I am back from overseas . =)

Hello everyone . I am here to update again .

Just yesterday , i was planning to login to blogger and a game websaite but i can't . Initially , i didn't know about the earthquake until my dad told me about it . It did affect Singapore but not that worse then Taiwan . =) I had been struggling to go in to some websites but i can't so what do i do ? Guess what . I go and play some games which i downloaded in a website . Hahas .

Well , Year 2006 is coming to an end . This year was almost a happy and a sad year . =) We , students have to survive this thing that is EXAM ! Sometimes , i do envy those who are working but sometimes , i do envy myself because i do not have to face those bad employers in the world . =) Life is full of ups and downs . Haiish . Just admiring a person is also difficult too . LOLS ! Have to watch the person loving and missing someone else . Haiish . But that didn't bother me alot too . =) What i am thinking is the upcoming performance for my CCA and the "Special" exam i have for next year . LOLS ! I always put exam as my first priority as it depends whether i will be having a good job in future . Some people may think likewise but I think this way . Hehes . Guys out there reading my blog , i do understand that my english is quite poor sometimes so you have to pardon me . I am trying to buck up too . =)

Shall get back to what i mentioned in the first part of the second paragraph . Friends and EXAM have been bothering me this year . Friends bothered me a little but EXAM bothers me alot . Haiish . In fact , those who are studying now are going to undergo EXAM . You can't escape unless you quit school lor . Hahas . No mater what , what has hapened has happened so i shall forget about it . =)

Note : Do not ask me who I like ar . I only said for fun . =)

I think this is quite a long update . =)
Shall stop here .


bYebYe !
love you always ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR !

Hello everyone .

I know it is a little bit late to wish you a merry christmas but at least i specially update because i want to say a MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU guys !

All my friends and relatives .....
I wish you a
MERRY CHRISTMAS
and
a
HAPPY NEW YEAR

Hmm . I shall stop here right now as i am kind of busy . Sorry ! =)

bYebYe !
love you always

Hey everyone . I am back back again to update ! Still not in my country but in another . Hahas . Had been sleeping well this few days because it is air-conditioned and not fan . LOLS . just kidding . Even though there is fan , i can still sleep soundly de . Hehes .

If yinleng didn't tell me that co camp is just tomorrow , i wouldn't even know that , man ! Guess i am perfectly playing till i forget what is today date man . Hahas . Upon saying that , i realised that school is going to reopen soon and we have to get ready our school bags that has already rotten . LOLS . Lame Lame Lame . =X

Christmas is round the corner and practice for co is getting nearer and nearer . Arghh ! The mentioning of this makes my blood boil . Arghh ! Forget about it . I do not wish to say this . >:(

Been playing with my cousins and chatting with my friends . Hehes . Had been going out too . =) =) =) =)

Hmm . seem like i am going to stop here . Shall update soon !

bYebYe !
love you always

In another country . =)

Hey everyone ! I am back again to update ! It is 07.35am and it is soo early . Well , i am not in my country but i am in overseas . Hehes .

I want to play habbo but it got bugs so i decided not to play it for the time being as if i continued restarting , it doesn't benefit me but it will waste my precious time . LOLS !

I do not know what to say as i am seriously lagging of what to write , man ! =X Hmm . I reached at about 06 plus in the morning .

I wish to sleep but i don't want as i wish to be the first one to be online in Messenger . Hahas . LOLS !! Am i lame ?? Hahas .

Guess why i write those lame things as i am lagging of things to write !! Arghh !

I am not sure whether i will be updating this few days but this is a short update of me in another country . =)

Well , i think i should stop here right now . See you guys later on then !

Do tag in my tagboard when you drop by my blog ok ?!?! Thanks !


bYebYe !
love you always

Hey everyone . I am here to update as i know my blog is dead dead dead . Hahas . Anyway , i will be going to overseas in just less then a few hours . So see ya guys !!

Hmm . ShengGe so bad sehs . Go anyhow write those bad words on it . ShengGe , i know you are not referring to either one of my friends except the one you are scolding . =X But try to stop using those dirty words on my tagboard wor . Hehes . Thanks for your cooperation .

Well , i had been preparing my things to prepare for my overseas trip so that's why i didn't update lor . LOLS . Not only this reason but because i am kind of busy this few days lor .

Okok . Shall stop here right now . Will try to update ok ? =)

bYebYe !
love you always !

Hiie everyone ! I am back again to update ! I am dead bored so i come here to update . Hehes . There isn't many things for me to talk about because there are no activities lately . Hehes .

Hmm . There are no CCA so i can stay at home watching television and etc . I had been hoping that my cousins will come to our house so that we can play . Hehes . But i don't think they will come as they ownself are busy too ? Hmm . don't know . Shall not say any further then . Hahas .

Well , I think i got to go soon as i am lagging of things to write . I don't wish to write boeing stuffs as i know you guys will get bored too . LOLS !

bYebYe !
love you always !

Hiie everyone . I am back again . Rachel wants me to be active in blogging so here I comes . Blog ! Hehes .

Hmm . This few days has been busy and free at the same time . Hahas . Will be going to overseas soon so have to get ready for the trip . Hehes .

And yup . Can said quite free this few days from today onwards . No activities again but hope i can go to my cousin's house again . Hehes . I have been missing the fun we had together and i wish to go there to have fun ! LOLS . Everyobdy wish to have fun so it is obviously nothing to talk about . Hmm . I am not sure what to write as there is no inspiration now so can't think of it . Hehes .

Well , i think i've got to go so ,

bYebYe !
love you always !

Fun day man !

Hey everyone . Everyone has been urging me to update but i am busy this few days so didn't get the chance to update . Sorry guys . Well , I do not wish to update but for my dearest friends , i should update a little ar ? LOLS .

Well , yesterday i went to my cousin's house to sleepover . Wahahahs . It is way cool and fun , man . Hahas . When we reached there at 3+ in the afternoon , there has been a series of games awaiting for us to play . Hahas . We really enjoyed those games that my cousins has been preparing for me and my brother . Hmm . Playing and playing for almost 3 hours , we need to have our dinner . We went to IMM to have our dinner and i am overjoyed as this is the third time i went to my cousin's house to sleepover . Hahas . After eating , we walked around and we have to go back to my cousin's house to sleep . hahas . Went home straight and we bathed . Hehes . Then Clady helped us arrange the bed and we were getting ready for our sleeping . Well , chat with ahma and shu shu thus proceeding to our bedroom . =)

Hmm . After switching off the lights , we go and watch "Hot Chick" in my cousin's laptop . Hahas . Was nice but we'll have to close our eyes because we are sleepy . Hahas . The night was cooling and pleasant . I woke up because my brother and my cousin was like disturbing me and thus i have to woke out . Arghh !!! Went to bathe after that and have our LUNCH . Went to clementi to eat MacDonald and we are also waiting for the feeder bus . Took us quite a long time ar . LOLS . After reaching my cousin's house , we went to play pool and it was a fun game but there is alot of disagreements among ourselves . LOLS . But it was still fine . Play and Play , we then have to ate out dinner . Watch the 9pm show and we have to proceed back home . Haiish . I can't bear to leave , man ! Within just 2 days , i had feel like i do not wish to bear this house . =( But we'll have to leave . =(

Well , message to my dearest cousins ,

Thanks for the everything you have done for us . We are deeply appreciated and i wil always loved this day and til now , the past sleepover , i had never forgotten it . Hehes . Thanks alot , man !!!!! <3>

I've got to go now . bYebYe !
love you always !!

sad and happy at the same time

我很伤心但是我也是开心 。 怎么办 ?

Hiie everyone . I am here to update again as i am way bored wor . Hehes .

