haha i found some wireless connection that i can leech off =)

a big HELLO from NZ!! haha anyway, i'm in this place called Dunedin now, and i just walked up Baldwin Street! the world's steepest street! =) here's a pic to prove it! haha


haha, yes that's me! and look at how small the houses at the bottom are =P

i'll post more photos when i get back to spore! =) cos the internet connection here's very bad! haha

i'll be in NZ till 1 jan haha..

ahhh, i'll miss everyone! see u all next yr! =)

argh! i've been tagged twice.. so here goes.. (shall finish this before i leave for nz)

Rules of the game:
1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1. i love to watch chinese drama serials (yes, those channel 8 or channel u nonsense).. though my chinese standard isn't a reflection of how much chinese drama serials i watch, as many ppl can testify to that! =P haha okok, it's cos i always end up reading e subtitles! =P

2. i'm really afraid of insects that fly!! like stupid beetles, cockroaches and what-not =/

3. recently, i like to just sit in my room at night, playing away on the guitar (a new skill i acquired).. though i'm still rather bad at it..

4. and many ppl say that i can't cook/bake/whatever.. haha well, maybe that's true =P

5. YAY! my last one.. hmmmm.. oh! ppl say that i'm very fun to tease! HA HA! =/


i don't feel like tagging anyone! haha

pride and prejudice was reaally reaally nice! and it's a must-watch! it isn't the really fast-paced action packed show, yet, there's enough suspense in the show to not put someone to sleep =) and it does help that most things about the show are really gd! the scenery, the old english etc etc.. and of cos, keira knightley! =) didn't regret watching the show one bit!!

and i'm done xmas shopping! i think =P still haven't got my dad anything yet tho.. it's difficult haha

realised that i'll be away in nz for 10 or 11 days.. and not 8 days.. haha =(

movies that i want to watch:
memoirs of a geisha
chronicles of narnia
the family stone
wallace and gromit

so many movies, no money =P

haha went swimming today! haven't swam in ages! and the feeling of getting into the water is really great! =P haha and i went bowling after that.. was really terrible on the first few frames.. kept gutter-ing the stupid balls.. but i got better! =)

i did so many things today.. met up with quite a few people today..
talked.dinner.movie. yes, i'm happy! =)
haha and i got treated to a pure vanilla ice blended at coffee bean! =)

and i also watched the promise.. haha the ending was quite terrible.. but the starting was ok-ish la.. the whole story is understandable only at the ending part.. but the ending wasn't great.. haha i dunno what i'm talking.. just want to say that the show isn't great =P haha

i got a crumpler from my uncle as a xmas gift! =) haha feel happy again!

i'm looking forward to my new zealand trip! get to spend time with my family, do all the fun stuff there is to do in new zealand.. but on the otherhand, i'll not be able to see my friends =( then again, it's only for 8 days.. i can take it =) haha! looking forward to an enjoyable family holiday come thurs!

tired from christmas shopping today.. and i'm not even done shopping for stuff =P haha sigh my aim to settle all christmas presents failed! =/ it's sooo difficult to buy stuff for guys (incl. my bros!!) bleah haha


Centre of my Life
You are the Centre of it all
The universe declares in awe
Your Majesty, I surrender all
I make You the Centre of my life
Lord I respond with all I am
You placed in me the song
Of Heaven's melody
Your Majesty, I live to sing Your song

i went onto the roads during my driving lesson today! and it was FUN! =) haha very different than driving in the circuit.. wow! i'm addicted to driving on the roads! and i really want to get my license soon! but sigh, it won't be soon (considering that today's only my 3rd lessons =/ ) haha such is the slow rate that i'm progressing with lessons..

after a nice morn of driving, it was squash!! =)

haha had a really fun time playing squash with marc ian ks xq! and they're reaally gd! esp marc and xq, who can whack the ball soo hard and fast, that it was soo hard to return the ball! =/ haha so the only ppl i can play squash with now are ian and ks =P not that u all are lousy la, just that it's more fun playing with u all.. cos when i was playing against marc, he gave a lot of chance =P haha but oh well.. aiyah, guys have super gd ball sense la!! i'm jealous! =P but it was fun la.. the 4 of them realised, only today, that squash is fun! =) heh!

it was town next! seoul garden.. where me ian xq fried like ice cream, chin chow, ice jelly, nata de coco, "sperm balls" (actually i don't think they're called that, it's actually the jelly-like-tadpole-shaped stuff).. haha frying the ice jelly kind of disintegrated it quite immediately, while chin chow and nata de coco took some time to become black.. but what was amazing were the "sperm balls"!! they didn't disintegrate at all la! amazing! =P hahaha!

oh after we came out of seoul garden, we met like soo many ppl in a span of half an hr! i met my church friend (my bro's friend actually) and he did this weird hand-shake thing, which i thought was very amusing =P then met hon, yvonne and hazel! so many ppl =) haha but that's not the point.. after seoul garden, our shirts smelt baaadd! so we walked into body shop, and pretended to look at their stuff, and i sprayed tonnes of white musk on my shirt! and then xq decided to be smart and spray some stuff on my shirt too, but ended up getting quite a bit of the spray stuff in my mouth!! =/ dumb! haha

oh no! so much for such a nonsense day and evening..

quote of the day.. from ian, the chinese pro: "xin quan xin tong!" after xq's phone went bouncing down the escalotor =/

God answers prayers =)

today was a stay-home day.. and it was nice slacking! =)

ahh watched quite a few episodes of bleach (some anime) today.. and slept alot also.. and watched a lot of tv.. as usual =)

oh watched chicken little yesterday, and it was quite ok e show! haha chicken little is ok-ish cute la.. but he was quite poor thing throughout the whole show.. always getting bullied by others.. and his own dad doesn't even trust him at first..
but as in a kid's show, everything was well in the end, with a war-of-the-worlds-like alien invasion haha..

yay! going to play squash tmr =)

and my fingers are itching to play the guitar soon again.. but i need to buy one first =P haha!

church camp just ended!

i must say that throughout e days that i was at camp, it's been an emotional and spiritual roller coaster for me.. but God was there! and He made me realise all e secret places that i have hidden in my heart and now, thanx to the camp, my spiritual life is ok now! and i'm really happy abt that!! i hope it'll continue to be ok as the months and years pass by..

but it's been a camp of mixed feelings.. but i don't think i shd mention any details on this blog =) yup, but well, it wasn't easy dealing with it.. and everytime i tell God that i'll lay my problem at His feet and not worry abt it and not be bothered by it, the same problem keeps coming back to me.. oh well.. camp's over, and i won't have to face that problem anymore (i think!!) haha

ok it's been a tiring camp.. having little sleep and waking up early to pray! but all's been worth it! i've never prayed so much at one go before this camp.. and it was a great feeling to be in the presence of God =)

k sorry for not updating in ages!

i'm in the middle of camp (but am out tonight cos i have stooopid frs and pdp tmr!) sigh.. the thought of going to sch tmr is very sucky!

