beetlejuice beetlejuice beetlejuice

i never thought there would be an expiration date

i thought it meant more than an old carton of eggs

it did to me at least

and it still does

life

I hate learning that a friend has passed away.

I hate knowing that a friend is just, gone.

It’s not fair. To anyone.

Hurricane

Shake down you make me break
For goodness sake
I think I'm on the edge
Of something new with you
Shout out don't drown the sound
I'll drown you out
You'll never scream so loud
As I want to scream with you

Standing there with your smile blinding
Your eyes from seeing
My face as I'm dying

To figure out a girl

But she drifts so far away
I'm on her coast
So maybe I should stay
And map around your world

So don't say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled me into your hurricane
Into your hurricane

Stand up don't make a sound
Your ears might bleed
There are sweet fluorescent enemies
That live inside of me
The world moves faster than I knew
Not fast enough to not creep up on you
And the space we put between
So pull me under your weather patterns
Your cold fronts and the rain don't matter
Because the sun burns what I needed

So don't say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled you into the hurricane
Into the hurricane

You don't do it on purpose
But you make me shake
Now I count the hours 'til you wake
With your babies breath
Breathe symphonies
Come on sweet catastrophe

Well, maybe this time I can follow through
I can feel complete
Stop paying dues
Stop the rain from falling
Keep my ocean calm
This time I know nothing's wrong

So don't say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled me in and no,
You don't say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled me into your hurricane
Into your hurricane
Into your hurricane

el diablo

reds, yellows, oranges and blues

colors of more than just flames

they are the colors of destruction and chaos

colors of obsessions and heat

heat so extreme it melts the skin

the disease inside breaking through

a blister of secrets

the blister of disguise

filling voids 8/2

laurie hales anderson "speak"
stieg larsson "girl who kicked the hornets’ nest"
nic sheff “tweak”
is what i am reading

death cab for cutie “narrow stairs”
miley cyrus “can’t be tamed”
good charlotte “chronicles of life and death”
killers “day & age”
is what i am listening to

gossip girl
dexter
secret life of the american teenager
is what i am watching

as of 3/12

chelsea handler "chelsea chelsea bang bang"

bram stoker "dracula"

nicholas sparks "the last song"

mark z sanielewski "house of leaves"

is what i am reading

yellowcard "one for the kids"

carrie underwood "play on"

all time low "nothing personal"

quietdrive "when all that's left is you"

is what i am listening to

gossip girl

lost

8 simple rules

big bang theory

is what i am watching

passion

what happens when you realize you don't have passion for anything?

life becomes a surreal blur

everything moves on and it feels as though you are just standing there

i want to find something