This few days , i had been playing games and also chatting . Hehes . MM . I think there is someone impersonating me in my tagboard wor . Do not know who is the culprit but please do not impersonate me . Thanks so much ! I put a tagboard is because people can leave their comments on it and thus i put . If not , i wil not put it . =)

Hmm . The ECP trip has been changed to swimming wor . Hehes . Still have not decide whether i want to go or not but shila encouraged me wor . *Still pondering*

Well , my trip to overseas was postponed . Hmm . It clashed with my CCA camp and one practice . Have not inform xianglin about it . I've already told her about the camp and not the practice . =x

Oh ya . Today , Prince , Queen , Huiyue and Joyce went to the complex . Prince and Joyce went to gym whereas Queen and Huiyue went to swim . =x I bet they had a jolly good time at there . I was not there as it is too early liao . =x

Do not know what shall i write . . . . *thinking*
Oh yes . Today met Sheng Han and Eugene but i didn't say hi to them . They were my primary friends and i guessed they have already forgotten me . =x Hehes . But Sheng Han do looks like he know me . LOLS . Aiya . Don't know lahs . =)

bYebYe !
love you always

*moody and happy mood*

*moody mood*
Hiie everyone . I am back again . Haiish . I am in a moody mood now . =)

*happy mood*
Hahas . My happy mood come back liao . Hahas . Quite lame hor ? Hahas . Went to flag day today and seriously , i am not in the mood to do lor . hahas . On the other hand , it was quite fun lahs because we went to bugis to meet shila , zixiin , kai leng and henzy lor . =) Hmm , but then also quite bored and weird wor . Hahas . After that went to slack slack slack . Did meet some of my friends too . Hehes . Overall , we slack more lor . Hehes .

Hmm . got nothing to talk liao . Shall end here .

bYebYe !
love you always

Hiie everyone ! Back again to update again ! did anyone miss me ? Hahas . Kidding nia . Sorry for not updating as i am a little busy this few days . Hahas .

Seem like i got alot of fun activities awaiting for me wor .
1)Going out with Queen,King,Prince and etc .
2)Going out with my cousins(maybe)
3)Going out with cindy and Prince .
4)Going to overseas soon !! =(

Yup . That is so called my activities lining up for me . =) I will be going overseas and i do not know whether i'll have the time to update too . =X It is not that i want to "howlian" myself but i just wish to inform you guys about it ar . =)

Hmm . Nothing to talk about wor . Oh ya !
today went to my CCA and i basically do nothing except staring at the scores and my instrument lor . hahas . Quite boring too as it is always the same paragraph . =X

I did mentioned that i was at my cousin's house right . Hmm . The sleepover was way fun although it is not that fun as I expected . Charmaine did not join us as she prefer to go home wor . =X sad sehs . Charmaine , how i wish you were there and talked to me !!! LOLS !!!!

Well , got to go right now .

bYebYe !!
love you always

Hmm . Hiie everyone . I am back again to update again . Now i am in my cousin's house using her laptop wor . hehes . Seriously , i am dead bored lor . haiish .

Today was a very fun day wor . hahas . All my cousins were here except one . sobiiex . she need to study for her exam so she can't come here sia . haiish . but there will be always next time .

Today went to CO to learn the set piece for my CCA . erhu was quite easy but for gaohu , very difficult wor . i mean i have not even try but i know it is difficult sia . haiish .

i got to go now .
byebye
love you always

Hiie everyone . I am back again to update wor . Well , i didn't go to CO today as i am so sick . Hmm . To some people who don't trust me at all , i don't care . I just treat it as him/her talking to the air . When you are sick , we didn't say anything but yet you said me . Hello...Please straighten your thinking , man !

Well , i shall not bother over this trival things at all . It jut makes my blood boil wor . Hmm . I am so excited tomorrow , man ! I am looking forward to go to my cousin's house sia . Hehes .

Well , i think i should go and have a rest now .

bYebYe !!
love you always

Hiie every0ne. I am back again t0 update ! Hehes . Well , i was re-arranging my r00m when i f0und a diary and i began t0 w0nder . I began t0 think and f0und 0ut that the diary which i have f0und is when me and cindy wr0te this . There is al0t 0f big ugly handwritings , ugly pictures and etc . Cindy was my primary best friend . We began to write this diary when we think that it will strengthen 0ur friendship . It really d0 and even though me and her are n0t in the same sch00l , we are still BEST FRIENDS and we still keep c0ntact !! How i wish she can c0me t0 my sch00l and we can even talk ab0ut the funny things we had t0gether and discuss 0ur work after school ! Haiish . This dream will n0t come true de . But nevermind , I've g0t s0me g00d friends in my sch00l t00 !

Anyway , t0day g0t chemistry practical and seri0usly , it is way b0red . I nearly slept in the labr0at0ry , man ! The experiment we have d0ne is totally B0RING !!!! It is n0t that i want t0 make hurtful remarks but it is the FACT , man ! Hehes .

Hmm , t0m0rrow got C.0. and i have t0 face the c0nduct0r and etc . Seri0usly , I am very sick n0w , man !!!! Haiish . Sick sick sick .... =( =(

But i remember 0ne thing . I will be g0ing t0 my c0usin's h0use f0r a gathering and i can see them again !!! My dear c0usins , aunties and uncles , Here i come !!!!!!!!! I really d0 miss you guys . It has been a l0ng time since i last saw y0u guys lia0 . Hehes .

Well , I've g0t t0 g0 n0w !

bYebYe !!
l0ve you always
sIicK

Update again !

你们好！

I am here to update again ! Well , today went for my extended term . Lesson was quite boring ! =x Was busy chatting with iris . =x hahas . At 10.50+ , teacher dismissed us and then went home lor . hehes . Yin leng they all wentt to old folks'home . =x

Tomorrow got practice sehs . Arghh !!! Cannot have peace wor . haiish . I've to wake up early to get ready for C.O. sia !!!! Hate it ! hehes . I decided that i will be going out with my friends during the holidays(if possible) . hahas .

Haiish . nothing to write sehs .

Well , shall end here ! Will update soon !

bYebYe !!!
love you always!!!

I am back again to update !!

Hey guys . I am back again . Did anyone miss me ? LOLS !! chey . Kidding nia . hahas . Well , today went to c.o. and the tutoring scheme . During the C.O. , nothing happened . We just continued on the song we have long long ago . Seriously , after the teacher told us to repeat the song from head to end , i realised that i got alot of "out of tune" and don't know how to "la" the notes . =X But overall , quite ok , BUT i am still angry over C.O. =X

During the break , we went to the Mentoring scheme . Nothing much . Went out of school with Phay Ching , Yin Leng , Joyce , Huiyue and Shila . They bought some food but i do not as i am full . LOLS !!! Went back to the tutoring . Then Yin leng and Phay ching decided to go to the next classroom and play the erhu . Hahas . Was quite hilarious wor . Hahas . Seriously , the "Gu Ge Li" right , i long forgotten the notes liao . hahas . Forget it . Went to teach joyce erhu . Hmm , In General , she is quite ok . I think she has a talent towards erhu . =X Then went home with Phay Ching lor . Yin Leng and Joyce went to Jurong Point to meet Shila and Huiyue . hehes .

Haiish , last week was a busy week to me . Let me think . On 06/11/2006 to 12/11/2006 , i will be VERY VERY busy sia . Got Chemistry and C.O. *boil with anger* I just could not understand why is there so many practices ?!?! Others CCA in my school don't have so many practices . =X =X Arghh !!!!!!!!!!!

Haiish . I will be busy during the holidays bahs . I mean in November bahs . December holidays can be quite relaxed bahs . =X

Well , shall get going now . Will update s00n !!!

bYe bYe !!!
love you always

我真的很累 。 没次都有CCA .

