there's suddenly so much work to do! and many work-related things this week! i cant go out and play and enjoy myself boo =(
next week's gonna be the same thing too! oh boy.
2 half more weeks to go before a one week break! YES!

ah. i cant be so slack anymore! read more!! and do another case write up! seems like a hell lot of work!

ZZZzZzZz.........

warning: a ramble-y post ahead =/ ...

cant even remember when the last time i blogged was. but anyway, the week was rather interesting i should say. haha really thankful that i've like-minded people who understands me! and yah, its kinda great making new friends too! but kinda sad when people whom you were close to in the beginning drift away from you. makes you wonder.
anyway, frankly speaking, im quite scared these days. cos for me, i value some things more than studies or academic or work, and im really afraid of losing them. but oh well, shall continue to live out this fear, and hopefully it goes away.. hopefully people will start seeing things for themselves.

with each post i blog, one week just goes past like that. well, im kinda happy that time is passing by quite quickly. really cant wait for the one week break, even if it means im lazing around at home. i need a break from everything.

im amazingly really awake now! just watched quite a cool show! haha Green Butchers! (i think thats the title). its dark, dry humor. very very interesting and morbid in a way. but i liked it quite a lot!! =)
oh yes! went for another buffet today! haha think i've had more buffets this month than the whole of last year! and i played poker today! i was so upset i got so bad cards! (luckily we played only chips!!) haha im running out of luck recently. even finding parking at suntec was quite a pain. haha might have used up my luck somewhere else. oh well.

and something awkward happened just now. boo =/

OKKKK! its bed now or i'll never make it to school tmr morn.

happy! =)
a great last week in hospital! and ended with a FUN and then slack weekend! kinda loved it (despite the really lack of sleep)! there was great Peranakan food and excellent crab and nice chocolate fudge cake as well! and of cos, fantastic company this weekend! haha hopefully this coming week will be more slack with more time to sleep..

*hopeful!*

i want short days for the next few days!! *crosses fingers*
though actually the colorectal department is really really nice! really like the surgeon and team im with! =)

arghh! hope im alright! felt super giddy, and felt very very faint when i scrubbed in for a surgery today. and its happened to me the last time i scrubbed in for an operation as well.
hmmm..
and its OT day tmr for me. i think i kinda have a fear of OTs and scrubbing in. i feel nauseous at the burnt smell of fats or muscles (its gross!! i hate it!!), and feel giddy and faint-ish when i stand for too long at one position holding the retractor.
=(

other than that, it should be an interesting day tmr seeing surgeries i hope! time to sleep. reached home only about 45mins ago..

2 buffets in 3 days and 2 birthdays in a day is not a very good combination to have =/ haha feel so bloated and full! and a swim today doesnt seem to make a difference. haha

there goes another weekend. away again in a blast (blast here meaning how quickly the weekend went by).

a new week ahead! haha i realise i say this in a lot of my posts. cant help it if i dont blog much to begin with. its the 4th week of surgery, and im already counting down to the one week of holiday i have! haha.. and too bad my bro starts school the day i start my one week break! =(

its always when you leave a place that you realise you miss actually the place tonnes..

anyway..
a piece of good news + meeting with a really nice mentor + jelly hearts!! + chilling out and eating tonnes = a better-than-usual-day!
though im feeling quite sian for you girl! =(

and how can you say someone is "clueless" when you didnt even give that person a chance and instead, kept scolding that person.

i found a new thing to wake up to each day!! haha!!
PUZZLE FIGHTER! just re-discovered the joys of this childhood game today again!
and went sweet-shopping at Candy Empire today too!
so if today counts for anything, its gotta be the game and the sweets =)

a day of mixed emotions.
but it was alright nonetheless =)

haha im feeling a bit strange now, in a sick-ish sort of way. might be the utter lack of sleep last night (yes im still awake!!) or the trudge in the rain just now in the afternoon.

i realise my blog is boring with no photos. oh well.