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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
*hunnyboy is sick and i m sad. had fun today. granny had operation, hope she is feeling better. Friday, April 08, 2005
didnt know how to do quite a number of sums. anyways, woke up late for school today. social studies paper was a killer. loyie wanna change my place! :( i was complaining to her that if she changed my place, i cant approach anyone for help in studies anymore. she said i can approach the teacher because i m sitting right in front of the teacher's table. steph - do u have everything? *hunnyboy - well, yea i do. steph - hmm, why? *hunnyboy - because i have u sweet rite? :) it has been a week since i cut my hair short but i still cant get use to it. i miss my long long ponytail. *touches her current ponytail arrrggghh! so short! it is only 11.00 pm and i m feeling sleepy alrdy. shall sleep soon. hi card running out of money, cant sms. sigh liang just came back from cambodia. i didnt even realize that he went there till i saw his msn nick. i think i shall introduce muy to him. they are a perfect match aye abby? *hunnyboy___'can we do the 1,2,3 thingie? awww, i m having butterflies flying around my stomach again.' Wednesday, April 06, 2005
didnt go to school today was feeling sick. bleaghs. mum nagging at me now. nag nag nag nag. tts her hobby, nagging at her daughter. her occupation is no longer a housewife, but a daughter nagger. a professional nagger. watched 'Megiddo: The Omega Code 2' just now a jesus film, fight between jesus and satan and of course, jesus won. i wonder where on earth did they find someone who looks like satan naturally. one look at udo kier, i knew he was satan. found 'David Alexander' cute when he was sixteen, it was acutally chad michael murray, tt cinderella story guy. 'stop showing me yr attitude.' sick of hearing this. feeling darn fucked up now. bt it is meaningless to tell anyone coz they are also feeling screwed. i seemed to be pissing everyone who is talking to me. so i suggest u guys just leave me alone. i am feeling depressed now and don't ask me why, coz if i noe the reason, i wouldnt be feeling like shyt now. but i will be fine soon. hope so. 2 fucking pages of ting xie. not 2 chapters. but 2 pages. 10 chapters in total. they are trying to kill us. and if they continue like this, i will be dead soon. sick and tired of everything. Tuesday, April 05, 2005
so i shall summarise what happened during the weekend.
tts abt it :) Friday, April 01, 2005
we lost, nvm i still love my class. was kinda upset by 2 person. who acted as if nobody exists. what can i say bout them? anti-social? whispering to each other. i aint the only one who felt in this way. asked them if they goin to ecp. 'oh no, we are nt. we r going to some skating place.' and i found out they went to ecp. thus, i can conclude that they didnt want me to tag along. to think i kept trying to organise for the looneys to go to ecp one day. never mind about that. to think i treated them so fcukin nice. asking them if they are free whenever i m going out always bother to take the time to ask them. bought presents and stuff for them. all i can say now is, they don't include me in their circle of friends. advice from me to u pple - if they don't bother to share their thoughts/troubles/happiness with you, no point confiding in them anymore. 'eh why u tell her didnt tell me? i don't like you anymore' hello??! and did you tell me about your own stuff? from what i know, u only share all your girly gossips and secrets with another person. u were oh-so-busy whispering god knows what stuff with her. asked you what were u whispering about, what happen blah blah blah all i got was 2 faces staring back at me giving me replies like, 'you wun know one lar', 'nothing' yes. you can choose nt to tell me things. and of course u may not feel comfortable sharing with me stuff. and if that is the case, i got nothing to say. i can tell you, it feels like shyt when you tell someone EVERYTHING and they seem to tell others but not you. i don't mind at all, but talking softly, whispering to each other even when you have 2 other friends with u? and they don't even know what u all are talking about? i tell you. they felt left out. and we told u that we felt left out. haha. but u two continued talking among yourselves. and this is what u call friendship? of course, i am not questioning about your understanding of that word. and i am not condemning you sharing stuff with your close friend. arghs fuck. i dun even know what the fuck am i trying to say. just ranting my fucking thoughs and frustrations. fuck lars. this feeling sucks. i better stick to my old friends who will share with me stuff and i can share with them too. alicia and lovelle, i love u. u all may think i am petty. but stand in my shoes and think about it. period. Thursday, March 31, 2005
if anyone of u watched the game, beckham played superbly. Beckham was also warmly applauded as he left the pitch shortly after directing a free-kick narrowly wide. he really proved his critics wrong. he let his foot do the talking. tts the england captain i fell for since primary three :) i <3 beckham. *becksgirl changed my song to usher-burn old song. but i like it. :)
mrs loyie wanna change my place. i cant sit with my sweethearts anymore. i am depressed. nobody to talk to anymore. steph will be all alone sitting at a corner lonely and sad. bt at least i have shirin next to me. unless mrs loyie decided to change her mind and place me somewhere else. moe changed the policy again. they are going to postpone the new policy to 2008 so now we are still under the old policy. which is the prelims are taken into consideration if you wanna go junior college all in all, now the prelims are IMPORTANT again. which means, i need to study hard for prelims! i got presents for abby, alicia and lovelle. gave it to alicia and abby already. i m sucha sweet friend! =P In my world, before you, I lived outside my emotions. Didn't know where I was going till that day I found you. How you opened my life to a new paradise In a world torn by change, still with all of my heart till my dying day.. Everything in this world, all that i'll ever need is in your eyes Shining at me when you smile, i can feel all my passion unfolding. Tuesday, March 29, 2005
enjoying myself using the computer while my classmates are having their a maths ca, :) advantages of dropping a maths. trying to wake *hunnyboy up using singtel sms as i cant use the phone to call him. bt he aint replying my smses. so i assume he is still sleeping. quarrelled with *hunnyboy again. you all must be wondering why we are always quarreling. it is because of me being so unreasonable. getting angry and pissed over nothing got angry with him he kept giving in to me, but the more he gave in to me, the more i will take for granted and become more unreasonable. and i know his tolerance has a limit. therefore, i decided to change. to be a better person for the sake of us. i feel so noble! whahaha. yay! he replied. he is gonna study now. he is so nice to me, i lied to him but he didnt even scold me he said he doesnt blame me. so understanding and forgiving . so unlike me. =/ i miss him. it is raining. what if he gets caught in the rain? =( LOL. alicia just showed me a profile of this girl in friendster. it is so freaking funny! shall post it here. but i will purposely blank out certain words to protect the person's identity. the parts i found funny will be underline in red. haha.  |
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