I am very very tired . How i wish i can vent out my anger , man ! It was like we will not have any rest durin the holidays ! I actually got alot of plans during this holidays but guess what , my CCA is blocking my plans ! Although they give us a rest , it does not let us rest fully ! Even the December holidays also got CCA sehs . Although it is CAMP and THE PERFORMANCE , it also give us alot of un-peace , man !

Perhaps i regret choosing this CCA bahs . How i wish i can join a CCA without the SYF or etc . I just want my CCA to be free of practices and etc .

Members in my CCA , i don't know whether you will use this to complain to the teachers , but i just want to vent out my FEELINGS towards my CCA . hope you guys understand . =) If you guys insisted , i have no choice then but to put a PASSWORD in my blog . =)
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I don't wish to brood over it again . I don't wish to let sad things get over me . =) =)

在生活中 ，我们一定觉得在这个世界上没有公平或者别的动西但是我们一定要面对 。

我真的很爱他但是你懂吗 ？

well , got to end here .

Doing nothing ... =)

今天没有什么可以说的 。

Tody went to my CCA and the NTU mentoring thingy . basically went there to eat and do some of the questions in the paper . hehes . then later play games lor . hahas .

After that , went home ALONE as yin leng they all went to jurong point lor . nothing good to say too . haiish .

All the day play computer as i bored mahs . At around 6 plus , went to makan dinner lor . hehes . . .

I think i've nothing to say liao .
byebye !!!
love you always

时间总是过得很快，但，有的时候却过得很慢。
Time do really go fast when we are enjoying ourselves . haiish .

Well , hiie everyone . i am back again to update . Did i mention about the last day in our school ? i think nope right . well ,i shall say .

We went to school and proceed to the hall . You know why we headed to the hall ? because there is prize-giving for all departments . King and prince got awards wor . so envy them sehs . How i hope i can get too but over liao . don't talk over it liao . hahas .

On tuesday went to KTV and it is way fun . although i did sing a little , my singing really yucks lor . I think i am not good at singing bahs . My cousins all sang so well sehs . hahas . BUT it is way fun because i got go to my auntie's house to see a presentation and it is pefectly well-done .

Today no C.O. and i am overjoyed !! finally can have a day where i can rest and do my own things . hahas .

Tomorrow got the NTU and C.O. how i wish i can pon C.O. but i cannot . haiish . Shall not talk over it too as it really makes me angry ..

Well , nothing to talk either . Shall end here .
byebye !!
love you always

Hi everyone . I am here to update again . haiish . i am so boring !!! I'll have to link some friends so i came here to update lor .

King , you are welcome . King made a special post for me lehs and i am so touched !! LOLS !!! <3>
Well , tomorrow is Selamat Hari Raya and we don't have to go to school . woohoo !! finally can have another day to rest wor . hmm . upon thinking of this , i am going out wor so not considered to rest . lols . How i wish i can be with ........

Haiish , i cannot forget him wor . don't know why . *confused*

Anwyay , in my tagboard , i did mentioned that i need your comments over the "putting password for my blog" right . I think don't need ler unless there is some troublemakers terrorising in my blog lor . hehes .


I want to put chinese words in my blog but cannot . can someone help me with this ? really need some help . Those who know , please tag wor . thanks .

I am beginning to love him EVEN MORE.
I found out that i cannot forget him.
He still hold a special place in my heart.
I wish i can just forget him but i could not.
I does not understand why.
Perhaps he really cannot be replaced by another people bahs.


-love you always-

Time and Love !!!

haiish . Time certainly travel fast when we are enjoying ourselves . when we are watching the time , the time travels so slow . haiish .

Days by days , nights by night . i keep on thinking about HIM .

I had never feel so Tralalas~ =X .
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Well , i am here to update again . hehes . nothing to talk to but just want to update . my mind keep urging me to update but i cannot think of anything to say . haiish . Why must everyone want to know my results ? ? ? haiish . my results is way bad and i am feeling sad . sometimes when you see me with a happy face , i am not truly happy but in fact , i am very sad . haiish . I envy those people who get an A1-B3 for every subjects . How i wish i can be like them . haiish .

well , i got to go ler . byebye !!!
-love you always-

Thiking about ........

Hi everyone . i am back to update again ! anyone miss me ? hahas . kidding nia . .

well , nothing happened in school but we have the financial awareness workshop . Seriously , i thought the game would be boring but after playing the game , i find it way nice . hahas . Well , it is about spending money and earning money . You may think it is boring but it doesn't . hehes . have the workshop for 2 days . hehes . The frst day , me and princess won the game for the first round and for the second round , king and idros won . hahas . On the second day , king and idros also won the game . hahas . During the second round , me and princess was nearly bankrupt . hahas . Let me think . almost everyone in our group met with bankrupt . =X ENJOYABLE GAME !!!

Yesterday got C.O. i rushed home after school was dismissed but quickly chiong to school . Realising that the conductor(James) did not come , phay ching , siew teng , yin leng and me went to toilet . hahas . after going for 10 minutes , we went back to commerce room . I was sittting in the front row and realise that i am very free , went to find yin leng which is sitting at the back . hahas . Chat , looking at class photo , i went back to my seat lor . hahas . on 2.30pm , the conductor(Lee Xiao Yuan) came and thus continue on the song that we are preparing for next year's syf . yaya ! at almost break , melissa came in and distrubute the song for the concert . yaya ! break and then start on the new song . can said quite difficult but after trying a few attempts on it , i began to famailarise lor . hahas .

Well , today no C.O. !!!!!!!! cool man !!!!!!!!!! i wish every saturday get to be like that as i can sleep longer !!!!!!!!! hahas .

Got to go soon .
byebye !!!!!!
-love you always-

Sad , Troubled , Happy .

Hiie everyone . I am here to update again . This is a random post and thus i will briefly write .

Well , heard from cindy that she failed her english and maths and she is really sad right now . Cindy , do not be sad . must be happy wor . although you failed your english and maths , there is still other subjects which you have not even know yet so why despair when you have not even know your results for every subjects ? You have worked hard enough and god will help you . Just don't blame yourself . What's done is done and you cannot reverse it . I know you can do it and i will support you all the way . Any problems , approach me and perhaps i will help you . =X

Don't say about those sad things liao . Let's focus on the happy things . Tomorrow , all the students in my school do not need to attend but the teachers have to attend . wahahahas . BUT IT WILL DETERMINE WHETHER I WILL BE PROMOTED TO THE NEXT LEVEL . 0h my g0d !!! i hope the teachers will say good things about me !!!!!!

Let's talk about school . School is normal and nothing weird or funny happened . wahahas . just realised that i ........................... shall not talk about it anymore . hehes . some of my good and best friend knew about it too .

I am very sad and happy and troubled at the same time as i got some problems . haiish .
First , i am sad because i did quite badly for my End Of Year .
Second , i am troubled because of T_ _ _ ......

Third , i am happy because tomorrow no school and can go out with my friends to play ball games . =X lame hor ?????

Well , i think i had wrote for quite long liao . will update soon !! byebye !!

-love you
-goodbye !

Hiie everyone . I am here to update again . There is some errors in my links and i had already fixed it . For those who i have tag about my links , it is alright now . Do click it if you do not trust me . =X

Anyway , i am so touched by cindy's blog . she said she is blessed to have such a good friends . hahas . I also love her so much !!! They are the one who helped me whenever i have encountered problems in LIFE . All those primary and best friends are YIN LENG and CINDY !!!!

All those good friends in my secondary school are JENNIFER and JOYCE !!!!!

They rocks , man !!!

Jennifer , you must be happy wor . do not be angry . =D =D Tralalalas~~~ please do not be angry upon seeing this . hehes .

anyway , i got to go ler . byebye

-lots of love-

Hi everyone ! i am back once more , with a brand and nice blogskins . hahas . i hope my blogskin do look nice . hahas . Do you guys think i should put password for my blog ? yes or no ? I had been thinking for so long and i really need your opinion , man !!

