haiz...but more is to come. prelims is just about 7 weeks away. :( and we are gonna receive our results on TUEs alr. hmm... dun think im gonna do well for JCTs although i think i studied more compared to any other exams i have took in jc. aww how sad. For the WHOLE OF JUNE HOLIDAYS, cannot totally not think about studies and just go and PLAY! so stressful. moreover, my mum went hk for on whole month. The month of the JUNE HOLS and my dad followed after she went for two weeks. so me and my sis have to survive by ourselves, without food and have to depend on ourselves to complete all the various housework that we may not have done before. actually is not nv do before, but just nv do frequently. >lols i sound like i went through such a big ordeal. but we still survived. IM STILL LIVING!! really missed them during this period though. >< esp when i was really damn stressed up.
but the good thing was...... they bought a whole load of new clothes for me and my sisters. (: so fun hahahahhas! cos we got to open two luggage of clothes just for us. :)))))))))))))))))))) hee hee.. it was so difficult to supress the urge to open the luggage during the exam period. cos my parents only ccame back on the last day of the hols and it was at night so i didnt have time to open the luggage togehter with them. In the end, my sisters have to wait for me to finish my exams on THURS. so we could opened it together. love my parents! <33333333333 hahas.
one very very stupid thing. i broke my specs while trying on one of the clothes. ): haiz. but the specs is alr three years old. almost. time to change anw. dunno whether will get new specs......
ahhhhhh.......sians sians sians. buhbye.
Friday, May 28, 2010 ♥ 12:20 AM
Mardi Gras 2010 was held yesterday. It was a fun and awesome event! (: The theme this year was VINTAGE.
At first, we weren't really looking forward to go to the event. hahas. cause somehow, the organisers forced every class to buy the tickets. Hence, we were like complaining about how the school was unfair. BUT in the end it turned out to be a good thing that they did that. hee hee.
so as the date of the event drew close, us girls start to wonder what we should wear on that day. and it was troubling as most of us do not really have vintage clothings, also, it doesnt seem neccessary/feasible for us to go out and rent costumes like the other class did. hahas and so....everyone somehow decided to dress up on that day. i was also worrying about wad im gonna wear to suit the theme as i didnt have any vintage clothes at all. then, i went home and asked my mum and dad. My dad even asked me to wear my grandmother's flora prints shirt. (of course i rejected immediately!!) at first, it doesnt seem to be any chance for me to find any nice clothing to wear. but after that, my mum suddenly remembered her emerald green dress with big buttons which was TRUE VINTAGE alright. the dress was a gift from my dad. awww so sweet~~ when she brought it out, i was so excited. (: hahas. but i didnt think i dare to wear it out like that. then i found a matching bag( also very vintage) and a old golden spoilt watch. the whole attire was almost complete, just without a pair of shoes that match.
the day before the event, i found that the dress was very looose. :( i wasnt going to be nice if it was that loose. i felt a little dejected. hahas but then i had a great idea. and altered until it fits. ^^ it took me quite awhile though. moreover, the next day was chem test. lols.
then yesterday, everyone was looking forward to it. but the sad thing was that, we all had to go through the boring lessons first. hahas. (like dun have the mood to attend lessons) so after the 'torture' of going throught the lessons in the day, at 3 pm we all rushed home to change for the event at night. during the bus ride home, ernest and aloy was discussing wad to wear. and they agreed on wearing black and white and white and black. hahas but in the end, they didnt yah so, went back home and i found a pair of heels that match and the attire was complete. Meow was so nice, she came over to my place and accompanied me to meet the rest for dinner. Love you meow! (: it was really embarrassing when ppl kept looking at you. but after awhile i got used to it. meow gave me courage. hahahas actually my dress wasnt really very kua zhang, its just really vintage and you wont see anyone wearing the same kind anywhere on the road. and even in school i didnt see anyone wearing similar clothing as mine. it was more like a costume party than vintage costume party. yah there were ppl dressing up as snow white, afro boy, tigger, ghosts, egyptians, and even mario. so funny. yeps. then memorable part of the event: powerbuff boys and mojo joho exclaimation NOO! dress pretty~ hahahas. was happy happy ytd. (:
Thursday, May 06, 2010 ♥ 8:40 AM
First time I entered a tuition centre since primary school. Hmm, I was quite nervous at first. But it turned out fine I guess. Got to know a few people. :/ the name is School of Thought . As the name suggests the programme it offers makes people think. And the first lesson already got me thinking about some things that I never thought of before. Like law and those kind of things. I dun feel like elaborating hahas.
It seems like everyday I'm dreaming. Weird. I dun usually dream so often. :( few days ago my left eye was twitching, and I didn't cared about it. Then when I got home, I scalded myself. It was damn painful. :'( I'm so suay. Not to be superstitious but, I seriously think twitching of the eye signals either good luck or bad luck. It happens so many times to me before. Maybe I should start caring about it.
Today saw a rainbow in school. Or rather two? Although I think the second one was a reflection of the first. It was weird, cos usually rainbow comes after rain, but today, the rain came only after we saw the rainbow. Is this sign of some sort too? Hahas. I think I'm thinking too much already. Ohwell...
