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Saturday, January 29, 2011

28/2/2011 is yet another AWESOME DAY! <3 <3 ^^
heheheh. details on private blog! :P

so, today woke up at 6. got ready and went to Chinatown for photography class. out of classroom lesson. kinda fun, but kinda okay too. cause the type of pictures i like to take usually of ppl i know and things. so yeah. HAHA. but took lots of pictures! >< was super hungry cause skipped breakfast. was super tired cause wake up so early! HAHAHA! came back to sleep. didn't know will sleep 3 hours. ;/ ;/ heheh... must do homework tonight le! tmr need study! i'm aiming for JC. heheh. tough huh. but must really jia you! for wanling quite easy bah, since she so clever. but for me, it's a totally different story. hahas. haiz... lalala~! :P on and on about studies. hahas. gonna go to private blog~ byebye XD

Without wax,
Sixian
~Goma jikai!~

Friday, January 14, 2011

i'm tired...i really need sleeeppp!!!!
argh!! somehow.. hahah
many things has been happening. sometimes, too chaotic for me. i needa break. but nah, i'm not breaking yet. LOL!!

well, these days i seem to be unable to get messages across to ppl. no idea why. just stuck thr. oh well, i'm trying my best. i only hope i dont hurt anyone.
Everyone seems to have lots of their own prob...not like i can easily turn to anyone..everyone's so busy. ahh well.

Photography class is awesome. learning many new tricks. Hahah. gonna be a photographer for some event this sat. LOL. just found out today. heheh. but training de la. HAHA. still have yoga on sun. and and, they have this technique of "cleaning" and clearing out bad and toxic stuff from your tummy. by drinking a litre of water and forcing yourself to puke it all out. i know it's healthy but i see le also feeel soo uncomfortable. forget about asking me to do it. it's like torturing yourself! but you get good result in the end. LOL. still uncomfortable. maybe cause i'm psycho-ed that forcing yourself topuke out stuff is a form of depressions. LOL. influenced by tv, about teenage stuff. LOL. my mum's asking me to do it. and it's somehow compulsory to do it in class. haiz...i'll see when the time come for me to do. it'll be hell! ><

training in a few hours? i gotta sleep. or i'll break down some day.

Without wax
Sixian
~Goma jikai!~

Friday, December 24, 2010

TOTALLY. i'm going crazy. many many many reasons. haiz.... FML...... help? what can anyone help anyway. asking for help is useless...... *sighs*
1) my study mood is now officially screwed.
2) my holidays are screwed too. gonna have things that i really dont like happening..
3) my view of someone is kinda screwed too...
4) my room's scrwed.
6) many many more screwed things are happening or gonna happen... so...
5) MERRY SCREWED CHRISTMAS TO ME...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Hahahs!!! the day before yesterday was AWESOME. Yesterday was A-AWESOME!! <3 ^^

Day before yesterday! 19Dec!
Had tuition in the morning....tired. hahas, but 2 hours only. Feiyun had 5! Crazy Gal. LOL then out to cut hair...cost me a bomb!! >< then rushed home with lunch for Dy and myself. ate and wentout to meet Landers!! went to Marina Barrage for kite flying. WOOHOO! first time!! heheh. of course brought camera. hahas. :P lalala. had a reallt good time thr! drank champagne too!! ^^ of course...non alcoholic. hahas. many many tangled-strings problems, kites tangled up with others' with flying and got pulled down in the end.. HAHA. though i've talked quite a lot...let the pics say the rest!! XD



Jia Xun brought 3 kites..these are 2 of 'em


 



The 3rd One. Winnie the Pooh!



1st tangled cause since i'm thr...

 

2nd tangled case...




Champagne!!! XD










3rd tangled case! and the worst of all! 