Well , today went to Vivo City and i can said the shopping mall certainly looks spacious and cooling !!! It can be quite confused if you do not know how to walk around . wahahas . Go there and eat , shopping and etc .

Tomorrow got school and we have to get ourselves ready . hehes . The results i have got are not that good and i got to really buck up on it ...

well , i got to go ler . byebye

-love-

hiie everyone . i am here to update again . hahas . i am so bored now !! nobody is chatting with me on msn . haiish . =(
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today , i meet yin leng at 8.45am and then bus-ed to school . hahas . when reached school , i'll have to wait for our dearest phay ching and siew teng . hehes . they arrived at 9+ and thus went inside to commerce room . erm . no one inside but except a few . then we chiong to 2/6 to have our usual practice . LALALALALALAS ~~~~~ mentioning of going to 2/6 classroom , i am boiled with anger . MDM PENG then came in and asked who did not go to practice on friday which is yesterday and phay ching , siew teng , yin leng and me went to meet MDM PENG outside and one by one , i told her the reasons . she does not even trust us . she want to deduct yin leng's conduct and it is WAY EVIL of her to do that . yayaya !!! blahs blahs blahs . . . . . . .

ok , at 10am , we planned to go to the NTU Tutoring and melissa said " MDM PENG told us not to attend it anymore and just focus on the practice. " we was very angry and thus chiong down to tell the tutors that we cannot attend . haiish .......

to be frank , after knowing about the "GOOD" side of MDM PENG but sometimes , she is good too . . . .

well , i got to go ler .
byebye ..

missing you day by day
cannot just forget you ..
you are my first crush and i had never felt so "lovesick" towards you .

Hello everyone !!!! i am back now !! did you miss me guys ?? i hope so . hahas . well , it has been a stressful week and i nearly exploded my head over the formulas and the equations i have to memorise . haiish . no choice . but it is OVER !! i can finally have a good rest !!! i must certainly have a good rest before having the extended term . yesh man !!!!!!!

Well , i have gotten back all my results and some of the subjects's marks are not that great except for my Principles Of Accounts . i am glad because my accounts did quite well . hahas . can said good lahs . but all of my subjects are way BAD !!! i cannot believe that i get a Fail in history and Maths . OH MY !!! jennifer did passed all although she failed her history but overall , she passed her combined humantities . i so "xian mu" her because she is a smart and pretty girl !!! LOLS !!!! to be frank , she is a genius in everything lor . she get an As in Accounts and Combined Science .oh my tian !! how can i possibly have this high marks ?!?! when is my ming going to "open" up ?????????? can anyone answer my question ?????????

hmm . let's forget all about it and talk about other things . Well , on Lantern Festival , i did not do anything as my cousins came to my house . hahas . chat and chat and chat !! hahas . that is what girls do . =X

and also today , my cousins came to my house again as she had finished her exam and then visit us lor . we played soccer but i did not mananged to help my cousin defend because i am realy bad in SOCCER !!!!! my cousin want me to play so left with no choice , play until 5 plus then she had to went home. hahas .

well , i got to go ler . byebye !! will update soon !! wait for me !!!

Hi everyone . i am back againt to update ! today is a special day for me ! you know why ?!
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Tada !!! it is my birthday and i am so happy .

today when i go to the NTU thingy , everyone wished me happy birthday but not all lahs . some also did not know it is my birthday . =( the first person to wished me is POON YIN LENG ! she is the very first one . after i went to school , joyce is the second person and third is jennifer !!! they were the persons who remembered my birthday !!!! yesh ! jennifer , joyce and yin leng , thanks so much !!!!!! during the tutoring , joyce passed me the present and it were from yin leng , joyce and huiyue . . . oh my tian !! they were the only ones who sent me present !! thanks alot , man !!!! i love it !!!!!

after the tutoring , shila went up to the front and she want to make an announcement and guess what . she said today is my birthday and she wished to sang a happy birthdya song to me . oh . how sweet it is !!! thanks , shila . . after that , she went up to my place and wished me !!! woohoo !!! hmm . the three mentors also wished me happy birthday !!! thanks alot , man !!! i am so happy .

then after that , elfi said what to M.Arif what birthday ... i do not know what it is ... hahas . and guess what . later yin leng they all wished to paly truth and dare with huiyue . hahas . it is so hilarious . yin leng want huiyue to give to M.Arif a love which is made fron straw . she dare not but she took up her courage and give to him . hahas ..

well , go home and my GAN-KOR , siew teng wished me happy birthday ....

thanks alot , man !!!

i love you guys !!! this is a memorable day i ever had !!

hmm . . . . my cousins also wished me too and i am very happy . they rocks !!!!! i love you guys even more !!!!!!! buddies club forever !!!!!!! woohoo !!!!!!!!!! muackiies !

missing you so much
loving you so much
my love with you is getting deeper and deeper.

Finally i can have the chance to update ler as i am way busy with my studies . you see , our teacher gives us mock paper to do and i have to revise on what the teacher had told us in class and the previous topic that the teacher had taught us in the first semester . On second thought , i got alot of topics or chapters to revise !!! Oh my god , how am i going to do with so many chapters to revise ?!

No mater what , i must persevere and not give up halfway. hehes. that is my motto ?? i am not sure whether this is my motto . hahas .

Well , school is as per normal and there is nothing for me to say . hehes . oh ya ! no c.o. from today onwards . i mean c.o. shall stop until exam is over. woohoo !! i can finally have a relaxed day and i can don't have to rush to c.o. when i come back from my school . how i wish i can quit c.o. and every friday , i do not need to worry about this and that .

OH YA !! tomorrow is my birthday and i am so happy now !! i do not know whether i will have any presents which i love to but it is ok lahs . hehes . Tralalalas~ oh my tian ! i almost forgot . tomorrow got the NTU thingy and i have to attend . OH MY TIAN !!!!!!! i wish to have no activities during my birthday. hehes .

haiish . i think i got to go ler . byebye everyone ! will update sooner or later !!

missing you so much
loving you so much
i am begining to lovr you even deeper .
i cannot forget you at all..

hi everyone . i am way bored so i have decided to update my blog . haiish . exam is approaching and i have to buck up . i know that i did mentioned this is my previous entries but just type lor . Time flies so fast and i did not even realised it . Come to think of it , it has been a long journey with obstacles blocking our way and we have to overcome it . I remembered that i was very angry because i was transferred to a class which i don't like . hahas . Come to think if it again , i realised that i was very silly . Even though my friends and I are in a different class , we get to see them everyday as usual and we are always hanging around in a bunch . hahas . Well , let me think .
Oh ya , today , Mr Koh did not come and we have 4 free periods . hehes . During this periods , we gossip , crap and etc . hahas . if our teacher does not want to teach us , i still got the NTU thingy . hehes . tomorrow got c.o. and i will have to go BUT hang on a second , i got the NTU thingy so i will be away from c.o. for about 2 hours1/2 minutes but then i have to go back to c.o. for jinghu . =P =P

i hearby curse LBS not to come for tomorrow's sectional practice. =x i am very bad ar ; but i did mentioned in my previous entries that i don't like this teacher because he is a naggy person. =x hahas . Guys , it is a FACT , ok ?!?! if you don't believe , ask my friends lor . =x they can be my witnesses . hehes .

Oh ya ! today's c.o. was not that boring as i don't need to "la" the jinghu much . hehes . went home straightaway as i got something on . =x prefer not to disclose it . LOLS !! anyway,it is a small matter and i don'y see a need to write this in my blog . hehes .

Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies.
Life is a grindstone. Whether it grinds us down or polishes us up depends on us.
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

missing him so much
loving him so much
i realised that my love for him is getting deeper and deeper .
i always think of him whenever i go
do you know that i like you ??

