saw a grandmother and her cute granddaughter getting off a bus. the grandmother had bags of groceries in her hands, and the granddaughter had a schoolbag on her back.
swweeeettt =)
and my heart ached for a while.

on a totally different subject..
life can be so full of regrets! and im regretting - a few things here and there. siigh. well, i shall "look forward" to whatever things come my way as a result of whatever decisions i made previously, with as little expectations as possible. and i might truly be surprised! the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointments. im sure the converse is true.

light-headed.
think im gonna fall sick if i dont sleep tonight.

anyway, i've watched many movies recently. American Gangster, Assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford, The Mist, and 27 dresses. WOW! haha but really love watching movies. and each movie was different and entertaining!
maybe im loving chick flicks less and less. but once in a while, watching chick flicks are fun!
i cant string sentences properly. again. stupid eyes are closing cos i woke up at 545am TODAY!! OMGGGG! =( =( i bet im on a sleep-deprived high now! HAHA.

okkkk. chp is gonna be over! YES! after that is pros (errr BOO =( ) yah. exams are coming super soon. play less, study harder! dont want history to repeat itself.

ok. i've a new year resolution. thought out so late into the year 2008. go to church. more like, -start- going to church again.


HAPPY PHOTO! - after the insane amounts of desserts we ate at Canele! ooh! but i love the violet macaroon! (michh!! i want the photo of the macaroon!! ;p )

its so late now! guess where i am?? siigh. seminar room M4a! arrgggghhhh!! i've been in school for 12 hrs! my eyes are dying. stupid CHPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!! we're all so restless. i cant wait for this to be overrrrr!! HAHAHAHA! claire is restless. she was jumping around the room. now serene is talking and laughing and jumping and moving her arms around madly!!! =P evange is dying of tiredness too!!!!! they're laughing and laughing and laughing!!! and i hate my voice!!! HAHA!!

im just tired...of a lot of things!!

haha sometimes i wish i can just cry and rant and scream and EVERYTHING will turn out to be better!
i wishhh.

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urgh!

its NOT EVEN MY problem to begin with!!!!

(dont ask me anything about this. i just wanna vent my frustrations thats all!)

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(that was just randomly hitting my laptop!) oh boy.

haha it was a NICE HAPPY HIGH last night! ;p havent had this feeling in ages! and it was quite fun! but i think i did or said quite a few stupid things =/ booooo. and too bad i was too broke to dance off the high! it would have been great i think! =P

happy 21st pooja!

i actually wanna go kbox again! but everytime im there i dunno what to sing! haha and then the website that i tried to get chinese songs from keeps giving me the wrong songs! ok, maybe i just suck at it! =/ wouldnt be surprised! haha so please, can some kind soul out there send me some songs?? =P

okkk, i'll blog more soon! maybe put some pictures. boring boring boring blog cos of a boring boring utterly borrrrinnnnnggg life!! haha

im done!! i just spent the last few hours doing data entry! haha but i shouldnt complain. (some people will just totally kill me!!)

anyway, there are some things i that i regret doing. some things i chose over others. it was a wrong choice. but everything's alright now. instead, nowadays, some things are becoming different. its hard to describe. so many things can change, and are changing. each day bringing its own set of problems (whether big or small).

i know how much sense advice from certain people make and i know that the advice given is probably right. but its just hard to listen and follow. and i know im -definitely- wrong not to listen again this time around.

time for more gossip girl!
who am i?
thats a secret i'll never tell!
you know you love me!
xoxo,
gossip girl!

sian sian sian! ah piece of shit!!!!
there's nothing to do in singapore!! have been spending too much money buying things and eating good food. oh boy. i spend money like free these days. omg. please stop me!
and its sian!! boringgggggg!! i've been sleep-deprived! the max i've slept for the past 3 days was 4 hrs! only!! no wonder i've been cranky =/ eeps.

there's work to do. (yet again!) since when isnt there work to do. im gonna die!

omg i sound insane. oh well. BYEE!

2008 is here!
for me, the new year certainly did not begin with a bang. it just came quietly, without any hype. well, i just hope the rest of 2008 will be smooth-sailing.
as they always say, new year, new resolutions. haha i hardly even have time to reflect on 2007, what i liked most about it, what i hated about it, what i would like to do different in this new year. so no new year resolutions for me yet.
as of now, my only wish is to pass patho! i think i'll need tonnes of luck. and maybe a great deal of help from above (if he still remembers me haha).

haha im just remembering how i started off 2007 by insanely squeezing with the crowd to catch the fireworks at marina bay last year! ;p and then staying up all night slacking (i think!!).
i hope i can do this again next year. may my life not be saddened by exams =(

im just happy how i got through 2007 with my family and my friends! it wasnt that tough a year, honestly. in fact, i think i travelled to quite a few places in 2007! and each trip, i certainly had tonnes of fun! started with new york, then bintan, then bangkok! and i definitely have fond memories of each holiday cos there were so many close friends to share those moments with =) and i must thank all my friends who put up with my rants and whines and bitching. haha of cos, to claire especially! who has to see my like almost everyday! and who even knows which mornings i drank tea which mornings i didnt =/ haha!
i think i can remember so many stupid little things that everyone did. one day i shall go through all the photos taken in 2007 and im sure those photos will bring a smile to my face =)
i made quite a few new friends this year too! but im really glad the friends whom i've made in the past are always still there! =) =) =)
of cos, my family whom i actually missed when they were in south africa holidaying! haha they've to endure my constant nonsense. thankfully i've got great parents and 2 excellent brothers who're growing up into fine young gentlemen! ;p
i hope that 2008 will be yet another fun year!

and for my friends in med too, good luck for patho!

well, Happy 2008 people!! may all your hopes and dreams come true! =)