hi everyone. i am here to update AGAIN . hehex. well,today my mum buy for me four-leaf clover. wow. i got 2 ler. hahas. so happy. hehex. i siimply love it. hehex.


even though we are not meant to be,fate let me know you
missing him so much

blahx blahx. i am here to update again. well,yesterday got practice and the teacher was late. at first,i thought he was sick and i was so excited that he did not come but when i see him,i was like haiish,why he come. LOLS !!! after the teacher teached the sec 1s til 12.00pm,it is our turn to play ler. the teacher tiao the instrument and tell huiching to apple songxiang on the jinghu. huiching did apply but the teacher said that there is a better way and he asked us to take stick and also a broken songxiang. he said that this is a beter way so that you can don't apply on it every time. we went up to the commerce room and then i saw yin leng they all at commerce room and thus i ask yin leng where is her broken songxiang and she said she left it at home. haiish. went to check but there was nothing. huiching then asked the LXY for the stick. blahs blahs. went down and tell the teaacher that we don't have broken songxiang. then went up again to look for it. we found it and the songxiang was teckhui want. hehex. take then went down. blahs blahs. teacher then took a lighter and wait for the songxiang to melt. Tralalala~ heck care and then went to the toilet with phay ching and also yin leng. was in the toilet 5-15 minutes and we crap. blahs blahs. went back to the classroom and then "la" the jinghu lor. then teacher talk crap and i really didn't listen. i just nod my head. hahas. finish liao then arrange the tables and chairs back to the original place and then went to gek poh kfc with phay ching anf yin leng. saw yongsiang,my ex-primry classmate he was working and then i asked him whether he is yongsiang. he said yes and i just said "oh". crapping for about 1-2 hours,we went to gek poh and it was raining cats and dogs. walk around gek poh and then when we were going home,someone tap me and it was xianglin,but she was with melissa. hehex. wait for bus to come and then phay ching board the bus. WENT BACK TO HOME SWEET HOME. hahas.

even we are not meant to be,fate let me know you
lovingyou do much.

hi everyone. I am here to update again. Well,today got social studies test and i hope i will not flunk it. Well,got this feeling that i will do badly for this test but there is no way i will have no confidence for my accounts. Hehex. Tomorrow got sectional practice and i have to suffer. Haiish. Suffer,suffer and suffer. Haiish. Exam is already here and yet there is CCA. Why is that so?? Can't we have a break from this? How i wish i can just leave this CCA and i will rather join librarian or IT media club. LOLS! Although IT is not my cup of tea but judging from my brother's experience,he said it is fun. Haiish. Today's practice,we have 2 breaks bahs. Well,you see,when me and yin leng arrived at the commerce room,we saw phay ching and siewteng sitting down. I was wondering what they are doing and i realised that they are tiao-ing the instrument. Hahas. After putting our bag,we went out of the room and thus lend them a helping hand. So far i know,the instrument is quite weird after we have tiao-ing finish. hahas. Anyway,we did tried our best in doing this. You see,xianglin and melissa was not around and we have to tiao the instrument. Hehex. then James said that once your instrument is done,proceed inside. LOLS! I don't care him as i am tiao-ing one of the instrument. After attempting a few times without the tiao yin qi,i let phay ching tiao. hahas. Well,i think i shall end here. Will get back to you guys tomorrow. Hehex.

Even though we are not meant to be,i will still love him.
Just couldn't forget him as he is my first crush.
I will still love him no matter what happend in the future.

