PrOm

today is the day every 1 is waiting for.. but not me..hehe... u should know y... but must go also cuz i paid for the ticket which is freaking expensive rm90!! n then bought the prom dress 1 day b4 prom... actually bought everything 1 day b4 prom.. i memang last minute... then today woke up early bout 8 something cuz li yen wants me to accompany her to the hotel for her prom queen nomination stuff.... waited for her for 2 whole hours.. she said only 1 hour.. haih.. then went to piramid to buy some other stuff n quickly rush back to do facial then make my hair n make up... so rush. after dat yee hou came n fetch me n li yen then reach there about 6.45pm i guess.. then wah... so boring... everybody busy taking pictures non stop.. all the programs also not interesting 1... but maybe the game for teachers very funny... then farah from malaysian idol came also... but nth much lerr.. the food is not very nice... everything ended at 12 am n few of us plan to go to starbucks but close de.. haih.. thought can go there for the 1st time to drink the coffee there.. hehe.. went to hello cafe but for a while only cuz they closing de... slept bout 3am n must wake up at 7am cuz going genting.

CluBbinG~~~

muahahaaa.... i went clubbing for the very 1st time!!! went to atmosphere wif li yen cuz she ended up staying back wif me cuz her mom cant fetch her.... then she feels like going clubbing wif her frens but she is the only gal so she ask me along... then since i didnt go b4 and wanna see how clubbing feels like b4 i go back to ipoh... so i agreed but b4 that i met up wif darren to get my dvd... hehe ok li yen started to get ready... n its only 8 something!! we are only going at 10 larr dear... crazy so early get ready.. haha but ended up going bout 11 something... denny drove us there wif his merz... wah rich kid larr...hehe then went there, not as many ppl as expected but is cool in there... but a bit too expensive lerr.. rm 40 per person.. wah i can buy the whole series of vcd i wan...but nvm lerr 1st time..very excited.. in there i learned how to shuffle but u know larr me.. like a stick like dat..cannot move also but after practising.. hmm ok also lerr... drank quite some cups of whisky? + coke? i also dunno wats dat but very nice... ok lerr played till bout 2 am like dat then went back to subang to hv supper n went back home bout 3am.. so damm sleepy... got tuition somemore at 9.30 am... crazee

@lone~~~~ aGaIn!!!

is been quite some time since i last blog.. i m too lazy to blog cuz i hate writting..haha.. well tonite i will be alone and not only tonite... is going to be at least 4 more days i m going to be alone... u know y?? cuz i damm exam only ends on 22 nov!! my other housemates are like ended few days ago already n 1 of them ended today... n all of them r going back home today!!..y the hell did i take accountings?? of gosh.. wat m i going to do this few days... going to be bored to hell..as usual ..haha.. well the last few days was fun n happy though cuz all of us sleep together in 1 room...studied together..watch dvd together, went dinner together, laughing at some lame jokes... but tonite... sigh... lonely... ok fine.. is not that this is the 1st time i m alone anyway.. ok...went to sunway piramid yesterday to watch just like heaven actually.. but ended up watching harry potter.. nice show..feel like watching it again.. went wif wei ern, agnes n bryan... went lunch at nando's n i met my mom there wif my aunts.. n so..haha. she paid the bill for all of us..cool huh..haha
hmm ok nth much did happen yesterday n i dun wanna mention any here... n now.. i m having a big problem... my prom dress!!!! how m i going to get my prom dress?? is like i went to the shops n c the dresses.. how m i going to fit into those dress?? now.. i dun feel like going to the prom anymore but i dun wanna waste the rm90 ticket i paid for it... but really.. i really cant find any suitable 1 for me.. is not that i m fussy larr... the size is too small...haih..feel so down de... cuz dat day.. i think last wednesday.. went to sg wang... wei ern n agnes tried quite some nice dresses.. n i was like just standing there n looking at them only... n dat day was a very miserable day... i felt so uncomfortable the whole time i was there... u wanna know y? but i dun wanna tell... but my leg really hurts dat day... n i m not going to wear like dat anymore...ever... i dun care...
my mom just called me n ask me to take lrt to bangsar so dat we can go to mid valley to look for my dress... but she said she need to leave by 5pm to avoid the traffic... how m i going to look for the dress in like about 1 hour plus cuz now is 2.30.. going to reach bangsar bout 1 hour later... then reach midvalley at 3.45... n leave at 5.... crazeee... so going tmr..haha... so good... not going die of boredem...ok lerr... i feel like changing my blog skin now.. so dat all.. bye folks

