super random day.

sleep was quite short. waking up due to hunger pangs, plus the alluring stinking odour of durians. just couldn't resist it. woke up for a durian breakfast. randomly switched on the tv and oh yeah! its the olympic's basketball finals, between USA and the defending champion Spain. Super exciting. took me the whole match to just fold a few pieces of clothings. i think kobe bryant is super cool, as do dwayne wade. Spain got a 17 years old player, Ricky Rubio, quite handsome, and has been playing professionally since the age of 14. makes me wonder what the hell am i doing. my life has been half wasted already, and i feel no motivation to move anywhere. i am unhappy in my stagnant position, but half of the cause is my own reluctance to budge.

so anyway, up next i watch and bollywood movie, typical with all the exaggerated fighting, as in a punch and the bad guy flies through a wall kind. it was quite nice though. touching. i like being an audience, where there is no need to participate. i'm almost too lazy to participate in my own life.

very random today, but with one consistency. the rain has been ongoing since i woke up 6hours ago, and there is no sign that its going to stop anytime soon. i'm staying put at home and shall attempt to be a good kid. just mould at home. and maybe apply for jobs online, after i get a resume done of course, after i eat my dinner which is after i get up from my nap, after i'm done with some shit stuff online. and yes, thats a lot of procrastination but i'm just being me. sue me.

i am getting sick of myself. where is the restart button for my life? or escape button?

bintan trip was quite alright. except for the part that i bought an evian and a box of mint sweets for 7 bucks. and they deal in singapore dollars. can feel my heart wrenching when i paid for them. why must they deal in singapore dollars? so not exciting without the dealing of foreign currency. its almost like we were still in singapore. and their television programmes are from singapore as well. was watching the olympics on channel U in between our outings, waiting for turns to shower.

seafood dinner at a kelong on the first night. classic sea view and all.

the resort where we stayed.

bungalow resort opposite our resort hotel.

more typical pictures.

the only picture that i took of myself. dun really like to take pictures of myself. i'm sure xinlin and ah kai has more pictures of me (somewhat remember taking pictures) but seeing how they put them up on facebook but i have not gotten my lazy ass to sign up yet, these are probably all the pictures i'm gonna blog.

nice sky. and the night sky is clear too. surrounding was dark enough to be able to see the stars, unlike in singapore. where the only stars we can see are probably very brightly lit satellites.

pierced my ears on a whim on wednesday, after cutting my hair. another two additional piercings, as if i didn't have enough already but heck yea. i feel like it. super random, super painful. especially the small lobe at the front of the ear. totally sweatdropped when the auntie pierced. and it still hurts like a biatch after 4 days. shall try to leave it to heal. nearly killed myself with pain when the inside of my ears itched and i attempted to scratch it. (long string of colourful language)

went shopping in malaysia on sunday. everything seems so cheap as compared to singapore. i think i may have fallen in love with malaysia. the only drawback is that one has gotta be careful there. dun wanna get robbed and shit. cheap food, semi rural environment, so comfortable for a rough person like me. wonder why but its just in my blood. Malaysia boleh! :)

all these neighborhood lifestyle that seems complicated to the educated, but which i can fit in and think of such as simple. i was never born for the corporate world, where the rat race never ends. all i want is a simple life. like an ah-beng. without getting my ass slapped with jail term of course. but unfortunately, the world does not allow me to 'wallow' in such 'despondent' state. i have to make use of my education, plunge into the 'right' working environment where i will have a promising future.

i'm so hungry. i am so going to try to lose my belly after this bintan trip. but because i'm such a lazy ass for exercise, i shall try the food method instead. like eat less and eat healthy? no eating a couple of hours before slp etc. but whatever. feel like having long john tmr for lunch. oh shit. i'm sort of having a cough. damn. nvm shall have ban mian instead. forgive me but when i'm hungry i tend to plan on what to eat.

i should probably compile a list of stuff to buy. seems like i forgot quite a few during the trip to malaysia, but then again, we went in the evening so there wasn't much time to shop. shall compile a list, save, and then go there shop again. going from where i stay is pretty convenient too:) happy.

sidenote: i realized that quite a few people cannot pronounce my first name. like is that so hard? @.@