Went to the doc last night. Such an uneventful trip and quite a waste of time. But never mind, at least I have some form of assurance now.I have decided. I must fight it. I must be a better person. For the sake of my family, myself, my health. I must win the battle!Happy holidays to all NUS students! Enjoy your term-break!
Kinda expected it. My run of good luck won't last forever.Today was one of my worst days in recent months.I woke up late for school (the first time ever in uni), broke one of the apparatus during the experiment and to cap it off, my physics quiz was a difficult one.Actually, although I was late for school, it wasn't a case of me over-sleeping. The thing is I woke up at a quarter past 5 when the alarm rang, as usual, BUT when I look at the time on my handphone display, I thought to myself, "Eh, why did I set my alarm at this time. Isn't it friday today where my lesson will start at 10am?" And so, I proceeded to reset my alarm to 7.15am and went back to my sleep. Funny isn't it? What's more hilarious is that I woke up again at about 6 plus thinking why is the time so slow to reach 7 o'clock. The shocking realisation that it's thursday (where I'll be having 8am lessons) came when my mum woke me up asking why I'm still sleeping. While I was rushing in preparing myself, I was also laughing loudly within me when I think of how stupid I was earlier.Later, while we were halfway through doing the experiment in the lab, I broke the glassware that is the fundamental part of the experiment and because of that, we had to redo everything. It's not the part of redoing that frustrate me. I mean if it was me alone, it doesn't matter if I had to do it again. It's just that I am truly disappointed that it has caused my other groupmates their valuable time. Sorry again guys. I should have put more focus in my work.About the quiz, I guess I don't need to say much. It was a tricky paper. Or maybe my mind was elsewhere when doing the paper. Haiz..But it's okay. Everyone has its ups and downs. Today might have been a luckless day for me. But I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day. That's what I always tells my friends. And that is what I always believe in. Have a good weekend ahead! =)
I'm not sure why my chest is feeling so tight now, feels like as if someone is putting his feet on it and its difficult to breathe. It has been happening, out a sudden, since my tutorial class this morning. Since then, I've been trying to figure out the cause of it. I'm pretty sure it's not about my studies. Firstly, it cannot be about tomorrow's quiz cos I know that I have been preparing for it and not a last-minute-revision thingy. It can't be about the stress coming from the studies cos it's not the time of the semester yet to be stressed. haha! Hmmm... Despite the discomfort, I have been feeling pretty happy this couple of days! haha.. Didn't expect those pleasant surprises to be happening twice in a row! Happiness, once you've found the source, you'll be glad every time you meet it again. hehAll right, got to go back to my revision for tmr. Take Care!
I was reading someone's posting in a blog when suddenly, sadness filled me. I missed my brothers and sisters in Alpha! I looked through the photos that I had of the team and that made me sad even more.. It's not even a year since I left but I'm already missing the team, working with them and their company! Time has flown too fast. How I wish I could turn back the time to 2 years ago when I was only starting to make my introductions.Some people says that NS is a waste of time. For me, that period has been one of the best years of my life. Even if I venture into the working world in future, I doubt I'll ever get the chance to work with so many wonderful people, like the team.I'm not sure how they are doing now. But I hope they're all fine. Take Care Guys!Sigh, sigh, sigh....
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~