camp has been great so far! e speaker session was quite gd.. the pastor was Benjamin Chew and spoke abt the secret places in our hearts, like hurts, sins, future.. today's topic focused on secret places and our destiny..

each and everyone of us as a purpose.. Jeremiah 1:5 says that "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you.." God created each and everyone of us with a unique plan for us! and that is our destiny.. so as long as we are willing to give up whatever we have, and follow Jesus, we can accomplish the purpose that God has for our lives..

it is when our hearts are full of these secret places, full of anger, hate, jealousy etc etc etc that we can fail to achieve what God wants us to do!

our lives are like a race.. we have to run with perseverance, the race that the Lord has set out for us! and the secret places in our hearts serve as an obstacle, a hindrance, in that race of life to fulfil our purpose, our destiny..

realise that there are reaaallly tonnes of bitchy ppl ard! (it's nothing personal, just a sudden realisation)

can't stand those kind of ppl!

haha don't worry, i'm not pissed w anyone or anything..

it's just sth that i just realise!

it's nice to slack! and lie on the floor and just watch random tv =)

anyway, here are like photos of my anat grp that we took on e last day that bay taught us =(


anat grp.. tog with chicken little! haha



anat grp!!! tog w bay!! i'm really going to miss bay =(



hahaha look at ks =P

hmm so it ends.. our 6 (i think) weeks with bay..
we're moving on to.. dinesh kumar!! haha hope he's gd! =/ and entertaining or sth!
ahhhhh..

haha here's a quote for e day..
(with reference to the barley grains in the cheng ting dessert)
*innocent look* "is this popcorn??"
(and no! this wasn't said by me =P)

why?? why?? why??

so many qns..

but no ans..

today was a rather exciting day.. [devoid of studying (which is baaad!)].. but sat at e hairdresser's for ages! and i got my hair rebonded! (surprised?? shocked?? =P) but yup i did it! and yay, a few ppl who i've told said i look better than last time.. phew! i thought i was going to look weird! haha hopefully i don't shock too many ppl with my hair =)

that's all for such an exciting day!

sleepy.. i've been sleeping tonnes lately.. it's e bed for me now.. gd night!

stayed at home today again since there wasn't any lects in sch.. felt like i haven't seen my friends in ages!! haha.. and time just flies and zooms past very quickly! it's scary.. haha but then again, it means that the stupid CAs are coming and ending soon.. given up on physio.. it's so darn irritatingly difficult!! haha oh well.. can't wait for CAs to end! even tho it's going to be disastrous =)

stuff that i want to do after the CAs..

1) watch movies!! tonnes of it
2) christmas shopping..
3) family holiday! new zealand
4) bangkok (sudden urge to want to go!)
5) slack slack slack!!!
6) shop shop shop!!!
7) hang out with the bestest clique! =P
8) badminton.squash.cycling.bowling.running.

etc etc etc

can't wait!! =)

some random thoughts..

harry potter was great!! =)
hermoine was really pretty!
and e show wasn't boring at all..
everyone shd go watch it!
i thoroughly enjoyed e show..
e triwizard tournament was exciting!
there was too little of the quidditch shown..
i'm feeling hungry now..
i have tonnes to study..
ian and xq: thanx! u know why la huh..
grace: get well very very soon! =)

quote of the day: "boobooboo.. e clothes are ugly!" or sth to that effect =)

i shall reply to e tags..

firstly, i'm really really sorryyy! bleah bleah.. don't do this! pls?? =/ arghh sigh.. ahhhh sorry la! and i'm not ignoring u guys! =/
and e 4 tags are typed by e same person la..stop trying to make me feel even guilty-er (looks weird).. guiltier (looks weird too =/ )
and anna/ian (either one of u tagged.. right??), no i have no bf.. and what's christopher got to do w this?? stop talking nonsense ks and ian..
grrr nonsense nonsense!
secondly, i shall try to go for the next one! but as it is, i kind of told my mum that i won't go out to watch movie for the next 2 weeks till CAs.. argh.. i dunno why i'm telling e whole world this.. but ok, hope u guys read this..

sigh.. k i'm terribly sorry!! =/

SORRY
anna
yl
ian
ks
ben
kenneth

was just looking through e photos that were taken using my phone, and realise that most of e photos aren't taken by me! haha but i've decided to post some of them up here, for e lack of things to blog abt.. =)


fish and i


ks ian xq at e first histo pract (i think) playing bridge.. tsktsk


when darius came to crash!


fish and michelle got bored during lect one day..


yup! this is e bad photo =) of yl and i studying one night at pgp..


happy birthday ben and kenneth! another bad photo


haha=) ben kenneth ian ks.. w yl's laptop

ahhhh! i felt so constipated e whole aft cos i couldn't express myself properly in chi!! i wanted to tell my cousin (she's from chi btw! =/ ) abt e gd food places in spore, and e gd places to shop along orchard rd, but i couldn't! grrrr.. felt so irritated w myself that i couldn't speak properly.. cos half e time i didn't know what words to use.. FAIL! =/

haha even when i wanted to tell her that we're getting down at e next busstop, i had to pause to think for like 30s on how to say it in chi..

sheesh! it's a terribly feeling not being able to express urself properly!! =/ i love eng, i love everyone who speaks eng!! =) =)

went shopping =) haha and bought:

3 tops
1 jeans
1 skirt

happy!

was very glad that i went for prayer meeting last night =) and it really just reminded me of how great God's love is.. that surrendering everything that i have, surrendering all my relationships, all my ambitions, all my hopes and all my plans to God is sth that i shd have done a long long time ago.. and in everything that i do, seek to glorify God only, and not men =) haha these stuff have been mentioned countless times before, but many a time, i always forget abt them when i get too caught up in trying to do everything by my own strength, and not relying on God's strength..

i must admit that i've been relying too much on my own strength to do many things, even tho they might seem very small and petty and unimportant and trivial.. but i guess i've learnt.. i wasn't in e very best of my spiritual walk w God.. it's always an empty feeling inside when i'm distant from God.. but i've asked God for forgiveness and re-aligned myself! =)

each and everyone of us has a God-shaped hole inside of us, waiting to be filled by Him! =)


O Sacred King

O Sacred king
O Holy King
How can I honor You rightly
Honor that's fit for Your name

O Sacred Friend
O Holy friend
I don't take what You did lightly
Friendship instead of disgrace

For it's the mystery of the universe
You're the God of holiness
Yet You welcome souls like me
And with the blessing of your father's heart
You discipline the ones you love
There's kindness in Your majesty

Jesus those who recognize your power
Know just how wonderful You are
When You draw near.

watched exorcism of emily rose last night w claire chris junliang =) some parts were seriously very scary la! claire n i were covering our faces.. and at a few parts, i actually took e popcorn box to cover half my face! haha shan't spoil e story of those who're planning to watch it.. haha but on e whole, i thought e movie was gd! =) one thing's for sure, no one will fall asleep in e movie la.. haha and e movie is actually based on a true story? so if u think abt e whole demons and exorcism thing, it can be extremely scary =/

ok anyway, was just flipping through e papers this morn (i woke up at 11.. pig! yes) and ILULISSAT shall be one of e places that i want to visit!! =)









haha ahh!! all e photos are so nice! i feel like going there already =)

tanglin mac's.. nice cup of hot tea in e morn (w one half packets of sugar and two packets of creamer =P).. study.. lunch.. talk.. study.. shopping.. slacking.. study.. dinner..