mY liFe iS eNdinG SoOn

haih.... i m so damm bored... almost a week didnt update my blog de... nth much happen also... i really going to die soon... my life is like no meaning...i dunno y m i leaving on earth... no reasons, really no... every day after college i go back home n on the comp to c whether is there any line for me to steal so i can on9...if can i will on9... go chatting in the forum... but is like nobody talk to me there also... i also dunno y.. my frens in kl also dun talk to me much but they damm noisy wif other ppl.... is there anything wrong wif me? m i so annoying that no 1 cares bout me... i really feel so left out... is not the 1st time actually i felt like dat... sometimes i go out wif my frens also the same... they talk to each other but they dun tell me wat izzit when i ask them... maybe is a secret larr but wanna talk also talk together marrr...talk something else that i know... sometimes i think... wat are frens for?? can any1 tell me... i feel like the so called frens are not treating me as a fren... are frens to be used or in front of them they are nice to u but at the back they talk bad bout u.. are they to be betrayed? frens are supposed to talk to u when u r sad and make u happy... keep secrets... go out together n hv fun...will be always there when needed....i think this is wat are frens called.... i hv plenty of frens... close ones... normal frens.. not really close ones where just always say hi n bye... but wat are really true frens...i really feel like ppl dun treat me as a fren... they like to use me... maybe I m too sensitive so I didn’t voice it out… izzit becuz I hv low self esteem n dun talk much? I m too quite? M I really annoying or ppl c me they dun like me? Do I hv attitude problem? Is not that I treat my frens like wat I mention just now… I really try to help them if there is any problem… when ever they ask me out I will be there… I dun ffk..i dun go there late… but my frens seems to like going late… last min say dun wanna go… this larr that larr all kinds of reason when I ask them out n sometimes my so called fren calls other ppl to go but never call me…dun I exist? They seems like they dun care bout my feelings…I really feel very lonely… I did hv some frens.. really true frens… but there are ipoh n penang n I seldom c them… they advice me to get a bf… the problem is I dun talk to guys much…but doesn’t mean that I m les… n guys dun talk to me also… so how the hell m I going to get a bf like dat… the time is not here yet n I m not so desperate to get 1… I m still waiting…but most of my frens hv bf de… I also feel left out when they talk bout their bf n I dun hv anything to say n it means I m jealous… who doesnt? tell me… haih… I dunno wat the hell m I crapping here.. just wanna let out my feelings I guess… really hope that my frens treat me better…especially the ones I always be wif together in subang…dun always leave me alone…I hope to go back ipoh n stay there or maybe stay in overseas…make frens there…ppl in kl cant be trusted lerrr… but I cant live alone…I need frens…n I dun like to be alone… I dun like staying at home…I like going out…joining activities, gathering…where there are many ppl around…the more the merrier…ok lerrr I think I m going crazy soon… btw just wanna say I pass my the other 2 sub… haih must work harder…some1 innovate me please…I m so damm lazy to study…bye *I hope nobody is reading this* haiH~~~~

tiRInG DaY~~

i m so tired n sleepy now... cuz i went out almost the whole day... woke up bout 8.30am! is SATURDAY! i know but i dunno y i will wake up automatically around that time n cant sleep again after that.. then my aunt called me to go to sentul b4 10am.. crazy.. i wanna on9 cuz i just steal line n after so long i m connected .. she ask me to leave now... i didnt care .. i left at 10am..haha so bad.. then go there she brought me to c furniture for my room.. but didnt buy also.. then in the car comment non stop of how other ppl drive .. cut here n there.. so disturbing..haih... ok then went to bangsar to hv my lunch n also breakfast.. then walk for a while n my aunt sent me to the monorail station cuz i wanna go to lau yat plaza to buy my mouse... after that went to petaling street.. buy vcd haha.. cuz there very cheap.. original only rm 11.80 compare to the 1 in sold in speedy rm 19.90... bought 4 vcd! pookai de =( ... then straight away go back home cuz look like going to rain... then nth much lerr... now still on9 in cc... just join a forum.. quite nice.. hv a look.. http://kokorobox.net n also try this 1 www.kip-up.com .. chaoz

i C@nT!!!

