Me, Myself and I..: December 2006

Utter Disappointment

I can't update and I can't chat in MSN because of this 'J' thingy that is affecting my comp. Haiz, there's so much things to update. This is so depressing.=(

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Whatever the outcome may be, life would still goes on as usual. What's important is I would have done what I thought I should do and not have any regrets. And I guess that's the most essential thing for all of us -- to have faith in oneself and have no regrets in life. Hmm, we shall see soon when the time comes...

5-0 5-0 Pics!

As promised, here are some of the pics taken at the Cafe.

Candid shot of some of my bunkmates taken by yours truly.. haha

My bunk and our beloved OC!! Seen him before on Tv?! hehehe...

Squad 50/06!! We were shouting POP-oh and 5-0, 5-0 as the cam clicks!! (The pic is abit blurry and pixalated though coz of the resizing)

And a couple of Miscellaneous photos..

The fantastic 4!! (me in raincoat and I dun noe why..) hahaaa..

The 'PN' bunk shouting POP-oh, taken just after our Law Exam!! WoOohOoo~! (again, the pic is abit pixalated)

It's 2 weeks left as of now before I passed out of the academy. After 11 Jan, I might be leaving HTA to another place. To me, the 3 months plus has passed by very fast. I guess when you're having a great time, it would be like that. Come 11 Jan, I'll be leaving that place with a lot of memories. Squad 5-0 5-0 will be splitted up. I'll missed all the wonderful times we had together, as a squad, a bunk and between us squadmates. Certain other people in HTA will be missed too! sigh.. I guess it's true that they say "the best part of your NS life is your BMT days". Shucks, one more chapter of my life will end soon..

But the memories will definitely live on forever! Squad 50/06 rocks!!!

Okie, it's almost time for my booking-in. Someone no need to book in this week seh! Sheesh!! hahaa.. Till next week, Ciaoz!!

Birthday Bash

Went to Zhiting's birthday yesterday at Costa Sands Downtown East Resort. Was changing trains at City Hall when I saw someone who looked familiar. After a few seconds, I realised it's Sabrina, with Liyun and Chai Siong, all my SP coursemates on their way to the party. Sabrina was her usual hyper and friendly eccentric self.. haha.. That reminds me, she was one of the few who used to call me by 'Fandi Ahmad' back in Year 1.. haha.. I missed those days..^_^

Upon reaching Pasir Ris MRT, I told the 3 of them to go first cos I'm meeting my dearest Ibu.. lolx.. After Ibu reached a few mins LATE, we WALKED from the MRT to the chalet. But not that bad lah, didn't realised the place wasn't that far after all.. hehe.. But the place was quite dark though until Meixuan nearly tripped on something.. Oops!

There were super alot of people at Downtown East coz of the peak period. And we had to find our way through the 'mazy' resort. Reached the room after a while, ate something from the buffet, and waited for the cutting of the birthday cake. The cake was cut at around 9 after some singing of the routine birthday song and some spraying of that white stuffs(which I forgot what it is called..lolx) on the birthday girl.. haha.. Poor Zhiting! -_- Departed from the chalet some time after that.

The Birthday girl, Zhiting, getting ready to cut the cake.. hahaa..

Anyway, it was quite fun getting to see again some familiar faces which I haven't see for quite a while. Some people changed, some of them still stays the same. But thanks to Zhiting for organising and inviting us to the party! Hope you had a great time yesterday and on the actual day itself. HaPpY 21st BirThDaY Zhiting!! May all your wishes and dreams come true on this milestone ya!! =)

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While on the journey back home, I saw this Eurasian lady and she reminded me of Rebecca! And boy, did they look similar! haha.. It's been 1 1/2 years now and I missed those Melbourne days!! haiz..

And during the same journey, I suddenly began to realise that the urge in me to drive a car decreases ever since I've been enlisted into NS. I remembered how I used to be so tempted to get a car and drive each time I see nice cars driving past me. I guessed the change has got to do with the fact that almost everyday I'm stuck inside the academy with no cars to 'zoom' past me.. hahaa.. Or maybe my mind is too preoccupied with other things these days.. Hmmm...=_=

But nevertheless, I still do hope to drive some time soon. Well, on second thoughts, maybe the next car I drive is a QX!! hahaa..

Anyway, MeRrY X'MaS to all those who are celebrating!! hohoho...=) And a HaPpY New YeaR to EveRyoNe!!!

