Bungs

a friend once told me, that people like us should not expect too much from their partner. sooner or later they would just leave, start a normal mainstream life(get married etc). all we can do is to rely on ourselves, be strong, and get on with life.

why is the world so unfair? why can't we lead normal lives like the others? its not like we chose to be different. are we really resigned to such a pathetic fate? why.

i'm a lout. i'm a lousy miser. no wonder no one likes me.

i'm so sorry. i'm a sorry excuse for a person.

me resolution as of now:
- to be a better person
- to be more generous
- to be more gentlemanly
- to eat less
- to lose weight
- to exercise more (once my knee recovers)
- to progressively quit smoking

anything else to consider to add........................................

feeling so so low (shorty got low low low low low low low)

i bought 2 watches yesterday!!! very happy :) its been a long time since i felt the want to buy a watch. remember when i was young i loved collecting watches. then my aunt and uncles like to buy me watches. but those were all kiddy watches. since then i have not had a lot of watches.

anyway, happy happy! nice brand nice price. nice nice.

:) happy mood