Thursday, July 31, 2008

Updates, Updates!

 

Some updates since my last post. Well, my NS life in DHQ 'A' has officially ended, as of last Sunday 27th July. It was an emotional day, as I bid farewell to a place once I called my 2nd home. How I wish I need not have to go through all these, but then again, every beginning has an end. Being an emo kid, I became emotional as I alighted bus 172 and walked to stn for work for one last time. I went to my locker room, changed, went to briefing and fall-in, all for one last time. During work, I didn't do much things as I continued to recall how my 1 1/2 years have been. Sad emotions began to set-in as the the day went by. Having to look at the clock and noticing how fast the minute and hour hands went by, was for once a torture. The 'peak' came when the clock strikes half-past 7, as I began to bid farewell to some people at the workplace. The day ended, as I travelled home with my colleagues, for one last time.

On Tuesday, the team organised a team gathering cum my 'Ord' function. After finishing their night shift, they picked me up from NUS as I had to settle some admin stuffs there. How nice of them! We reached the chalet at Aloha Loyang at about 3pm. Preparations then began straightaway. The barbecue then started at around 6pm and by then, more guests were starting to arrive. As I ate the good food, I tried to have good look at all the familiar faces I've seen every day, where few of them I'm sure I'm seeing the last. The time went by as I tried to mingle with most of the people there. And not long after, I realised it has reached 9pm which means it was about time for my farewell speech. The speech was one of the hardest I've ever had to make. Seeing the faces of whom I've considered part of my family, was heartbreaking. When my speech was over though, I made way to Fauzan for his 'Zapin dance'. And after that, I thought the night was over. Shockingly, I was asked to perform the same type of dance with Fauzan. Oh Shitz! But not wanting to be a spoilt-sport, I obliged. I just tried to follow whatever he did and I know the audience must have been looking at me and thinking "I can't bear this any longer, When is he going to stop!" haha.. That was my first ever time dancing close-up in front of so many people and oh boy, was it an experience!

After that, we played some games like 'charade' and 'murderer', to kill the time. It was rather fun with the number of people we had. And the forfeit was good too! Sambal Coke!! Thumbs up for its inventor! haha.. We played till about midnight, where most of the people left, leaving those that were staying overnight behind. After that, I bathed and then chatted around, looking towards the sea. When it's about 4am, everyone went to their rooms to sleep, except for me, Jerry and Faizal. I do not know why but I don't feel like sleeping on that night. So, we chatted among ourselves, with a wide range of topics, up until 9am! I did learn quite a number of things through the 'chat-session'. Some of which are invaluable, for which I'll definitely keep through my life. Thanks guys! Anyway, staying up that late had made me 24 hours without sleep!

The check-out time was 9am, so the three of us began waking the rest up. After checking out, went to Changi Village to have our Nasi Lemak breakfast. And it was somehow, my last breakfast with the team. How sad was that! After that, I bid my farewell as the team dropped me off at NUS (yes, NUS again!). Went there to purchase my Fujitsu notebook. Since it was cash and carry, imagine how difficult I was carrying on one hand all the notebook thingy, and on the other, my present from the team. Decided not to take a cab cos I think it's quite a waste of money. Anyway, I have two notebooks now. One acts as a desktop replacement, the other for my mobile computing. Oh, and that also means I'm 2.5K poorer! Darn! But it's okay, I'll look at it as an investment. Hopefully, it will last for quite a while! haha.. Anyway, I reached home about 3pm.

Oh ya, speaking about school, my results for the Qualifying English Test is out! I got Band 5, where Band 6 is the best. Alhamdulilah, because of that, I have 1-2 modules lesser to take! =)


Anyway, to my team, thanks for the bag, the chalet and everything that you've done/given to me. It has been a very memorable 1 1/2 team with you guys. I know there's no amount of thanks that could express my gratitude to you. But still, THANK YOU! The memory of working with you guys will always remain deep in my heart, no matter what happens. It's quite a pity, I did not managed to see everyone that I wanted to see on my last day of work/chalet. But it's alright, if there's fate, I'm sure we'll meet again. From this day onwards, though I won't be seeing you guys everyday, the memory of DHQ 'A' will forever be engraved in my heart and stays in mind. Thanks for everything.