arrrr nooooooooo.... i cant go back.. u know y? i got TUITION on fridays!!! no i must change the tuition if not i cant go back to my lovely hometown... if i dun go back i cant drive out n meet my frens... i will miss them... hehe... nvm i wont go back this week n next week... go back the following week n the week for study leave...today is JoaChiM's birthday.... H@pPY bIrtHd@Y .... was quite fun today cuz last period was account and the teacher is our class mentor so... class start late bout 1.35 only start.. b4 that celebrated my assistant class rep bday... haha v put cream on his face... his face all pink in colour n cannot wash of... haha so funny.. teacher also laughing... then thought of wanna watch movie today cuz a lot of show is out today but ended didnt go cuz tmr need to pass up econs assignment but no marks 1...haih... so sienz now dunno wanna do wat also... i know! sLe3P! my fAv~~ haha

ShoULd oR ShOulDn't I?

the question is... should i go back to ipoh this week or should i not go back? i m so sienz now as i m in the comp lab in coll doing some excercise i dunno how to do... n i m falling asleep.. ZzZZZzzzZzz..... these few days also nothing much happen ... as usual only... GOT! .. my trials result... i got back 3 papers so far.. n guess wat! i FaILeD all the 3 subject... haih... memalukan... i answer most of the question but then i also dunno y wrong.. ish i really did badly.. maybe bcuz i hv no interest at all on these subject... haih.. wat m i going to do next year... forget it... maybe i will work 1st but work as wat? dun wan larr... i wanna go UK study but my mom say cannot afford tim... cost of living to high... so most probably going australia.... but which uni should i apply to? my results so damm bad... i think i will use my spm results to apply.. i wanna study animal breeding n animal behavior... ok i m out of topic... should i go back? if i dun go back this week, i cant go back de.... finals coming.. cannot go back next week cuz my results is send back so to prevent being scolded by my parents i cant go back... then the following week i dun think i going back to cuz the other week i m going to penang celebrating my frens bday... luckily i got study leave if not i cant go down also... ok lerrr end of IT class de... gtg for acc class now..haih.. chaoz~~

cr@zY daY~~

today was a fun day...guess wat we did... i went out wif khaiz, yenz, tengku, weng khit n guan loon... i dun really know them..haha... khaiz frens.. but they quite fun lerrr... 1st thing i reach there i walked to the cinema then to coffee bean waited for the 2 girls to come.. almost half an hour!! say 11 o'clock ... cc bout 11.30 only come..ish.. hate waiting for ppl alone... then went to watch movie... skeleton key!! i dun wanna watch but majority wanna watch so haih... most of the time my head is hidden under khaiz cap...hehe but i found out that got ppl like me... dun like to watch scary movie... weng khit...haha he didnt watch i think... talking the whole time wif another guy i dunno... after movie we went to capcom but i didnt play..no money dee.. only the guys played...mostly fighting games THEN..... they play horse riding... so damm funny... weng khit dunno how to play... we took pic of him n guan loon playing.. c my multiply for pics... then went makan then the FUNNY PART... we went tesco... guess wat we did there... take pics... wif the stuff we c n modelling wif it... i cant stop laughing looking at the 2 crazy guys.. especially guan loon... most of the pic in my cam also him... then after that went back then bout 7 go fetch khaiz back cuz she no transport... then went back home n watch vcd for a while n called hashini discussing whether wanna go out or not but ended up didnt cuz i damm tired... then bout 11pm went to pui yan's house to chit chat wif can can... til 1.30am... * yawn* means is bout now n i damm sleepY so chaozz...ZzZzZZzzZzzzz

! k3n@ samAn!!!!

