Is she the one?
It's been more than a year since my last entry. Many things have happened since. Good and bad.
Work-wise, it has now been 2 years since I was first posted to this command. Even though there are days of frustrations dealing with "customers" and co-workers, alhamdulillah, it has been a pleasant journey so far, taking on additional higher responsibilities when the need arise. That being said, I'm due to be posted to the new terminal soon. New place, new environment and new challenges. Hopefully, I will be able to rise to the challenges that await me. InsyaAllah.
On a personal front, it has been quite a roller-coaster ride, especially for the past few months. New people met, while at the same time, feelings may have been hurt, hearts may have been broken. To those who may have been affected, I am truly sorry. It wasn't my intention for them to happen. On hindsight though, I think I should have handled it more carefully. I wasn't brought up to do all those things. Maybe it's just craving for love that made me do things which I shouldn't do.
That being said, I am reeling from a bit of a broken heart myself. Kifarah? It's kinda hurt to just cease everything when you've been putting your heart and soul in it. Maybe it's a test... a test put forth by Him. But whatever it is, I'll continue to hope and pray that things will get better soon. And no matter what, you will always be kept in my daily prayers. I can't say this enough but I am very very thankful to Him for having crossed our paths and I have no regrets at all. I have and will always treasure the moments we shared with each other. Even though we've only known each other for a few months but it does felt like an eternity. I always believe there is a reason for everything that has happened. The unlikeliest of circumstances had brought us together. Maybe it's fate? Maybe it's destiny? And I believe, and definitely hope, that this is not the end. Maybe not today, but one day. InsyaAllah.
Well, the change in situation and circumstances had forced me to make a change in my upcoming trip as well. Japan is now back as the destination for my trip this year. It's now a rush against time to do all the planning cos it's now only a few weeks left before the trip commenced. Hopefully there are still affordable accommodation left for me to stay for the duration of the trip. And I hope the security climate improves over the region as well. Wish me luck and I can't wait for this much needed break.
Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
Work-wise, it has now been 2 years since I was first posted to this command. Even though there are days of frustrations dealing with "customers" and co-workers, alhamdulillah, it has been a pleasant journey so far, taking on additional higher responsibilities when the need arise. That being said, I'm due to be posted to the new terminal soon. New place, new environment and new challenges. Hopefully, I will be able to rise to the challenges that await me. InsyaAllah.
On a personal front, it has been quite a roller-coaster ride, especially for the past few months. New people met, while at the same time, feelings may have been hurt, hearts may have been broken. To those who may have been affected, I am truly sorry. It wasn't my intention for them to happen. On hindsight though, I think I should have handled it more carefully. I wasn't brought up to do all those things. Maybe it's just craving for love that made me do things which I shouldn't do.
That being said, I am reeling from a bit of a broken heart myself. Kifarah? It's kinda hurt to just cease everything when you've been putting your heart and soul in it. Maybe it's a test... a test put forth by Him. But whatever it is, I'll continue to hope and pray that things will get better soon. And no matter what, you will always be kept in my daily prayers. I can't say this enough but I am very very thankful to Him for having crossed our paths and I have no regrets at all. I have and will always treasure the moments we shared with each other. Even though we've only known each other for a few months but it does felt like an eternity. I always believe there is a reason for everything that has happened. The unlikeliest of circumstances had brought us together. Maybe it's fate? Maybe it's destiny? And I believe, and definitely hope, that this is not the end. Maybe not today, but one day. InsyaAllah.
Well, the change in situation and circumstances had forced me to make a change in my upcoming trip as well. Japan is now back as the destination for my trip this year. It's now a rush against time to do all the planning cos it's now only a few weeks left before the trip commenced. Hopefully there are still affordable accommodation left for me to stay for the duration of the trip. And I hope the security climate improves over the region as well. Wish me luck and I can't wait for this much needed break.
Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
You can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
Inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
And if you hurt me
Well, that's okay baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
Well, that's okay baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
posted by AnDy AriEn at 4:41 PM
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~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
