Me, Myself and I..: November 2012

One month

It has been a month since that day..

Sigh.

Went to JB earlier today to accompany mum to have a check on her knees by a TCM there. On the way there, managed to catch some familiar roads, buildings and landmarks. Even though I haven't been there for quite a while, I still can remember most of them. Spend about an hour or so at the place before we left and dropped by the JB house for a short while. I'm not sure how long it has been ever since I visited this home.. 5 years? or maybe more? But it certainly brought back lots of memories. I can still remember how we used to spend the time there every other weekend while I was still studying in primary and secondary school.. how I used to ride my bike around the estate.. how I just laze around in the house waiting for my dad to come back from his work driving a cab. How I miss all of these. Today, it has been about 20 years since the house was first bought. And soon, we would sell it cos my dad has retired and is getting old. It's sad but sometimes, you just have to let go..

Went to visit my grandaunt after that. After so many years of not seeing each other, she was very pleasantly surprised to see me. I salam her and she hugged me. Even though she lives in JB, she used to give me green packets via my dad every Hari Raya. The previous Hari Raya Haji, I started to give her instead. And earlier, she said she is very much thankful to be still living to experience that and see me working. I got kinda emotional upon hearing that :( After chatting for a while, bought lunch and drove back to Singapore.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I wish..

How I wish I could turn back the time to relive all those moments again.

I miss your touch, I miss the warmth you've given me, always. I really do.

I would do/give anything to live those moments again..

..even if only for a single day.

:'(

Hmm..

"It's okay to be upset.. If you were, I would understand. I mean, you give yourself to somebody, you finally let down all your walls, and... then they break your heart."

-Alan Harper, Two and a Half Men S10E07.

I'm tired..

When life loses its meaning..

And all the time I act so brave,

I'm shakin' inside.

Why does it hurt me so...

:'(

HBF

Yesterday was the day I graduated. Today is the day I started my new journey.

Thankfully, the graduation went well yesterday. The test was fairly manageable too. After work, we went to one of the prata places near Clementi MRT to have our "last dinner". Well, the place wasn't our first option, but I guess Vegan Burg and us are not fated to meet. haha. Anyway, we bid our goodbyes after that. Well, as with other separations, I got sad. To my batchmates.. my friends.. thank you for the wonderful time we have had together. Thank you for your support and encouragements, especially during this difficult period of my life. Thank you for being my friends. Work and other priorities may come between us, but I hope that we will still be in contact with each other and meet up regularly.

HBF/Vivo used to be one of our fav haunts. Earlier, after reporting off for work, I've unknowingly used a toilet at HBF which reminded me of past memories. We had a mini argument from the bus-stop and I went to this particular toilet to relieve myself before going to Pastamania to eat our dinner. Fortunately, things got settled over dinner. Nevertheless, the journey to this particular section of HBF today was like a walk to the past. Full of beautiful memories.

Sigh.

I miss you.

Me, Myself and I..

Monday, November 26, 2012

One month

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Sorry

Monday, November 19, 2012

Bittersweet memories

Monday, November 12, 2012

I wish..

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Hmm..

Sunday, November 04, 2012

When life loses its meaning..

Friday, November 02, 2012

HBF

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