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Monday, September 27, 2010
Been wanting to do this for a long time!!

like people who have days where they go vegetarian…

i was thinking of choosing a day, dedicating to the people who doesn’t have enough food. example, africa, cambodia, etc. i mean i know it makes no sense, why is that necessary? like it doesn’t even help them or something. i just want to dedicate a day for them, ye know. idk how to put it. it’s like muslims having fasting month, i want to have a day for them! not gonna be like fasting! just thought maybe i could ye know have a day where i’ll not eat meat. i’m not a veggie lover so it’s almost impossible to be asking me to eat veggies for a day! you’re talking to a girl who is super picky about food.

was wondering what day would be a good choice. ye know a day i can rhyme hahah like example meaty monday! friday’s definitely out for me, friday is my family’s eat junkies day created by my mother. was thinking of tuesday/wednesday. thinking of a word to rhyme it. hahah! if ye want ye can join me too :)

it’ll be a day where i’ll just not eat meat because in poor countries, having meat in their meal is a blessing. so i’ll put myself into their shoes for a day every week and perhaps also teach myself that i’m fortunate and shouldn’t take things for granted because i’m very blessed to have meat in my meals. plus there are people out there who are fighting for their lives. i’ll dedicate a day for them to let them know that they are not alone :) ohoh and i’ll also save up a dollar on that day :)

all the funds will go to my friend, jessie because she set up a website to donate money to the poor! :)

what do y’all think? a date or a day for that? :)


Tuesday, September 14, 2010



Friday, September 03, 2010
Dreams VS Coincidence

Freaky how some dreams do come true right?
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Earlier last Aug I dreamt 'bout my grams is gonna be gone on a Saturday (Which was the day of my dance competition) and that my aunt and dad was preparing the D.O.D.
I was scared, partially because sometimes my dreams really do come true.
Another part of it was, maybe it's a premonition that someone I know or dear to me might pass on.
I keep having deja vu most the time and some of them really happened and sometimes, I can remember them clearly.
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Today when I woke up my mom told me I had to attend a funeral. It was my cousin's grandma instead. Guess not all of my dreams are accurate but still, the dream about mine dying lingers in my head.
I know sometimes it's like a coincidence. Yet if coincidence keeps happening all the time, do you still think it's still a coincidence?
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Haaa I'm fine just felt a little you know emotional about deaths.
Life's too short. Who knows you might not live to see most of the future you've planned ahead?
Of course, I'm going to enjoy mine as much as I can.
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And because life's too short, please do not be cruel enough to shorten people's lives by causing them misery.
Big hint here.
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P/S: You, don't taunt me anymore. I've been working on various ways to fight for myself and for the people who still cares. Been finding various ways to block off your nonsense. I hope the wall I'm building is strong enough.

Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Catch a falling star

Thank you Rapah, you this amazing amazing friend.
No other beautiful words can describe you.
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Okay nuff said about dwelling 'bout negative stuff, decided to divert my attention to something else instead. & as usual I always do something insane, for example, clean my room.
My dusty lil room.
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Before that I was on my couch watching PDiaries on the TV and the moment Lily started saying
"Hello and welcome to shut up and listen" and piuuu~ My electricity got cut off for a while. Talk about good timing. Even though I got annoyed I managed to laugh. I mean cm'on! She said "shut up and listen" and the screen went blank!
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Packed and cleaned so many stuff of mine
OH AND I FOUND MY CHOIR FILE. HEHEHE
Tried to remember the songs my choir instructor once taught but nada. Only remembered like 1 or 2 songs in it. Well can't blame me aye? I mean that was like almost 11 years ago!
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Packing my stuff also made me realize that I am very fortunate.
I've got like so many amazing presents and cards rom my friends which are very dear to me.
I'm that sentimental that I didn't even bear to throw away the wrapping papers people gave me to wrap the presents.
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Took me like 6 hours to clean and dust off the top floor of my double decker bed. I seriously have a lot of stuff up there. Like seriously AND I'm not even done!!!
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Looking back at those old items reminds me of me. Nostalgia wash through my brain and I felt pretty much blessed and alive :)
Yep, I guess I've found a lil piece of myself back.
Will continue to find the lost pieces of my soul so I can be myself again. (No I did not make any horcruxes -hahah-)
xoxo

Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Scared.

(Really Random Rants, nothing worth worrying) -and i should prolly stop trying to rhyme.-
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Sometimes the thought of me wanting to hurt someone so bad frightens me.
I feel like I'm not myself. It scares me because I never feel this way before.
Sometimes I keep telling myself not to dig it up because I don't want things to be worst than it was before. Yet part of me wants me to fight back. Fight for my rights, why should I let people push me around? Why should I tolerate? Why should I even care?
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A friend of mine told me I've lost my smiles and sunshine this year.
No wait, in fact, it wasn't just one but a few of them.
I'm actually happy to hear it though. I mean I'm actually happy to know that at least someone notices there are changes in me. At least someone still cares.
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What more do you want to take away? There's a reason why I don't like to share my thoughts. It's because this is all I have left. No one can destroy it. No one can touch it. No one can read it. Most of all, no one can judge me.
Something, completely mine. Where no one can steal it.

Friday, August 27, 2010
I guess

Even though I am a little more free during the holidays, I'm still not freed from everything else.

Friday, August 20, 2010
Happy

Just feel like giving a small shoutout
I LOVE MY BIFFLES
&
The rest of my friends
who cared :)