brings back great memories..
just one yr ago, i was there mugging for As tog w yl.. haha and we were there today again.. how time flies..

haha we bought nice cheap green slippers from e island shop.. e slippers were on 70% discount.. v gd deal! =)

haha love u inkling!! =P

and i want to travel! travel to all e exotic places in e world.. to see all e majestic mountains, e sparkling clear blue ocean waters, e lush green plains, e pretty sand dunes =)

Lord, we need Your grace and mercy
We need to pray like never before
We need the power of Your Holy Spirit
To open Heaven’s door

Chorus
Spirit, touch Your church,
Stir the hearts of men,
Revive us Lord,
With Your passion once again.
I want to care for others,
Like Jesus cares for me
Let Your reign fall on me,
Oh Lord,
Let Your reign fall on me.

Lord, we humbly come before You
We don’t deserve of You what we ask
But we yearn to see Your glory
Restore this dying land

Let Your reign fall on me.

haha had a bestest clique outing! to celebrate ben's and kenneth's birthday! =P

thai express, nydc! delicious!! but ex! but nvm la, ben's and kenneth's birthday! haha

http://www.edwardmonkton.com/
go to e gallery! u'll see e most out of point illustrations on e "meaning of life".. nothing there makes any sense! but it's so dumb that it's so funny =P

e "pig of happiness" is really cute!! and "not all potatoes can swim" is just outright sense-less! =P haha i have no idea what they actually mean.. so it anyone figures out, do share.. other than that, it makes for gd leisure, relaxing, brainless viewing.. =)

yikes!! it's oct 30!! =( so fast! CAs are coming.. and i dunno anything.. sigh.. sigh.. sigh..

sometimes, life doesn't suck =)

we studied abt e abdomen during anat pract today, and hence, we learnt abt e livers among other glands/organs..

haha anat pract was very gd! bay was super excellent! =) haha love his anat practs! time just passes very quickly!
hmm and bay was so nonsense today also.. cos he saw e right side of tzeyeong and his pierced ears, and asked e class, "if u pierce one side of ur ear, it means sth right?"
someone in class: yah! right side means that u're gay.. but tzeyeong pierced both sides, so he's not gay..
someone else in class: piercing both sides means u're a girl..

hahaha

bay: oh oh! i heard that if u carry a mineral water bottle and walk down changi village, it means that u're gay..

class: what?? hahahaha! who did u hear it from??

bay: prof raj!

someone in class: so how does prof raj know?? =P

we went to e anat museum today, and it's sooo nice!! haha my first time in e anat museum looking at all e stuff =) nice nice!! haha saw a piece of e large intestine, and it had like "char-siew-looking-things" on e surface.. haha which turned out to be some fatty appendices (or sth like that i can't rem =P) then there's also this plastic-guy where u can remove like e organs and all!! haha i've never seen it before, and my nice friends called me a "mountain turtle" =/ grrr and they tried to use e plastic-guy's head to scare me.. FAILED tho =P haha

hahahaha then later as we were coming down from e anat museum, we met raj.. haha and we had to remind bay to ask raj abt e mineral water bottle thing =P

anyway, i ate dinner at home.. and nearly lost my appetite! cos guess what my mum had to cook?? liver!! =/ i ate a piece of it, and thought abt e disgusting green slab of liver i saw at pract today, and lost my appetite there and then!! bleah! haha e worst thing is that my mum asked, "so are u going to learn abt e small intestine next week? cos if u are, i'll buy kway chup, tog w lots of small intestines!!" =/ =/ haha yup, there u go, my mum! and she had to add, "when u learn abt e brain, i'll cook pig's brains for u......" hahaha i just rolled my eyes!

it's so nice to be home!! =) =) cos i always have no one to talk to in my rm at pgp.. at home it's diff! i've learnt to really appreciate my home and e ppl in it! =) YAY! next whole week i'm going to stay at home! stay at home! stay at home! and get sick of home =P

in gd spirits!

life sucks..

when

1) clothes can't spin in e washing machine
2) clothes aren't dry after 2 cycles in e dryer
3) sth is missing from e pile of clothes

there are still many other contributing factors

but

life sucks..

in general





"life sucks" seems to have evolved to become my most commonly used word..

ok! i shall reply to tags first and decide later if i shd type more stuff..

xq: i'm glad u realised! haha and that u can finally read my tags =)
ty: haha yah! ok i'll go tag on ur blog soon again.. but i tag on ur board what!! =P
wendy: thanx!! i need to mug harder now.. certain ppl like ian tan is stressing me out big time!!
ks: yes ks, sooo knowlegable as always!! =P
fish: haha u're going to e bathrm now.. hahaha!! this is super retarded!! grrr! =P

spent e day in e lib trying to read snell on upper limbs (well i didn't learn anything from e dear grandfather =P).. and inadvertently falling asleep in e lib.. sigh, life sucks! all e mugging and burying of heads in books.. bleah! and then i was almost freezing and dying in e lib, when fish came, announcing that she was done w pbl!! =)

ahh! haha then it was ikea for dinner! chicken wings rock! (it's a must-have at e ikea restaurant!! =P) haha punsch roll was gd too! (it's some rum thing.. haha it's has a choc coating, and this green rectangular colouring on e top) ohh and e potato salad is surprisingly nice! cos it looks so plain, but it tastes really gd!

ok what a pig! whole day talking abt food and what-nots.. =/

a random point-form post for today..

craving for:
waffles w caramel banana and ice cream from marche!

thoughts through my head:
why do all e enzymes and cycles and substrates and all the what-nots in biochem sound e same???

people who made my day:
yanqi - thanx for ur prayer =)
marc - thanx for answering my qns on e nonsense-all-confusing-biochem!!
ben - thanx for telling me another person who's biochem isn't her forte either (at least there's still a future for someone who suck at biochem like me =/)
fish - u always make my day (haha nah just kidding! but since u tagged so much on my blog, u deserve a line or two of some honourable mention =P)
yl - thanx for ur enthusiasm (or rather, e stress-induced "enthusiasm" =P) abt studying too! haha tmr night!! =)

ok crappiness is creeping me.. i can sense it! before this post goes crappy beyond hope, i shall stop.. as it is, i shd have stopped at e smiley face in e previous paragraph.. cos this sentence is so nonsense and sense-less..

how ironic (that i spoke sense) maybe i shd change my blog title.. haha that's another thought for another day..

i dunno what i'm doing online and what i'm doing blogging when i'm supposed to have my head buried in notes and books and what-not! urgh.. why is e life of a med student so sucky?? have to study e whole day study e whole day study e whole day.. in sch, every space, every corner, will be filled w ppl u know.. studying studying studying..

bleah! haha feel better after that ranting..

