Monday, January 14, 2013
{ 5:05 PM }
It's 2013 now and i don't know how long have i not been blogging. Gonna close down this blog soon. xoxo.
Friday, November 11, 2011
{ 9:54 AM }
This is my silly boy, my joy.
It's been a long time since i updated this blog, was really occupied with school and many other things.
I stopped nightlife, i stopped what doesn't gives me permananent happiness but a temporary solution. I felt good not clubbing and drinking but instead, i felt good just watching a movie, supper or prawning.
School's coming to an end for me soon? except one module :| goshhhhhh, felt like a loser.
I am still pretty unsure about my future, the uncertainties and which course i should take in university because i really detest studying. I am still pretty strong about being a cabin crew after i graduate but still, something is still holding me back. I'll let God decide the rest.
Till then, xoxo.
Monday, October 10, 2011
{ 11:13 PM }
Back to my private space again. School's been awesome i would say because i am taking my favourite module which i wanted 3 years back :)
My dream was not as strong was it used to be. I am really having low-self esteem and not confident about myself now. I don't know whether to go for SQ again after a failure to get through. I will leave everything to God and He shall do the rest.
Personal life, i would say that i am blessed to have met Daryl, someone who loves me like never before. xx
Blog again sometime soon.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
{ 6:29 PM }
It's been so long since i last blogged and Year 3 Sem 1 came to an end for me and i have no clue about my future. Like should i go uni? Should i work? But i came to a decision to work as a cabin crew. Yes, for SQ. I can't confirm whether if i am fit to fly, just very afraid of my medical report though but i believe miracles do happen by the grace of God! It was rather a tough decision but i am pretty sure this is something that i want in life.
Will blog soon. xoxo.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
{ 1:12 AM }
"Can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish."
I realised time is running out, FYP due date is coming and i am graduating soon, moving towards the next phase of my life. What's my future? What am i supposed to do next with a diploma in hand? Should i go overseas and study?
So much in mind, so little time, i realised i am really graduating... Sigh, it's a good thing definitely but my future ahead is not planned. Undecided.
I made a pact with you, to meet you halfway at the other side of the world. Wait for me, i need a year more. Just a year.
Talking to a great friend of mine who works at powerhouse/dolly, we talked about life, talked about everything. We made a pact, whoever succeeds will buy us a good meal and wine. Wait for me, give me a year.
I am determined, determined to work hard for my future.
Wait for me.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
{ 1:03 AM }
I'm not giving up, i'm not giving up on love.
It's been awhile since i last blogged yeah? What rough weeks i had but it's all over now, finally.
Life's been pretty mundane and clubbing became bored, really sick and tired of it already.
Oh well, have to get back on track soon. Like seriously, i need to start saving. Gosh, my spending habits are killing me so badly, sigh.
Shit, i really did lost my momentum of blogging!
Till then.
Monday, May 23, 2011
{ 1:53 PM }
Been really busy, busy about thinking what colour i should paint on my nails, what bag to bring for school, what clothes should i wear, what earrings and shoes should i match them with? please. I DON'T EVEN HAVE THAT TIME TO EVEN BOTHER /:
Been really busy with driving, fyp, tests, school and giving tuition! SUFFOCATING ALREADY. >:
Burden, burden and more burden. I need a breather.
Year 3 is indeed a roller-coaster ride, interview every 2 months and i am always contemplating if i should give it another shot but my height was a factor the previous time round. Zzz i really hope milk helps. -.-
I am pretty worked up all the time, the anger within me doesn't seem to be doing a justice on me, sigh.
Amanda, don't give up huh.