arrrr....wat an unlucky day!!! my 1st saman!! u know how i get it? not because of speeding, not because of overtaking on double line BUT because i forgot to put in the parking money...n now i need to pay the saman... rm20 or not my dad said i will be grounded from driving for 2 months.... i rather pay the money... then i still can drive... anyway i pay the money but end of the month no money i will ask my dad... so... i pay= my dad pay...hehe....u know y i didnt pay the parking meter... is bcuz i didnt pay b4 this... usually i drive either at night or on weekends.. then usually also jj only.. so free parking.... haha.. i will remember my 1st saman after so long of driving n is khaiz birthday today... so sure remember cuz i went n find her n bcuz of that i kena saman...hehe then today rain so heavily n need to go take my mom's car after service... then i forgot to bring my hp out... so damm forgetfull... i m so useless.. haih... must start to remember so no need to pay money ... i m really broke de... today go makan at the ice cream place near my house n i dunno wats the name..=) then bought a dvd.... then go makan angin.. go greentown then behind jj then fetch yen yee n khaiz back n then i balik rumah too... so sleepy now... tmr going out again.. wanna watch movie worrr... movie marathon some more... must get ppl to belanja me... ok *yaWn*~~ good nitez n h@pPY biRthd@Y kH@iz!

WoK3 uP l@tE!!!!

i woke up late this morning!!! 1st time in my life... haha no lerr but is like how many years de i didnt wake up late for school n today is like my IT trials at 7am... i m suppose to wake up at 6am n go to coll at 6.30am... ended up i woke up at 6.30 am.. so kelam kabut... i look at my hp.. i thought is just 6.... after i woke up i was shock n i quickly grab my t-shirt n pants n change... take my stationery then quickly ran to coll but on the way say my classmates in the car.. so i stopped n waited for them...haih.. memalukan... but nth much lerr the main think is i woke up late... haha.. ok bout my trials..omg.. i think i m going to fail my accounting n i hope i pass the others...
after the test today.. i went back to ipoh.. 1st thing i did is watching tv..haha then bath n watch tv again then on9 n waited for my mom to come back n take her car... haha went to buy vcd n present for khai!! is her birthday tmr.. n i m now 'moneyless'... nvm lerr worth it i think.. shes a great fren larr... at least got ppl trust me n tell me their happy and sad story... i only got 3 frens that do that n i m happy to hv them as my frens...

MaLaYsIaN IdOL 2 : DaNiEL!!

i cant believe it.... i thought nita would win the MI 2...i voted for her to win.. althought only 3 votes but her voice is much more better than daniel... when daniel sang the song 'mimpi'... i feel like sleeping.. so boring.. but when nita sang the same song... i can feel the song.... now i like the song... quite meaningful...i dunno how ppl vote.. how can they vote for the appearance of daniel n not for the talent.... i know daniel is talented... he can play music instruments, compose songs, and maybe singing chinese songs not english songs.... can sing but compare to nita.. her voice is much more powerful than him... i know i know... daniel is cute, handsome, good looking, short.. haha.... but nita is beautiful too and can sing... but the truth is daniel is the malaysian idol 2 n the fact cannot be change... any way who ever is the MI is still the same.. is just a title.... both of them hv bright future.... 1 think i m happy daniel is the MI is because he is chinese.. i knoe i knoe.. i m very racist... but not to every 1... only typical malays n indians... hmmm ok thats all bout the MI and lastly.. congrats to dAnIeL n NiTa too!!! hope that the next MI is nicer and more exciting....