Hi everyone . i am here to update again ! well , today is zixiin and also my cousin's birthday and i am here to wish them a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and also SMILE ALWAYS !! hahas . =X
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Today also got english oral and seriously , i don't know how to describe the thing on that picture. =X oh my tian ! i bet i will die ler. haiish . =X how could i possibly don't know how t describe the thing on the picture and seriously , i am talking nonsense for the conversation part !!!! =X OH MY TIAN !!! seriously , i cannot imagine this at all . it is way , way , ............. =X haiish . i don't wish to said this anymore as this thing is already over .
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Now i am focusing is my EYE .=X to be frank , i am very scared as this year is a very important thing for us .=X
Cannot afford to fail this year . *touch wood* what am i talking about ?!?! no matter what , i am setting very high standard for this year wor . LOLS !! but i know i cannot over-stress myself . =X =X LOLS !! anyway,i got to go ler. byebye everyone .

I love thee, I love but thee
With a love that shall not die
Till the sun grows cold
And the stars grow old.

missing him so much
loving him so much
my love with him is getting deeper and deeper.

Hey guys . I am back liao . Hmm . i have been busy this few days wor . hehes.
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On Friday got C.O. and i did not get to play jinghu as the conductor want the erhu and the rest to play so i just sat there , daydreaming and etc . Did nothing basically and i wish every practice get to stay like this. hahas . Seriously , i hope the "zhi ding qu" , i don't need to play jinghu . hahas .
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On Saturday , the LBS did not come and i am so happy !! I hope he will never come again as his teaching really yucks !! He also nags at the Sec 1s if they did not do well . HATE HIM TO THE CORE !! i hope one day he would tell mdm peng that he doesn't want to teach us . but i think this "dream" would never ever happen . LOLS !!

School is going to reopen and we have to get our schoolbag ready for a brand new term . LOLS !!Oh ya ! i almost forgot . we have to prepare ourselves for EOY . OH MAN ! Have to study hard for it and seriously , i cannot have a fail in one of the subjects . hehes . i shall end here and i will update soon . hehes .

loving him so much
missing him every day !

hihi everyone. i am back to update. i will first said about my c.o. on saturday . erm . i think it is quite ok lor . the LBS still shout and nag . diaoz. hahas . me and xianglin was like so free. hahas . we did not do anything . we just sat down there watching the Sec 1s and also the Sec 3s playing the instrument . On 12pm , it was our turn to play but the Sec 1s and also the Sec 3s also stayed back because the LBS need go liao as he got what thingy lor . I teached the Sec 1s too and i can said they have not mastered it well but they are still Sec 1s after all . hahas. Sec 1s , strive hard and you will definitely outpass us !! diao . lame . hahas .

ok, next event . the Flag Day !!!! i woke up at 8+ and i go and bathe . hahas . erm. went to meet yin leng and then took bus to JP and also meet Joyce. hehex. We briskly walked to the point where we need to take the cans . hehex .. ya. a long queue . haiish. had to wait for so long then can get our cans. hehex. take cans and then we proceeded to JE to do our donations. can said quite good after all but we did slack too . hahas . at around 1-2+ , we meet with jennifer , zixiin and kai leng to makan our lunch .. we went to take KFC . hehex. yummy yummy !!!!! after eating the KFC , we go slack ok ?!?! we went to take photos in a neoprint shop and also we went to the Ice Palace. wow. so cold and also many talented people in there !! small kids also very good sia. In compare with us , we are so disgraced !! hahas . after slacking for quite some time , we have decided to do the donations again . hehex. Seriosuly , i don't feel like doing the donation anymore and we have decided to go back to JP. hahas . Return the cans and also sat at the Oasis 's seat there. Talk , listen to MP3 and then went to Popular. See books .... After that , accompany joyce to buy food. hehex. take bus go back home and yin leng and joyce will be going to Beauty World tomorrow. hehex. i think that is all. i am in a rush now so hope my spelling and my vocabulary is perfectly alright . =)

missing you so much
loving you so much
i did not see TREE today . SAD !!!!
i can said he does not want to bother about me anymore. =( =(

yesh . i am very happy because september holidays has already arrived. woohoo ! i have been waiting for this days to come . i have been longing for a break after my exam. hehex. erm. i think i got alot of activities awaiting for me . hahas . sleepover , going out with friends and etc. hahas.

well then , i don't wish to talk about my activities and i wish to proceed to what we are doing in school . hahas. lame right ?!?! diao .. well,today was raining cats and dogs in the morning and also in the afternoon. haiish. we have to proceed to the hall for our anthem and pledge. the Lower Sec and Sec 3 will need to go back to the classroom to get ready for the ACES(All Children Exercise Simultaneously) day . we proceed to the class and we found out that our projector is not working and thus we have to proceed to the hall and the Upper Sec were doing the Taiji aerobics. We was like so extra sehs. to be frank , it is really funny ok ?!?! i cannot stop laughing . hahas . at around 8.40am , the taiji thingy ended liao and we have to returned to our places where we sitted earlier in the morning .

Here comes the Concert for Teacher's Day. hahas. it was boring at first but gradually , it become so interesting as the fake streat parade was pefomed by our teachers and also some students. hahas. i cannot stop laughing especially the concert band . wahahahas. the teacher holding a stick was way funny and also the teachers holding the instruments. it was way hilarious . after that , it become boring as the clip was way short .

after the performance , i have decided to return back to my former school which is PPS. i am so sad because the school will be shifted to JE and it will move back around 2009. so sad . :( PPS , i missed you !!!!!!

when i thought of PPS , i will thought of the memories where i have been there for 6 years .
1. the garden (which have lots of trees and also fragrant flowers)
2. the pond and the plants ( the fishes there)
3. the classrooms which i have been from primary 1 to 6 )
4. the canteen (yummy cuttlefish , mee soto , porridge which i often ate during recess)
5. the bookshop
6. the exercise corner
7. the hop-scotch ( i am way childish)
8. the basketball court (where we assemble early in the morning)
9. the field
10. the second stage in the first floor
11. the teachers who have taught me and also other teachers
12 .the principal and the vice principal
13. the toilets ( way lame hor ?!?! )
14 the music room where we went for keyboard lesson
15. the library
16. the carnation room
there is alot of things which i do not wish to say it loud and clear because some people may not know this. hahas . the happy memories and the sad memories , i have remembered in my heart and in my mind. this precious memories , i will not ever forget it .

oh ya !! HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !!!!!!!
to my dearest teachers, thanks for teaching me and all my friends , either in primary school and in secondary school. without your teaching , we will not become what we are today !!!!!!

got to go liao. byebye . . . missing alot !!

missing you so much ..
loving you so much ..

25 DAYS LEFT !!
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I am very happy that my birthday is approaching. hehex. I had been looking forward for this day. hehex. I have got back my history and social studies and i am quite pleased with it . my history and social studies all get 20/25. hahas. so altogether 40/50. xD so happy !! haiish. my hand hurts !! got blood lehs. =( =( oh ya ! i also got back my physics but the results are not that good. i get 16.5/25 for it. quite bad hor . hehex . but will buck up too . =)

missing you so much
loving you so much

hiie everyone. i am back to update again. Before i update this entries,i do feel kind of sad due to some matter but after my friend's encouragement , i do feel a little bit better . i feel that you have given me the strength and the support. Thanks , cindy .
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I agree with what cindy said .
Everyone will suffer problems in life.
No man in this earth could escape problems unless you are God .

I trust you and yin leng as you are my primary school friend and also you guys really makes me feel happy . i had never intend to replace you guys with anyone . Even if there is someone who has the same quality as you guys , they still could not replace you as you guys are my STRENGTH and the SUPPORT . I am not exaggerating at all , ok guys ? If you had a good friends like this two friends of mine,you will think that no one could ever replace the good friends of yours .