back to gluconeogenesis.. big word.. but boring and sucky! i think sucky has become my fav word.. i was compelled by circumstances to keep using "sucky" cos studying is so sucky!

life is sucky.. (a variation of life sucks haha)

for those who're concerned, i'm ok! i'm just only abt 30 over, 40 lects behind for biochem.. yup! (big smile! and be happy!)

it really is very nice feeling to talk to young children.. they're so innocent, so naive, and they laugh at e simplest of things, not to mention, get upset at e simplest of things too..

today when i went for tuition, i bought like chocs and prawn crackers for my pri 3 tuition boy (marcus) and his sister, who always hangs ard when i give marcus tuition.. haha i bought meiji milk choc, and e calbee spicy prawn crackers..

marcus is a "chocolate monster" - quoted from his elder bro, joel =P and at first his sister (rae) was like "i can't eat, i got cough".. but knowing small kids (she's 5 btw), she succumbed to temptation and eventually nibbled on 2 pieces of chocs.. and when i threatened to tell her dad, she gave me e super-sheepish-yet-very-cute look and grinned.. ahhh! so cute (for e utter lack of vocab)! =)

then i took out e prawn crackers! haha it was an instant hit.. marcus just kept eating and eating and eating.. and rae, who had a packet of drink w her to try and reduce e spicy-ness, was like "there's too much prawn crackers for my drink".. then e both of them laughed..

in e midst of tuition, rae said that she could spell and proceeded to spell "o-n-e, t-w-o, t-h-r-e-e...t-e-n" wow! 5 yrs old.. did i used to know this back when i was five? =P
marcus, trying to act smart, said, "i can spell prawn crackers, p-r-a-w-n c-r-a-c-k-e-r-s."
haha rae wasn't that dumb, "it's on e packet what.. hahaha" and then e both of them started laughing like mad..

after a while, rae decided to show marcus that she could roll her tongue, and laughed at marcus cos he couldn't roll his tongue.. haha when i told her i couldn't roll my tongue either, she just kept laughing at me, and started rolling her tongue in front of me (i guess as a form of suaning me =P) haha bleah, imagine getting suaned by a 5 yr old kid..

haha there's still more.. marcus said, "what.the.hell. (almost in a whsiper, for fear of letting their grandma hear that statement, cos at 9 n 5 yrs old, i think it's quite a forbidden statement =P)"
rae was like, "horrrr, i'm going to tell daddy."
then me, being quite blur then and didn't know what was going on, asked marcus, "what e 'what'?" (wanting to know if he said 'hell' or 'heck') haha well, they thought i was trying not to be vulgar by replacing 'hell' w 'what'.. and started saying "what e what".. and yes, i think u can guess it by now, they just continued laughing for ages!

ahhh! they were so cute! =P it was def worth an afternoon at their place for tuition..

but e story doesn't end there.. when e spicy calbee prawn crackers finished, marcus said, "i like e silver packet one, e black pepper one!"
so i told him, "ok! next time i come here i'll buy e silver packet."
then rae added, "i like e red packet one!" and she went off somewhere, while i resumed teaching marcus how to count perimeter of objects in grid squares..

then as in was abt to leave their hse, rae like stood at e gate, refusing to let me leave their place.. i was really really puzzled! so i asked marcus what happened.. and he said it's sth to do w e black pepper prawn crackers! haha i think she got jealous that i was going to buy marcus a pack, and she wasn't going to get one.. so in e end i had to promise rae that i'll buy her a pack of e red prawn crackers and that she didn't need to share it w marcus..

only then could i leave e hse.. but rae was still sulking..

haha kids kids kids.. i wonder if i ever did sulked and gotten upset over a pack of biscuits/crackers when i was 5.. =P i'm quite sure i did..

lectures are not boring when.....

"tap.tap.tap."
covers cheeks.
turns around.
glares.
whacks leg.

"auddrrreeeyyy" (in whispers).
turns around.
glares.
continues to copy notes.

"audrey".
turns around.
"stop turning ard"
glares.

"tap.tap.tap."
turns around.
poked in e cheek.
glares.
grabs pencil box.
tickled.
startled.
throws pencil box.

yes, some first hand experience of e not-supposed-to-be-typical-but-is-happening-everyday lecture "boredom-relief".. thanx to U and U and U and U and U! =)

see, give thanx in all circumstances! =P

today was a gd day!

a thought-provoking start to e day during small grp this morn.. how different shd christians be in this world? are we living out a christian life? are we suffering for christ?
those qns really made me think.. and question myself.. and realise that shucks! i suck! haha ok..

after that, went for camp comm meeting..

then SHOPPING w my dear mum! =) haven't shopped in ages.. and i bought, a pair of slippers, 2 tops (both are green! =P), 2 belts.. haha that's quite a bit in one evening right? but i'm happy now! shopping is really therapeutic!

shall face tmr w optimism, w hope that it'll be a great day w great events happening..

i need to announce sth today: i did my anat tut (albeit some blanks here and there)! e first tut that i've attempted to complete.. haha well, it's an achievement, considering that i've never finished any other anat tuts prior to today.. but sigh, i'm still lagging like s***!! =/

ok enough of using vulgarities to express my irritation at being so behind in sch.. life sucks! i think i've said "life sucks" countless times.. sigh, but sometimes life really sucks! esp when -nothing- is going right.. aiyah, i kind of know why life feels so empty, feels so meaningless for me now.. but i shan't elaborate for fear of contracting e illness hypersianemia..

more of this new illness "hypersianemia"
symptoms: sian-ness
treatment: sianminase (chocolate, cookies, shopping, fosters, crustacean, comics, happy music, banana crumble!) dehydrogenase
credit goes to dr tan kai zhi ian for diagnosing such an illness

changed my blogskin =) e other one was too troublesome when reading e entries..

had a FUN yest! met grace for dinner and we ate zi cha! =) haha quite ex, but we felt like eating chi food.. so anyway, after dinner, i dragged grace to central lib! and wow! central lib is sooo nice!! haha it was my first time there last night, and grace and i were printing notes.. but e lib is soo huge and looks soo much more grand than e med one (of which e only thing i do in e med lib is sleep =P) haha and i convinced grace to stayover in my rm! so we were msn-ing, supper-ing, slacking, talking, and studying occasionally in my rm =P haha FUN! FUN! u must come more often dear friend!! =) anyway, i managed even to convince grace to crash med lect this morn! haha i'm quite sure e lect was boring.. just say it grace.. but yay! i want to go stayover at ur rm one day =) when i 'm free! or when there's like pon-able lects e next day or sth =P

so after grace left, e rest of day was just more lects, lunch, physio tut, dinner, slack.. haha there's anat FA tmr.. no more slacking.. else i'll get a BIG FAT ZERO!!

chris and ks! u two are mean PIGS!! both of u asked me e same qn today.. grrr

anyway, was just reading this site cos i was bored and waiting for my laundry.. and saw this nice story =)


The Refiner of Silver
Malachi 3:3 says: “He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.” This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study class and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to th group at their next class.

That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn’t mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.

