Updates
Hmm, I'm kinda free now, so I'll do some updates on what have been happening in my life since my last post.
Well, my disruption application has been approved. So, my official last date will no longer be in September. Instead, it will be on 27th July, which is a month more to go. And as the date is getting nearer, I'm feeling a sense of sadness in me. Some things which used to be boring and mundane, have suddenly become interesting! But as much as I hate to leave this early, I felt this is the best choice for my studies. But, I'll definitely miss all those people and things for which I'm seeing almost every day now.
Today's in-service is kinda waste of time. Supposed to report at 1330hrs as the regulars had ippt earlier in the morning. But after about 15-20 mins of refreshment of grip-restraints and another 10-15 mins of 'talk' by SI, we could go home already. Wah seh, my travelling was longer than the time I spent for today's in-service added together. But but but, when there are bad things, there'll surely be something good, right? haha.. Yeah, I saw my EC for a couple of times today! I'm delighted! So little time left for me in DHQ, it's time to treasure all these little things!! heh =)
In another kind of update, I've kinda lost a friend. And for someone who hates to lose friends, it has affected me quite greatly. If you've read my last post, it is with reference to it. But, I do not know what great things I've done that I've been ditched out of her circle of friends. All I know is that I've been accused of ".. not being there for her.. not trusting her.. not helping her when she's in trouble..." As far as I know, none of which were true. Like what my previous post states, when I saw what I saw, I felt so "shocked and somehow betrayed and cheated" for I didn't expect her to do those kind of things. It was kinda a big shock to me and my heart sank so deep. But surprise surprise, some time later, she ended our friendship because of the above-mentioned accusations. It affected me so great that I have sleepless nights thinking what I've done to deserve this! Coz I thought I was the so-called 'victim' here!
But nevertheless, I will respect her decision to end the friendship although the reasons will never be clear to me. Jas, thanks for all those things you've done for me from the training times up till now. Even though you've decided to end this relationship and don't need me anymore, I will forever remember those things you've done. Maybe what people say is right, being ignorant is sometimes better than a curious cat..
Well, my disruption application has been approved. So, my official last date will no longer be in September. Instead, it will be on 27th July, which is a month more to go. And as the date is getting nearer, I'm feeling a sense of sadness in me. Some things which used to be boring and mundane, have suddenly become interesting! But as much as I hate to leave this early, I felt this is the best choice for my studies. But, I'll definitely miss all those people and things for which I'm seeing almost every day now.
Today's in-service is kinda waste of time. Supposed to report at 1330hrs as the regulars had ippt earlier in the morning. But after about 15-20 mins of refreshment of grip-restraints and another 10-15 mins of 'talk' by SI, we could go home already. Wah seh, my travelling was longer than the time I spent for today's in-service added together. But but but, when there are bad things, there'll surely be something good, right? haha.. Yeah, I saw my EC for a couple of times today! I'm delighted! So little time left for me in DHQ, it's time to treasure all these little things!! heh =)
In another kind of update, I've kinda lost a friend. And for someone who hates to lose friends, it has affected me quite greatly. If you've read my last post, it is with reference to it. But, I do not know what great things I've done that I've been ditched out of her circle of friends. All I know is that I've been accused of ".. not being there for her.. not trusting her.. not helping her when she's in trouble..." As far as I know, none of which were true. Like what my previous post states, when I saw what I saw, I felt so "shocked and somehow betrayed and cheated" for I didn't expect her to do those kind of things. It was kinda a big shock to me and my heart sank so deep. But surprise surprise, some time later, she ended our friendship because of the above-mentioned accusations. It affected me so great that I have sleepless nights thinking what I've done to deserve this! Coz I thought I was the so-called 'victim' here!
But nevertheless, I will respect her decision to end the friendship although the reasons will never be clear to me. Jas, thanks for all those things you've done for me from the training times up till now. Even though you've decided to end this relationship and don't need me anymore, I will forever remember those things you've done. Maybe what people say is right, being ignorant is sometimes better than a curious cat..
posted by AnDy AriEn at 6:48 PM
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