No matter what , life had to go on .
Maybe you wish to escape reality , it does not mean that you could escape it PERMANENTLY so hope you guys will know . .

YIN LENG AND CINDY , YOU ARE FOREVER MY GOOD FRIEND OR TRUSTED FRIEND !!

missing you so much
loving you so much

I am so happy that i pass my Chemistry test. i thought i will fail as i anyhow do this paper. hahas. Jennifer still gets the highest for Chemistry and i really admire her ! She always said she do not understand but she still know how to do the test in such a good way . Although she did made some careless mistake,she still get so high. hehex . Oh Ya !! i forgot to update on Saturday's event . The TAF carnival was held in JWSS and the CB girls won 2nd . I am really proud of them ! although their position is still the same but i know they had done well , so CB girls , is ok if you did not manage to get 1st. you had already try your best . =) We are going to have our break soon and i can go to my cousin's house and PLAY !! hehex. PLAY PLAY PLAY is what i will do during the september holiday. hahas. oh ya !! i almost forgot. My most important day is coming . hehex. let's see how many days left to that very IMPORTANT day . 26 days !! yipee !!!!!! i am so excited. LOLS !! anwyay,got to go . byebye

missing him so much
loving him so much

I am back now to update. School was quite ok if there is no exams this week . In total,we have 4 tests in one week but it is not on the same day lahs. It is like after we have finished one test,there comes another one . it is like non-stop !! My head is like a time bomb which is going to explode . Haiish . I also heard from my friends that our papers that we did on Wednesday is done BADLY . Oh my God !! i do hope i will not fail my Wednesday papers. Oh Please !!! Honestly,i FAILED my english comprehension . Oh My God ! I cannot believe my eyes when i take my english paper. I mean how could i possibly failed my english. haiish. I am WAY UPSET now ! Today was WAY FREAK !! i do not wish to comment on this. My back really HURTS !!! anyway, i am really upset now . kind of no mood to said anymore.

missing you so much
loving you so much
i cannot forget you .

hiie everyone. i am here to update again so that my blog will not become lonely . hahas. well,tomorrow is history test and i was relieved that i had already memorised the notes. Not feeling well this few days. haiish . on wednesday is our combined science and i have yet to study . Oh my god !! friday is SS test and also C.O. haiish . what a stressful week for us . haiish . yesterday , i asked jennfer whether she had finished memorising and what she said was she had already memorised finish and she is in habbo . wow. she so clever sehs. only a few days and she can get all the sentences squeezed into her mind . WOW !! genius !! LOLS !! well,school today was quite fine and i can finally sit with HY , YL , Joyce . W00h00 !! i am so happy ! Tralalas~ tomorrow will be sitting with them too but had to sit for the test lahs . hahas .

missing him so much
loving him so much
i am sad to see him upset .
Even though i cannot be with you,but i am happy to see you everyday.
Perhaps it is fate to let me know you .
you are my first crush and i had never felt this before .
no matter what,i love you . . . . .

hi everyone. i am back now !! anyway,no C.O. this week and i am way glad . Woohoo! i can enjoy for this week but hang on. i got a test on tuesday and i need to study. Oh My Gosh ! there is 3 Structured-essay questions and i have to memorise it well. Cannot afford to fail SEQ. hehex. anyway,next week which is the coming week will be a stressful for us. i mean for our school. It is CA week. Oh My ! but i know that there will be C.O. next week. haiish. spoil my mood entirely ! The CA and the C.O. really makes me feel so lethgartic . if this is the correct spelling. I feel that everything is motionless . haiish. i fear that i cannot make it. haiish. but no matter what,i must still perservere. hehex. Perservere in what we do , seek knowledge ,truth and honour. Tralalas~ anyway,got to go ler. byebye .

missing him so much
loving him so much
i wish i can be with him

hihi again. back now to update. LOLS !! seem like i always update . LOLS !! hahas. anyway,there is nothing for me to update but i am bored so come here to update. hahas . haiish,test is approaching and in 2 more months,we will be sitting for our exam. i bet this year will be a stressful year for me and everyone. i am happy because this week no PRACTICE !!!! phew !! after a long training of the Parade,we can finally have a good rest and also the SYF song. i can said i must make full use of this week. hahas.

anyway,only this week no PRACTICE but for the next few weeks,we will be having PRACTICE and thus i will become so tired again. haiish. tomorrow got test and i can see there is no need for me to study. LOLS !! i got study lahs but read lor. hahas. i have so many doubts and i will be asking jennifer to help me anyway so i can relax. hahas. anyway,such tests is included in my exam and also i should not take it as a nonsense or blahs !!

i will be having two tests and it falls on the SAME DAY . OH MY GOSH !! i need to study real hard,man. haiish. STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS !!!!!!!

OH YA !! i will be enlarging my words for this for the comfort of the people who viewed my blog , so i hope you can see clearly , BUT some words for below,i will be putting as tiny so that people cannot see. HAHAS !! pardon me. i don't like people see. LOLS !! Tralalas ~ ~ ~ any comments , write in my tagboard but i will not entertain those childish,lame sentences , ok ?

loving him soo much !!
missing him so much !!
i love you even more but i cannot forget you on that instant.
Even though we are not meant to be,fare et me know you .

hihi everyone. erm. after seeing yin leng's blog, i think what she said is CORRECT !! that person using handphone to sms-ing is setting a bad example for our dearest Sec 1,you know ? As a senior,they should know what is the rules when you are performing. you see,we did not do this and yet there is someone who is more senior then us do this kind of things. haiish . and also,to be honest,she is way action lor. when we were sec 1,she was sec 2 lehs. on that time,she is not setting a good example . what kind of senior is this ? yizi, xinyi did set a good example whereas she. haiish . anyway,i cannot imagine the audience sawing that girl sms-ing and she complained to our school for that behaviour !! oh my ! how embarrassing it is !! it may even tarnish our school image !! oh my gosh !!!! if this happens, i would definitely blamed her for this !! LOLS !! anyway,i got to go ler. byebye guys !!

even though we are not meant to be,fate let me know him
loving him so much

Hi everyone. i am here to update my blog. hehex. yesterday got streat parade and thus i went to school at 1 plus. yaya. PRATICE PRATICE. i was waiting for yin leng and siew teng to arrive but then they didn't. then we got break and thus we went outside and i saw who. it was yin leng and siew teng. DUH?!?! hmm. i think they purposely came so late. hahas . only kidding cai. so hope yin leng and siew teng will not be angry when they see my entries. ok. 5pm ler. got to makan makan ler. hehex. honestly,the food was way horrible . hehex. after eating and then went back to practice. until 6pm then we move our instrument down. waiting for bus to come. yesh. bus arrived and we board it. hehex. we went and then we performed lor. nothing special. yesh. finsih ler and then we actually WALKED back to school. haiish. yaya. went back home and then sleeped ler. hahas .

ok.actually saw him while i was looking down and he was looking at me. hahas
even though we are not meant to be,fate let me know him
i love him so much but then how can i fo ?
haish

cute hor. this picture. hahas .