The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot then she thought again about the verse that says: “He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.” She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined. the man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed. The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, “How do you know when the silver is fully refined?” He smiled at her and answered, “Oh, that’s easy— when I see my image in it.” If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, remember that God has His eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.

life sucks.. haha


Donkey in the well

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old, that the well needed to be covered anyway and that it just wasn't worth retrieving the donkey. So he invited all his neighbours to come over and help him.

They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement, he quietened down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off!

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up.


what an inspirational story abt a donkey =)

it's a nice and comforting knowing that God is there for u each step of e way, and always making ur day better.. He'll show himself in e littlest of ways, but yet, u know that God cares and He's there..

well, today i was rather early for tuition, so i was just sitting in e void deck.. trying to kill 10 mins of my time by trying to read some notes.. but i was bored.. then yl's sms came, so i was happy! haha and then ian called (albeit only asking abt tut) but still, i had someone to talk to! and in e end, e 10 mins passed really really fast..
and tuition in itself was fun! marcus (e tuition kid) was soo quiet and nice! haha.. laughing at e smallest of things.. which i found to be super cute and entertaining!

but sometimes e actions of brothers and sisters in Christ can be a stumbling block to ur growth as a Christian.. and then u become skeptical abt e whole thing.. hmm..

ok short post cos i don't really know what i'm saying =)

SCONES!!! =) sending april off a e airport.. and anna, i'm not blocking u! =P

april chin and me!! =) ahh miss u!



a quite happy photo of us at e airport! =) haha yl, i hope after u see urself, my blog won't be that boring after all =P k just kidding!

haha i just deleted a post cos ppl have been telling me that there's problems w my page.. lousy photo things..

anyway, just came back from e airport from sending april off.. and there were like tonnes of ppl there so we didn't really get to talk much to her.. but well, hope that u'll have a great time in york! (of cos, after u managed to carry ur 60kg of luggage =P) haha and u're coming back in dec! so fast! =) and we shall have a welcome back party for u, just like anna/yl/ian said haha can't rem who =P

oh met some of my classmates for dinner at swenson's.. and it felt e same cos most ppl there were in med/ppl whom i've been seeing quite frequently.. but still, it was excellent and comfortable company w yl ian ben simian michael sam marc (and wensiang who's a senior =P) haha cookie summit rocked!

ok! i think my blog is seriously becoming boring!! maybe i shd stop blogging for a while.. =)

haha i'm watching soccer now! england-austria! and YAY! eng is leading! owen contributed by being awarded e penalty.. and lampard scored! hurray! =P haha ok so weird to be happy abt it..

sigh long day tmr again..

lect ended at 10! and we had like 3 hrs to kill before our pract at 1.. haha e last 6 weeks, we had pract at 11.. and today was e first day pract was at 1, and we felt lost! cos we didn't know what to do =P anyway, so we went to engine macs for breakfast/lunch.. i think we made so much noise that e ppl there were very glad once we left macs.. haha kenrick learnt today that there can be an exothermic reaction when u mix chili sauce, tomato ketchup, tog w coke =P

oh then i collected my photos from co-op.. and everyone was laughing at them.. grrr! haha

it was e first anat pract in which prof bay took us! and he was seriously super super gdd!! it was an intensive 2 hr session, where i learnt quite a bit! =) haha and e 2 hr session felt shorter than half an hr in dr wong's lessons.. but dr wong is so grandfatherly..

haha anyway, i'm in a half-irritated mood now.. it doesn't make sense right? but essentially, what i mean is that i'm very happy now! except when i think of those 2 ppl, then i'll feel irritated =P haha oops, i look as if i get irritated w everyone everyday! i don't k? =)

well, met anna and yl at city hall today for dinner and some shopping =)

yup that was my boring day.. and e boring day ends w a boring post

You are so faithful

Like e sun, that rises everyday
You are so faithful, dear Lord u are faithful
Like e rain that You bring and every breath that i breathe
You are so faithful, Lord

Like e rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, dear Lord u are faithful
Like e life that u give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord

I see e cross and e price You had to pay
I see e blood that wash my sins away

And in e midst of e storm through e wind and e waves
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful
And when e stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful, Lord


I rem this song always reminded me that e Lord is always faithful, and He'll always be there for us when we turn to Him.. this song helped me through my As, when i was having problems finishing my studying (if i rem correctly) but this song gave me e reassurance, and allowed me to place my complete trust in Him, and have faith in e Lord Jesus Christ! =) and when i was searching for songs to sing for morn worship tmr, i chanced upon this song again..

well, had a nice time talking to yl last night (early this morn) and we realised that even tho we struggled through jc, e things we rem abt jc were e fun times that mattered, e friends, fun-o-rama etc etc =) e reason why we were talking abt jc stuff was cos we miss jc.. in jc life was so structured! as in u stayed in sch for e whole day.. now in uni, there's like so much free time (which is supposed to be used for studying..) that u dunno what to do with those times.. cos i personally hate studying in e med lib, and e only reason i go in there is to sleep.. and everyone's like studying so hard that i can't really find ppl who will want to go out and chill and have fun! =( haha but anyway, i'm ok!

haha it was super FUN talking to u at coffee club.. tho i'm feeling super sleepy now.. =P

just woke up from a 2 hr nap, and i'm glad e sian-ness of e morn and aft have mostly gone away.. being at home, and having a gd aft's sleep really does wonders! =)

well, today was a crappy day for me.. was in a crabby mood to begin w, but don't think many ppl realised.. i was.. sigh, and i kind of snapped at someone outside e Lt.. said it in a jokingly way, but i guess i kind of raised my voice and oops, thinking back on what happened, i think i pissed that person off.. sigh, sorry! wasn't one of my best days in sch.. bleah, i know u were just kidding, but i got irritated and i'm really sorry, i'm not like that usually.. =/

kenneth tay came to sch today! got a taste of boring lects already huh! we ate lunch at sci cantenn cos everyone wanted to save money.. then went to uni spin to sit down and talk =) hopefully u'll have a not-so-bad-time in taiwan!

anyway, got back home and diane was online! talked to her on msn for like 15 mins, and i think some sian-ness got removed.. after that was a 2 hrs nap.. dunno why i'm like just falling asleep everywhere and anywhere.. always feeling so tired and all.. and i'm not even doing anything physically streneous, or mentally draining.. somebody tell me..

ok dinner time.. sigh.. i pissed someone off today (i'm quite sure)..

it's e first sunday in church since diane left for imperial.. and well, i dunno whether to be thankful or not, but there were so many small things that happend today that well, i didn't really feel her absence.. to begin with, there was camp comm stuff to do, then ian came! yup! ian came to wesley.. haha and seems like he likes wesley! continue coming k? if ur parents allow =) cos i think bible study's a gd source of nourishment for our spiritual walk w God..

well, sometimes it's just nice to take a step back in life, and just reflect on e small things in life.. i was just talking on msn w mel, for a short while, and well, we both came to a conclusion that it's not that easy to make close friends in uni.. cos everyone has their own other close friends..

