the week started out rather slowly.. with me falling sick (and not fully recovered yet =/ ) and having thoughts about many things in my mind.. not an optimal combination those 2 things are haha.. anyway, on monday i went for driving lesson and the driving instructor said that everytime he sees me, i always look so happy and smiley! but actually that night i was feeling very sian! haha hmm i guess its just no point to show the whole world how you feel deep inside you, when no one can do anything about the cause of that feeling anyway.. but in any case, a smile is always good! =)
on wednesday i had my driving test, which i passed! yay! yes yes, i know its been ages, and ive only just passed =/ and the next day i drove all the way to al-azhah by myself.. alright, cheap thrill..
i just watched pirates and it was really just ok! shant elaborate too much on it.. but im just glad that the week kind of got better and more slack even though i became more sleepy =(
i hope next week passes quickly!! then csfc will be over!! and we'll have our break!! and hopefully after this csfc, i will be more used to clinicals, and i need to be a million times more hardworking! (say only la ;p ) haha

maybe i should have fought harder for what i wanted, maybe i should have thought more for myself.. i could come up with many more "maybe-s", but i cant go back in time to do anything, nothing is going to change..
so i should just look on the brighter side of things..

maybe.. the days will somehow get better!..
..it could start with this wed!

just an update so that people know im still alive.. haha and thanx to sr and gang that my tagboard is more lively than my blogposts =P

this week has been tiring, to say the least.. and my resolve to start reading the textbooks is just sadly dying.. a whole of today has gone by without me opening any textbook/notes when some end of posting assessment is coming up really soon =/
the week started out rather pleasantly and slackish, walking around town, having surprisingly nice and interesting conversations with people.. but somehow i became tired and sian toward the end of the week, which culminated in me lying awake in bed doing nothing for almost 2 hours on friday night.. must be due to the lack of sleep that ive been getting for the past week =(
seems like the upcoming week isnt looking to be any better than the last.. this week, i seriously have to sit down and open my books.. and really spend more time in the hospital.. and maybe, somehow, enjoy myself more in the hospital..
i really pray and hope that i'll have a great week ahead..

this blog is seriously lacking in photos..
im really sleepy now after sleeping only 3 hrs last night and watching some korean drama series for the past 4 hrs!! =/ im addicted to it already! and there're many more discs to watch! hmm haha..

i miss talking to some people! =( boo..

even though is quite late now and i was falling asleep in the cab ride home (yes kenneth, now i'll remember that i owe you money), today is definitely worth a blog =) the day started out somewhat decently, with ward rounds with a nice prof.. and spotting an eye candy along the way as well =P but tutorial after that was just plain shitty.. what a condescending and anal doctor.. his comments were rather derogatory and rude, unfitting of a doctor.. and what fake sympathy he has for his patients.. i hope he vomits till he dies! in a nutshell, he's a piece of shit!

after such a horrible tutorial, i was just hoping that the day would get better, if not i would have just remained zoned out for the later tutorial.. and well, it kind of did! haha the diva herself saw the eye candy, and is just obsessed over him (as of now!) ;p at the risk of sounding too totally bimbotic, lets just say that the day cumulated into a fantastic night.. (right, diva? ;p) but more importantly, it was the great company that mattered, that made my day!! =)

at this point in time, im just really thankful that the day somehow turned out alright, with me forgetting how upset i was in the late morning, as well as getting a rather huge surprise later at night!
please let there be better days to come! looking forward to saturday again! no hospitals! can sleep in.. shop!! woo! =)

i've learnt to love coincidences ;p
but i still really dislike arrogant, know-it-all people..

anyway, i decided that i really love this song since a week ago (during the chalet).. thank you, you pangseh person for teaching me how to play this song! =) and hmm qiang, im still waiting for my photos! ;p

Time of your life.

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

many things to give thanks to God for today, and to be happy for! but im still having mixed feelings =/ siigh..

on a brighter note..
passed my exams..yay! it was a scary experience clicking on the button to see the result appear in front of me.. i swear my fingers were shivering as i moved the mouse and typed in my pin number.. but glad that is all over.. i have officially passed m2.. thankfully.. thanx to those who've heard me whine about not being able to finish studying, for telling me to study fasterrr!, for testing me random things along the way and then tsk-ing me when i dont remember the answer, for associating every bacteria/fungi/virus with me, for encouraging me along the way.. thanx! =)
confirmed my air ticket.. bigger YAY! =) holiday!!
met grace for dinner.. yayyyy!! haha we gave up shopping after only a short while and went to eat more food! ;p greedy pigs we were!

cant wait for tmr =) rarely have i been looking forward to the days ahead.. but there're many reasons to look forward to tmr.. the most obvious being that it is a saturday! a non-hospital-going day!! ;p

just for today, i am grateful that msn exists! spent too much time on it, even though i actually ought to be asleep by now.. i foresee myself just being sleepy tomorrow again.. anyway, thanx to msn, i felt less sian after sounding so incoherent online, and rattling some nonsense, and talking to nice people =) people (or maybe just someone) who havent read my blog for the longest time! ;p

it was a great afternoon and evening that i had!! =) and my sian-ness has absolutely nothing to do with the people i met today, i shall clarify this.. or i shall have a hate sms soon!

alright.. hopefully there'll be better days ahead!