h i e v e r y o n e . hahas. well,this week is CA week. sort of but i don't think it is as there is CCA . lols. getting bored. i am afraid that i will do badly for my CA as there is CCA. lols. if there is CCA,it will influence my CA. LOLS! what crap am i talking? hahas. ok,let me think. i have got my chemistry,physics,maths,history and also tomorrow Social Studies. haiish. it will be a stressful week for me!! Got to work hard but i am afraid of failing. haiish. but wait,i must have confidence. yesh. hahas. anyway,next week only got accounts test. lols. think so. do hope that there is only 1 CA next week. i am really looking forward to go to my aunt's house again. i really missed the fun that we have at their house,but unfortunately,i got CA this week and next week. haiish. when can i go to their house?????? *pondering* ok,today my friend said she see something. i was kind of shocked and having goosebumps. anyway,i prefer not to say it in here. prefer to zip my mouth. LOLS! anyway,i felt that my friends are addicted to habbo. do hope that they are not "HABBO addicter". LOLS!!!!! please lor. i did addict to this game for a time but did not play it for a long time. will check in to their homepage and take a glance. hehex. i am waiting for the application to open. hehex. =] anyway, i do not know why i am feeling this way. hmm. do not know how to explain. i think i am hmm. don't prefer to tell you guys. hehex.

well,got to go ler
see you
byebye

missing him so much
loving him so much.

okok. hi everyone. I have already changed my blogskin ler. hmm. i do not know whether it is nice but then i just put it. hope you guys will enjoy it. ok. briefly tell you what is happening. on friday,we had the racial harmony day and the sec 2s will be having a charity bazaar whereas for us,we will be collecting newspapers in the neightbourhood. hehex. i was actually in group 1 but then seeing out group doesn't have many people,we decided to change group as everybody also changed their groups. hahas. i was in the last group and we went to 696 to collect. after collecting the newspaper,we go to the exercise corner and also the playground. when we were in the playground,my friend decided to play crococdile. hahas. they were playing so roughly as they were climbing up and down in the playground. hahas. after 30-40 minutes,one group managed to finish the newspaper and thus joined in the game. hehex. threy were many people who "sabo" their friends. hahas. i was nearly "sabo" but then i did managed to escape. hahaha. everybody were being catched but then i didn't. hahas. i am a lucky girl. DUH?!? we went back to the school and thus have our freedom. hahas. we can go anywhere and also the teacher didn't bother to control us. hahas. after the last bell rang,we went home and for me,i got my cca. ok. hate my CCA til now. then on saturday,after we have practice the jonghu til 1.00pm,we went to westwood carnival. hahas. saw my friends and chat with them. hehex. after 2.00pm,me and yin leng decided to went home. hehex. this week was very fun because of the racial harmony. hehex. anyway,i got to go ler. byebye.

missing him so much
loving him so much

hiie everyone. i think i have not update my blog for about 1 week ler. hehex. has been busy studying this few days. DUH?!?! everybody is studying except for adults that is working. okok. school was fine and also it has been raining this few days. too me,i know exam is approaching. i mean CAs is around the corner and we have to pull up our socks. anyway,we have this parade coming up and we have to buck up on the songs that we have chosen to play on that day. haiish. i think i will be stressed or maybe depression. LOL!! you see,on tuesday,we will be having practice on the parade and on friday,we will be having the SYF song. haiish. the SYF song was very tiring. i mean not tiring but it has made my hand very tired and also my hands were nearly bleeding. haiish. ok. i shall talk about today practice. well,not bad as we have our own time to play and also chit chatting. But the worst came,the idiot LBS appointed Mingjie to spy on us and then the Mingjie called us to keep playing the instrument. i was trapped at a particular tone and he kept smiling,even xianglin too. haiish. too me,if i were to prefer,i prefer xianglin to be the "spy". hehex. after practising for about 2+ hours,the LBS called us and then we proceeded to the 2/7 or 2/5 class and then i did quite well but then did not managed to catch the rhythm. but still can survived lor. hahas. we practice til 12.50 and then the LBS called to pack up and after he left the classroom,i feel energetic and i feel like jumping. LOL!! i really feel like this. Xianglin told us to wait for her and we waited for about 5-10 minutes and then we headed straight home. hehex. WOW. that cosy bed,the television and etc. i siimply love my home. missing it when i go to my practice. cannot bear it. anyway,yin leng,joyce,huiyue. sorry that i keep rejecting the invitation to Jurong Point. LOL!! i am deeply sorry. i am really exhausted after a long day of schooling. i do not how you guys feel at that time but too me,i am very tired. i do hope that i am not that tired but then i cannot. feel so "lei". anyway,i think i have to go now. byebye.