i realise that e friends that i can actually depend on are those that i've known for ages =) i mean, we might not do e most fun things when we hang out, but they're e ones who understand u e most, e ones who wouldn't mind doing sth extra for u, e ones who can tolerate u for who u are haha (except for like fish, who hates me cos i like a certain colour =P) well, haha that's ur own problem!

haha i realise that friends are super impt! i wake up each morn thinking of lects, and i feel like going back to sleep.. then i think of all e nice ppl i'll see in sch, and i'll somehow manage to get out of bed to get ready for sch =) so thank u for all u nice friends out there! u all mean a lot!! =)

went out w "e bestest clique" today =P hahaha! we met up for lunch at e Black (not Grand, ian =P) Canyon Cafe at serene centre for april's farewell lunch.. haha e price is quite ex for e quality of e food and serivce.. anyway, after that we went to orchard to watch e corpse bride! haha e children skeletons were soo cute!! =) e show was ok in general.. very cute! it's kind of e typical tim burton style.. haha

OH RIGHT! subway has quite a dumb policy! u know ks and i bought 4 cookies today.. he wanted 2, i wanted 2.. so common sense tells u to put 2 cookies in each bag.. but well, if subway does that, we have to pay a buck for each cookie!! so that was like 4 bucks for 4 cookies.. haha then ks was like, errr, put 3 in one bag, and 1 in another bag.. so we could pay e promotion price of 2.50 for 3 cookies, and ended up paying 3.50 for 4 cookies.. and once we got e cookies, we just transferred e cookies right in front of e cashier =P sooo dumb!!!

slept for so long after dinner =P from like 9sth to 11sth haha oops.. so piggish =/

some photos taken at e airport of diane haha

hmm it just feels different now that diane's not in spore.. sorry i keep blogging abt this.. but anyway, it feels different cos everytime i want to sms diane, i realise that oh! she's in london.. then i can't tell her stuff haha oh well..

today was a slack day for me =) went back to pgp and slept cos i was seriously super sleepy! after that was like 2 tuitions! slacking now and i think i shd start studying soon again.. =/ haha ok what a short and random post..

sigh, diane just left for imperial.. and it's feel too sian to do anything now except to just blog abt it.. decided that studying shd be done tmr even tho i'm seriously lagging..

thought i could last through e night without tearing.. but oh well, really couldn't take it at e end.. even tho i purposely looked away from where diane was at, as i stared at fish, i just stood there and cried.. e feeling is sucky when one of ur bestest friend leaves to go overseas to study.. even tho u know that she's coming back.. everyone says that there's e msn, there's skype, but it doesn't beat e person's company and presence.. sigh.. i really can't imagine myself being as bold as diane and leaving spore to go overseas.. i won't be able to leave everyone back here in spore.. esp my family and friends..

a note to diane
diane, i'm missing u!! bleah i almost like cried again when i saw u walk through e glass doors, turn ard to wave to everyone, and to ur family, and then walk through counters towards e gate.. yah and rem i sent u that sms? i was on e bus, and as i was typing i was tearing.. sigh diane.. i never ever thought this day would come when we have to say farewell to u.. and even tho it's for 9 months, it's still a really long time!! small grp will never be e same.. sigh.. we'll have no one as crazy as u who would use pretzels to form letters that spell our names.. in short, small grp will be weird without u there! =/ in 9 months time, when u come back, i hope that our small grp will still be tog.. i hope that u liked e book from fish and i! it's filled with such wonder ful memories..
i just hope u'll be safe in london.. don't forget e nice harrods stuff! e nice duck rice at bayswater!
and don't forget to email me k? LOVE U!!

well, i should go sleep now lest i wake up with puffy eyes tmr, with black panda rings.. =/

haha i feel like a lamp post now =)

but anyway, spent e better part of today doing a present for someone.. haha hope u like e present!!

sch today was ok laaa.. sigh, i have 2 tuts to be completed by tmr and erm, i haven't started on either.. haha thus explains e state of lagginess i am in.. i seriously wonder how i'm ever going to catch up.. but oh well..

tmr night.. tmr night.. haha i never ever thought tmr night could come.. at e start of e yr, 28 sept seemed like a really really long time! but as of today, 28 sept is just like tmr! =P haha

ok what a random post.. actually this is just to take up time! i'm going for a short jog in 10 mins time =) haha so i figured it wasn't worth it to study..

so it's time to stay up late tonight, with a mug of tea, and mug..

haha ok so corny and retarded! =/ sigh..

had class party today! =) and ahhh, i really really miss my classmates.. when can u find ppl who can gather ard a piano, a drum set, and tog with a guitar, belt out christian songs and just sing and enjoy each other's company.. when can u find someone who just takes multiple photos of himself just to see if he's photogenic and who's willing to do all e 'act-cute 1,2,3,4,5,6,7' poses.. where can u find 2 idiots lifting another person by e ankle, and end up getting whacked in e balls by that person.. where can u experience e many pingpong balls flying overhead.. where can u get super chocolate-y fondue and eclairs made by super thoughtful ppl with excellent cooking skills..

yup! class party! =) it was fun seeing ppl that i hadn't seen in ages! like april, suai, ben, kenneth, yuehan..

haha kenneth and ben were so hilarious! ahh med would have been more fun with them ard =P

and YES! e butterscotch banana cheese cake thing at coffee club is super gd! thanx to kenneth's excellent recommendation, i had a gd supper =) haha

alrighty, there's nothing much to type now.. cept that i'm addicted to this korean show called 'da chang jin'.. apparently quite a few ppl have heard abt it! brainless show.. not that exciting.. but i'm addicted =P doesn't make sense.. oh well! hahaha

when so many people (gd friends, classmates, acquaintances etcetc) start to leave for overseas study, u start to ask urself, why not i? why stay in spore?

well, that thought has crossed my mind like a million times already.. why am i in spore struggling with anat, e bane of my life!! i have no idea what's going on for anat, neither does anything abt anat seem to be entering my pea-size brain.. why am i in med??

a while back, i was entirely convinced abt doing med (that time was somewhere in june?) yup! but now, hrmph! doesn't seem like i'm made for med.. yikes! the thought of being in an entirely wrong course has struck me time and time again..

i dunno if i'm starting to regret.. if i had taken up e healthsciences scholarship, i would be erm, prob slacking ard now, or doing an attachment somewhere? leaving only for studies next yr.. and still, i'll prob have a better life in an aus uni, than trying to cram in soo much of anat, of which i fall asleep for hrs and hrs whenever snell or even baby moore is opened =/

but oh well, i've told myself that i'm not willing to give up without a fight.. for if i was convinced that God put me in med for some reason or other (of which i still have yet to see what it is), i should believe now that God will indeed allow me to go on..

hmm that kind of explains why i'm feeling kind of sian these few days.. looking at e timetable.. each day past means e nearing of e CAs.. i know it's a long time more, but i look at e amt of stuff that i have yet to study, and i think, 'gosh i'm seriously never ever going to finish'.. i hope that thought will never ever materialise! i kind of regret not starting to study earlier.. even though i've told myself countless times that uni is not jc anymore, that i can't just slack and study like mad at e end.. oh well, it's not too late to start now.. better late than never!