*YaWn~~~* sOoo.... SleEpY

just finish my maths trials and my breakfast n later having my tuition.... OMG i m going to faint... slept at bout 1.30 am this morning... studying maths and writing the formula sheet... watch malaysian idol yestersday..WoW!! nita really is great at singing... especially while singing "mimpi" ... this year's song as last year was gemilang.... she sings better than daniel for that song... daniel can sing also.. he improve a lot.. at last i can hear wat he is singing yerterday... usually must take some time to notice whether he is singing malay or english song... hmm cant wait to c the results tonite.... hope nita can win... btw is raining cats and dogs lately... always become 'lok tong kai' when i reach back home... but is raining is good also as i can sleep peacefully these few days.... no need to wake up middle of the night sweating like the past few weeks.. cannot tahan de....now so cold.. n just now during the exam... omg the mph is so damm freaking cold... cant stop shiverring while doing the test.. any way i dun really know how to do the questions... even if the 1 i did... not sure izzit correct or not... ok enough.. is over... cant wait to finish the other exam.... hmm wat else t0 say~~~~~......... *yaWn* i think nothing much happen these few days... is just like my normal routine... go college.. go back home... sleep.. or watch vcd..... n now wanna go n sLeEpZZzzzZzzz...... chao!!

L@zY~~~

is been ages since i blog... is like march till now? september?... damm lazy to write lerr... but since i c wei ern always mending wif her new blog i also feel like changing it... now it looks better after mending wif it... hmm since so long i didnt blog.. i also dunno wanna start where... cant like start from the beginning.. i cant remember ne thing... ok lerr start from the month of august... 2nd of august... is wei ern and agnes birthday... gv surprise on monday nite but is not really dat surprise lerr... they all sure figure it out de... asked wan wei to buy cake from secret recipe... wah... damm nice dat cake... damm expensive also... but nvm lerrr cuz all share 1... then sang birthday song , cut cake, eat, play wif the cream, and take pics... just like normal... then all went back n sleep... wah the next day so damm sleepy... then.... skip skip skip... cuz cant remember anything... is holiday then... went back ipoh as usual... then met frens ... take my mums car but she always nagging non stop.. haih... must learn to drive my dad's manual car so no need to fight wif my mom for the car next time... but my dads car damm big... toyota camry.. tak biasa drive so big car... but i did curi curi drive out to practise.. if i ask my dad, my mom later sure know n start nagging again... ok where m i... ya.. friday nite went to smi, saturday nite went to smi, sunday nite went to smi... m i crazy? everyday going to smi... haha... on friday accompanied khai whum n yen yee cuz they ask me to... since i nth to do so ok lorr.... then it was yee yen's bday dat day so went to limay's house.. i also dunno y.. can can asked to.. so went n fetch can can ... in li may's house amy ng was there already... the bday girl was late! waited almost 1 hour for her.. we played PS 2... haha... n take pic... c my multiply... then cuz i promise to go back to smi to fetch khai n yen yee back... need to go back there by 10pm ... can can said she wanna follow... yee yen and amy also said ok.. except li may.. her mom dun let.. so all went to smi... reach there all take pic non stop.. haih... y like to take pic so much... all my frens also take pic non stop.. my cam full wif other ppls pic...finish everything i fetch every1 home n i went back home n sleep also....

next day.....
forgot wat time i wake up... forgot wat i did also... i think nth much cuz no car... watch vcd at home until bout 4-5 something... then went to pui yan's house cuz carol is going there...chat for a while then carol went back n then i played wif pui yan's nephew... so cute... while waiting for her to bath.. after that went to dinner wif her... shouldnt hv go... cuz i not very close wif irene's bf.. and all of them know him only me.... after dat went back to smi n find khai n yen yee but on the way saw puvi... so long didnt c her... since march... talk for a while then all of them went into the hall to watch the play... went to the canteen n chatted for a while while waiting for break... i help khai n yen yee to sell drinks cuz they say a lot of ppl n very kelam kabut.. ya really man... my hand shivering that time cuz must be fast n must return back change to the ppl... so long didnt do mental calculation.. always use calculator... so take some time for me to count the money... so tired after dat... after everything finish... went yum cha at frenz cafe wif mee leng and pui yan.. then carol came later.. but after finish drinking all went home de....

this thing is bloody damm long... dunno wanna rite until when... so i cut it short here.... watch the play on sunday... the play 'Mulan' main actor gary chong n mok choi wei... quite a nice show lerr... then went yum cha again after the play... pokkai lorr everyday like dat... went to MP wif can can, ai ling, khai whum, yen yee n jared...currently can can's bf... hehe... then went back n sleep!!! till 12 pm the next day.. haha.. then nth much happen... stay at home n watch vcd.. rented mr fighting... didnt go out except on wed, thurs n friday... wed went to jj...watch movie i think.. forgot... i think watched bewithched... boring show... then thursday went to aunts house in pasir pinji n friday went out wif puvi... gaya suppose to come... but she ffk again.. always like dat.. left me n puvi only.. then sat didnt do anything ... evening went back to kl de.... monday got school!! haih.... dunno go coll for wat....study study study.. i hate studying.. the only thing i will study is about animals.... always got test , assingment.. bla bla... dun care...

