silent howl

Sunday, April 27, 2008

www.viwawa.com

finally, a place to play bridge!~ can play big 2 as well^^

sushido is not bad as well...

let me advertise bridge!

its such a shame that so many people don't know how to play this game. its cool lah...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

went shopping today. guess $200 isn't alot when it comes to shopping... the amount my uncle gave me was all gone. haha. but yea, i'm happy. finally bought my first ever new urban male tank top. ^^

so flattered... when a salesboy (salesperson, a young boy) was shocked that i'm already 23yrs old... he thought i was like 18 or 19... 返老还童... ahahaha.. so high.

on the other hand, din manage to buy any berms:( aiming for a pair of white ones. think i'll get a pair of black ones as well. haha. then can wear my ugly ones to work. wear the nice ones out. one of these days going to peninsula with jasmine to get jeans as well...

need to lose more weight too... my motto: 瘦穿什么都好看!

Friday, April 18, 2008





tuesday afternoon, lunch with limei and xin lin...





sleeping when the hair is not yet dry, saves my effort to style the hair next day.







this ass camwhored with my phone again. while waiting to see doctor. but thankfully, she only took 8 pics... instead of the countless amounts she usually take.

so damn lazy to transfer pictures from my phone. so troublesome. so hard to concentrate on studying. so slack. so bored. and my com can type chinese words. finally fixed it. so happy. so random.

自甘堕落

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

i know this is abit late but still, a happy birthday to myself. late it may be but, hey, its MY birthday so i guess it doesn't matter.



two years ago, my birthday was forgotten by all, and i went unnoticed. two years later, i'm over-caked. sunday had durian cake with my family, monday ate leftover cake for supper, still the leftover cake on tues morn, afternoon had 5 different kinds of cake from bakerzinn, courtesy of limei, at night had cheesecake from jasmine, chosen by renee. wed afternoon, brownie baked by wonderful wu xin lin (owe me for half a year already). definitely over-caked =.=



financial status from sunday till today: sunday went to sentosa with 10 bucks, on the way back spent 8 on long john. monday, went about with $2, and managed not to spend any. tues, went out with $2, met up with xin lin who returned me $20, spent $20.80 on pool, so i called jasmine to go town find me and treat me dinner ^^ long john again. played more pool, this time is chicken's treat. went home with $1.20... wed(today) went to school with $1.20, lynnette treated me to a very full lunch of fish 'n' chips from megabites, then after lesson went to accompany renee go see doctor. dumb thing was sick still can go out sing karaoke the night before=.= so anyway, was thirsty and spent $1 on a can of nestle cafe mocha... current status: $0.20


《祝我生日快乐》

我知道伤心不能改变什么

那么 让我诚实一点

诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄

只要关上了门 不必理谁

# 一个人坐在空荡包厢里面

手机 让它休息一夜

难 像切歌切掉回忆的画面

眼泪不能不能流过十二点

* 生日快乐 我对自己说

蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了

生日快乐 泪也融了

我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

@ 还爱你 带一点恨

还要时间 才能平衡热恋伤痕

幻灭重生 祝我生日快乐

Repeat # * @ @

淡淡的忧伤 隐隐作痛的心 我变得麻木了

期待什么,盼望什么,全然不了

Friday, April 11, 2008

i wanna go out of singapore!!! after my exams, just go somewhere chill, relax, and rot. enjoy the feeling of no more exams...

my books hate me. refusing to let me understand them. even resorting to hypnotising me, making me sleep instead of studying them. so scheming. evil. bane of my existence.

random

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

supposed to study while on leave. and all i did was watch youtube and eat chocolate cookies. have already finished two packets of hello panda. after dinner. and i'm still hungry. i'm so going to grow fat. shall make it a point to swim once a week so as to maintain my weight somewhat.
i think i promised renee to post more pics... to make her happy=.= although it is abit overdue... still, its the effort that matters. so here you go :)

they engrish very powurfuu..... =.="
more on the sentosa trip like 1 month ago... collage proudly done by renee wah (credits)























































Sunday, April 06, 2008

wow... was on my way home at around 7plus in the morning, walked passed a basketball court. so amazing la. saw an uncle shooting hoops, was around 50+ years old... then another uncle and auntie joined in. so cool. felt like shooting some too. but yea, that was then. back to my lazy self after my sleep.

i really think aru hates me... aiming at me these past two weeks. every single time i talk to anyone i get the feeling that he is glaring at my back. but it is so boring if i do not talk, because theres simply not much things to do!! i mean, velvet is not busy like last time, and we are sometimes over staffed! lucky i'm having enough fun working in velvet to be able to not let him affect me. kailun is so entertaining. xinlin as well. =)

i should study. now. or maybe after i catch up with the latest episodes on BLEACH^^

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

forgot to mention the new book that i just read. lent to me by limei. was freaking boring in the beginning. it was only till almost midway when things started to pick up. anyway, it was a very sad novel, but a very beautiful one. was so into it until i was in school but din managed to study, and just sit in a spot to read the book. almost din realize that xinlin was just sitting a few benches away coz i din bother to look around. eyes were bound to the book.

wonder why limei lent me the book though. hm. well whatever. i do enjoy reading. who would have guessed that i'm actually a bookworm at heart :P
this is so damn ridiculous. work ended at 1am but i reached my block at 2.35am. like wtf. the transport came after 1.30 and one left with just 2 person while the other one had all the rest of us. went from east to west. i was the last to alight. had to go kallang, dunno where, woodland, marsiling before sending me home.

actually had a decent conversation in english today... and yes, believe it or not, i AM capable of conversing in english. just that i need to maybe think before i speak. so anyway, i went to school to zap some notes from a friend whom i don't contact otherwise (sound abit bad but...) and met ivan phua. he used to work at zouk long long ago... come to think about it, i've been there so long that the amount of people whom i know from there and left is much larger than the total amount of friends i have. sad, but thats life. wonder why he knew that a lot of the staff had quit too. i guess things from zouk really spreads fast.

hanged out with jasmine (xiaodi) yesterday. we played pool after taking a walk at zouk flea market. going to play pool tomorrow again. beginning to think that its quite fun. renee may be joining us too. hope she'd be around. if not, between me and xiaodi, the pool thingy gets pretty quiet since both of us dun talk much.

i seriously need to go shopping for clothes soon. been going out too much and the stuff i'm wearing, i need some new varieties. but still, clothes are just clothes. i'll survive even if i do not get new ones i guess. my idea is that when a person is slim, everything looks good. just have to take note to dress in a exaggeratingly disgusting sense of course:)

shall keep up with the swimming/ tanning thingy. i'm actually slightly more tan than jasmine. so proud of myself. like being tan. shall attempt to lose some fats too. by swimming. any other sports are just too tiring. and my islander card is ready for collection. xiaodi and i have decided to go collect them next sunday after another sentosa trip. oh shit. next sunday is 13th april. winebar gang booked me long time ago. argh. sudden realization. crap. shall see how when the time draws nearer.

busy busy busy. i seriously need to get this ass down to studying. its april already and exams are starting in may. #$%@$