never felt so stressed up so early in e sch term before.. but then again, this is not jc, this is not ac, this is not scone.. sigh how i really miss scone and ac.. all e gd company, ppl who're like there with u everyday, share e same sentiments abt a particular teacher (=P), know really how to have fun.. aiyah can't really put it in words, but haha i miss scone..

april yl anna suai abi sarah pooja megha marc ks ian ben kenneth simian zhiwei michael benedict samjo brandon aaron yuehan jeremy

haha just felt like rattling off all e names =)

diane and agnes are leaving on wed.. i'll really miss u guys!! =(

it's e hols this week! haha time to rest and have fun, and not forgetting, time to study! =P hmm i finally found e time and inspiration to blog abt e last few days.. so here goes..

fri - it was e last day of sch before e mid-semester break! haha and my anat grp went to munchie monkey for lunch after anat pract.. there were so many of us! i think it was e largest attendance for any anat outing so far =) haha at munchie's, tzeyeong sang and did e hand movements of e mambo dances.. hahaha! everyone there was like laughing like mad, cos he was seriously super funny! he looked super gay doing e hand movements too! =P that made it all e more funnier! after lunch, we went to play squash as usual.. haha i played with like chris, kenrick, junliang, jason.. woah! jason is super scary!!! haha i know what u mean now diane =)

sat - woke up and had tuition first thing in e morn!! erps, i never really liked that tuition cos e boy like never does his work! and it's quite boring =( anyway, after that i met diane at outram, and we went for lunch at tampines mall! ate e huge XXL crispy chicken for starters, then had nice sushi lunch at genki =) haha after that we met sanmei bevan and glenn for cycling at east coast.. i felt soo tourist-ty cos we were taking photos are like almost all e jetties.. but then again, i think i prob won't be doing this with diane for e next yr or so =( oh well.. after that was a super long bus ride to tanglin mall where we met up with e rest of illuminators for dinner at don =) haha went to jonteh's house after that where we played imagine-if.. or rather, i played imagine-if for a while then slacked for a while, then talked abt camp stuff for a while, then played bridge and taiti for a while haha =) so yup, e night passed and i slept at 4am..

sun - yawn! woke up at 745am.. and realise that i was like one of e latest to wake up! in fact, i was really e latest girl to wake up! =/ erps! haha of cos no one could beat ming zhifeng and jonteh who woke up at like erm, 12? =P anyway headed down to church after that, and i sat outside at the camp registration booth for ages! and even fell asleep on it haha =P oops! lunch and home after that..

mon - haha wanted to wake up early to go to ikea for lunch, but it was raining and my parents decided not to wake me up =( so didn't have lunch at ikea.. haha met fish at coffee bean in town, where we sat there for like 3 hrs.. but i think we studied for only 2 hrs cos we talked, slacked, went shopping somemore =P haha oh! saw tzeyeong there.. and raymond liang was there with candice haha =P left for tuition after that.. and dinner was at chompchomp with some ppl from my anat grp - evange serene chris kenrick jonteh junliang haha i was horrendously 1hr late!! =/ oops! sorry! haha treated them to like dessert.. oh well dinner was quite fun! albeit e suan-ning session again.. haha

tue - that's today!! haha went to SENTOSA!! with hon marc ks ian weili xinquan =) haha played ultimate frisbee.. but e sand was sooo hot to run in, and it was sooo difficult to run on sand! we were like super tired after a short while =) then they went to swim.. but unfortunately i couldn't go and swim =( haha we played a bit more frisbee then decided to play volleyball! haha i think i suck at both frisbee and volleyball.. =( oh! xinquan was super funny! haha cos his berms has a netting on e inside right, and he decided to lie down on e shallow waters, and tonnes of wet sand washed into his berms, and collected in e netting.. haha and after he got out of e sea, he was dripping wet sand! haha looked like he was shitting =P he made a stupid comment "i think e water here is saltier than east coast" =P haha and during lunch marc asked sth that was SUPER HILARIOUS that i'll never ever forget! and it's too embarrassing for him if i were to blog it here =P and ian ks weili never fails to be mean to me! urgh!! haha hon is sooo sporty! =P ok so ends my day of playing haha

oh oh! i bought this book abt this gay guy.. and i just realised that e author is gay also =) haha it's quite a funny book! shall go read my gay book now =)

haha i'm at e med lib now watching dawn lim study.. and kenrick's here waiting to be interviewed by some FASS newsletter person abt Munchie Monkey..

just finished FA - some cell bio test.. and i passed!! =) haha quite cool! but now i owe chris lunch cos i made a bet with him that e person who gets e lower mark must treat! haha at this rate, i think i will get a higher mark =P how was i to know that he reaaallly didn't study anything BUT enzymes?? haha

gosh.. this is getting so crappy!! =) it's hols next week! can't wait to just slack again.. and farewell party for diane this sat to sun.. haha party shd be quite fun, but then she's leaving soon.. really really soon actually.. in like 2 weeks right? anyway, i'm going out for dinner now =) shall blog again some other time..

haha some random photos that was in my camera =)


e ppl from my anat grp who went for dnd =) haha i kind of like my anat grp, they're super funny and fun ppl! =P

illuminators ppl who went for dnd =) there're like so many of us in med! haha jeremy was like saying that we can all go for mission trip tog sometime

this is a super weird photo!! cos we were actually falling down i think.. leaning onto weili, that's why he looks exceptionally HUUGGEE! =P



haha i better put more photos of fish on my blog before she starts complaining that i forgot abt her =P like what u did today when u found out i hadn't blogged abt bowling.....


diane and i eating pizza on tue night =) and NO, we didn't finish one whole extra large pizza from canadian.. there were tonnes of ppl there sharing too!! =P


oh no!! why is fish like that? =P (haha are u happy that u're getting so much space on my blog?
=P)

cos during bowling, she had this..........

haha 3 pins standing there.. and marc told her if she spared the 3 pins, he'll treat her lunch and dinner for e whole yr.. so much faith in fish huh =P but of cos, she's not that pro, and she didn't spare it =) hahaha!!