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To Ms Nurain, thanks for coming to the gathering! It was a pleasant surprise to see that you did came. And our apology if we've not been a good host. Hope you've enjoyed your time there, though. The games, the sambal coke! hehe.. And I'm sorry you have to bear seeing someone trying to 'dance'. haha. But nonetheless, thanks for your presence ya!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

It's here, finally

 

Tomorrow will be my last day in the team! It's time to bid farewel..

I hope I don't cry tmr.. ^_^

Monday, July 21, 2008

Thankful

 

Yes, ref to the last post, I did what I wanted to do today instead of just thinking about it.
I am thankful that I've made the decision, for I did not want any regrets.
Thank GOD for Your assistance today. Syukur alhamdulilah.
I've learnt one great lesson from this.
That we should always try to do what we wanted to do.
Instead of wasting our life just thinking about it.

But I still feel sad, it's heart-wrenching to see her sadness.. especially when she was in denial.
I could really feel for her, through her grieving face.
I hope she'll be strong, I really hope..

Sunday, July 20, 2008

I lose all control

 

This is so unexpected.
And I must not be so selfish.
I think it takes more than "it's the thought that counts".
I kept dreaming about it last night.
I woke up few times hoping they were true.
But alas, they were just dreams.
I wish I could actually do something instead of just thinking about it.

I'm feeling so down now..

Friday, July 18, 2008

The day draws near

 

Time for some updates!! haha

Been busy these past few weeks with NUS stuffs and work-related thingy due to my upcoming transition from NS to student life. Yeah, i'm only left with about 2 more tours before I'm back to civilian again! hahaa

Didn't work last night shift (I wish I had work! lol) coz on thursday I was having this so called 'ORD function' for one full day. Not sure why I'm included in this event and receive the certificate of appreciation on stage also as I know my ORD date certainly is still far far away.. haha! Anyway, it was quite a boring day, other than the food, as I had to listen to all the 'recruitment talks' when I already know what I'm doing after NS. They should have made this thing optional man! lol..

Earlier in the day, I had this 'Qualifying English Test' at NUS in the morning. This test is so called to evaluate how good our english is. And if we did badly, we had to take up additional English modules on top of our faculty requirements! And ya, I was not prepared to take the test at all cos it's been donkey years since I did similar tests. Anyway, I reached the venue early, as always! lol.. And to my amazement, there were alot of soon-to-be-undergraduates outside the examination halls waiting to take the test. It feels like I was in a club, except that this 'club' is open-air. haha! Anyway, the test was quite difficult la, and the topic was 'biotechnology'. Wah seh, I have to rack my brains, thinking hard what to write for the essay. In the end, I just let whatever that comes to mind and transfer them to my ink, in sync. Anyway, when the time was up, I did not manage to answer a couple of editing questions which amount to 2 marks. But nvm, everything has been done and I could only hope for the best! =) Oh, did I mention that the ratio of those who attended the test earlier was like 70%women 30%men! And did I also mention that earlier while walking to the examination venue, there's this girl who asked me for directions to the venue. And as it turns out, her venue was the same as mine! Sometimes, it's funny how life is! heh

After the test, went to MS to do some shopping. Yeah, for the last past week, I've been going out every day either to settle admin stuff or to shop! hahaa.. Anyway, managed to buy my stationery case at 'The Wallet Shop' just now. Thankfully, the shopping centre wasn't crowded coz I don't like crowds!! haha.. Anyway, this latest item has brought my total damage so far to s$370++!! And I presume it will increase much more as I still have a couple of things I've yet to buy. But thankfully, it is still under my budget lah coz I've decided to struck off some items from my shopping list! Yeah!

All right, that's it for now. Tmr will be my last 5 shifts!! hahahaa...


Maybe I shouldn't have said the word 'putrid' to you. I'm sorry...