i think i'm having a mid life crisis. feeling damn depressed these days.

why is it so damn hard to be happy? why must i push myself forward?

is it wrong to be happy with what i already have? for fuck's sake, aint a degree enough?

screw studying... i wish...

its so wrong. i just wanna settle down, with a stable job, have enough time to go out and all, visit all my games, exercise a lil bit. save up and then holiday...

i'm breaking down soon. is apocalypse coming or not??