watched the dark knight a couple of days ago... so dark and depressing. especially the part where alfred read the letter that the ugly woman whom everyone likes, wanted to pass to batman. i feel so sad for batman, and i'm glad he will not receive the letter. what he does not know cannot hurt him. and if he did got to know, however will he get the strength to carry on with what he is doing? he will probably fall to the dark side.

so anyway, the movie was really quite dark. gave me quite a lot of 感触, but for the life of me i cannot remember already. bad memory. all i remember is that the movie inspired me more than ever to beome a monk where matters of the heart is concerned. and no, stop asking me if i plan to become vegetarian. i live to consume meat. and i declare myself a modern monk, only to abstain from love. matters of suck kind are nothing but trouble and disappointment. but of course, all these are not permanent, written in ink or what... which brings me to - i've officially changed my name. costed me a bomb. almost 300 bucks, and i've some documents not yet changed. i really must find the time and motivation to mail the school and UOL... i'm so goddamn lazy. and the sucker auntie at ICA fucking refused to retain my chinese name. so pissed la. whatever will my parents do to me when they find out. urgh... better keep my wallet and important documents safe...

i just wanna hibernate forever. i'm to lazy to live.

my com is dying. screen flickers and dies. and the com malfunctions.

so anyway, last tuesday. on my way to work i saw a really cute kitten lying beside the road, near the bus interchange. it wasn't moving but when i went closer, i found that it was alive. as i was in a rush, i scooped the kitten up and took it with me to work. took a bus with the cat napping on my hand. it was just so cute and docile. so anyway, found it a home with a security and here are some pictures of the cutie:)

cant put up any more pics coz my com crashed. and i have to even put up this post using my sis' laptop. guess i shall not appear online anytime soon. ciao~

unbelievably awful day.

was rudely awaken by my dad at 9 in the morning. his voice when talking on the phone is like he's deaf. and i slept at 8+. was sleepless till 10+ and woke up at 11+ to cut my hair (much debated whether its nice or not. but i dun care. i kinda like it.) went home at took at short short nap. coz i had to take a bus to work. old man needs to use the car.

on the way to take a bus to work. downpour. was drenched. my mood got thrown into the gutter as well. reached zouk in one frozen piece. nearly froze to death.

supper. bee hoon, which i hate. the food maketh the mood. so yea.

wanted to work at velvet because i detest working at herstory parties. planned to rearrange prelounge fridge. but was thrown to work at zouk. and despite all the recent warnings regarding credit card issues, i had to give out the wrong cards. all my working life i've never made such a mistake and i had to make it now. so embarrassing man. feel damn fucked up.

i need to meet a friend to accompany her to the job agency a couple of hours later and i should sleep but i'm not tired. i think i'm getting insomnia. paranoia.

lil chicken is weak!!! merlion after just two weak drinks. snowball and space 2001. she insisted it was the coconut cream but we all know she cant drink for nuts. so anyway, i think she drank too fast too.

so many ppl merlion these two days. 42 below cocktail world cup was held at velvet, the free flow of vodka had so many merlions forming. at one point, pravin sat at the bartop, hands holding his head. i was washing glasses, took a look at his face then decided to scoot from that area. true enough, mere minutes later there was a puddle of puke on the bartop where he sat and he was on the floor with security, managers trying to carry him out...

my principle: never to make a fool outta yourself at your own workplace.
like they said. dun eat and shit at the same place.