Hihi everyone. I am here to update again. YAYA !!Well,today in the morning,i met up with Joyce,Yin leng and of course,my brother and thus we took bus to reach our destination which is Jurong West Stadium. my brother alighted as he have reached his school. YAYA !! ok,waiting for the bus to reach our destination. Upon reaching the bus-stop,we quickly alighted and i was thinking whether of meeting Huiying but then we saw her when we are heading towards the stadium. YAYA !! went with Huiying , Jennifer , Yin leng , Joyce and ME !! yesh. was way excited !! ok,went straight in and we quickly find our seats. ok. found it and then have a sit. after a few while,Mr Koh came and he was bringing a bag. ok. RAM was way pitiful as he is the MASCOT and he has to wore what Mr Koh has bring for him. hahas. hmm. quite weird but ok lahs. at least we did do something. ok. next. waiting for the parade to commence. ok. *waiting* FINALLY !!!! the parade commence. wow. I felt proud of my school as my school's NCC , NPCC , NCDCC , St.John were performing. hmm. there are also brownies and scouts from JWPS. hmm. they were so tiny but then ok lahs. hahas. they were cute too !! hahas. sing the Anthemn and then the Guest-Of-Honour came and blahs !! if i am not wrong ar. it is either we sang the Anthemn first or the Guest-Of-honour came lor. not sure lor. hahas. STM lor. hehex. ok. BLAHS BLAHS !!!!!! we were dismissed at 9 plus and we have decided to go to Pioneer Mall. ok. walk and walk, shop and shop. hahas. at around 11+ , we have decided to go home as yin leng,joyce and huiyue are meeting each other. haiish. i am so ODD !! hahas. ok. got to go liao. byebye .

missing him so much
lovinh gim so much .
MUACKIIES !!

hiie everyone. i am back here to update again . blahs blahs ! ok,went to C.O. today and also i happened to see JENN and LALA dressing in their RETRO clothes. hmm. honestly,they are nice and suit them to a T . hahas. they were sitting down and listening to the teacher talking lor. BLAHS BLAHS ! ok,went to practice ler. the LBS asked the zhonghu to play but they don't know and thus the LBS called me and xianglin to teached them . Honestly,i do not even know how to teach them. hahas. i am poor at teaching people but when i was young,my ambition was to become a teacher ? aiya,don't know lahs. see first lor. We will never even predict the future unless we are GOD . ok ? YAYA , teached them and SLACK too. talking crap too !! yizi came and then after a few hours,BREAK TIME for us,but for the erhu,they don't have. SAD ar . but nevermind. WHATEVER !!! hahas. okok . OK,now 1 pm ler. got to return back to learn JINGHU ler. ARGHH !!! hatred ! LOLS !! i accompany yin leng to put her erhu and also mine and also xianglin lahs. when i come back,i saw LBS scolding huiching and also melissa ??? i am not too sure. but when i turned my head to melissa and huiching,melissa was in tears ??? OH MY TIAN . <--sorry,huiching if i copy you but this is for fun de . how come melissa was in tears ?? i aasked xianglin but then she also don't know. nevermind. PLAY PLAY PLAY !! until 1+ then go home lehs . haiish. I so exhausted ler and yet go home at 1+ . ARGHH !! okok. on my birthday,there is practice and also i maybe going home early. I DON'T CARE . i will not care what the teacher said lor. i got something on on that day, OK ?!?! my birthday is more important,i care very much OK ?!?! well,got to go ler. byebye .

missing him so much
loving him so much
I WILL LOVVE HIM FOREVER !

ok. whatever. my accounts totally FREAKS !!!!!! i cannot believe i am 4th in class among Accounts !!!! even Ryan is better then me!! what a loser am I !!!! so FREAKS !!!!! i really cannot stand this anymore !! i must PULL UP MY SOCKS !!! i do really need to have tuition on this. LOLS !!! basically,the best way to study accounts is DON'T KNOW ??? nevermind,i will ask my mum if needed. don't worry. i will chiong to SECOND. i don't care lor. must focused in class already but i cannot as i am sitting beside FADHLI . haiish. mr tan lahs. appoint this seat lor. haiish. anyway,i am sad because my LEDGER BOOK 2 is missing in action. i need to buy a new book,mans !!! haiish . how am i going to survive with this competitors around ??? LOLS !! not competitors lor,it is ERM... don't know also ?? hahas .tomorrow got C.O. but i am not feeling quite well. haiish. maybe don't go C.O. ??? see first lahs. feeling unwell since tuesday but persevere til now. haiish. what's wrong with me?? been having cough and also headaches. haiish. anyway,got to go ler. byebye guys.

missing him so much
loving him so much
i miss him day by day
loving him day by day too
i cannot forget him but i keep loving him more and more.
what shall i do ??
nevermind as this thing comes and comes , goes and goes. haiish
I LOVE YOU !!

Seven random facts about me :
1. i am a simple girl..
2. i am weak.
3. i love to study!!
4. im not friendly and helpful.
5. i am weak at sports..
6. i am learning how to cross-stitch.
7. i love everybody!! my friends and families and everyone!!
Seven things that scared me :
1. ghosty things.
2. cockroaches.
3. things to do with alive insects. eg: spiders, lizards, lotsa ants, bee..
4. the day i get my results.
5. when i am alone at my house.
6. when people leaves me in reality.
7. honestly,i am scared of losing =(
seven songs at the moment :
1. bad day.
2. breaking free <33
3. Superwoman <33
4. yueding
5. Catch your waves.
6. Only Love
7. loves makes the world go round . LOLS !!
Seven things i like :
1. love to gossip and CRAP !!.
2. me still living in this world !!
3. my loved ones.
4. everybody who respect me!
5. love playing . hyper-active. sometimes lor .
6. laughing.
7. to be frank,don't let to see people sad.
Seven bad habits :
1. lazy girl.
2. lazy to wash dishes after eaten.
3. will put my books anywhere.
4. i am a PIG whose sleeping hours is irregular.
5. sometimes,use money to buy unnecessary things.
6. loitering in school.(sometimes)
7. dirty clothes everywhere.
Seven victims to do this activities :
1. sihui
2. cindy
3. afiqah
4. jennifer
5. phayching
6. huiching
7. shiirley.

hi everyone. i am here to update AGAIN . hehex. well,today my mum buy for me four-leaf clover. wow. i got 2 ler. hahas. so happy. hehex. i siimply love it. hehex.


even though we are not meant to be,fate let me know you
missing him so much

blahx blahx. i am here to update again. well,yesterday got practice and the teacher was late. at first,i thought he was sick and i was so excited that he did not come but when i see him,i was like haiish,why he come. LOLS !!! after the teacher teached the sec 1s til 12.00pm,it is our turn to play ler. the teacher tiao the instrument and tell huiching to apple songxiang on the jinghu. huiching did apply but the teacher said that there is a better way and he asked us to take stick and also a broken songxiang. he said that this is a beter way so that you can don't apply on it every time. we went up to the commerce room and then i saw yin leng they all at commerce room and thus i ask yin leng where is her broken songxiang and she said she left it at home. haiish. went to check but there was nothing. huiching then asked the LXY for the stick. blahs blahs. went down and tell the teaacher that we don't have broken songxiang. then went up again to look for it. we found it and the songxiang was teckhui want. hehex. take then went down. blahs blahs. teacher then took a lighter and wait for the songxiang to melt. Tralalala~ heck care and then went to the toilet with phay ching and also yin leng. was in the toilet 5-15 minutes and we crap. blahs blahs. went back to the classroom and then "la" the jinghu lor. then teacher talk crap and i really didn't listen. i just nod my head. hahas. finish liao then arrange the tables and chairs back to the original place and then went to gek poh kfc with phay ching anf yin leng. saw yongsiang,my ex-primry classmate he was working and then i asked him whether he is yongsiang. he said yes and i just said "oh". crapping for about 1-2 hours,we went to gek poh and it was raining cats and dogs. walk around gek poh and then when we were going home,someone tap me and it was xianglin,but she was with melissa. hehex. wait for bus to come and then phay ching board the bus. WENT BACK TO HOME SWEET HOME. hahas.

even we are not meant to be,fate let me know you
lovingyou do much.

hi everyone. I am here to update again. Well,today got social studies test and i hope i will not flunk it. Well,got this feeling that i will do badly for this test but there is no way i will have no confidence for my accounts. Hehex. Tomorrow got sectional practice and i have to suffer. Haiish. Suffer,suffer and suffer. Haiish. Exam is already here and yet there is CCA. Why is that so?? Can't we have a break from this? How i wish i can just leave this CCA and i will rather join librarian or IT media club. LOLS! Although IT is not my cup of tea but judging from my brother's experience,he said it is fun. Haiish. Today's practice,we have 2 breaks bahs. Well,you see,when me and yin leng arrived at the commerce room,we saw phay ching and siewteng sitting down. I was wondering what they are doing and i realised that they are tiao-ing the instrument. Hahas. After putting our bag,we went out of the room and thus lend them a helping hand. So far i know,the instrument is quite weird after we have tiao-ing finish. hahas. Anyway,we did tried our best in doing this. You see,xianglin and melissa was not around and we have to tiao the instrument. Hehex. then James said that once your instrument is done,proceed inside. LOLS! I don't care him as i am tiao-ing one of the instrument. After attempting a few times without the tiao yin qi,i let phay ching tiao. hahas. Well,i think i shall end here. Will get back to you guys tomorrow. Hehex.

