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Hi blog. I realised that I have been neglecting you for a couple of months already. You used to be an avenue where I poured out my feelings, whether they are good or bad. But I have been rather busy to do that. I'm sorry.
I have completed almost 3 months of my FYP now. And my progress has so far been very low. To me, this is a sign of impending failure. To say that I am stressed would be an understatement. And if I look as if it's all well, means that the facade I've built is doing its job well.
Nothing is going my way right now.
Not even things unrelated to my fyp.
Maybe continuing my honours year was a mistake. Maybe all the the things I do is a mistake. Maybe everything is a mistake.
Now I know why people tend to stay away from me. I am full of flaws.
To think that I used the word "putrid" on someone before. Well, I realised now that I should be the putrid one here.
Failures, one after another. I'm stressed, weak and scared.
I just feel like ending it. All.
I have completed almost 3 months of my FYP now. And my progress has so far been very low. To me, this is a sign of impending failure. To say that I am stressed would be an understatement. And if I look as if it's all well, means that the facade I've built is doing its job well.
Nothing is going my way right now.
Not even things unrelated to my fyp.
Maybe continuing my honours year was a mistake. Maybe all the the things I do is a mistake. Maybe everything is a mistake.
Now I know why people tend to stay away from me. I am full of flaws.
To think that I used the word "putrid" on someone before. Well, I realised now that I should be the putrid one here.
Failures, one after another. I'm stressed, weak and scared.
I just feel like ending it. All.
posted by AnDy AriEn at 4:59 PM
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