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I just simply lurveeeee my abs! wahahahaa...

Ignorance is bliss

Hello bloggie!!

First of all, I wanna congratulate myself for passing my law exam!! hahahaa... Was a little worried the day before the exam when a couple of the other squads said the exam was difficult. One of the squads even managed only about 1/7 passes! That sure sounds scary and makes anyone nervous. But alhamdulilah, my squad 5-0 managed 100% passes!! WoOot~!~! hehee.. But then again, we are one of the 3 A/Dip(a.k.a. SC/OCT) squads of the intake. So expectations were abit higher. Anyway, I thank God again for helping me to clear this last obstacle of my BPT life.

AT the night after the exams, my whole squad went to the cafetaria coz our OC squad, who was on leave, came over to treat us Pizzas!!! WoOohOoo~!~! So we ate a couple of slices of pizzas, took some photos and enjoyed ourselves fully that night!! hahaaa... Thank you, our beloved OC!! lolx..

Serious training restarted the day after. And that was the day when our POP rehearsals started. Our intake will be doing rifle drills coz of the OCTs passing out with us. Quite troublesome ah, but then again, this is a once in a life thingy. I guess it will leave us with some valuable memories of our 4 months there. The tedious part though was to collect and return the rifle after each training session. And there are usually 2 training sessions each day, with each session can last for as long as 4 hours. If the whether isn't good though, we get to do 'something else' of course.. hahahaaa... Anyway, this whole rehearsal thingy reminds me of my NDP rehearsals during my NPCC days, where we had to carry the heavier Mark 4/5 rifles instead of M16s.. hahaa.. Oh man, Those were the days.. and I missed them! -_- Saw the schedule for next week, and yeah, I guess from now onwards, I have to be prepared for aching hands and legs till my POP coz it will be rehearsals after rehearsals the every day.. Gosh!!

Anyway, I left my beloved academy a little later than usual just now because of the SPF vs Royal Brunei Police Force soccer match held at the stadium which we had to spectate. It was an okay match but what made it more interesting was the fact that I had my own London-speaking commentators at both my sides! At my right side, I had this ESPN commentator and at my left, I had this guy from StarSports. And they were both commentating about the match with their British accents!! hahaa.. Damn funny! Anyway, SPF won the match with the final scoreline 5-2! (Or was it 6-2? Oopss, I forgot! =X) hehe..

Oh, my sickness has miraculously recovered on Monday morning, exactly 2 weeks after I caught it! Yeah!! It felt great to be back to the pink of health again!! hehee.. Thanks to those who showed care and concern to me during the time I fell sick. You know who you are. Thank you lots! =P

Anyway, I've been going to the Cafetaria every night this week! And now I got no $$!! Shitto!! Arrgghh, will try to plan my nights next week so that I won't go penniless.. hahaa..

OKie, that's it for this update. Will post up some ugly pics of mine when I get them from my squad's iconic Right-Marker.. haha.. Till then, Ciaoz!!

P.S.: Thanks alot to Ms Jas again for the Oreos!! I am truly fortunate to be at the receiving end of your kindness. Thank You again for your never-ending generosity, concern and everything else. Truly appreciate it and sincerely touched! Thanks Jas!! ;-)

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Ignorance is bliss. Sometimes it's better not to see or hear certain things. That way, my mood or feelings won't be affected. Hmmm...

Reflections

Life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes you'll feel the sun shines brightly over your head. At other times, you'll see dark clouds overcasting the sky.

My life this week has been filled with varying emotions. Because of certain reasons, my emotions would fluctuates uncontrollably. Sometimes I would get elated at the slightest reason. The same thing goes when I suddenly get into a depression state. I do not know why I'm experiencing this roller-coaster ride of emotions.

But one thing for sure, I realised this week that I'm starting to break one of my life's principles. I've always kept this principle throughout my 20 years of life. I do not know why I'm making it an exception this time around but yeah, I realised that I'm breaking it!

I think I'm sinking deeper and deeper into the 'hole'. Give it a little more time and I may be sunken into the deep trap with no escape route. In any case, even if I feel down at times, I will still put on a happy fascade. Always. =)

You are the reason, my only reason...