Even though we are not meant to be,i will still love him.
Just couldn't forget him as he is my first crush.
I will still love him no matter what happend in the future.

h i e v e r y o n e . hahas. well,this week is CA week. sort of but i don't think it is as there is CCA . lols. getting bored. i am afraid that i will do badly for my CA as there is CCA. lols. if there is CCA,it will influence my CA. LOLS! what crap am i talking? hahas. ok,let me think. i have got my chemistry,physics,maths,history and also tomorrow Social Studies. haiish. it will be a stressful week for me!! Got to work hard but i am afraid of failing. haiish. but wait,i must have confidence. yesh. hahas. anyway,next week only got accounts test. lols. think so. do hope that there is only 1 CA next week. i am really looking forward to go to my aunt's house again. i really missed the fun that we have at their house,but unfortunately,i got CA this week and next week. haiish. when can i go to their house?????? *pondering* ok,today my friend said she see something. i was kind of shocked and having goosebumps. anyway,i prefer not to say it in here. prefer to zip my mouth. LOLS! anyway,i felt that my friends are addicted to habbo. do hope that they are not "HABBO addicter". LOLS!!!!! please lor. i did addict to this game for a time but did not play it for a long time. will check in to their homepage and take a glance. hehex. i am waiting for the application to open. hehex. =] anyway, i do not know why i am feeling this way. hmm. do not know how to explain. i think i am hmm. don't prefer to tell you guys. hehex.

well,got to go ler
see you
byebye

missing him so much
loving him so much.

okok. hi everyone. I have already changed my blogskin ler. hmm. i do not know whether it is nice but then i just put it. hope you guys will enjoy it. ok. briefly tell you what is happening. on friday,we had the racial harmony day and the sec 2s will be having a charity bazaar whereas for us,we will be collecting newspapers in the neightbourhood. hehex. i was actually in group 1 but then seeing out group doesn't have many people,we decided to change group as everybody also changed their groups. hahas. i was in the last group and we went to 696 to collect. after collecting the newspaper,we go to the exercise corner and also the playground. when we were in the playground,my friend decided to play crococdile. hahas. they were playing so roughly as they were climbing up and down in the playground. hahas. after 30-40 minutes,one group managed to finish the newspaper and thus joined in the game. hehex. threy were many people who "sabo" their friends. hahas. i was nearly "sabo" but then i did managed to escape. hahaha. everybody were being catched but then i didn't. hahas. i am a lucky girl. DUH?!? we went back to the school and thus have our freedom. hahas. we can go anywhere and also the teacher didn't bother to control us. hahas. after the last bell rang,we went home and for me,i got my cca. ok. hate my CCA til now. then on saturday,after we have practice the jonghu til 1.00pm,we went to westwood carnival. hahas. saw my friends and chat with them. hehex. after 2.00pm,me and yin leng decided to went home. hehex. this week was very fun because of the racial harmony. hehex. anyway,i got to go ler. byebye.

missing him so much
loving him so much

hiie everyone. i think i have not update my blog for about 1 week ler. hehex. has been busy studying this few days. DUH?!?! everybody is studying except for adults that is working. okok. school was fine and also it has been raining this few days. too me,i know exam is approaching. i mean CAs is around the corner and we have to pull up our socks. anyway,we have this parade coming up and we have to buck up on the songs that we have chosen to play on that day. haiish. i think i will be stressed or maybe depression. LOL!! you see,on tuesday,we will be having practice on the parade and on friday,we will be having the SYF song. haiish. the SYF song was very tiring. i mean not tiring but it has made my hand very tired and also my hands were nearly bleeding. haiish. ok. i shall talk about today practice. well,not bad as we have our own time to play and also chit chatting. But the worst came,the idiot LBS appointed Mingjie to spy on us and then the Mingjie called us to keep playing the instrument. i was trapped at a particular tone and he kept smiling,even xianglin too. haiish. too me,if i were to prefer,i prefer xianglin to be the "spy". hehex. after practising for about 2+ hours,the LBS called us and then we proceeded to the 2/7 or 2/5 class and then i did quite well but then did not managed to catch the rhythm. but still can survived lor. hahas. we practice til 12.50 and then the LBS called to pack up and after he left the classroom,i feel energetic and i feel like jumping. LOL!! i really feel like this. Xianglin told us to wait for her and we waited for about 5-10 minutes and then we headed straight home. hehex. WOW. that cosy bed,the television and etc. i siimply love my home. missing it when i go to my practice. cannot bear it. anyway,yin leng,joyce,huiyue. sorry that i keep rejecting the invitation to Jurong Point. LOL!! i am deeply sorry. i am really exhausted after a long day of schooling. i do not how you guys feel at that time but too me,i am very tired. i do hope that i am not that tired but then i cannot. feel so "lei". anyway,i think i have to go now. byebye.

missing him os much
loving him so much.

hiie everyone. i am back now. Well,i am totally exhausted. I just siiimple hate my CCA. ok. you see. at 12pm,i am supposed to go home and then while i am walking to the bus-stop,someone called my name and then i replied. oh. they were melissa and xianglin. they motioned me to come back and then me and yin leng decided to come back. i asked why they motioned me to come back and then she told me that we have to stay til 1pm for that idiot jinghu. arghh. i told mdm peng that i got to go as i need to go to my aunt's house and i need to reach there at 1pm. i told her and then she want to call my aunt. i hesitated and said you cannot as my aunt is sick. she replied by saying "if she is sick,why you go to her house. " i explained to her and left with no choice,i have to stay. what kind of teacher is this. it is not that i hate her but is that i need to go. is there a law stating it? as for today,there are 3 people who need to atend MOE thing and they were dismissed earlier than the time. and after an hour or so,there is a girl who wanted to leave too. if she can leave,why can't i leave? am i right? arghh. speaking of this thing,i am boiled with anger. how i wish i can just leave like this. arghh!!! okok. i was being scolded by my aunt as they have already arranged and thus i have to go home back earlier. arghh!!! my CCA is spoling my mood. stupid CCA. how i wish i can just quit straightaway and also if i go to poly or jc,i will not choose the CCA that i have choosed in this school. i rather join IT or etc. anyway,guys. i got to go ler. byebye.

missing him so much
loving him os much.

well,here is some poems which i "compose" and i wish to share with you guys. hehex.

There's so much no one knows,
So much that no one sees,
About the way I feel inside,my thoughts and all my needs.

Maybe it's that they don't look,
Or the fact that I don't show,
Either way,there are things inside that no one seems to know.

I want to show the world.
I want everyone to see.
All the thoughts and the ideas that flow inside of me.

Maybe you haven't noticed,
Or maybe you don't dare,
To find out who I am,to show that you care.

I'm screaming on the inside.
A smile is what you see,
But I am not content with the person I seem to be.

There's a different people on the inside,
That I can't seem to show,
But maybe if you took the time,that person you could know.

missing him so much
loving him so much
remembering him with my heart.