Me, Myself and I..: September 2005

Friday, September 30, 2005

To my one and only sibling!!

WoOoohoOoOoO~!~! It's 30th September today!!! And it's that time of the year again.. Yeah, It's my dearest sister's birthday!!! hahaa... HaPpY 34th BirthDay to my one and only sis!!!

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May all your wishes and dreams come true this year and always!!! Here's a short msg fer you..

Dear sis,

It is that special day of the year again.. As like any other year, I hope you'll have a great day today! And on this special day, I would like to take this opportunity to apologise for any wrongdoings or mistakes I have done that made you unhappy. I know you have sacrificed and done a lot for me ever since I was born 19 years ago. Because of our great difference (15 years) in age, some people might even mistake you for my mother. =D But anyway, thanks alot for taking good care of me when mum and dad were away for one month plus for pilgrimage some ten years ago. And when I was hospitalised few years ago, you took some time away from your daily life just to visit me and settle the administrative stuffs. And to be honest, I used to fear you more than mum and dad. But now I realised that without your strict guidance and discipline, I wouldn't become what I am today. These are just some of the great things that you have done for me that I am grateful for. Without your consistent help and never-ending care and concern for me and the family, our lives might have turned out differently.

I know some people have been criticising you for not having any children yet. I am really sad to hear their criticisms as these people do not know how hard you've been trying all these years. Pls do not lose hope sis, I'm sure that God is fair. I will constantly pray for you in my daily prayers.

And lastly, Through the years so many caring thoughts go unexpressed, the daily wish gets in the way somehow. I hope you know you're loved and wished the very, very best. Today, and always!! I love you sis!

HaPpY BirtHdaY once again!! Stay Cheerful and Youthful always!! =D
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Yeahzz, exams were finally over on wednesday.. Just hope that I can get decent results for this semester. Had a very bad headache just after the last paper.. dunno why.. but luckily it happened after the paper...lolx.. Oh yeah, i reward myself with some beauty slp yesterday.. still got a lot of hours to repay.. hehehee.. Muz enjoy my hoildays b4 it's over!!

But next week have to start thinking about fyp again.. That's what you called total 'sian-ness'!!

P.S.: Congrats to Khairul Anwar for winning the Anugerah(project superstar equivalent)! Wow, it seems SP got many talented people huh! (Taufik, Kelly & Khairul now) =_=

Monday, September 26, 2005

Ryan Cabrera - Shine On

I've given every moment I had
Still I can never seem to keep up with you
You're done with one mile, and on to another one thousand
Still I could never seem to keep up with you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends
I'll be with you till the very end
So Shine on
You were made to

It's keeping me awake everynight
But I can never seem to give up on you
I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends
I'll be with you till the very end
So Shine on
You were made to

Nobody's wrong
Nobody's right
Keep moving on
Shine on
You were made to shine on

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends
You're gonna be better than you've ever been
So Shine on

You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love
You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

The War Has Begun

This will just be a short update.

Oh yeah! The semestral war has started! Just had my first battle today. From the looks of it, I hope I will do okay. Don't want to expect too much from it coz as you know, the higher the expectation, the greater the dissappointment. Just hope that I'll get a reasonable grade for it. =)

Well, the first battle has finished and now I'm left with 2 more! This friday will be an encounter with Pharmaceuticals (PPCHEM) and next wednesday will be with Fragrance Chemistry. Just watch out you two! I shall battle to the end and fight it out till you're defeated!! muahahaha...(Pls pardon this lame-ness. Blame the exam stress if you will. =PpP)

Well, have not really slept well these few days mainly because of my can't-help-it-after-midnight muggings. Have been burning midnight oils since few days ago as the war gets closer. As a result, I've been feeling very tired. Very very tired. Sigh. I can't wait for 28th Sept when this war will end and I can begin repaying myself with my beauty sleep. haha. But till then, I'll just take note of how many hrs of sleep I've been losing in order to repay the appropriate amount + 100% interest!!! hahahaha...

