So, this Honest Scrap has been going around the blogsophere, so and I just got tagged. The goal is to list ten honest things about yourself. I have been thinking about it, and I am going to give it a try:
1. I am not as mean as I would like to be. Honestly, I try very hard to be nice. I know I often miss the mark, and sometimes come across as sounding meaner than I meant to, but I would love to be a Miss Parker. *sigh* She is my hero. Say whatever I want, and have people cower when I walk into the room. Okay, so this is my illusion of grandeur.
2. I actually like being a mom. I mean, right now I do. I even think that it is easier than I expected. Of course, I am only counting the time home from the hospital, and I know that it is going to get harder. The time in the NICU doesn't count because I have never done anything harder in my entire life. I even think that if I added up all the hard things in my life that the NICU would STILL come out weighing more.
3. I never in a million years would have imagined that I would have a preemie. I mean-I have the big hips right? Big hips = child bearing. My whole life it was presented that if you have big hips you can have lots of babies. WRONG! And, guess what, you can do everything right, and STILL have this happen. There is no way to prevent it if it is going to happen. Which leads me to ...
4. I believe that we have no control over our lives. I think that control is an illusion. We THINK we have control, but we really don't. Of course, our decisions can make things easier, but really you have no control over getting cancer, getting hit by a bus, getting a job, who your family is, and all of these things make up who we are. See what I mean? It is all an illusion.
5. I am a TV junkie. I like TV. I love to watch HGTV, old movies, and mysteries. I have the television on when I clean, when I do laundry and when I am working on the computer. "Oprie calls it muli-taskin." (Can you name that movie? Here is my favorite -I will give bonus points for it: "I am not illiterate! My parents were married right here city hall!")
6. I don't care for music. I mean, I listen to it sometimes, but it usually starts to bore me after a while. I listen to NPR, or thanks to my Zune, podcasts. I like to learn things, and I like that I can listen to things to teach me new things.
7. I don't care for chocolate. Really, I don't like it very much. If I could have a grapefruit or some chocolate I would totally go for the grapefruit. I crave it. I like to eat it like an orange and get all of the juice and wonderful meat. My mouth is watering as I type. I want some grapefruit, but I ate all the ones that I had. :)
8. I like to think that people like me. I hope that people think I am a good person and people enjoy my company. I hope that I am not someone who people talk about, saying "Oh my goodness, can you believe her? Well, I guess you just have to take HER with a grain or two of salt!" If I am like this, will someone please tell me? I would rather know so I can fix it.
9. I have always wanted to own an island in the Caribbean or South Pacific. I would to have a beautiful house there where it over looks all my island and I can walk outside in the glorious sunshine and have a sandy beach where I watch the sunset. Of course the island has to have trees that provide bananas, coconut, grapefruit and pineapple so I can eat fruit whenever I want. And it will be warm, a nice retreat. *sigh* It is nice to have dreams.
10. Summer is my favorite season. I usually hate the other seasons because they are not as wonderful as summer, but this year, after missing fall and winter, I think that I am enjoying spring because it leads us to summer. I like summer because it warm, and I don't even mind the HOT. I like to have picnics in the grass, I like the late summer evenings, I like that I can leave my jacket and coat home. You can go outside with just your regular clothes on, not bring the entire contents of a closet to keep you warm. The fireworks and holidays of summer are also joyous. People visit in the summer. Summer is the time for adventure, school is out, projects get done, the earth is green...Okay so I REALLY REALLY love summer.
Well, there you have it, I have listed ten things about myself. I hope you all enjoyed it and I would love to hear your comments. And since I know you don't all check this because of me, here are some pictures of my gorgeous babies:
I hereby tag Andrew, Amaree and Courtney.