31st AUGUST 2005==> mY BirtHdaY!!!
went to piramid shopping for a while cuz wanna buy long pants since the sale is going to end... then went to red box to sing... quite fun cuz this time got ppl teman me... dunno sing chinese songs..haha... but bout 4 something while hsieh ni was singing... some1 brought in a birthday cake!! really surprising... didnt know they bought cake for me n samantha's belated bday on 28... didnt bring camera tim... so use sam's hp to take...very happy.. haha... then after that went for countdown wif shirley, swee zyee, wan wei, sand ming, shirlaine n kai yun. 1st time going for countdown... usually stay at home n wait for smses ..haha... then went yum cha... but all of us so exhausted... all wanna go back.. so went back... sleep till 8 something... my eyes still dun wanna open yet... my aunt called me go out for lunch... answered her n went back to sleep... then bout 10 only wake up again but nth much happen dat day.... got some ang pow from my aunt... then went back .... need to treat my fren some more.. quite nice place we went.... after that went to kiosk... guess wat we bought... kampai n calsberg... since all of us wei ern , agnes n me are all 18... we can drink officially.. but i drank b4.. only agnes n wei ern haven try b4... went back n drink n agnes gone drunk... crazee dee... whole face turned red.... all of us laughing non stop... the siew rui join in also.. n she offered to go n get more kampai n snacks... at the end all finish n agnes is laughing non stop.. kesian wei ern.. her roommate... haha....

it was a happy day that day... but also quite sad.... cuz i didnt receive much bday present ... only got 2 from my best fren n gaya... last year got more from my ipoh frens... my kl frens...haih... cannot say anyhting lerrr... ~~~thAnkS cHai n GaYa!!~~~ luv u guys so much

IN CONCLUSION
all this just my crap.. is so damm long that who ever is reading this... i think u really too free nth to do... haha... but i just too free also.... althought this saturday i m having my trials at 7 am in the MORNING!!! crazee...must wake up so damm early... still so blur dunno can go for exam or not.. some more is maths... ok lerr.. is frezzing cold here in the web... so choa lerr byee.... miss my best fren in penang!!~~MuaKZz~~

hapee~~

today is the 2nd time i m blogging.... still cant get how to put songs n make my blog nicer.... haih.. i m so tired today... just finish playing ping pong wif my fren.. n then went to the library to 'study' for my economics common test tmr.... but i ended up on9 in the library... anyway i need to do my IT project cuz tmr is the due date..... haha.. today was quite a happy day... cuz my frens and i discuss bout going to play badminton on mon cuz is a coll holiday... beginning was only 4-5 ppl but ended up almost the whole class is going...my frens are giving stupid idea n i laugh almost the whole period of esl..haha... btw after that i was thinking... 2 more days to take my spm result... i m a bit scared.. scared that i cant get as i targeted.... help me.... i .... forget it larr... gtg n do my IT project n study... others i will think later.. haih....

my 1st blog~~~ =)

this is my first time blogging... i eventually dunno wat is this n i m just trying it out... cuz i m too bored at home... i woke up this morning at bout 9am... i ate my breakfast n then i started watching the vcd my friend borrowed me... but that show is not interesting so i fell asleep... n when i wake up again is bout 2pm... i quickly turn on the tv again n started watching the apprentice on 8tv... hehe.. i miss that show a lot as i m in kl n there is no tv... i hated it... after the show i started to on9 n do this thing... there is a lot of thing i need to learn here... how to create the background n stuff cuz i c my frens blog.. is so nice.. so need to learn more... ok thats all for my 1st blog