Delia's relaxing cause her kite's flying successfully! ^^






JiaXun's still working on the 3rd one! hahas! JY!! XD


 Yesterday!! 20Dec <3
went to watch Rapanzel with Clarence! <3 ^^ Swwwwweeeett~!! XD hahas. then bought lunch and he walked me home. Gave me gifts from Japan that i really like!! Thanks Honey!!! >< then did some other things that are meant for me to know and you guys to never find out~! ;P AWWW~~~!!!! >< too bad. Hahahah. anyways, Love yesterday! and LOVE YOU, CLARENCE!!! <3 <3 ^^

Without wax,
Sixian
~Goma jikai!~

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Lalalala.....dont know what i'm feeling now. like thr's noone to talk to. noone who is right to listen. Actually, i dont even know what i wanna say. maybe i just wanna watch my anime and such... missed STGCC. and i really hate missing that. it's been years since i wanna go. Soo many conventions i've missed all these years.
Always so jealous of those who's been able to go, those who's parents approves of what they like. years...been only able to look at photos and not being able to be thr. i'm not surprise i cant go next year too somehow. not that i give up or anything...but somehow, i feel i cant go next year, though i will try my very best to do so! >< :( still cant believe such coincidence can happen! D: D: D: quite a number of things happened these few days, found out something extraordinary in my Great Grandma's funeral,maternal side, too! XD shallnt bomb this post with words so....

1) i realised that my mum has nine uncles and aunties on the maternal side... and many many many cousins. my mum's last aunty is only 3 years older than she is.

2)Hence, i have many many many granduncles and grandaunties. Not to mention, many many many tang-uncles(?) and tang-aunties(?) LOL translate yourself.
And this is just my maternal side of the family. LOL!

3) some of the tang-uncle or aunty may even be my age! i feel so weird!! and old. LOL!!!! i bet they feel young. and this is the first time i met some of them. haiz. totally dont feed in.... :( jealous of those who are close to their family man... damn jealous.....

4) my xiao-jiu brought his girlfriend to dinner on sunday. WOAH! hahahs. they have many similarities. >< LOL. good for them!! so sweet. lalala.

5) went shopping. bought 4 shirts and 1 pants. heheh. about $75 altogether????  heheh. maybe lesser though. LOL.

6) i dont know what to say once i come back. i've been missing out on life even though im so busy. that's what i feel... noone to talk to yet again. i love blogs or wahtever. for me to write down how i feel. lalala....

thinking about things..oh well. shall think later..anime first!! >< LOL....

Without wax,
Sixian
~Goma jikai!~
...........

Sunday, December 5, 2010

currently......I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><
Honey's at Japan...and hahas. i've got nth to do. training was okay.. tuition was dragged on for half hour and i started to get irritated somehow..but oh well. HAHA

this few days...i've been thinking. i think...i needa improve loads on myself. AND i mean LOADS. hahas.. lalala. i gotta concentrate this month already!!! no more play!! but easier said than done! someone control me!!!! i'm serious.
lalalalala~~ i'm gonna google some things. and i've got an idea!! somehow.. hahas.

Miss you lots, baby!! Love ya! ^^

Without wax
Sixian
~Goma jikai!~

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Life's great and fun!
Life's boring!
Life's unfair!
Life's meaning full!
Life's interesting!
Life's hell!
Life's a cycle of events!

which life are you in right now?
True.
Life is great when you're having fun with your love ones, or you're friends.
but Life can be boring if you're wasting your time lying around and waitng for things to happen.
Life can be unfair to when things dont go your way. or when everything seems to be against you. it's like your here for nothing.
but Life can be full of meaning too, if you look deep enough. everything happen for a reason. everyone has their reasons. it's only reasonable or just plain dumb.
Life can be interesting from the way you look at it and spend your time and life to the fullest. when look on the bright side of things.
but Life can just be hell. painful, dreaful, sad. if you choose to see things as going against you, that you're here to suffer, that people are just not happy with you. bur sometimes, it really is hell. you cant do anything. but what if you choose to?
Life is a cycle of events. one thing lead to another. it might turn out good and jolly. it might not. depends on how you react to the situation. are you making things worse? are you helping? are you doing the right thing?
Life can be great and fun at times, you'll get bored too.
Life can be unfair and hellish. but there may be some meaning and reasons deep down. everything in the world is connected. you just have to find that connection.
bad things can turn to good..but dont just sit around and wish for that to happen. do something in the meantime. do something to prepare of it. do something that might change the way things are going.

Jia you, Sixian! you got to be strong now. For him.
i'll always be here. right by your side. always. talk to me.


Without wax,
Sixian
~Goma jikai!~