I realized all those para in thus post are just random snippets of happenings. I am just very random. O.o
''I touched and I was burnt.'' Omg. This phrase totally desc me. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Saturday, May 01, 2010 ♥ 6:59 AM
finished SAT test today. phew. one more tick off the planner. there's just so much things to do so little time. not enough time for me to really clear my mind and calm down and relax. -sigh- this is all jc life. :( i dun like jc life. but i guess thats a stage that we all must go through. where we learn to handle various things, be it academics, peer pressure, stress or other problems.
i thought that its going to be a breeze going through JC. but that was only what i thought. In fact, it was harder than i imagined. >< not only the academics. the people there are really different from those i ever met before. maybe its just cause i've only seen a minute proportion of the human population. and im sure that there many other different people out there. different, not neccessarily different in a bad way. just that i realise different people really think differently. they act differently and they treat people differently too. thus more often than not, it result in unhappiness, conflicts, misunderstandings. and it is really true that sometimes, friendship do not last forever. even the strongest friendship crumbles.
well, i guess i might be a little too slow to realise that. maybe, like wanjing said, i'm too 'pampered' in the sense that i've been showered with love from my family members and do not realise that people out there are/might be evil*. that i dont realise even if they hurt me? (*people who just treats you like a substitute. those that release their anger at anyone who cross their path when they are in a bad mood. those insensitive to others feelings those that only want to pry out information. just to gain satisfaction from listening to it. and maybe even 'discuss it' with others. actually they dont even care and make it seem like they do. those that make friends with you only because they have a certain motive. ) but i really dont think so. i shall say, i'm just reluctant to admit to this notion. i dun like it. i dun want it to happen to me. (again)
yes, i've tried before. but that really isnt a very strong impact. i forgot the details already. though i was saddened, but it no longer mean anything to me now. cos i guess we werent that close. but it happened to them. then i realised. how big an impact the break can cause. i cant imagine me experiencing the same thing. but do i even need to imagine. i dun know. in the future? the near future? or even now. theres a chance for it to happen again. and come as a stronger impact. i just have to face it? my, it sucks to think about it.
i really appreciated it when you came. and tried your best to find out wad happened. though you didnt manage to get anything out. you were on the right path. hahas. just dun wan to admit. thanks.
yeah there are still those people in life. those precious stones, called diamonds. they are hard to come by. and its really difficult to find one that really understands you. someone that understands you just as well as your family members do. but it is not an impossible task!
i cant wait for this year to end. there are so many things to look forward to. though im sure, i will still miss all the memories collected this year. i will miss them so much. &still holding onto that little hand every night. &what does it mean anyway. i dun even know. &but i should forget right. &right or wrong? ahhhh stupid world. why why why everything reminds me! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Friday, April 23, 2010 ♥ 7:58 AM
What if.. If only... I wonder...
Boo. :'(
Long journey
It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home
Many days I've spent driffing on Through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter , I know I will cry And I need to be close to
Sometimes it feels no one understand I don't even know why I do the things I do when prides bulids me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down this walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long long journey till I feel that I'm worth the price You paid for me on calvary beaneath those stromy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control IT's a long long journey Till i find my way home to ...to
Sunday, April 11, 2010 ♥ 7:12 AM
HOORAY MUMMY IS BACK!! :DDDDDDDD Happy to the max. hahas finally after 3 weeks of torture...(im exaggerating) these 3 weeks...hmm how shall i say... quite a goood learning experience. to be more independent, in terms of doing housework (loads) and also handling stress and problems. although my sis took care of most of the housework, the main bulk. we still needed to do more than when mum was around. then, i realise we were actually quite pampered. D: (esp my younger sis ah) -shakes head- yeah about handling stress... seriously i was finding it very difficult to handle exam stress and housework at the same time. it seems that i really do not have enough time to do both. but i cannot neglect any of them. :( my results sucked in the end. but i think it was my own fault. since it was own decision to start the revision only one week before the common tests.>< JUNE COMMON TESTS!!!! i must really start alr. haiz. time management is really important. come to think of it. i think my results are really not up to standard. it is the worse so far. (since i entered jc) demoralising. i shall strive on! :D jiayous!
new clothes makes me happy :D and ytd i got a whole load of new clothes. cos my mum bought it for me. of course my sis also got their share. (: yeah i like like likes my new clothes. but theres one dress. small flowery pattern. D: not used to it yet. lolols. i look like some fragile lady. damn funny. hahahs. it was like some fashion show ytd. three of us were like trying out all the new clothes and parading into the living room and model for out parents to see. lolols. modelling is not an easy job. after trying out all of the clothes, i felt exhausted. seriously! LOLOL. it is amazing i can fit into the shirt that my mum bought for my 11 year old cousin. hahas. deciding whether to steal it from her anot. XP hee hee hee.
ate at a chinese restaurant in century square after fetching my mum from the airport. surprisingly the food was nicer than we thought. my sis was complaining why we go to a chinese restaurant at first. hahas. 避风塘 was the name of the restaurant. hmm overall ytd was happy happy wonderfool~
however today was just routine. nothing interesting happened. dreading mon. >< just a few hours again. its always like this. for the first few years of the different level of school life i will always look forward to going to school everyday. however, the last few years of them, i will no longer have such longing. its weird. its a permanent trend i think. D; haiz. dunno? may tmr be a great day! :D
Sunday, March 21, 2010 ♥ 3:08 AM
I read this while doing a compre : The most beaten paths are certainly the surest but do not hope to start much game on them. This applies to personal life. In personal lifes, risks exist I'm every checkpoint, ESP in emotional and intellectual respects. To love is to risk, to try new ideas and methods is to risk, to be open to new friendships, new experiences, néw challenges and changes all involve risks. The costs are occasional failure and the likelihood of suffering; but the prizes at the end of the journey are great.
Adapted from, Safety
I agree. :) too much concern with safety will limit us and narrow our perspectives. So let's break out of our comfort zone and take up the challenge despite the risk! Yeps!!