Okie dokie, that's it I guess. Have to start mugging for my pharma. And to those having exams as well, All The Best & Gd Luck in your exams!!! We shall undergo these battles and beat the enemies till they are defeated!! hahaha (sorry, on 'laming' mode again..lolx). Before I end, I'll leave you with a couple of quotes to ponder. Good Night! =D

"Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm"

"Get your mind set, Confidence will lead you on!" - Kevin Hahn.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Every letter of your name counts

Came across this today. Every letter of our name counts it says. And surprsingly, the descriptions are very true for me. Or so it seems. lolx

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone

F Everyone loves you. <=(Very true hor.. wahahaha)
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. <=(I always am..lolx)
N You like to work, but you always want a break. <=(Yeah, like what I am doing now)
D You have trouble trusting people. <=(It's so difficult to trust eople these days)
I You are always smiling and making others smile. <=(Smile always!! =D)

Aren't those descriptions so true of me? hehe.. What about yours?
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Exams are just around the corner but I am still slacking. Haiz. Just don't have the mood and enthusiasm to study. Everytime when I tried to study at home, the temptation of playing with my laptop is very strong. Haha. I really need a conducive place to study!! One where there isn't any possible temptations. Any place to suggest? Please don't tell me to go back to SP as I don't see the point of wasting my time on travelling.

Oh yeah, before I forget, HaPpY 20th Birthday to Samantha(a.k.a kakak)!! Hope you have enjoyed your day today. All the best in your future endeavours. And lastly, may all your wishes and dreams come true!!

My parents will be going to Indonesia from tomorrow morning till sunday. And that will live me home alone for two days. Sigh. I can predict the boredom that I will go through.

Monday, September 05, 2005

HaPpY BirThDaY MuM(s)!!!

WoOohOoO~!~! It's Ibu's birthday today and tmr will be my mum's!!! Coincidental? I think so too.. hahaa.. Anyway, I'm going to make the b'day wishes, msgs & dedications to both in this one post.. scared tmr no time to blog lah.. =X

So, firstly to Ibu, HaPpY 20th Birthday!! and to my mum, SeLaMaT MenYamBuT HaRi Lahir yang ke 57!! Yeah~!~!

To Ibu:

Err, now the front digit of ur age no more '1' le hor.. *oOps* hahaa.. 1 year older liao, must learn to be more wiser and try to take a better care of us kids ah.. I know its hard for a mother to take gd care of 3 naughty kids, especially when all are about the same age.. hahaa.. Henceforth, as the youngest, I feel I should set an example (lolx.. should be the oldest hor but nvm..). Other than the materialistic present we have given you, I promise you that I will be more 'guai' in the future(though i'm oready very 'guai' as it is... hahaa).. But you also muz try to treat us better lah.. and *tsk tsk*, dun tell abang and kakak this, but can you dote on me more? hehehe... Thanks~!~! =PpP And last but not least, Best of Luck in ur future endeavours & May all ur wishes and dreamz cum true this year!! Gd luck!! =)

To my lovely mum: Here's something fer you..

Dear mum,

When you were delivering me, i know you must had been in a terrible pain, yet, your will and your strength had pushed you to bring me to this world, a world of hopes and woes but nevertheless, a world that is to be abated. Your determination had gave me the chance to see, to smell, to hear, to feel and to taste. I know when i came into this world, i had cried, but yet, people around me were smiling, for happiness and relief. You must had been the happiest one of them all, your smile, the widest and by my heart, the fondest.

As i grew up on my the path to adulthood. You have tentatively and carefully brought me up, tending to whatever needs that may come and every love that may be required. For this i am grateful. I know i may not be the most perfect kid in the world, i do have my tantrums and i do have my stubbornness. I may have made you sad, disappointed, stressed, angry and even brought those god-forsaken tears into your eyes, but i would never have meant it. If i could relive my life, i would have amended all those mistakes that had hit your heart like stone, but since i can't, i can only look towards to future and forget the past. I would love you even more, cherish you even more. To make it an everyday mission to put a smile on your face. i would bring tears to your eyes, not of sadness, but of happiness and hopefully, it may thus be blessed upon me as pure and sacred dews of love and joy.

Mom? I love you. I love you like no words can describe, I love you more than anything that could be compared. I love you more than my life... I love you mom, for making all these possible from the start at all, i love you. Happy birthday and may all goodness in life be with you always...

Your beloved son

P.S.: I promise you mum that I will try my very best not to cause you any worry in the future. I know how hard it was for you to go through all those criticisms, sarcasms before you had me in your womb. Never will I forget all the sacrifices you've done for me. I will always love you mum..

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There's a quiz tmr.. Hope i can do the paper.. haha.. Wish me luck!! Oh yeah, Gd Luck to MeiFeng toO fer her 2 quizzes!! Jia You!! =D

And to the victims of Hurricane Katrina & today's Medan Crash, our hearts and minds are always with you... Deepest Condolences & Heartfelt Sympathy

Me, Myself and I..