"A" represents me btw!! haha i think it was my highest score ever, if i rem correctly =P ok e score sucks, but who cares?? haha i beat marc ong! =) marc's the second "M"..



from L to R: evange, sam, aud.. YUP! we took photo with a skeleton called sam at chris's hse =) haha but it's a baaad photo we both look terrible =(


haha allen and kenrick with sam e skeleton =) oh! i rem sth, haha kenrick and allen were trying to figure out if e skeleton was male/female.. but apparently, e skeleton came with a name haha =P



this photo was taken at like 12 sth 1 am-ish at chris's place =) haha we went there after supper at chomp chomp! and helped chris discover stuff in his rm that he never he had! =P more supper next time k?? =)

haha just came back home from supper at chomp chomp with evange chris kenrick allen =) not forgetting that chris came an hr late cos he was dota-ing.... woah! we ordered so much and it was amazing how we finished all e food!

during e course of supper, they were forever teasing me and evange! though it was super funny and i think i kept laughing non-stop, i actually choked on sugarcane juice.. and bleah, it was super gross cos the sugarcane juice came out of my mouth! =/ bleaaahsss.. how embarrassing! i forgot who's fault it was! hurmph!!

aannnnddd evange said sth, and i just burst out laughing.. after that everyone was just asking me incessantly what i was thinking abt =P ahhh! super funny! cos it concerned ppl at e table (that's why i didn't want to embarrass them).. i shall tell someone soon, cos i can't tahan anymore =P these kind of funny things are meant to be shared.. but to e right ppl! haha

after that we went to chris's place.. went to his rm and rummage through his stuff =) hahaha! he keeps his presents, doesn't open them.. how weird right? =P and evange and had e opportunity to learn sth new, of which is too embarrassing to be blogged abt.. haha basically, we laughed alot! oh ok, i did! dunno why, everyone's comments were just super hilarious!! couldn't helped but kept laughing =)

ok! now it's super late!! and i shall sleep already.. haha my anat grp's fun!! oh ok, part of my anat grp's fun! =P

ahh i haven't studying for e past 2 days =/ slacked so much!

last night, tried to study, but then yl and i were both laughing madly at nonsense, and chatting online, and doing stupid things, and eating.. and in the end, both of us didn't study =/

today, i played floorball.. then slacked for 2 hrs at spinelli's! talked to fish for soo long =) haha and in the end, am too tired to study..

going out tmr aft, and night, and sat morn, and night.. oh no! my studying plans are failing.. and there's going to be some FA test nest thur.. stupid la! =/

haha sat night i'm going night cycling!

what a rubbish entry =P oh well.. update another time

i feel lost, seriously, lost in piles and piles of unread notes, piles and piles of unread books.. but more importantly, i feel lost in life, like there's no meaning to what i'm doing everyday, to who i'm talking to everyday.. ahh, i realise, and it just sudd dawn upon me as to why i'm feeling this way.. and that's cos i've been putting God aside..

i've felt this way pretty much often.. but then again, i was never that stressed up cos the last 7 months of my life was spent playing and doing non-study things..

why do i only turn back to God when everything seems wrong?? but perhaps, as many ppl said before, God puts all these trials and obstacles in our lives to draw us closer to Him.. i was very inspired reading yina's email on how she grew closer to God just by being alone.. i think it's so true, it's when u're all alone, not affected by anything of this world, that u can begin to pray, to meditate on His words, and to just think abt how much God loves us..

i feel very guilty for not always doing my quiet time.. always telling myself that these things can be done another time.. and not to worry.. but i guess not.. i've kind of learnt my lesson.. thinking back on the past yr, i realise the reason why i enjoyed the last yr (even though it was As yr) was cos i was still maintaining a close relationship with God =) ahhh.. sounds so childish and all, but yah, i think that was the reason i made it through that yr.. it was the strength and mercy from God!

feel much better saying all these things =)

haven't updated my blog in a long time i realise.. not that i've been busy studying, but just have been lazy updating my blog =)

anyway, on mon i played badminton for like 4 over hrs!! haha with breaks in b/w of cos! after that i went for some MEET thing, it's some missions training prog.. and since then, i've been thinking if i want to sign up for this MEET programme, which would culminate into a mission trip in may/june.. still thinking abt it.....

on tue, i actually studied for like 1 over hr in my rm! before meeting diane to go to PS to do some quick shopping.. after which we headed to church for small grp.. haha talked to jeremy and siping abt areas where we can serve in church, and had a pizza dinner! =P

wed was floorball! haha e med ppl organised it and i played for a while.. it was FUN! =) haha after that i met yl to study.. but wasn't productive at all..

haha and on thur, can u believe it? i went running with pamela soo!!! =P haha i was super surprised when she asked me to run with her.. i mean pamela and running never seemed to click =P but anyway, had fun.. and i don't mind running again! =)

fri had anat pract, and dr wong was ok that day.. surprisingly! =P haha headed over to pgp for lunch cos isabella asked us to.. and after that was squash.. haha squash is quite exciting, but then i can't really play it actually.. and played with chris who obviously had to make me run!! haha

tuition in the morn today, and after that, met diane and zhifeng for lunch at ikea!! haha diane and zhifeng ordered TONNES to eat! =) they looked like monsters! =P but anyway, zhifeng's going to lend diane and me squash rackets!! so diane, play k?? =) went town, where diane and i bought frozen strawberries from Mos.. orh, their strawberries ROCK!! =) haha.. and guess what? i bought this chi cd!! it's like all e ktv songs.. listening to it now actually.. had sam's birthday party.. it was fun seeing like some ppl whom i hadn't seen and talked to in ages! like sam and aaron and brandon! =P haha i guess jc was really a time to treasure and fondly rem! as in i thought i really liked jc, and at this pt in time, i still think jc's more fun than uni.. haha e only thing abt uni now is that i get more free time, of which i spend most of e time playing like diff sports (of which i suck at most of them anyway =P)..

yup! my week.. bleah better get back to studying mood soon..

somehow, the song "God will make a way" just sung into my heart today.. dunno for whatever reason.. but the lyrics of the song just made me feel better =)

God will make a way
When there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way

i guess it's cos i've just embarked on a new journey.. a journey that's so new and foreign.. a journey that's so uncertain, yet filled with a tinge of excitement.. it's my tendency to hold fast to sth that's concrete, sth that will never change.. but life is constantly changing, what was here today, might not be there tmr; what happens today, might not happen tmr.. for me however, there's one true thing, and that's God =)

haha well, i've been finding it rather tough to pick up the momentum to start studying again =/ but i hope i'll get down to doing it soon.. in the last week, i've only studied like for 2 hrs.. which is seriously quite sad! oh well.... =)

after reading diane's blog title of how nothing is coincidental, well, i cannot agree more!

just today alone, sth happened that i thought was really too gd to be coincidental..

for morn worship today, i had to lead songs, and someone was going to give a sharing =) he wanted to share on putting God first in our lives.. so i proceeded to think of a song that will set the tone right for his sharing and all.. and i decided on the song "Seek ye first the kingdom of God"..

the guy who was going to do the sharing had actually thought of singing the song too! (but decided not to tell me the day before this morn's worship cos he wanted to see what song i would come up with..) i thought wow!! then i must have picked the correct song =)

but after listening to his sharing, i was super happy! haha cos the bible verse that he chose was "Seek ye first the kingdom of God....." also!! everything fell so nicely into place, even though the whole sharing and songs thing was not coordinated at all =P

haha the feeling after this morn's worship session was great! and there're certainly no coincidences in these things..

in the evening, there was vcf.. and during prayer at the end of the vcf session, someone quoted the same verse "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God....."!! haha that's like the 3rd time in a day that i've heard that verse/song! hmm it's def not coincidental.. i think God is saying sth =) ahh, God works in ways we cannot see! haha

sorry if i sound incoherent, it's like 1am in the morn.. yawn.......