Stretching my limits

After 2 weeks long of flu, cough, fever, headache, some loss of blood, loss of appetite, I'm finally on the road to recovery.... I THINK! hahaa... Insya allah! =D

Anyway, It has been a rather tiring and strenuous week for me. Had to go through certain trainings and stuffs in my sickly condition. The demo drill performance thingy on Tuesday went well fortunately. It feels great standing in front of so many parents and visitors, trying to impressed them with our precision drills! hahaa.. But the PDT performance before us were fabulous too! I didn't know forward shuffle could involve so many steps.. lolx.. I guess those who were there on that day were awed by the performance. Hiak Hiak!! Or should I say, Move back, Sir!! hehe..

The SBT test on Wednesday was okay, although the first session were horrible. Sheesh! The role players for that session were 'too enthusiastic' I guess! But for the second session went fine, though I made a few mistakes.. haha.. Overall, it was kinda nice having this kind of real-life scenario thingy.

My health went into its bad climax yesterday when blood rush out of my nose suddenly when I was blowing my nose on my way for dinner. Tried to stuff my nose with tissue papers to form the blood clot. Fortunately, the blood flow stopped after a while. But I still didn't pay a visit to the MO though, for god knows why... hahaa.. -_-

Had my PSOC test just now. Managed to clock a considerably good timing despite my sickness. But felt so tired just after I crossed the finishing line. Was catching my breath real hard. Blame myself for not getting treatment for my illnesses! haaa...

Sometimes, I'm really surprised at how people react when they got to know my name. Here's a common example.

Stranger: Hmm, Muhd Fandi.... sounds like Fandi Ahmad!!
Me: Erm ya, you can call me that too cos that's my name also..
Stranger: Huh? Your name really is Fandi Ahmad? (with their unbelievable look on their faces)
Me: Errr, ya......? (anything wrong with that?.. lolx)

This is the irony in having a name that is similar to some famous star.. hahaa...

It's one more major test to go before my squad can shout POP-oh!! Good luck for our law exam this Tuesday! hahaa... Till next update, Ciaoz!! =D
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It's a great feeling when you managed to make people around you feel happy. Sensing their happiness makes me feels happy too. That's the best gift I can ever have! =)

Get off me, you naughty viruses!!

When you're sick, you can't do alot of things. Like what I'm facing now. Been sick the whole week and unfortunately, till now, my sickness have not recovered. What's wrong with my immune system, man! Come on, fight all those bad viruses!!! hahaha.. If after wednesday I'm still sick, maybe I shall pay a visit to the friendly MO.. lolx..

Been quite busy(or issit slack?) this week because some of the strenuous were converted to drill practices for the demo drill performance. Yeap, I'm one of the lucky 24 trainees from my squad to be selected for the demo drill performance for the new intake this Tuesday. We'll be showing them some fancy and precision drills. It was fun practising and learning them. Especially so when PTs are converted to drill practice inside the air-conditioned Harmony Hall!! hahaha.. There'll be parents, the new trainees and big-shot commanders on the actual day.. scary!! Hopefully we don't cock-up! *prays hard*=)

There'll be a couple of major tests coming up for me. One is as soon as this wednesday and the other is the week after. And it's stressing me!! Arrgghh!! I don't know why, these days it's difficult to digest what I've read. Maybe it's my sickness? Or maybe I've lost the interest to study? Hmm, like that how to get my degree, man!! When I heard about my clever ex-classmates struggling to cope with the same course I'm going to do in the future, that sure stressed me out! EeeEekSs!! Nvm, I'll worry abt my law exam first.. haha.. I shall motivate myself to study... somehow... -__-

That's it for this short update. Oh wait, Thank you to Ms Nice & Beautiful for helping me to buy stuffs again last weekend!! hehee.. Ciaoz!!

Confused Heart

Sometimes I just hate myself. On my 'bad' days, I can be an insensitive, cruel jerk to anyone I'm angry at, at that moment. And I only begin to regret after realising the consequences. I need to change my attitude, I really do. I felt really sorry to those whom I've hurt. Haiz.

Anyway, on a happier note, I wanna thank Jasrina for her sudden and unexpected treat last sunday! Thanks Jas for shocking me with the Oreos!! hehe.. =P

Me, Myself and I..

Sunday, December 31, 2006

Utter Disappointment

Monday, December 25, 2006

5-0 5-0 Pics!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Birthday Bash

Friday, December 22, 2006

Ignorance is bliss

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Reflections

Friday, December 15, 2006

Stretching my limits

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Get off me, you naughty viruses!!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Confused Heart

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