missing him os much
loving him so much.

hiie everyone. i am back now. Well,i am totally exhausted. I just siiimple hate my CCA. ok. you see. at 12pm,i am supposed to go home and then while i am walking to the bus-stop,someone called my name and then i replied. oh. they were melissa and xianglin. they motioned me to come back and then me and yin leng decided to come back. i asked why they motioned me to come back and then she told me that we have to stay til 1pm for that idiot jinghu. arghh. i told mdm peng that i got to go as i need to go to my aunt's house and i need to reach there at 1pm. i told her and then she want to call my aunt. i hesitated and said you cannot as my aunt is sick. she replied by saying "if she is sick,why you go to her house. " i explained to her and left with no choice,i have to stay. what kind of teacher is this. it is not that i hate her but is that i need to go. is there a law stating it? as for today,there are 3 people who need to atend MOE thing and they were dismissed earlier than the time. and after an hour or so,there is a girl who wanted to leave too. if she can leave,why can't i leave? am i right? arghh. speaking of this thing,i am boiled with anger. how i wish i can just leave like this. arghh!!! okok. i was being scolded by my aunt as they have already arranged and thus i have to go home back earlier. arghh!!! my CCA is spoling my mood. stupid CCA. how i wish i can just quit straightaway and also if i go to poly or jc,i will not choose the CCA that i have choosed in this school. i rather join IT or etc. anyway,guys. i got to go ler. byebye.

missing him so much
loving him os much.

well,here is some poems which i "compose" and i wish to share with you guys. hehex.

There's so much no one knows,
So much that no one sees,
About the way I feel inside,my thoughts and all my needs.

Maybe it's that they don't look,
Or the fact that I don't show,
Either way,there are things inside that no one seems to know.

I want to show the world.
I want everyone to see.
All the thoughts and the ideas that flow inside of me.

Maybe you haven't noticed,
Or maybe you don't dare,
To find out who I am,to show that you care.

I'm screaming on the inside.
A smile is what you see,
But I am not content with the person I seem to be.

There's a different people on the inside,
That I can't seem to show,
But maybe if you took the time,that person you could know.

missing him so much
loving him so much
remembering him with my heart.

well,i am here to update again. well,yesterday we got flag day and my shift was shift 1 and the time is 9am-2pm. hmm. i reach jurong point at exactly 9am and we quickly proceeded to the place to take the tin cans. hehex. siala. the queue was so long and we have to wait for another 5-10 minutes. haiish. hmm. ok liao and we quickly went to take MRT. i did not went with yin leng they all but then i went with jennifer they all. jennifer,carol plan to go to jurong east but then no "business" so we have to take anohter ride to Clementi which is the same old place. hahas. ok,quite good ar. did mange to have my cans full of coins and also A 2-dollar note. hahas. carol have 7 2-dollar notes. siala. so good ar because she very smart mahs. LOL!! me and jennifer's cans was not quite bad too. hahas. walk around and also we saw shila,afiqah and also hafizah. after 1-2 hours of standing under the hot sun or in the shelter,we decided to buy drinks. hehex. slack for a while and resume back to our duty. hahas. suddenly,the time goes so fast and we have to get back to Jurong Point and we returned the cans to them. hahas. but wait,before passing the cans,carol buy some food and then guess what,i saw Mr Koh. LOL!!!!! chat for a while and then go put the cans back. hehex. carrol decided to but a shirt for Mr Tan and then afiqah,jennifer did contribute some money in buying the shirt. okok. went back home straigthaway and i have to prepared myself to go to my auntie's house. hahas. did play and it was very fun. hahas. mostly in the "ocean". hehex. come back to shore and then go and makan. hehex. after eating,go eat ice cream and then my cousins do some french manicure on my handsand also my cousins and he manicure was very meticulous. hehex. well,after doing this,it is 2++ and then at that time got soccer and then watch the penalty kick between Portugal and England. Portugal won by 3. hahas. i did won. LOL!! okok. i think that this is all. i got to go ler. bye bye everyone. hehex.

missing him soo much.
loving soo much much.