officially jobless, working as a casual labour. the money is only nearly enough to cover my monthly liabilities. meaning i can eat grass. but i did chose this path so i'll just suck thumb. things shall turn out okay eventually.
a new year, with chinese new year just round the corner. lots of stuff to do. trying to make a to-do-list. i love to plan even though i may take ages to get the stuff done.
TO-DO-LIST:
-clear out some old clothes (high stacks of clothes have the danger of toppling down)
-study for my ACCA (goldfish memory, plus i din even commit the knowledge to memory in the first place. Studied UK standard instead of Singapore one.)
-nearly missed this out but i desperately NEED to FIND A JOB!!!
damn sad. i lost my $16 IPzone white jacket. despite it being cheap and lotsa kids have it, i dearly loved that jacket. now considering a white one from Everlast. i think the brand and design is quite decent. its been a while since i got something for myself. the last thing i bought for myself was my lappo laptop. (yes i have a fetish for such stuff but thank god i cannot afford to buy much)
i think i can change my phone in March, but maybe i'll hang on to my current phone til Sept. have not seen a phone that caught my eye yet and i probably do not wish to pay an arm or a leg for it now that my finances are not stable. dad offered to give me $200 a month, but thats less than half of our car instalment. meanwhile i am trying to save up for my sch fee for the second half of the year. blew away my bonus on the first half. made plans for all such stuff already, hoping to be able to keep them.
i should probably dress decently when i find a job, seeing as i'm not young anymore. should buy more decent clothes, and stop looking like a cheapo. although these days i only dress shabbily to work. going out i think i look fine, but i've received comments that i do not dress my age. i wear clothes like those around 20years old. wonder if i should change that. but knowing me, a total wardrobe change will probably take years, since i am quite stingy when it comes to buying clothes for myself. the option of striking lottery is virtually out since i dun even buy them in the first place.
things i wish for in my dreams:
-a new desktop (powerful for games)
-a laptop capable of playing games and yet light with powerful batteries
-an mp3 player (been contemplating for years, just din find the need to buy one seeing as mine is still working)
-a smartphone stylish and with cool functions (i love gadgets)
-nice lcd screen for my desktop (my packard bell is officially 7years old this year!)
-nicer rpg games to play (something like suikoden 2?)
-inexhaustible moolah (who wouldn't want this?)
-makeover my room
-own a house
-have my white mitsuoka orochi dream car
-go on more holiday trip (i wanna go italy eat pizza)
-sleep forever
