Some updates
It's been quite a while since I last post. But I don't think it makes much difference anyway since I doubt anyone reads my blog these days.
Some developments in my life since my last post...
Well, my NS life has just entered its second year. And because of that, I've also just been promoted too. To me, other than the pay and the shoulder epaulette, my promotion does not makes much difference. Being the highest ranking NSF in my team, I'm bound to receive teases from my team-mates. Some of them can be annoying but I'm not disturbed by them too much though.. cos I love my team! hah
Recently, I just realised that being polite always can sometimes have its drawbacks. Politeness has hinder me from communicating well with those around me. If I use 'standard' words, I will feel very awkward. And that has made these people think that I'm a quite person who doesn't talk much. It's really confusing.
Sometimes, when I talked to certain people around me, I will get "dumbstruck" with them. I can't explain why is it happening but it does sure feels frustrating. It's not because I do not want to talk to them. I really want to, but I do not know why I'll get tongue-tied! Sigh.
Oh ya, I feel that I'm falling deeper into deep shit in recent days. I'm falling for someone whom I'm not supposed to(Oh dear, is it a trend in me?). I know I'm not supposed to but circumstances and situations have made me unable to prevent it. If I don't do anything, I will reach the danger zone soon. Should I back off or just let nature takes its course and see what happens in the near future? I don't know and am feeling very confused...
Some developments in my life since my last post...
Well, my NS life has just entered its second year. And because of that, I've also just been promoted too. To me, other than the pay and the shoulder epaulette, my promotion does not makes much difference. Being the highest ranking NSF in my team, I'm bound to receive teases from my team-mates. Some of them can be annoying but I'm not disturbed by them too much though.. cos I love my team! hah
Recently, I just realised that being polite always can sometimes have its drawbacks. Politeness has hinder me from communicating well with those around me. If I use 'standard' words, I will feel very awkward. And that has made these people think that I'm a quite person who doesn't talk much. It's really confusing.
Sometimes, when I talked to certain people around me, I will get "dumbstruck" with them. I can't explain why is it happening but it does sure feels frustrating. It's not because I do not want to talk to them. I really want to, but I do not know why I'll get tongue-tied! Sigh.
Oh ya, I feel that I'm falling deeper into deep shit in recent days. I'm falling for someone whom I'm not supposed to(Oh dear, is it a trend in me?). I know I'm not supposed to but circumstances and situations have made me unable to prevent it. If I don't do anything, I will reach the danger zone soon. Should I back off or just let nature takes its course and see what happens in the near future? I don't know and am feeling very confused...
posted by AnDy AriEn at 4:20 PM
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